crowhyun

[crowhyun]

Hi everyone :( I miss you :((((

[crowhyun]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[crowhyun]

So you're going to give up Level Infinity ?🥹🥹🥹 I can't believe it, I remember I waited almost 2 years for chap 12 😭

Omg I’m so sorrryyyy 😭😭 I rlly don’t want to give up level infinity, and y’all can curse me out and give me death threats atp bcs shit I’d be mad too 😭😭

It’s rlly just me being unsure whether I can continue it or not, bcs I don’t want to I’ve y’all false promises like I have before. It rlly does suck and it’s disappointing when authors stop writing certain series so yes I get it and I hate to do it to y’all

I’ll see what I can do but I’m also taking 18 credits this semester so my schedule is pretty hectic <3

Once again, I’m sorry

[crowhyun]

"i cant wait to update my fic", i says with joy i was then shot 57 times

[crowhyun]

henlo

hey guys, so today I will take a moment to be completely honest with yall.

The probability of me fully posting and writing on here is maybe about a 2-3%. And I've finally figured out why it's so hard for me to post nowadays. I believe that I've put too much of myself into this blog. Like, I'm not even anonymous anymore. To the ones that have been around for a while, you probably know some facts about me that I've overshared on here, or you might know my face. I mean, that's my fault, of course, so I'm blaming no one but myself.

Because of this, I feel extremely exposed. IRL, I am a prude, ngl, like I don't talk about sex with my friends, I don't have sex, I'm simply not very sexually liberated. Which is weird, right, because I write about sex T.T Though I've always been curious about it, even when I was a child, I thought it was such a taboo and forbidden topic, so I wrote about it a lot under an anonymous persona. But, now it feels like you're all my closest friends, and I feel embarrassed in a way. I don't want to write heaps of paragraphs about this but take this as me breaking up with you and then telling you that "it's not you, it's me" :D

I still do like to write, but I believe I'll keep this blog on hiatus...and then I'm going to create another very anonymous blog where you'll never know it's me hehehehehe

okay bye!

[crowhyun]

OH MY GOSH I JUST SAW YOU WERE PRE-MED???? Me too, kinda! Luv women in stem. I'm pre-pharm but close enough lmaooo.

I bet you're happy bout holiday break because I sure know I was 💀

I'm 2nd year undergrad, I graduate my 3rd year cuz I'm in an accelerated program but let me tell you, oh my gosh it gets worse 😀

I feel like a lot of people warn you about your first year because it's such a huge change, but nobody warned me about the extreme burn out during your 2nd year and onwards 💀 like damn i fucking struggled this year

Anyways, rest well during this break and I wish you luck in your classes (pls attend lecture, don't be dumb like me 🙏)

If nobody has it already, can I be 💊 anon?

oooof girl, it's already kicking my ass and I'm this close to changing my mind. like, my first semester truly wasn't that bad, my classes were easy, it's just hard to do as well as I want to when I have ADHD. And the fact that I eventually have to take organic chem and anatomy & physiology in the same semester makes me want to jump off a bridge lol

but, yeah, i know it's gonna get much harder and ugh im so scared but im so excited at the same time because I love to be challenged!!

but omg I heard pharm was so hard, too, and the fact that you're in an accelerated program??? that sounds so rigorous T.T good luck lol, you're more than halfway there...for undergrad lolol

i needed the break so much tho bcs to be fr, i skipped most of my classes in the last two weeks of the semester LMFAO so yeah, I learned that mistake already and I WILL be attending all, if not, most of my lectures next semester. But fr good luck to you, getting into healthcare is so challenging and super expensive, too, so no matter what, I give kudos to everyone pushing through and I hope I can do the same!! I find that really having people there with you going through the same thing helps so much, so please let's talk more!!

and yes, you can be 💊 anon, but I feel so guilty accepting anons when I rarely post T.T I am trying to write tho I have many excuses for my I'm a slowpoke

[crowhyun]

rb to stare at a mutual like this:

[crowhyun]

@lickingan0rchid I love you

[crowhyun]

Dying red raccoon tails in my hair rn if it looks bad I'm going bald

[crowhyun]

[crowhyun]

Ngl I know I've written mostly sub!reader and dom!txt (with an exception to soob tbh) but I'd peg every single one of them until they're whimpering and crying

[crowhyun]

Hi crow!! Just saw ur replies and im really glad things are going well in ur life! Cant imagine the stress youd hv to go through in the medical field and premed 😵‍💫😵‍💫, mad respect for that. But i do hope youll be able to enjoy it! Hope everything goes smoothly!

Now... OMG SJSJSJKDKSKSNKDKEKKEKSES absolutely cannot wait for u to post AKAHAHHAJJSHSJAKHJDK i will be counting the seconds to tmr. I so glad i came back on tumblr just in time for this, cant imagine missing it. Its deffo been awhile since ive read ffs or anyt in general so im rly rly rly looking forward to it!

Also im rly rly happy to hear that u want to continue AI taehyun and that u hv ideas in ur mind for it. I do rly love angst so im looking forward to it even more!!! Ill be waiting patiently for u to post it and i will savour it sweetly when u do 😁😁

I like how u used the word fated in ur reply bc i rly do believe in fate most times. Theres j wayyy too many crazy things in life that happens "coincidentally" and its rly hard to believe sometimes. Like how??? Sometimes life does some crazy things that throws u off ur tracks but it ultimately shows u another path. So i like to call it fate. I rly love the idea of fate and destiny bc life is rly uncontrollable and unpredictable and sometimes only fate is the answer behind it.

Im glad that we're fated in some kind of way. It rly is fate. From discovering ur works, to creating a new acc and now getting back to being more active on tumblr again. There j isnt an answer behind how this could've happened. So i would just like to say, its fate.

Also sort of a tmi, but the reason i love the idea of fate so much is actually bc of an anime movie "your name" i loveddd this movie so so much and it sorta revolves around fate, and the red string of fate that kept the 2 main characters intertwined and connected. Dk if u rmb but txt once released a jpnese song called "Ito", which means string/ thread. It talks about how we'll always be connected by fate and we'll forever be intertwined. I loved it so so much because it made me think of that movie and it rly just felt like fate that txt, a grp i loved released a song that resonates with a movie i loved greatly. Also 0x1's jpnese mv used comets in it which plays a key role in "your name". Theres j so many things that just seems like fate.

Woah yapped alot here, but again rly looking forward to ur work! I hope ull be able to work on it freely and smoothly, that everything goes well and u enjoy the process of writing it and the end product! Rly rly happy to hear ull try to be more active again, and I'll definitely drop by more often knowing that! Also, i think its been awhile since uve had a new anon and i hv no idea if ure still taking them, but if u are, dym if i be ☄️ anon 🥹🥹. I think the comet means so so much to me and the fact that u brought up fate made me rly think it is fate that we're able to meet despite always being inactive. Another crazy long msg i hope u like them 🥹🥹🥹, but again lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

☄️ anon (if u dont mind :))

HIIIIII i'm so sorry for answering this late, I haven't been on tumblr bcs these last two weeks of the semester are kicking my ass and my anxiety has been skyrocketing :( though, I'm getting through it

and YES, I really believe in fate, too! Whether it be god, the universe, or something else, fate is one of the things I full heartedly believe in. I'm not exactly religious, but I am a bit spiritual, and I also do tarot readings. Tarot has a lot of mixed reactions and beliefs as a divination source, but I think that rather than there being a spirit talking to me through the cards, it's fate. I do a lot of readings for my mom, and even though I forget what the cards say after doing the readings, she remembers and it's insane how the cards are always right T.T the cards fall out of the deck due to fate. Sometimes, it has be wondering if the future is already set in stone.

I've also finished watching Attack on Titan, and the future being set in stone is kinda the premise of the show if you haven't watched it. The ending also made me super depressed, and I know that I should stop watching depressing anime, but it's so good and I think a toxic trait of mine is that I like the feeling it gives me. Like, I like being sad. Idk lol.

Also, with writing, I think I found out the reason why I stopped. For one, I've kind of lost interest in TXT and kpop as a whole. I still listen to the music often, but I don't keep up with the news as much as I used to. Another thing is that watching certain things like AOT, I always wonder if I'll ever be able to create something as powerful and heart wrenching as something like that. Something to move people and have them thinking about it for years after. And due to my insecurities, I don't believe I can do that. So, every time I write, I feel like I've lost my touch, or that what I'm writing isn't meaningful enough. Tbh, I don't think it's that serious, because at the end of the day, I should enjoy what I write, even if it's not some huge hit that inspires people. I just have to fully convince myself of that.

but OMG, I haven't gotten a new anon in a really long time! I don't know what ever happened to my old anons, but I hope they're still out there lolol. You can def be ☄️ anon, and I'm so glad you asked!!!

[crowhyun]

Posted one of them but I haven't finished the other one yet OOPS, that'll come later today I'm passing tf out!!

Gonna be posting tmrw! At least one Taehyun smut fic, but if I lock in tonight, it'll be two!

[crowhyun]

gym rat taehyun who you end us seeing frequently at the gym whenever you’re around too and he starts helping you out on some of the stuff and sexual tension and then BAM, sex

a/n: I haven't written smut in so long so please bare with me 😭 I'm trying to get back into the groove of it but I've kinda lost confidence though I hope that doesn't show in my works lol. I hope you enjoy this, anon, and thank you for requesting!!

Warnings: smut, pnv, exhibitionism, unprotected sex but hyun's pull out game is top tier, I would know

WC: 1.8k

The gym a few blocks away from your apartment was always too crowded for your taste. Midday was the worst, with every piece of equipment occupied, and the ones that weren't were a sweaty mess due to peoples' lack of politeness.

Though, around 10PM was always the best time to go. It was much less crowded, and it was almost calming, in a way.

You, along with a few other late night gym rats, took this time to your advantage. The gym was nearly empty, and hip-hop music played quietly from the speakers. The sound of equipment moving and barbells clanking was miniscule compared to how it usually was.

Though, you'd be lying to yourself if you said that that was the only reason you came to the gym at that time.

Your other reason - your main reason - was currently at the pull-up bar, biceps bulging and sweat dripping down his clear skin as he effortlessly hoisted himself up on the bar. You were quite familiar with this man, or at least as familiar as you could get from afar. Without fail, he'd always be at the gym at this time, always alone, and ever so efficient in his workouts.

You tried not to stare as you leisurely stretched. You weren't in the mood for heavy lifting or cardio, yet you were fully intent on boy watching.

After what seemed like over a dozen pull-ups, the man hopped down from the bar, turning around with a hand on his hip to grab his towel, and you quickly looked away to not get caught ogling. To look busy, you continued with your stretching, doing basic stretches to pass the time. You were so distracted trying to look busy that you hadn't even noticed a certain someone approaching until you heard his voice.

"Your form isn't good." He said, causing you to flinch and sir upright, staring right at the man who was sipping from his water bottle.

Is he talking to me?, you thought. Though, he was obvious who he was talking to, due to his large brown eyes seemingly piercing into your soul. "...huh?" Was all that you could muster out.

"Sorry." He apologized, screwing his water bottle shut. "I don't mean to bother you, but I just thought that I should tell you that your form isn't very good. You might hurt yourself."

Your lips went into an O-shape as you realized what he was saying, and you couldn't help but feel embarrassed. You fully expected him to just walk away after that, but he spoke once more.

"I can help with some stretches if you'd like." He said. "I'm no personal trainer, but I know a thing or two."

"Oh...you'd do that?" You asked, trying to keep your voice steady as you inwardly fangirled, knowing that this was the perfect opportunity to get closer to the man you've been crushing on.

"Yeah, of course." He nodded, placing his water bottle down and coming closer, your heart beating a mile a minute. He gave you a sweet smile before he bent down to your level, and you got a close up look at his sweaty skin and well built arms, causing you to shiver in anticipation.

"See, when you're doing lunge stretches, you have to make sure your back is flat and your core is engaged so that you can keep your balance." He said, his voice soft, though the near emptiness of the gym made it seem as if he were loud and clear. He got into position beside you, showing off the proper way to stretch, and you followed suit.

Throught the stretches, you had learned that his name was Taehyun, and he was pretty flexible himself. You may have even purposefully made yourself seem incompetent in your stretches so that he wouldn't leave anytime soon. It was getting later and later, but you didn't want to go home - not yet.

"Hamstring stretches are a bit harder, as most people don't stretch for long enough." He informed you, gently pushing you onto your back. "How flexible are you?" He asked, helping you to hike your leg up. You were hyper aware of the feeling of his strong hands on you, and the change of position nearly made you dizzy.

"Uh, maybe moderately?" You spoke, clearing your throat in an effort to sound like your panties weren't starting to get damp.

"Moderately?" He chuckled with a slight tilt to his head. "We'll see about that then, yeah? Just tell me when it's too much." He said, his hand circling around your calf as he started to slowly push your leg up...up...and up.

You winced a bit, the stretch starting to get painful, but you were too distracted by how he placed his other hand right on your thigh.

"There you go." He encouraged, your leg straight up and pushed against his shoulder as he kneeled down in front of you. "How're you feeling? Think you can go a bit more?"

"I can definitely feel the stretch." You chuckled, your heartrate beating a mile a minute. "I think I can go further, though."

With that, he started to slowly push your leg up once more, your thigh almost touching your chest. "Hmm, you're pretty flexible, aren't you?" He spoke, and you don't know if it's the rising desire within you or not, but his voice was starting to sound more...intimate.

"I didn't...I didn't realize before now." You said, finding it hard to breathe.

"Good thing you have me here then, huh?" He smirked, the sight making your walls clench around nothing. He then started to slowly lower your leg before doing the same to the other one. Your breath hitched at the stretch, and you winced.

"Fuck..." You whispered, unable to keep it in.

"Just a bit more, you got it." He said, his whisper matching yours as he stretched you further. His torso pressed against your leg, and you couldn't help yourself from taking a peek down between your legs. Truthfully, you just wanted to make sure you didn't completely soak through your leggings, but instead, you got a glimpse of what Taehyun was packing. The dim light of the gym reflected on the bulge in his gym shorts, and you literally felt your heart beat in your clit.

You quickly looked back up, eyes slightly widening, just to see that he was making eye contact with you. There was a certain gleam in his eyes that told you that he knew exactly what you were looking at.

If that didn't tell you enough, then his next actions did.

Stretching your leg so that your thigh met your chest, he positioned himself so that he was pressing up against you, and your breath hitched once you felt his bulge directly press against your clothed heat.

Shit...he's so close.

"There you go..." He said, his voice dangerously lustful. "Now you're all stretched out for me."

You weren't exactly sure when the switch flipped, and at this point, you didn't care if you were soaking through your leggings or not. You weren't crazy, his voice definitely held some underlying tension there, and neither of you could hide from it.

"Now that you're all stretched out, you can work out safely, no matter how hard."

Next thing you know, your leggings were hanging off of one leg, and your panties were pushed to the side to accommodate for how Taehyun's girth was stretching you out in a completely different way.

Sweat dripped down the strands of his wet hair, and your leg was hiked up on his shoulder, ensuring that you had no way to hide from just how deliciously he was rocking his hips into yours.

It was a caconaphy of hushed moans, grunts and whimpers, the sounds of your bodies colliding. You but your lip harshly to try and silence yourself even though you were pretty sure the gym was empty at this time. Taehyun's cock ruthlessly massaged your g-spot with each thrust, and he groaned in ecstacy as your nails dug into his arms in order to brace yourself.

"Ah- ah- ah-" Staccato moans left your lips as your body jerked each time his tip slammed against that spot within you, his pelvis hitting your clit over and over again.

"Fuck, you're so tight." He groaned, his brows furrowed in concentration, solely focused on fucking you dumb on his cock.

A loud keen ripped from your throat as he slightly adjusted his positioning, his cock hitting so deep inside your fluttering walls. Your hips bucked up and your other leg lifted, the urge to close your legs and run away from the numbing pleasure growing greater.

"Nuh-uh." Taehyun tsked, shaking his head as he roughly spread your legs, his cock pushing deeper inside of you. "C'mon, you can take it. Take this cock." He grunted, gifting you with a particularly harsh thrust that had you reeling.

Your head fell back on the mat underneath you and your thighs shook. You could feel his cock throb inside of you, his low grunts only driving you closer to the edge. You then gasped loudly, your jaw dropping and your body tensing.

"C-cumming, I'm cum-" You stammered out, only to cut yourself off with a high pitched moan that would've been impossible for you to keep in. Your pussy walls clamped around Taehyun's thick shaft like a vice, and he felt like he was seconds away from absolutely losing it at the way your fucked out face contorted into barely concealed pleasure as you creamed all around his cock.

He wrapped his hands around your wrists, holding you down as he pumped faster, his balls tightening as he saw completion on the horizon. "Mmmh, that's it...cum on my cock just like- hah- that." He groaned, his jaw clenching as his blunt nails dug into your wrists, and before he knew it, he couldn't take anymore.

He was quick to pull out of your tight heat, which was almost painful, but that no longer mattered to him, because his hot, thick cum was spurting out of his glistening cock and onto your stomach. The hottest whine left his throat as he came down from his high, his chest heaving up and down, and his eyes darting down to your fucked out form.

A few minutes of comfortable silence passed, the only sound being the low volume of the music playing through the gym speakers and the sound of the both of you catching your breaths.

"Well, uhm..." He suddenly spoke, clearing his throat. You noticed that he was avoiding eye contact, and the tips of his ears were tinted red.

Was he...embarrassed?

You fought the urge to laugh as he continued.

"If you just, uh...do those stretches before every workout, you should be good to go." He said, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Thanks..." You spoke, your voice a bit hoarse. "For helping me stretch...and for the little present you gave me." You said, referring to his seed that was splattered across your stomach, seeping down to your belly button.

His eyes widened and he choked, almost as if he forgot that he had came on you.

"I'll...deal with that."

[crowhyun]

Gonna be posting tmrw! At least one Taehyun smut fic, but if I lock in tonight, it'll be two!

[crowhyun]

Hi crow!! Again... Sorry if im spamming u too much, but i took a peak at chp 11 of lvl infinity and i honestly rly like it. Definitely something i wld enjoy, but again will probs need some time to muster up the courage to get past the first chapter 💀💀. Once again, lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷

YIPPEEE you can do it!

Honestly, I think that lvl infinity is the only fic that I've written where I can read it again with cringing

[crowhyun]

Hi crow!! Im back again,, i was the one who sent u the crazy long paragraphs not long ago talking about being off tumblr a crazy long time...

So i hv a confession,, ive read almost pretty much everything uve written, liked all of them and loved specific ones. But one that i never got myself to read is actually the much loved lvl infinity. Dont get me wrong, i absolutely love and appreciate ur writing style, smut or no smut and even some of ur demon series ffs. I love the idea of horror, thriller and what not but i am also surprisingly timid and a pretty big scaredy cat ':))

Despite being able to predict alot of horror works and guess when jump scares come up in movies, i still get scared of them. Mostly cause I end up thinking too much about it and my mind starts making up stories of its own. So basically i scare myself as im watching/ reading horror or after it.

Ive tried to start lvl infinity in the past and failed miserably (was not where close to finishing the first chapter, was 5% if not 10% in at most). I tried again jn and i still cant get myself to read it. I really wanna know what its all about, i love things like these and i love the mystery that revolves around it. But i just cant get myself to.

Anyways, still love everything uve written and i know for a fact lvl infinity is crazy good! Hopefully ill get myself to read it one day, and when i do ill letchu know! Again, lots of love 🩷🩷🩷🩷

AWWWW don't worry! Definitely do not force yourself to read something if you're not able to! Lvl infinity is def a bit heavier in terms of angst and violence, so I completely understand if it's hard to stomach it. Honestly, for that reason, I didn't think that many people would like it lol but it's fun to write!