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Nah cause I listened to this on repeat for the past 3 hours, I love the cover of Why Does it Always Rain on Me? so much I actually might cry

Maybe I'm just emotional anyway but I want studio versions so bad😭😭😭

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He's so fluffy I can't rn, is it weird that I want to pet his head? Such perfect floof it makes me sad. God I sound so desperate, I'll shut up now

my boyfriend

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Nah, this is too relatable, cause I used to doodle St. Jimmy's symbol over my RS folder and sheets. Teenage me thinking I was doing some massive act of rebellion against the sexist and biggoted religious prats we had to study, it bored me when time and time again they just kept popping up and fucking up religion for everyone. Gave me a thrill drawing those upside-down crosses lmao. Idk that makes me a prat too🤷‍♂️

Doodles from my RE class (it was so boring today)

I absolutely fucking hate drawing in pen as well because it's messy and annoying

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:):) I wasn't expecting the Tré Cool jump scare but I welcomed it 👨

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I know this isn't my place to assume things. But "He was a GREAT roadie"??? My mind instantly to them having some sort of thing going on if ya' know what I mean. I know Billie Joe himself has said he's never acted on his attraction to men, but what if? Then again, young people sometimes make odd tattoo decisions.

I feel kind of bad for thinking about it this way, I guess my brain is just desperate for some representation right now. 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

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I just really need to rant about Green Day and Billie Joe Armstrong right now. I know that so many fans feel so deeply connected to their music, and I'm not the only one. But I'm gonna go ahead and say my piece. So many of their songs just punch me in the gut, stab me twisting the knife, like wtf. That's just by the feeling of the music, with all the instruments, who knew fucking power chords held so much emotions, its insane. Then come the lyrics, I love it how Billie Joe just says such honest things, even if it's through metaphor, it just feels so real and like what I'm going through. A lot of songs I find are very cringey in the way they speak about mental health, but not with Green Day. Fucking blows my mind. Geniuses. This rant was sparked by me listening to the demo of Just Another Year on repeat. The Death of St. Jimmy was brutal before, now its so much more brutal and I want to, and have sobbed. What the hell is wrong with me? These songs make me feel so deeply. Even ones that I have no connection to lyrically I feel so much. Even Macy's Day Parade, which is about consumers or something like that, makes me want to sob. At the Library makes me want to sob. Pulling Teeth makes me want to sob. Brutal love, I could go on, maybe I should make a list. Hmmmmmm.

Sure, I'll do a list of all the songs that make me want to cry sometimes or always in my playlist order: At the Library, One For the Razorbacks, 80, No One Knows, Pulling Teeth, She, Armatage Shanks, Stuck With Me, 86, Panic Song, Redundant, Scattered, Worry Rock, Walking Alone, Hold On, Macy's Day Parade, J.A.R, Rotting, Just Another Year, Lowlife, Jesus of Suburbia, Wake Me Up When September Ends, Letterbomb, Homecoming, Whatsername, 21st Century Breakdown, Before the Lobotomy, Last Night on Earth, Last of the American Girls, Murder City, See the Light, When It's Time, Brutal Love, X-Kid, The Forgotten, Somewhere Now, Outlaws, Still Breathing, Forever Now, Dilemma, Goodnight Adeline, Fancy Sauce

Jeez, that took a while ngl. Anyway, my point is that their music hits me like nothing has hit me before. It's like my heart is being kept safe with them because they understand my emotions, even though they dont know I exist at all. I know that might sound a bit extreme, but I'm not the only one who feels like this, right? I'm completely aware that there is more to life than Green Day, but sometimes it's all I need to get by I guess. I hope they understand how much of an impact their music has on people, I mean, if they did, it would probably be overwhelming, so idk. They literally taught me how to live just another year. So crazy, humans are so fucking weird and complex lmao. Stay safe and talk to people if you feel able! Or just listen to Green Day or whatever music you feel connected to. Just take care of yourself is what I'm really trying to say:):)

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So I saw Green Day at Wembly for their saviours tour this year and a while back I was looking through the footage I got from my phone. I noticed the animation and decided to focus on them to see what sort of things were in it. All is fine until I look at the animation cartoons in Longview and sometimes for a little bit there are two cartoon dogs doing adult stuff. Now it wasn't graphic and a kid looking at it wouldn't know what they were doing I dont think, but it surprised me. I guess it fits the song, I personally don't really care about it, and find it a little funny, but I mentioned it in conversation with someone today and they were very weirded out by it so I want to know what other Green Day fans think and see if I'm just a weirdo or desensitised too much🤷‍♂️

Here is the footage I'm talking about. I can't be bothered to crop it so here ya go, also ignore my poor cameramanship:

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S4 Umbrella Academy Spoilers!!

So, I've been a bit late to binge watching s4. And I won't be saying much but I don't know if anyone else has been thinking of this specific thing, because I haven't searched for it and I'm in a bloggy mood for once in my life and I apologise if this is a well talked about issue. But the whole thing with Lila needing to go with the rest of the academy to give up their marigold is an annoying plot hole. Weren't there like over 30 other kids who had this marigold?? Wouldn't they be needed for this ultimate sacrifice too??

If I had enough time and skills. Or I guess I should say when I have enough time and skills, I'd be very tempted to rewrite s4. Just for the shits and giggles and see if I could possibly do a better job. I think that would take probably a few years though.

Anyway, thanks for sticking with this rant, or sorry or boring you, I'm sure what I've said has been said before by many people. I'm just trying to normalise me blogging so I don't forget to keep up with my other blogs too:):):)

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Klaus x Male!Reader

In searching for klaus hargreeves x male reader fics, I noticed how few there are

So I might as well write some, idk if this would be any good since this would be my first klaus fic I've written, but I'll give it a try

Y/n is sorta social anxious about meeting Klaus' siblings:

It was midday, you were walking with your boyfriend of 3 months towards his old childhood home, you were scared af

This was because he convinced you to meet the rest of his family (well just his siblings) since he didn't want to hide from them anymore, and you couldn't wait for him to show an important part of himself to his family, its just...

You hated meeting new people

You kept looking back at Klaus, hoping that he'd notice you wanted to go back, he caught your eye and took a double take "what's wrong cutie?"

"I'm not sure I'm ready for this Klaus, we can go back and do something else"

"Y/n look at me," your boyfriend stopped you and placed his hands on your shoulders

Klaus' beautiful green eyes shimmered in the sunlight, "are the voices telling you fibs again?"

You squeezed your lips together, "yes, maybe, I just don't want to mess up"

"Hey", he whispered softly and cupped his hand on your face, "When have they ever been right? When have you ever messed up?"

You shrugged

"Exactly, now, tell them to fuck off and leave my handsome, brave man alone, hmm?"

You chuckled and leaned into his hand as he smirked, "there's my boyfriend back" he wrapped his arms around you and you squeezed him back

"We don't have to go today if you don't want to, at least I've done the most exercise I've partaked in this month"

"What about your little drunk dance show you so fabulously won Tuesday night on my new couch?"

"Oh that was too fun y/n, exercise isn't allowed to be fun, if it were dad would have made us lay in bed 24/7 and stuff doughnuts down our throats" klaus giggled at the thought

"Please tell me i will never have to meet your father" you pulled away with a serious look in your eyes

"Don't worry, I will never let him near you" he grabbed your hand and squeezed it, "so... are we going to meet the 13 year old 58 year old and his fibre glass girlfriend?"

You looked down at your feet and back at his puppy dog eyes, "you are too cute to say no to" you sighed

Klaus pecked your cheek and swept you the way to the umbrella academy