#shut up max

[extervus]

Peak gender expression is when you're called both sir and shawty by two different customers within five minutes of each other

[maxxzophone]

Yippee it's MAX (me 😨) and MOON!!!!

Max stole his Sundrop plush and now he's mad.

[clowntazer]

this thing i snapped when standing in line in purgatory for my sweet nectars and munchies and crunchies makes me giggle

( edit ; i was that gamzee on saturday of sacanime with the giant jacket and stripey pants. also ended up with a balloon dog on my horns at some point )

[gyroscrewloose22]

Silly fendra and Fenro doodles because i was bored

[techs-feral-wife]

Someone please yell at me to do my homework.

I'm 100% gonna fail the last class I need to graduate.

Tripped at the finish line once again 💀

[hungerpunch]

im gonna need all drivers under 30 to not speak on what lewis has not done in his career. thanks.

[mischiefmakermax]

I'm spending too much time and mental energy dipping into tumblr, so I'm not going to be on here for a while. This really isn't for anyone but me so I stick to it. I don't know when I'll be back

[bugdogg]

I wanna draw more of him so bad, I’m kneading him like play doh in my head, I have ideassssssss

[thatfaeboy]

hey i haven’t been on here i’m so long. I’m still alive, just was going through some hella rough mental health things. I also made a different tumblr for nsfw purposes and have been on there mainly. But i just wanted to say hi again and that i’m okay

oh also! i go by honey now and use they/them pronouns!

[eldritch-m0th]

Elias Bouchard fucks but nobody is happy about it not even him

[extervus]

A prediction

[maxxzophone]

Hi guysss

[clowntazer]

the way i got targeted bc my name is boywife in tf2

[gyroscrewloose22]

I might start posting more often because things are going shitty right now and I need escapism. And thinking about an anthropomorphic chicken with glasses and a bowtie who is also a scientist, makes me feel better.

[techs-feral-wife]

Sorry if this comes across your dash, I just need to scream into the void a little bit

Read at your own risk ig, my rant tag is "#shut up max" in case you don't want to see these

I don't understand what's wrong honestly. I was having an okay day after having a really great time with my best friend yesterday and now I'm just like ???

I got home from work, sat down on my couch and just started crying. I just feel really alone and idk why.

And then on top of that I'm just feeling really horrible about my writing. I know I keep talking about posting things on here and like I want to, but at the same time I just want to delete this blog and forget that it existed. I've just been feeling awful and embarrassed about my work. I have such a toxic relationship with the things I create. I can't just let myself have fun and enjoy things, I need constant validation that I am doing something right and I shouldn't feel like that.

I also feel so self-conscious because all I write is OC content. I can't bring myself to write x readers and idk why. I want to write them so bad I just don't know how to because I'm delusional and I use my characters to try and interact with these fictional worlds, but like I know my OCs don't mean anything to anyone. When I create them they are usually just names that I use to fill in the Y/N space because I don't like to use my own name, but some of them get developed and like they're little pieces of me that I sprinkle out into the world, but they always feel so flat and I just... I don't know. I just feel a lot of shame around writing OC content but I love other people's OC content and I just.. I really don't know honestly.

I feel worthless as a writer. I've never actually managed to finish anything I've started. I've dedicated literal years to my creative writing degree and I just feel like I'm wasting my time because I'll never manage to do anything worthwhile.

I just don't know anymore. I know this is just me whining because I want attention. I like pretending that people actually care about me.

Sorry If you read this, but also thanks for caring enough to try and get through this?

I'm sorry to show this side of me. Or maybe I want to scare everybody away. I don't know

[littlebluebatbrat]

Rambling nonsense below. The tag for my rambling is "#shut up max" on both of my blogs incase you don't want to see them

I am currently experiencing Max's terrible horrible no good very bad day

I fucked around. I found out. And I am certifiably Not Vibing <tm>.

I'll probably be gone a while..not sure yet