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@dnnisrynolds I KNOW RIGHT like can ppl for once just be fuckin normal

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fics with really beautiful writing

hey guys add some of your faves I wanna do this one justiceThese are a few I think are beautiful although I’ts by no means complete

Bleached Bones and Fallen Snow by leveragehunters (Monkeygreen)

When he chose to become Death he wasn’t sure exactly what it would mean. He didn’t realise he’d end up leaving humanity behind completely, forgetting all the ways he used to be human.

Forgetting, that was, until in the middle of a war, his power spreading itself like wings over the battlefields, he discovered one particular human it was impossible to stay away from. Brave, fascinating, irresistible: again and again, he kept coming back to Bucky. Bucky, who was never afraid of him, who seemed content to walk in Death’s shadow.

If he’d known where it would lead him, where it would lead both of them, he would have tried harder to resist.

Growing up a Boy by togina

“Is that enough?” James wondered, his head lolling toward his father’s shoulder, drifting toward sleep despite his determination to stay awake like his Da.“To die in bed, warm and loved and named?” George responded, his eyebrows lifted as though he’d expected Jamie to know better than that.

Howling Commandos (series) by togina

Jacques’ grand-père had kept a lock of his wife’s hair, after she had died. He had worn it around his bony, age-spotted wrist, the way he had worn her smile in the reflection of his eyes.

If Neither Foes nor Loving Friends can Hurt you by Scappodaqui 

Bucky sometimes caught himself thinking, about the war: is all of this happening because old men saw the raw life in young men and wanted to squelch it? It was the same thing he had thought in school. Running track. When he had worked in the crew building the World’s Fair Railroad. And especially when he got his draft letter: they want to crush us like a piece of tin on train tracks.

Begins at Kreischberg prison camp, continues after the rescue.

Not Easily Conquered-series by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears

In 1945, Steve Rogers jumps from a nosediving plane and swims through miles of Arctic Ocean to a frozen shore.In 1947, Steve Rogers marries Peggy Carter.In 1966, the New York Times finds the lost letters of Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes.

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the very first star trek fic i ever read was Veritas by theproblematique and it was years ago when it was still on ff net lmao. it's on ao3 now thank god and i highly highly recommend it it's incredible!

someone else recommended me this fic too haha <3 thank you friend <3

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I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. It was an AU where Hydra's plan succeeded and Steve is given to the Winter Soldier as a sort of reward, but WS keeps him drugged much of the time and Steve slowly has to try to get through to him.

I think it might be Gifts From Polydamna by orphan_account (rape/noncon)

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Demon Dean and King of Hell Sam super duper dark fic rec. 

So, SO well done. 

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Every fandom seems to have like the legendary fics that everyone's read and everyone recs and its basically a must read for the fandom...... Do we at the stucky fandom have any legendary must read fics like that?

Influential Fics for New Readers but I’d say that the big four that have solidified over the past year are probably Not Easily Conquered (series) by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears, This, You Protect by owlet, The man on the bridge by boopboop and Ain’t No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down) by spitandvinegar

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Hi! I've been looking for a fic i read some time ago, but i can't remember what it was called. I just remember that it was post catws and that steve and bucky run from the avengers, but they catch up to them at some point, and they end up in a former hydra house/mansion. There was some dub-con in a shower, bit the most important detail is that steve gets depressed/suicidal. Do you know it?

pretty sure this is Revenant by stele3

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Hey I've read lots of fics where something happens to Steve while Bucky is in cryo, but is there one where something goes wrong with Bucky (other than the one where there's like a trigger that is slowly killing him and they have to find a cure I've read that one)?

im not sure? the only one i know of is the one i think you’re talking about which is Screaming Words (Left Unspoken) by L1av

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Hi guys, is there a fic where Steve gets out of the ice and as it is not long after he lost Bucky (in Steves time feeling) he hurts a lot and then he meets the Winter Soldier? Like canon but this scene kinda thing that they didn't show in the movies but should have? Because seriously he had to be hurting when he woke up and remembered what he lost not long ago.

i think there may be something along these lines in the Depressed Steve tag?

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I read War, Children and it was probably the best representation of ptsd in a fic i have ever encountered, do you know of any fics that live up to the super high standard it set for ptsd portrayal?

i dont know if i’ve got anything that can quite live up to it, but we’ve got Steves PTSD and this post and this post and this post for bucky’s ptsd

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Hi, I read a fic in which Steve watched Bucky have sex with women simply to see Bucky like that. Do you know any other fics that have similar storylines? Thank you.

try this post

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Anything where Steve and Bucky hide their relationship from the avengers??

here you go

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Hey guys! Do you know of any fics that focus on Steve missing being small?

Let me see, this is the only one I can think of off the top of my head, Followers, let us know if you have any more!

Something so Wholesome About You by transjamesbarnes

“Oh, baby,” Bucky says, stepping forward and placing his hands on Steve’s exposed hipbones. “Oh darlin’, oh honey.” He strokes a thumb into the dip of the skin, and Steve inhales shakily. “Lookin’ so pretty, so sweet for me, huh baby? You get these clothes so you could be so, so sweet, just for me?”

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Is there anything where Bucky is referred to as an it?

Here’s what we came up with, sorry it took ages:

Cheytirye by skyisgray

Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical,emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.

Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers

How They Make You a Weapon by monicawoe

written for the prompt“Lovingly detailed dark!fic about the process by which Hydra turned Bucky into the Winter Soldier.”

The Needle and the Killing Done by spitandvinegar

The asset wears blue jeans, a t-shirt, a denim jacket. The asset wears one glove. The asset walks around the city. It feels as if it remembers something. It doesn’t know what it remembers. Perhaps it remembers everything.

After two days the insects crawling over the asset’s body become intolerable. The asset uses its metal arm to attempt to remove the insects from the meat arm. The results are not satisfactory.

“What the fuck are you doing, man?” says a pile of refuse.

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"I’m only finding fics where steve dies post catws" please share these! angst is my fav honestly

hahahaha join me in the angst pit in that case my dear

5 times Steve wasn’t heavy to carry and the one time he was by itsmylifekay

Five times in Bucky’s life that Steve isn’t hard to carry, and the one time he is. Snapshots from before, during, and after the films. The character death can be avoided, just don’t read the last bit.

One Single Bullet by pushupindrag

Steve goes on a mission and doesn’t come back. This is what happens afterwards, and how Bucky doesn’t deal with it.

Their last kiss was sweet, a promise to come back and make diner together later.

what about angels by karasunos 

“God no, Steve,” He gasps out, his hands fluttering over Steve’s stomach, which is turning crimson far too quick. This is too quick, all of this is too quick and Bucky is trying to pick up the pieces before they’re unmendable.

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Steve is always helping people and is in some need of help himself but won't say anything, but they find out anyways. Your blog is my life right now :))))))

Steves PTSD

Depressed Steve

Hurt/Comfort (maybe?)

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Can you send the link for the Bruce/Natasha fic? Also if you have any Natasha/Clint recs? (I think I've read everything so starting to reread..) fic recs are awesome thank you!!!

here you go: although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight. (bruce/natasha)

i haven’t read clint/natasha fics in a while so i think you may have definitely read all of these already but here are some of my faves:

introduction to western literature (this is one of my favorite fics ever, i’ve lost count of how many times i’ve read it haha!)

you could burn mattresses anywhere

in the freedom of our sins and basically everything by andibeth82 aka @isjustprogress! she is one of the most amazing writers i’ve read and she just gets these two so well, every fic of hers is my favorite!

love is for children and other lies

mr. & mrs. barton (or, why natasha sends jennifer aniston an annual apologetic fruit basket)

you don’t have to leave to arrive

those who are afraid of wolves

come near

i can’t think of anything else right now and i haven’t read many newer fics, i’m so sorry! but please feel free to send me recs, i would love to get back into reading them again! :D