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"So What Ever Happened to that Weird Asshole from middle/high School"?

If you are on this blog, there's only two feasible questions you could be asking yourself that would make you come to this source: A) "Who made the funny post?" If this was the question you asked that is now answered by coming to this blog, you will be vaguely dissappointed to know that while this blog is abandoned, and I have emotionally grown quite considerably in the Past Ten Years and am no longer facing the sincerely terrible affliction known as Being A Dumb Teenager who's cringe in The Bad Way; I am still a Tumblr User!! but I'm *mostly* not making silly shitposts these days.

or B) well. See Above Post Title. If you are asking that question, you (typically) fell into one of two categories: People who did not know me on an actually personal level, and People who did- people I actively considered my friends, or people I hurt in my own confusion. To the former category; We are Adults, rapidly approaching 10 years after we all Graduated High School. You are looking up specific information on someone you effectively had only ever heard stories about or interacted with in passing. I am cringe, and free. Your oppinion on me actively means next to nothing. Kindly, and with all respect, Have you considered getting into birdwatching? crochet? learning HTML? Literally any other productive use of your time that's not perpetuating the rumor mill?

Now that my spiel to the peanut gallery is out of the way- if you even remotely feel as if you belong in the latter category: I would Actively and Sincerely like to extend my Apologies for the way I acted as a Teen.

The long and the short of my behaviour was that I was experiencing Big Emotions that I didn't have proper tools to communicate or understand, and Effectively took it out on everyone around me. Unfortunately, this is The nature of being an Immature Teenager going through things they didnt have the tools to verbalize except by lashing out at their peers. This is Not an Excuse. I should have realized and gotten my shit together, well before I finally did, and for that, I am Sincerely Sorry.

Anything Else on the insights of these Big Emotions that I feasibly could have to offer you is nothing more than an explanation, and, again, by zero means an excuse. The way I acted against you was rude and meanspirited, best case scenario. You didn't really deserve that!! School was hard for everyone, and I should have realized that, and not have been so self-centered and aggressive.

If I could know then what I know now, I would have been Nicer to you guys. I wouldn't have taken everything as a Personal Attack. There was a LOT that I couldn't control-- but that doesn't mean that, at bare minimum, I couldn't have just Chilled Out. Alas, hindsight is 20/20. I can't change the Fact I was immature and mean to you in Highschool. But I can apologize, and I am, because, at bare minimum, you DO deserve a Sincere Apology.

I am, slowly but surely, making amends where I can. I'm doing better, and I strive to be consistently better every day. You are by no means required to do anything about this apology. Hell, you don't even have to accept it! Lord knows you have EVERY right not to!

I'm going to be very honest- my memory is spotty, at best; but if you were one of my peers in School who feels hurt, and want a more personalized apology/explanation for what was going on, to put your own traumas at ease? Please feel free to reach out and just give me a nudge who you are. I'd be more than happy to rebuild a burnt bridge, starting with an olive branch, just as long as you are willing, too. and, with that, I think I can finally lay this blog to rest. Nothing particularly interesting or holy is contained herein. Just the ramblings of a kid in Highschool who barely exists as even a fraction of what they are today

See you, Space Cowboy.

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So someone informed me that some of y'all in the US east coast cosplay community follow my whereabouts as a like. Mysterious chameleon cosplayer who no one remembers get the name of? (I was not aware this was a thing? I was/am a bit of a loon, Internet fame is not my dragon to chase anymore.) Several months after learning this neato fun fact about myself, someone else subsequently informed me that some of yall think im dead??? Upon checking my pulse, I regret to inform anyone who made bets and has subsequently lost large sums of money, that I am, in fact, still alive!! And Intend to remain that way!! I just havent been going to cons bc I have No Money, Burnout, A Job, and Chronic Illnesses. (i actually happen to need a wheelchair, walking at cons is a living hell, here's the plug.)

But uh. yeah. If you recognize me from any of the below photos (these are just the ones I know people have mentioned) and have been speading weird and baseless rumors: Stop telling people im dead! There's a reason you can still hear my voice, dummy!!

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Yo. ngl, no fuckin clue who any of you are. I’m here to steal my html for blog formatting again, resign to use tumblr on some new account and then inevitably forget that blog’s existence again because I've hopped off of the computer for more than 8 hours and someone has fired off two shots on TL to keep the rent down. I don’t know if any of you remember me, (Frankly, I hope I’ve ceased existing in your minds!! I was one insufferable ass teenager-) but if you have any desire to see the little clown I’ve grown into: this is tumblr and I should hope you know how to find an askbox. Have fun, honeypie!!

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whoops forgot i came on here to show someone smthn and now i shall bogos bint into the wind and forget that existed. lol byeeee

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finished this model! I’ve… never actually had lemon tea but I want to eat this, glass and all

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Key Lime is my favorite Homestuck character and I firmly believe there is not enough fanart of the happy fruit. umu

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Nyoom

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some woodland lolitanimals

judging the fuck out of you.

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Hi!! I was the first Alphys with the snout!! Thank you so much for taking a picture of me!!

Anime Boston Photos Part 2 - All the Undertale!

There were a lot of great Undertale cosplayers at thi convention

If you or anyone you know are in these photos, let me know so I can properly give credit and tag

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EYYYYYYY im the Alphys!!

Anime Boston pics!

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Sonoda Umi - Watashitachi wa Mirai no Hana

Love Live! School Idol Project

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Koi no Signal Rin Rin Rin! - Hoshizora Rin (Iida Riho)

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I needed to hear something peppy and happy and thought others might need the boost too.

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