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instrumentsssss

HI TUMBLR!!! im being annoying in the gc again soooooooo I NEED AN OUTLET FOR THESE HAPPY, EXCITED FEELINGS!!!!!!! myyy friend who bought me the q chord is sueprrrrr cooooolll. BUT. im not going to talk about that instrument right now. now is the time for OTHER INSTRUMENTS! ive been looking aroundddd AND I FOUND MORE INTERESTING INSTRUMENTS!!!

numjehbrrr one issssss THE STYLOPHONE! very nice sounding and makes me happy! its also simple to use! its also portable and affordable!! AND I FOUND A COOL YOUTUBER THAT LIKES SYNTHS A LOT!!! shoutout to Tiger Arcade!!

anywayyy NUMBER 2! same youtube channel, diffedrent instrument. the Blipblox myTRACKS is SOOOO COOL!!! but its expensive.... BUT ITS STILL COOL! it looks pretty silly and childish, BUT I PROMISE IT SOUNDS SUPER GOOD! the amount of features it has is crazy considering how it looks like a toy. ANY AGE CAN USE IT AND HAVE FUN!

hdnggh i feel kind of cringe typing all of thuis... BUT ITS OKAY tumblr is where i can be cringe and free because i have no following to impress 🤑🤑

anwyay, NUMERO TRES! this instrument isnt a new discovery to me, BUT ITS STILL COOL! the omnichord is just as cool and magical as the q chord!

#4 Nopia! its not released yet, BUT IT LOOKS AND SOUNDS AWESOME! people who know music better than i do will definitely understand it better because its all about TONAL HARMONY!

buh im really bad with putting my feelings into words and expressing my emotions... but just know that i am in fact bouncing and waving my hands in pure joy about these instruments!!

no tags! this is just a quick rant and tagging this would be embarrassing as hell

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WHAT THE FUCK

SKIRK??? SKIRKKK???? I HATE THIS GAME. ALL I WANTED WAS DAHLIA. I WAITED YEARS. YEARRSSSS FOR HIM. AND WHAT DO I GET? SKIRK. MY FIRST 4 STAR FROM THE BANNER WAS DIONA. WRONG PINK HAIRED CHARACTER YOU FUCK. AND THEN I GOT THE STUPID RUST BOW AND I DONT EVEN REALLY USE ANY BOW CHARACTERS. GOD I SHOULDVE NEVER COME BACK TO THIS GAME. i shouldve NEVER EVER seen the daily dahlia account because then i wouldnt have wanted him so bad.

YES I TAGGED THIS TO MAKE SURE THAT MY MISERY IS SEEN.

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Had another nightmare

Not as bad as the first, but still sucks

I hate naps

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Had a nightmare

Man this is why I hate naps

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another drawing night for me

i cant sleep

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I finally breached ten likes on Twitter

Papa im making it in life

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A lot of people in the dw Fandom on Twitter complain about posting on Tiktok

I can understand it for the most part because there's definitely more ragebait, misinformation, and unnecessary shipping wars on Tiktok, but it's also the only place where my art is actually getting seen and liked 🥲

My Twitter art posts always got less than 10 likes and the view count was pretty low. The lack of interest in my art was making me lose motivation to actually draw anything, and I really wanted to give up.

I made this Tumblr account a while ago because my friends and I were talking about it at some point. I have a different, older account, but I only used it to log in and read fanfics. This current account was made for ranting and venting without annoying my friends, but I decided to post a few drawings just because I could. My Blot art post got way more likes than I expected, so I decided to start posting my art here as well. The Cosmo art kind of flopped compared to the Blot one, and it made me pretty upset because I worked way harder on it than I did for my Blot art. I used Blot's canon, unchanged colors, and tried my best to draw his canon design rather than using my own. It didn't really show my style, so seeing it be more popular felt like a blow to my personal style and design.

On Tiktok, my first post after restarting my content got over 600 views and 92 likes. The post I made today already has over 100 views and 20 likes! I probably got some help from having so many mutuals, but most of them aren't even into Dandy's World and are from the Scaranation pfp cult, so they don't effect my likes as much.

Basically, my art actually feels seen and appreciated for once considering how insecure and anxious I am.

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Repost from Twitter

These are both from when I only used magma for my drawings because I had no idea what else to use! Now I use Krita!

Also these are older designs, Im not sure how I'll draw Sprout now

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My Cosmo art post got 91 likes on tiktok already!!! That actually means a lot to me since Twitter gave me 8 likes at the most on a JOKE art post 😪😪😪

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Im so bored and I have nothing to do 😪😪😪

When Im not with my friends, all I feel is pure boredom so I just die whenever they're all busy

I wish I could make some new ones, but I can't socialize to save my life ✌️

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hi tumblr!!! i drew Cosmo practically all night im tired as hell

this started as me making a new pfp for myself while on a call with a friend but i worked too hard for it to not be posted

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Im almost done but I want to give up ✌️

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Hhhh I'm drawing rn so I'll have an art post later but GOD im so tired

Holy shit I just realized I left my room door open

Anyway, I've been working on my art for 3 hours. Its not even thay good and im taking so long to finish it 🥲

I've also been listening to Sinking Town on repeat because my friend wanted me to play it for him after I got and learned how to play the q chord that he'll buy for me (love him btw)

My thought process was that listening to the song on repeat would eventually help me play it

And its a good song! I love it a lot, but it doesn't give me energy so it doesn't help my tiredness

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It's impossible for me to make friends now 💔

I genuinely feel super anxious just THINKING about talking to people

I feel annoying and stupid

Childish

Too loud with some

Yet too quiet around others

Im so scared of messing up that I can't bring myself to try to talk to anyone Im not close with

I just want to be able to make some new friends

Im so lonely these days

Lonely and terribly bored

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Wow okay

I didn't expect my Blot post to get any likes because Twitter hates me and I can never reach 10 likes there

Idk if anyone will see this, but I really appreciated the likes!! I might draw some more instead of just ranting here 🍓

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my Blot drawing!!! also my first tagged post i guess

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Im never getting a fucking q chord unless they start getting produced again 🫩