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guess who's out of the hospital

Uhm. Hi guys.

Dunno if you all remember me . __.'

hi?

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(tumblr is being a poop but I'm kinda sorta here for now. I'm sorry for being such a horrible person and never being on but I've been swamped with prep for my SATs and I've been working a helluva lot asdfghjkl. I've had no personal time in like forever ugh.)

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BECK. I HAT TINEZONES. I MISS YOUR FACE. IVE BEEN SPAMMING YOU CONSTANTLY. MISS YOUR FACE. BTW LIFE SUX HERE. HOPE YOUR HAVING A BETTER TIME THAN I AM. DID I MENTIOM I MISS YOUR FACE. PEACE OIT NIGGA.

oops i

vagina'd

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you doctors can't handle my swag tho.

i mean

i look so much better with a scarf than you assbutts.

Oh.My.Pellegrino.

SASSY.

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i c u

u whors

stealin gabe's shite

tht ain't rite

u gotta admit it

luks betters on him.

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so here's the deal muchachos.

beck has been loaned a laptop.

beck is still a busy fucking dinosaur so don't get your tits out and excited and whatnot

but now I can

get on regularly.

okay sorry yeah I'm here now.

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ohbytheway guys

I got my hair cutted and

stuff.

I'm wearing a hat but

I don't even fucking care.

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sugarcoatedtreats replied to your post: guys I’m so sorry I haven’t been on lately but ...

Dont be such a dick. We know about the ipod/laptop situation youve got going on. Just don’t drop off the face of the earth again okay? Xx

okay

can do.

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guys I'm

so sorry I haven't

been on lately but

my computer is broken and

my iPod got stolen and

I'm so fucking lonely okay just

ugh

okay.

I'm sorry.

if you guys want to

get a new Castiel I understand cause

I was a bad Cas anyway s'cool

but

if I could keep Lucifer for when I get back that'd

be really nice just

yeah.

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for abz, amanda, and becky.

this took me like a week to write, and then an hour or two to type up.

it's a lot of emotional stuff, and it's half a notebook long, soooo....

here goes. it's a hunters au fic, just fyi.

wait wat

HAHAHA I LIED.

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He faltered, for the barest of moments. He had found their gazes locked, and his lips had drawn back in mild disgust at his own emotions. Because they were dead, they were gone, they weren't supposed to be here, muddling his thoughts and making him want to cringe. And that was weakness. And he was not weak.

He held back any scathing remarks, his tongue clamped firmly between two sharp lines of teeth. It bled, and it calmed him briefly. But the commentary from Gabriel kept coming, and he had to bite harder, and harder. "Humans," he began, eyes narrowing as he glared across at his brother. if they had to start this argument for the hundredth time, he would do it. They both knew they would fight their opinions to the end. "are disgusting, sniveling, horrid creatures. Beneath us, and yet you worship them so." The pain was there, though the disgust and the snide, biting tone was more present than anything else. He hated humans, dad did he. Hated, hated, hated them. It grew in his grace as time went, and shriveled it up. Caused his wings to turn ashen, their golden hues fading to a rustic brown, tinted red and brown around the edges where they had been burned millennia ago. 

Lucifer strode forwards, a hand rising as if he believed his brother to lie, but the scabs were there, the red and raw flesh that made him curse aloud. A finger rose, jabbing into the other archangel's face, lips curled back and eyes silently begging for forgiveness, for touch, to say sorry. But he couldn't. Too far gone was the devil, and none of his family would ever be accepting of him as they once had been. Everything had changed. "You're mated." 

Perhaps he hadn't meant to say it out loud, or to say something else, but the fury was still building inside him. It never stopped, dad, he wished it would. But it didn't. And before he knew it, he had sneered that out, as if it were the worst fate in the world. Somehow, deep inside, it hurt. His little brother had grown up. Without him. Had promised to be there for him, forever, and now look what had happened? It hurt almost as bad as sensing Michael had, all those years back. Back when they'd had the run around. But now, now the pain was back again, forming in the front of his mind and pulling on hidden reserves. Oh, dad, did it hurt.

Gabriel studied his older brother as he moved within his vessel. The vessel was tall and lean, with a untidy shag if dirty blonde hair atop his head. Gabriel bit back a gasp at his eyes, and the skin on his neck as Lucifer turned towards him. Gabriel narrowed his eyes and glanced warily around him before taking a shaky step towards his older brother.

The fallen angel's eyes had turned a dark, murky green colour. So twisted and harsh compared to the ones that used to look down upon Gabriel with fondness and love. Now they were empty, and it killed Gabriel inside. The skin on Lucifer's neck was red and imflamed, scabs covering the bottom left hand side of his neck. Gabriel knew. He knew straight away. "Your vessel bro, it's not going to last long."

Gabriel narrowed his eyes even further at Lucifer's question. "Oh you know, impersonating a Norse God here, Impersonating a Trickster there. And a whole lot of human sacrifices in between. I slept through most of the 17 century though. That shit was boring."

He turned to his brother, face soften and gaze less peircing. "It's good here. Better in some ways, worse im others, but better. I like humans. Always have. You know that Lucy."

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if you hadn't noticed

I haven't been on much.

My iPod got stolen and my laptop is currently getting repaired so....

Might not be around all that much.

Sorry dudes.

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(I'm in Miami bitch I'll just be out and about swooning over girls again. Be on later)

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Fake bravado. That is what he first noticed, turning to glance over his younger brother. Lucifer's gaze transcended into both planes, unconsciously checking upon Gabriel's wellbeing. He noticed the lack of contact, the way his sibling's grace seemed to bend away from his presence. It is a stinging blow, but he does not show it. Coming to a halt before the other angel, he spread his arms wide, a simple grin across his face. "I wouldn't change for the world, Gabey." He breathed in deep, biting back as many cruel comments as he can. The vessel is short, of good weight, adorned in intricate colors. Eyes a honey gold, and Lucifer nearly choked up as the memories came back to him. He had long since abandoned thinking of his once-home, the sickening longing driving him further into insanity. He very pointedly ignored his brother's mated status, gray gaze shifting up to stare at the sky. "The Cage is as it always is- cold and bloody and a bore to look at. I redecorated a couple times." He does not include that it is made up in the memories of his time in heaven- nor how it is twisted and so very wrong. Grace fluttered, and with eyes slightly larger than normal, he looked down at his meatsuit's chest. It had not stirred in many a century, shoved away to escape the pain. "Gabriel," he begins, taking only one step closer, hands shoved thick in his pockets to hide his own blood and the fists of concentration. "How has earth been treating you?"

He was furious.

The human definition of the word could not even hope to begin to compare to his fury. One did not simply lie to the devil, let alone get away with it. And Crowley, that little fucker, had never done his damn job and told said devil the truth.

To say the least, Lucifer was not…

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I wasted two hours making a Supernatural!God account. He's Daniel Tosh. Lol.

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Well okay so today will hopefully go fast mhm. When I get back I'll reply to Amanda and Becky. My tummy feels funny tho.