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He nodded, “I do, I know she was a woman, with red hair, not unlike your mother. She was skilled with healing in a way I have never seen before. It was like she gave me life again. That alone narrows my guesses down greatly.”

He had never considered being important to someone who was more than a man like that. He looked at Hvitserk, “Perhaps you are right, though why they chose to favor me, is a question I don’t think I will ever find an answer too. It is like I would tell your father, there is nothing so great about me.”

He wasn’t, but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t have been there. He could have helped. He knew the language intimately. He knew Paris. Ragnar asked him to describe it so many times for him. “I still should have been there,” he frowned, admitting. That among many other things were regrets Athelstan lived with. He might have gone had he not been so welcoming to Floki’s attack, an attack he knew would come. But he had been in a different place then, had his own sign to contend with just as Floki had his. Many moving parts were in place, and he was destined to not visit Paris again. He knew that now.

“Understandable, but tell me, if Ivar wasn’t here to complain and talk about your mother, where would you see yourself, what would you be doing? What do you want to do?”

“Well, I hope she was better than my mother, less centered on just one person, anyway.”  Sometimes, Hvitserk felt like he had never had a parent really. He remembered his father semi-fondly, but his mother had always been so obsessed with Ivar, that it made him sick.  “That is a good thing, though. I mean, I’m glad you’re still here.” 

He shrugged. “My father would probably say, that you don’t give yourself enough credit. Everyone has some greatness inside of them. Mother never taught most of us much after Ivar was born, but we were taught that we did have some greatness.”

He shrugged. “You can’t change it though. Father went twice. He nearly was killed the first time and the second time, he was just a disaster.  I still remember how he just seemed to be falling apart that last time. The only thing that he seemed to be able to focus on was hating Rollo and wanting to help Lagertha, when she was hurt. Then, he left.”  

He wished he knew. “I don’t know. Probably not Kattegat.” 

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While I am trying to write successfully some, a lot of you know my grief and school situation. I wanted to put out a starter call for characters I could probably write right now.

Alfred the Great (Vikings)

Avery Barkley (Nashville)

Daemon Targaryen (House of the Dragon)

Derek Shepherd (Grey's)

Jackson Avery (Grey's)

Lucky Spencer (General Hospital)

Mark Sloan (Grey's Anatomy)

Michael "Robbie" Robinavitch (The Pitt)

Nathan Scott (One Tree Hill)

Ragnar Lothbrok (Vikings)

Zack Morris (Saved by the Bell)

With plotting, I'd probably be open to some others. I'm just picky. But these come super easy. Usual rules apply of must specify if you're a multi or sideblog. If you're an OC, we have to plot first. If you send a meme and are an oc, I'll reach out.

CARRD

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I know I'm going to wind up adding Robbie from The Pitt. But my brain requires focus, but that's going to be a thing once I learn to focus. Anakin is just insanely loud, because of celebration right now. Plus school sucks. But, i always come and go and am up for plotting.

Just remember, if you want to do something and you have an OC, we need to discuss it first. I have to know about your character, how they'll fit and if they will.

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Ryan Murphy can fuck off, at what he did on 911 tonight.

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Nathan had been careful to avoid the webcam, when he had flopped down on her bed. He tended to watch most of her podcasts or listen, at least. He always had. They'd changed a lot. She'd changed a lot really. They both had.

But, she did seem to cut it pretty quick when she saw him. "If I did that, you would know when I might show up. You sure you didn't turn that off so I would miss the web show? We both know I've seen it all before."

He groaned when the talk shifted to Haley. "Yeah, I know. She keeps saying she's not going anywhere. Would have been nice to hear before she ran off with Chris Keller or while she was out there and I was asking her a million times where we stood. But now, she is all about being here. It feels weird. I can't stand being around her, but then...I can too."

He shrugged. "Well, the first part of the summer and before she came back, there was, you know, you and me enjoying distraction. Then, I went to High Flyers. I didn't hook up with anyone. Girls talked to me but it was whatever. Haley sent me letters that smelled good. Now, I mostly just sulk and be as bitter as my mom and give Lucas shit. It's kind of like old times, well other than the we haven't hooked up in a few months. How about you?"

peyton  knew  the  whole  deal  of  what  was  going  on  with  both  haley  and  nathan.  it  really  wasn't  any  of  her  business.  but  what  was?  making  sure  that  her  friend  wasn't  going  through  the  heartache  of  it  all  alone.  she  wanted  nothing  more  than  for  the  two  of  them  to  work  this  out.  they  had  made  so  much  sense  together.  more  sense  than  peyton  and  nathan  ever  did.  maybe  the  situation  wasn't  really  one  she  supported,  then  again,  it  really  wasn't  her  relationship  to  decide.

she  didn't  really  like  for  people  to  be  around  whenever  she  was  doing  her  podcasts.  talking  about  her  feelings  were  hard  for  her  to  be  able  to  do  a  good  majority  of  the  time.  but  being  able  to  put  them  out  for  others  to  listen  to  may  help  a  listener  or  two  out  there.  when  she  glanced  up  from  her  desk,  she  noticed  that  nathan  had  made  his  way  in  so  she  cut  it  off  rather  quickly.

the  blonde  turned  around  in  her  chair  with  her  arms  folded  over  her  chest  and  a  playful  roll  of  her  eyes  soon  following  at  his  comment.  "  you  think  you'll  send  me  a  text  the  next  time  you  decide  on  stopping  on  over  to  my  place,  nate?  "  sarcasm  evident  in  her  tone  of  voice  as  she  glanced  at  him.  "  i  figured  that  you  were.  i  know  that  you  still  care  about  her.  and  she  still  cares  about  you  too  from  what  she's  been  telling  me.  even  if  i  don't  entirely  agree  with  the  way  she's  been  going  about  it.  "  when  she  needed  to  be  honest  she  was.  "  so,  tell  me.  what  have  you  been  doing  to  keep  your  mind  off  all  of  this?  "

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People keep saying that I don't like angst, because I don't want it at the moment, to happen to my couple on GH who have been through 20 years of it. I take it personal if someone thinks I can't handle angst.

I can do angst better than a lot of people.

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I did a thing this week. I always wanted the I got this but I needed it to be more than a Sons of Anarchy tattoo. I got this is just as much Jax as Opie. It's my handwriting and my anniversary in my husband's. Then my other one, his favorite was the I love you and I know but I don't like han solo so I went with a galaxy look and each of our thumbprints in a heart. Most people know that I lost my husband in October.

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I am so ready for a Lucky and Elizabeth kiss after FIFTEEN Years. I just hate that it's with a temporary recast...someone told me he looks like a smushed together Jonathan and Jacob.

I know it's just a week but I wish the kiss would have waited.

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Valentine's Day 1999

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I really want to rewatch Sons of Anarchy but my brain likely can't do it yet. On a scale of season 7 Jax, today was a 'the end of 7x01' day or possibly the beginning when he's in jail.

i understand Jax' level of anger some days, I'll be honest.

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“I got this.”

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"Who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames, if we know the steps anyway?"

A journey through the good, the bad, and everything in between. Hoping for more of the good in 2025.

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ZACK MORRIS

Zack  ✖ (Aesthetics)

Zack  ✖ (Thoughts)

Zack ✖ (Character Development)

Zack  ✖ (Crack)

Zack ✖ (Headcanons)

Zack  ✖ (Photos)

Zack  ✖ (Starter Call)

Zack  ✖ (Verses)

BIOGRAPHY:

Zack Morris was raised in Palisades, California to Melody and Derek Morris, as an only child. He was likely trying to run a scam or a baby pool in the nursery. He has known close friends Jessie Spano and Screech Powers, pretty much since birth and most of his other close friends since elementary school. He didn't meet A.C. Slater until high school. They rivaled for Kelly Kapowski's affection but were eventually best friends.

Zack's main love interest in high school was Kelly Kapowski. They were on and off and she eventually cheated on him with her boss, and they broke up for a couple years, although there were moments when it appeared they would get back together. Zack dated many girls in high schools, even dabbling with kissing Jessie and dating Lisa. But, no one ever seemed really serious, other than Kelly.

He never applied himself in school, mostly a C student, on a good day and spent a lot of time in the Principal's Office and Detention. He participated in Track & Basketball but Zack's niche more or less, was running scams and claims deal was his middle name. His scams tended to blow up in his face, but he was protective of his friends and people he cared about.

Shocking everyone, he got a 1502 on his SAT and originally said that he was going to Yale. But, he wound up at California University with Slater, Screech and Kelly. The four of them were suite mates, along with two other girls and Zack tried bouncing back and forth between Leslie and Kelly, but he leaned more towards Kelly, who he was very protective of, especially when she took a job at a sleazy restaurant and had a short affair with a Professor. Eventually, they reunited and when she was going to leave on the Semester at Sea program, he was scared she'd forget about him.

He wound up proposing and at 19, they married. Zack is a lawyer who did serve as Governor as the state of California. His most difficult job has been being a parent to his teenage son, Mac. But, he and Kelly have gone the distance and been married for 30 years.

[PLOTTED AU THINGS ARE AVAILABLE, including love interests. THIS IS JUST HIS CANON BIO]

VERSES: 

Zack’s idea of a good education is sitting between a pretty girl and a smart nerd [Bayside Years]

This includes the junior high flashbacks, since the show packaged them as Zack looking back at them. This encompasses all of life at Bayside. It's a broad term, but it's easy to put it in a verse that way.

Guess who's coming to college? [The College Years]

Zack enrolls at California University and still is up to his same scams, and womanizing. But, something seems to be happening, as he and Kelly are constantly going on and off. This time, he marries her. Life continues throughout college, as he navigates life, trying to figure it out and marriage.

You've got something very special inside of you [Adulthood]

After becoming a lawyer, Zack and Kelly wait a while before having a child and from day one, being a father is challenging. But, he and Kelly navigate through it all, even when he becomes Governor and loses the next election. Things are uncertain after that but he always has a plan.

FACECLAIMS: 

Mark-Paul Gosselaar

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I watch more Saved by the Bell than is normal. Yes, I am adding Zack. No, I don't think he's trash. Even if he was, it wouldn't stop me. But, he's not. I literally have watched it probably 20 times this month.

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