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listen carefully #mxmtoon

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18 things to do with “0″

Perhaps all this things are stupid as me 

1. I wanna eat best ramen in the world 

2. sleep under the tree 

3. have a lot of cute socks

4. have CT 70s HI sun flower

5. buy something doesn’t matter

6. night driving with someone 

7. find music that picture myself in some condition

6. walk alone and cross the road with one cup of coffee

7. being bad just in one day 

8. buy the old things 

9.  & i hope i can drawing make some art :(

10. give gift to lovely people in my life

11. talk the sweetest things 

12. being skinny  and be beautiful! Hell-no lol, imposibrokkke

13. i won’t to be patethic person, i wanna be a happy person outside & inside.

14. playing with the raindrops

15. don’t wanna being ignored

16. I WANT TO BE LOVED GIRL 

17. wanna have a dinner with the man i love 

            The last!

18. I wanna scream at somewhere, maybe the place filled with the grass and there’s nobod, only myself. and waiting someone come to me and give a really really big hug for me. 

 and there’s still a “zero” thing

0. find my soul.

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Kelabu abu

Kamu dan saya hingga sekarang masih menjadi ke-abuan 

tidak ada progres, bahkan kejelasan yang pasti.

Jadi saya mencari pelarian, tetapi apakah kamu tahu suatu hal?

      semua itu hanya sia-sia. 

                                    Saya tetap mentok ke kamu.

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Pulang?

Jiwa saya mati.

Tetapi raga saya ada, tergeletak tak bergerak

Di lantai tak beralas.

Pikiranku pergi jauh kesuatu tempat,  

Tanpa nama.

Bahkan diriku saja tidak mengenal tempat itu.

Jalanan dipenuhi kabut, sehingga sulit untuk  ditelurusi.

Tak ada petujunk

Tak ada seorang pun disana

Tak ada yang bisa diandalankan termasuk diri saya.

Hingga akhirnya semua terasa sepi,

Sendirian,

Hampa,

Dan putus asa.

Ingin rasanya mengajak pulang pikiran saya,

Tapi ia pun tersesat untuk kembali.

Semua terasa tidak ada yang pasti,

Apalagi menunggu orang datang yang menuntunnya pulang...

  4.16 sore, Rabu.

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Love it much!💖💖💖✨

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Thx Nadine, telah merekomendasikan buku bacaan ini. Dan gw suka, kata-katanya mudah dimengerti, ceritanya pun menarik😊

#kukila adalah buku berisi 16 judul cerita yang saya tulis sejak tahun 2004. akan beredar di seluruh toko buku gramedia mulai 24 september 2012. 

“pengarang ini pintar menciptakan misteri cerita, kemudian mengurainya dengan cara yang menyeret pembaca untuk ikut mengalir sampai akhir. bagaimanapun aan seorang penyair. di sana-sini muncul jalinan kata-kata bernafaskan puisi yang tidak jarang membuat bahasa ceritanya lebih berbunyi.” - komentar penyair joko pinurbo atas #kukila.

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🖤

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I'm tired for always looking for who am I.. what's the hell going on in myself Everything just ruined my day. And All I can said to my Mom just "sorry mom for everything sorry sorry sorry and sorry" u know, it's threw out not from my mouth but just in my head. That's all bad. Do you think you know me enough mom about me? I need your help, but maybe you'll never get it what i say and what i want. I'll take care of myself now.

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This is what I feel for a while until now. I just don't know what i wanna to say and to do anymore. Everything fucked up on me. Sorry

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The Book of Insivible Questions

Hello again! yesterday, I’ve read this book, the author is Lala bohang. 

i think this book is great and it made me impressed. I pasted little yellow notes in every essential part or the things to mostly i want to always remember. In yellow notes i wrote some little notes that I wanna to say.

Maybe this book is no the answers of everything. the questions that I ask in my life for a while or the questions what I should ask, now I know from this book, although not all it in there, just some... And still, this book not the answers. This shit blue book just make me realized  how important things that I should think.

THE TERRIBLE THINGS IN THIS BOOK ARE 

accept the HELL TRUTH 

you have to be ready with the “T” 

and don’t be a sad or gloomy person because of this book.  just enjoying.

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🖤✨

playing new zealand for the first time tomorrow <3

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Lalu lalang

Banyak kupu2 yang menghampiri bunga itu Mulai dari yg sangat indah Hingga sampai yg biasa saja. Tetapi, jika dilihat2 semua sama saja, monoton Mereka hanya mampir untuk mendapatkan nektar lalu pergi begitu saja, sambil melewati bujang2 dengan secangkir kopi hitamnya beserta rokok yg dihisapnya dgn nikmat. //7-25

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19th on my 18th.apr.'17

Thanks for 19 years worth of my life. Has been much lesson i can get so far. And i know something, everyone having two or more different sides, and not everyone can receive others or the difference or maybe can't accept themselves. Here i'm, trying to find acceptance within myself. Happy 19th, 18:)

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She will grow up one day

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Hello!

It’s been a long time I hidden my writings in my notebooks. maybe this time match to publish my writings. But, i’m still feeling insecure, because I’m bad and so bad at writings. Well, i try.. 

sorry if I’m being a suck