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someone please give me a guide on how to tell if someone absolutely DESPISES you or not i genuinely am stugfle

[crisscros2-applesauc3]

someone please give me a guide on how to tell if someone absolutely DESPISES you or not i genuinely am stugfle

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why is trying to make a new friend so embarrassing. hi. me again. asking for your attention once more even though i am literally just some random person to you. it's because i want to be not just a random person to you. please understand

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social media has ruinded romance

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Sometimes I remember that TMA is a horror podcast

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Okay, english is not my first language so this might be a matter of communication issues: when I say "children are not directly and instantly traumatised by the sight of a natural naked human body", I mean the bodies of living people. Seeing a corpse in some state of decomposition, without being properly introduced to the idea beforehand within clearly defined boundaries is obviously traumatising to a child, regardless of whether the cadaver is clothed or not.

What I am talking about is children seeing people they know in various states of undress in normal home context. But in case you really are claiming that children are by default scarred for life at the sight of people with no clothes on, you guys are just weird.

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Just to repost this can everyone DM me if they want anything bc commentd are weird

may start art comms

i can make people cats

And various other animals

Can slso do vaugely real looking ones

But if theres anything you want lmk

Will say when comms open because i need to construxt a little portfolio bc i cannae find any online drawing from recently

Online comms only

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why is trying to make a new friend so embarrassing. hi. me again. asking for your attention once more even though i am literally just some random person to you. it's because i want to be not just a random person to you. please understand

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there’s something very beautiful about being able to try again tomorrow

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the best time to consume media is like 5 years after its peak popularity

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what? oh sweetheart no, you're not weirding me out at all. you're weirding me in. keep talking, freak

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When I was a kid, I didn't know trans men existed. I thought that nobody actually likes being a girl, that's just something that unfortunately happens to you, and you just gotta suck it up and pretend to be happy about it. Something vaguely about how it'd be shameful to admit you'd rather be a man because that's not The Feminist Stance, you just gotta grit your teeth and endure that shit and insist that you prefer it that way.

When I first learned that female-to-male transitioning even exists at all, my first thought was to wonder "why hasn't every woman done this?" How has this been kept secret so well that all women haven't flocked to transitioning if that's a thing you can do?

It was only over years that it actually sunk in that yeah no, women really do just want to be women, like genuinely. For the first 12 or 13 years of my life I wasn't aware that trans men exist, but in a more vague and unaware sense, I did not believe that cis women exist.

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guy who is stuck in a timeloop but is too socially anxious to bring it up to anybody or change their routine just in case it turns out they're mistaken. like yeah you're pretty sure that it's been november 3rd for two weeks now but idk maybe that's the depression talking. it's fine.

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i feel an immense sense of doom and dread and like SI is not good right now which is weird because its literallh 1pm but i have nobody to fucking talk to because my boyfriend doesnt know how to fucking talk to people he probsbly doesnt even care my friends i dont want to bother them even tho i know one particular friend that can help i love her sm but i dont want to bother or trouble her and i just dont know what to do i want to end it

Since i was 10 ive been struggling with sh and ive never gotten any fucking help for it and nobody even cares about me and everyone is fake as fuck

Like you can talk about your problems and ill help the best i can but suddenly ive been struggling for ages but i just cant tell you because you hsve your own problems and you judt dont know how to fucking help at all

He said whenever i feel 🛝 then to talk to him but he cant even fucking comfort me

He just tuens it on himself like ‘im sorry blah blah blah i get like overwhelmed when blah blah blah’ like if you tell me you care then actually do something? Because i know you can but everyone just expects me to automatically just be better after they tell me to. Like what the fuck is everyone’s problem why cant i soeak to anyone about anything at all

Everyone just thinks im okay because i dont tell them anything but they never even ask (apart from said friend i guess)

Like cmon man please

Im not saying my friends and my bf are bad friends or a bad bf

Theyre all great theyre the best i could ask for

But

Yeah

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Truly beautiful culture that they have here in Amsterdam

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You should