crxw1ey
crxw1ey
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crxw1ey · 5 days ago
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Jack singing with his sister and idk who the other person is
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crxw1ey · 11 days ago
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i am NOT interested in the divine feminine. i will jerk off for 3 hours straight and eat 10% of my bodyweight in smoked meats and cheeses.
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crxw1ey · 12 days ago
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there's a fine line between being wary of manipulation and becoming completely paranoid because you get very close to the realisation that pretty much all human interaction involves doing things we hope will lead to a result we like
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crxw1ey · 13 days ago
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i wish you could post about beer and enjoying beer on tumblr without this websites most annoying dorks coming in to tell you how gross they think it is. you dont know nothing.
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crxw1ey · 13 days ago
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I hope women get hornier and I hope kinks get weirder, that's my political agenda
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crxw1ey · 14 days ago
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when a vampires mouth is so full of teeth they can barely speak
cum if you agree
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crxw1ey · 14 days ago
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alright had to whip up a concept. trojan the blind horse. troy if you’re chill with him like that. fairly empty husk of a being that follows cori’s lead. got turned into a motorcycle when cori started his decade of self discovery on earth. doesn’t make much noise so you never hear him coming. fits in stephen’s garage for convenience.
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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big fan of stories that, while undoubtedly being about the power of friendship, acknowledge that the power of incredible violence is just as important
the love was there. the love changed everything. the crowbar helped also
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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SINNERS SWEEP
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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I come off tumblr after reading banger after banger post detailing the most down bad nasty disgusting toe curling scenarios my eyes have ever landed on and end up on twitter where I read posts like "you cannot support resistance against ICE and zionism if you're into gunplay because it sexualises the tools used to take away freedom from thousands of people" and under that it's a post by user nazibabykiller88 saying slurs i didn't know existed until today
I log back onto tumblr.
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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OH MY GOD. JESUS CHRIST. ГОСПОДИ БОЖЕ.
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THIS IS INCREDIBLE WRAAAAAAAW
Too Much, Not Enough
| fem!reader x remmick
word count : 12.6k
A/N: first, i'd like to thank my wonderful boo thang @iceemochaa for this idea. everyone go give her a kiss. i'd also want to thank some fellow people from the server for very horny-fest ideas: @crxw1ey @itsaaudraw @remmicks-salvation @madkingcrowley
ALSO this is in lowercase because i typed it on my phone (default lowercase squad) and i was already so far in that i didn't feel like going back to capitalize everything
synopsis : he catches you one night—drinking from you as you try to get away. but suddenly, something shifts in him; he starts to feel strange, aroused to the point that you can feel him pressing against your backside. a couple of nights pass before he shows up again—only this time, he’s not after blood. he’s hoping you’ll help him release all the pent-up sexual frustration he’s been carrying.
warnings !! (MDNI 18+) : unprotected sex (p in v), drool/spit, overstimulation, handjob, oral (f receiving), very soft dom remmick, virginity taking (both?), dream sex
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blearing, white-hot pain shoots through the side of your neck, and a gasp tears through your throat. it is so sudden—so sudden, and you barely have time to understand how you ended up how you did. 
he had grabbed you, holding you so close to him—his arms wrapped around your waist, holding you upright while his tongue licked lazily up your neck. 
“shh…don’t cry. it’ll be alright.”
he had murmured against your ear, breath hot and dripping with thirst. 
it was a cruel thing.
cruel in the way it stole breath before you could even scream, in the way it mocked the simplicity of your night—how only minutes earlier, your hands had been warm, reaching for the last pair of drawers on the line, the wind tugging gently at your nightgown like a teasing friend. you had only stepped off the porch. just a few steps. just to gather what was yours.
and then he was there.
the roughness of his grip was so sudden, so wrong, it split the air like a crack of thunder. your body flinched on instinct, mind fumbling to catch up to the moment—was this real? did you know this man? were you dreaming? but the pain blooming beneath his fingers on your arm told you otherwise. told you this wasn’t the kind of nightmare you could wake from.
you had opened your mouth to say something—anything, but no words could escape before his teeth—no—fangs punctured your neck. 
his rough tongue darts quickly, his mouth slurping as your blood—warm and tangy—leaks down your neck from where his mouth hadn’t been quick enough to catch. the splatter of it spills onto your cotton nightgown.
a movement—sudden, but clear, spills from him. more so, from the space where he is pressed up against you. a stuttering breath passes through your lips at the contact.
he’s flushed up against you, and aside from the blearing pain flying through your body, you feel him pressing into your bottom.
he ruts against you, chasing the friction provided. he lets out a sound—a whine, you assume through the mind fog. 
a heat flushes through you—sudden, unprovoked, and sickening. it crawls beneath your skin like a fever you didn’t ask for, one that sets your nerves on fire in all the wrong ways. shame follows fast behind it, swallowing you whole. it pulses in your fingertips, clenches in your gut, coats your teeth like bitterness.
you hate that you feel it.
hate that your body reacts at all.
because the pain—sharp, raw, burning—should’ve been enough. but somehow, it’s the shame that lingers heavier. shame that makes you feel small. shame that makes your skin feel too tight. shame that makes you wish you could disappear, not because of what’s happening, but because some awful part of you believes you’re supposed to bear it.
the suction of his mouth grows sharper for just a second—you swear he’s going to drain you. just before he can, you feel his head snap back, the crimson fluid he just stole from you dripping down his chin, coating his cheeks.
“oh….oh.”
your head slowly turns, and you spot his eyebrows furrowing as he glances down to the space—or the lack of—between you.
he seems confused as his eyes scan the way he fits against you—firm and hard, like instinct. like muscle remembering what the mind had long tried to forget. Like something inside of him is remembering something he had buried and traded for the concept of survival. 
his mouth opens with a smack, before it slowly forms into an ‘o’.
you’re sure he’s about to say something when suddenly, he presses forward, flushing his chest to your back, ripping a gasp from your throat.
“i…i don’t think this is ‘posed to happen’”
his breath ghosts over your ruined neck, and the confusion falls from his lips.
a groan, low and abrupt, passes through his blood-stained lips. it’s a sound that doesn’t belong to hunger or pleasure—it’s uncertainty. reluctance. it rumbles like a warning he doesn’t understand himself, and it sends a jolt through your body, sharp as a spark beneath the skin. your breath catches. you’re not sure if it’s fear or revulsion or some terrible, trembling mix of both.
your eyes flit back to the porch—to the basket where your clothes lay, spilled and crumpled in the dirt. a shirt hangs over the edge like it’s reaching for you. the sight guts you.
you had dropped it when he grabbed you.
your arms had been full of ordinary things.
of clean linen, still warm from the sun.
and all you want now—achingly, desperately—is to return to it.
“please,” your voice comes out with a breath—choking up in your throat, “…let me go.”
he pauses. 
the arm around your waist tightens and it causes a soft gasp to sound from your throat. 
“why you wan’ me to let you go?”
his nose pokes into the bite mark on your neck, eliciting a wince from you. the question comes out a bit uncertain—like he’s confused as to why you want to leave him like this.
“you don’t feel this,” he punctuates his word with a rut against you. “you can’t leave me like this.”
the tone in his voice is desperate—needy even, causes you to freeze.
confusion laced with desire falls from his mouth. his rough, hot tongue darts out to lick at your neck once more. 
a sound of disgust slips through your mouth—sharp and guttural, rising before you can stop it. it’s instinct, raw and trembling, the only thing you have left to give.
he pauses.
just for a breath. just long enough for the air between you to shift.
then he pulls back—confused, maybe stunned—and that retreat is all you need. you don’t think. there’s no space for thought. only a surge of heat.
you ram your head back, hard into his chin. bone meets bone. the crack echoes inside your skull like a church bell rung wrong.
a grunt tears through his lips, and his hold falters.
you move. not gracefully, not cleanly—
just fast. just desperate.
you push forward, wrenching yourself out of his arms. your feet slam against the cold grass, slick with dew, and the ground tilts underneath you. your vision veers sideways, spinning from blood-loss, from panic, from the weight of everything all at once.
“s-stop! you can’t leave me like this.”
his voice rings out behind you—desperate, yearning, maybe even startled—but it feels distant, like it’s echoing from underwater. you don’t dare look back. the only thing you see is the porch rising in front of you like salvation.
your legs nearly give out as you reach the steps, but you launch yourself upward, stumbling and scrambling until your body crashes against the door with a dull, aching thud. pain flares along your shoulder, but you don’t stop. you brace for the worst—for the hard slap of wood refusing you, for the cruel slam of a locked world.
but you’d left it cracked.
you don’t even remember doing it, but thank god you had.
your body falls forward, toppling past the frame in a blur of heat and breath and blind panic. the wooden floor meets you with a thud, and for a heartbeat, you just lie there—half-sprawled, half-curled, heart pounding against the floorboards like it’s trying to get free of your chest.
past the threshold.
inside.
safe.
the door was still splayed open, and you could hear the heavy boots of him pacing on the worn wood of your porch, but you didn’t care. didn’t care how or why he couldn’t just walk in and take you right back out.
no. you didn’t think that far, and as the weight of the blood-loss settles over your body like a wet blanket, your eyes roll to the back of your head. 
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it had been a week. 
a week since you had stepped outside your house at night. 
that morning—when the light finally broke across your floorboards like a quiet apology—you woke with your head pounding and your mouth dry as cotton. every part of your body felt sore, like you’d been wrung out and left in the sun too long.
he was nowhere to be seen.
no shadow. no sound. no sign he’d ever been there at all.
but you knew better.
you didn’t step outside. not even once.
you stayed inside your home, locked behind the door like it was the only thing keeping the world from splitting open again. a strip of cloth was pressed against your neck, stained from the wound that throbbed beneath it. the ache pulsed steady with your heartbeat—a quiet, cruel reminder.
your fingers stayed curled around the handle of a kitchen knife, white-knuckled and still trembling, long after the sun had crept across the room. even when your hand went numb, you didn’t let go.
he didn’t return that day. or the next.
you didn’t want to worry, but a part of you still clung to the idea that he was out there, waiting. waiting for you to slip up so that he could grab you once more.
by the third day, you decided to continue on with your life. stepping outside onto the porch with your breath held in your throat.
he wasn’t there. 
the sun beat down heavily across your home, and the clothes line danced with the wing—rustling gently.
that night, you dreamt. 
your body jolted with each thrust, already caught in the storm, and his voice—ragged and wild—only pulled you deeper under.
“say it… s-say my name!”
it came out in a near-snarl, not cruel, but desperate. like the sound of a man barely holding himself together, trying to find something to anchor to as he pounded into you with reckless, trembling need.
but your voice—
it wouldn’t come.
your mouth opened, but nothing formed, just broken gasps and choked cries, your face still buried in the pillow, now damp with sweat and spit. your throat ached with moans you hadn’t meant to make. you were unraveling, bit by bit, your body pulsing around him, clenching tight as the pressure in your belly twisted into something unstoppable.
his hand on your clit didn’t let up. if anything, it grew more deliberate—ruthless in its rhythm. his thumb swirled over you, hot and slick, heavy and rough as your hips twitched uncontrollably. every nerve in your body was alight, the sound of his groans behind you nearly as dizzying as the slaps of skin and the bed frame straining beneath the force of him.
his cock throbbed inside you, each stroke deep and hurried now, dragging against your swollen walls like he was trying to carve his name into you from the inside out. the sound of it—wet, sharp, filthy—filled the room like a song that only your bodies knew how to sing.
and then it happened.
your body locked.
your toes curled.
and your lungs emptied.
a sharp cry tore from you—his name half-formed, almost there—as your climax hit, sudden and all-consuming. your vision blurred as your body convulsed, waves crashing through you so hard you nearly forgot where you were.
he let out a strangled groan behind you, his hips jerking erratically, chasing your release with his own. his cock twitched deep inside, and with a hoarse, broken sound, he spilled into you—warmth flooding you, filling you, marking you.
he rode it out, his body pressing down on yours, hand still moving, dragging the orgasm from you until it left you limp and shaking beneath him.
your fingers finally released the sheets, trembling, and you gasped into the pillow like it was the first breath you’d taken in years.
your mind blanked.
you woke with a startle—your body jerking, breath caught sharp in your throat like you’d been yanked from the depths of something unspeakable. heat flooded you, thick and sudden, pooling beneath your skin as if you were still there, still lost in it.
your chest rose and fell too fast, lungs aching from how hard they worked to steady you. your hands clutched the sheets without realizing, the fabric damp beneath your palms. your mind, still fogged with fragments, tried to twist back into itself—tried to make sense of what was real and what had only felt that way.
your thighs rubbed together—and you felt it.
a wet, sticky warmth clinging to the soft skin between them. slick and unmistakable. your breath hitched as the realization hit you, and a wave of shame surged through your chest so suddenly, you flinched.
“fuck…” you whispered under your breath.
your fingers curled tightly into the fabric of your nightgown, bunching it against your stomach as if the pressure alone could make the feeling go away. like you could press the memory down, flatten it, bury it under cotton and guilt.
your mind spun, trying to make sense of why him.
why that.
you didn’t understand why you dreamt of him in such a scandalous, filthy way—why his hands, his mouth, his body had felt so real.
why your own body responded like it wanted it.
like it remembered.
your face burned.
hot and clammy to the touch, even in the cool quiet of your room.
you squeezed your thighs together, trying to contain the pulsing ache that hadn’t yet faded. it sat there, low and heavy in your gut, begging to be soothed. your fingers twitched at your side, and for a split second, you almost let them drift lower.
but you stopped yourself.
you clenched your jaw and shut your eyes tight, pressing your legs together like a seal. like that would hold back the memory of his name falling from your lips, the feel of him stretching you open, the sound of skin slapping and breathless groans in your ear.
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by the end of the week, you felt as though he was truly gone for good.
the silence had settled again, not like a threat this time, but like dust returning to undisturbed corners. no voice behind you, no shadow in the tree line, no sudden breath against your neck. just the wind. the sun. the familiar creak of the porch beneath your steps.
it didn’t take long before you slipped back into the rhythm of your days—those quiet, outdoor chores that had always grounded you. you began hanging clothes again, your fingers brushing the warm fabric, sunlight catching the edges of the sheets like a blessing.
in the back of your home, you knelt beside your small herb garden, pressing your fingers into the dirt like it could anchor you. rosemary. sage. thyme. they greeted you like old friends, unaware of what you’d endured. or maybe they knew—and simply chose not to ask.
the peace didn’t last long.
on the sixth night, he returned.
you’re taking the clothes down that had been drying all day—like you had before, when he first got you. 
a crack sounds behind you.
sharp. sudden. too close.
your body jerks, instincts sharper than thought, and your head whips around—fists clenched tight around the soft fabric of a freshly-dried gown. your heart lurches upward, caught somewhere between your ribs and your throat.
your body knows before your mind.
knows the rhythm of danger. the hum beneath the skin.
and without a thought, your feet begin to move—gravel crunching beneath them as you pull yourself toward the front door like safety is just inches away.
“wait.”
you hate how you stop.
how the sound of his voice roots you in place.
there’s something in it—something cracked open. desperate. searching.
and for some godawful reason, it reaches you.
your feet freeze.
your head turns, slow and reluctant, toward the right.
and there he is.
dressed in dark pants, suspenders hanging loose like they’d been tugged too hard, too fast. a pale blue button-up clings to his frame, sleeves rolled, top buttons torn clean open. it might’ve once looked neat. now it clings to him like second skin—filthy, sweat-soaked, streaked in places with grime and something far worse.
blood.
so much of it.
his brown hair is tousled and damp, the front sticking to his forehead in matted curls. and beneath the fabric, the white of a wife-beater peeks out—though it’s barely white anymore. more a rusted red, like someone had tried to scrub the stain but it refused to fade. a thin gold chain glints against his collarbone, catching the moonlight like it doesn’t realize it’s resting on a monster.
your eyes widen.
your breath catches.
you take a step back. your heel digs into the dirt. and still, your gaze is fixed on him—on the smear of blood across his cheeks, dried and flaking at the edges, like war paint. it trails down his throat, painting the lines of his neck, seeping into the cotton of his shirt. it looks fresh.
his mouth opens as he takes a step forward.
you take a step back—slow, deliberate, your heel skimming the earth like you’re testing the ground beneath you, unsure if it will hold.
“i ain’t goin’ to hurt you.”
his voice is soft. too soft. like he’s trying to fold himself into something harmless, like he doesn’t still have blood on his face, like he didn’t tear through you once already. it’s a tone that might’ve calmed you in another life. in this one, it makes your stomach turn.
your fingers clutch the dress tighter, knuckles paling with the strain. you can feel the seams of the fabric pressing into your skin, grounding you, even as your body begs to run.
you want—desperately, urgently—to look back. to see how many steps remain between you and the safety of your door. but you don’t dare move. not even your eyes. not when he’s watching you like that. not when you know how quick he can close the space between you.
even the smallest glance away might invite him forward.
“you hurt me before.”
the words fall from your lips before you’re ready. soft. strange. unfamiliar.
the sound of your own voice jars you. it doesn’t sound angry. it doesn’t even sound afraid. it sounds… disoriented. like the memory has begun to blur around the edges, melting into something that doesn’t make sense anymore. like you’re not certain if it happened the way you remember. if it happened at all.
and that terrifies you more than anything.
because you know what he did.
your body still remembers, even if your voice has started to forget.
your mind flits back to the dream—the dream that had you gasping for air once you’d awaken. 
it’s strange. 
here, in front of you, was the man—the beast—who had held your life in the palm of his hand, threatening death with a final pull of your blood into his mouth. 
and now, all you could think about was the way he rubbed against you—like the feeling was both foreign and enticing to him. 
he lets out a strained laugh.
“yeah. you’re right about that, b-but, i ain’t goin’ to do that again. 
“how can i trust you?”
your voice is more certain this time around, and your hands fall to your sides, still holding the dress in your hand as your chest moves with your breaths.
the wind sweeps between you.
he takes another step forward and you mirror by taking another step backward.
his arms lift, elbows jutting out wide as his hands settle on top of his head. his fingers thread through his messy hair, gripping at the roots like he’s trying to hold something inside from breaking loose.
then comes the sound.
low, cracked—something between a groan and a whine.
“please… why is this happenin’ to me?”
his voice trembles at the edges, and for a moment, it almost sounds like grief. like confusion twisted into something uglier. and that unsettles you even more. because this isn’t remorse. this isn’t shame. it’s self-pity—sharp and misplaced.
you blink, heart rattling in your chest.
you have no idea what he’s talking about.
and the not knowing—it’s beginning to twist in your gut, cold and tight.
he starts pacing, erratic and restless, but still a good distance off. far enough that you can breathe. far enough that you don’t yet have to run.
“i’ve been runnin’ ‘round everywhere,” he mutters, almost to himself, his voice thick with something that borders on frustration. “drainin’ folks left an’ right…”
he pauses, his body stiffening.
“but i ain’t do this with them.”
his arms drop heavily to his sides, and then one hand presses flat against his pants—lower. against himself.
your breath stutters.
the gesture is crude, almost unconscious, like his body is betraying him, like he doesn’t know what to do with what he’s feeling. and that’s what makes it worse. not the motion itself, but the fact that he’s unraveling—right there in front of you.
and you’re the one he’s unraveling over.
you take a step backward, slow and cautious, and the snap of a small branch beneath your foot cuts through the quiet like a shot.
he stops.
his head turns toward you—slow, deliberate, like he already knows exactly where you are. his eyes lock onto yours, and something in your chest flinches. not from fear. not entirely.
no, it’s something else.
something low and stirring, unwelcome but real, curling hot in your belly beneath the weight of his gaze. it shames you the moment it blooms, but it doesn’t leave. it sits there, twisting—because the look in his eyes isn’t hungry for blood. not right now.
he looks torn.
like a man fraying at the seams.
like something inside him is breaking open under the weight of a need he doesn’t understand—had forgotten was possible. a craving that wasn’t sharp teeth and crimson thirst, but touch. closeness. something unbearably human.
he takes a step forward.
you don’t move.
“help me…” he breathes, voice cracking as if the words pain him. “i won’t hurt you. just help me feel better. yeah?”
he inches closer, each step careful, almost reverent, until he’s within arm’s reach. and now, this close, you can see it all—his chest heaving, the tension in his shoulders, the way his pants strain from how tightly he’s wound. how unbearably pent up he is.
your eyes flick down. just for a second.
your cheeks flush hot, instant and humiliating, and you curse yourself silently—clenching your jaw as if that alone could rewind the moment. your body had again. as if it hadn’t learned.
he doesn’t let you answer.
he takes another step forward, slow and deliberate, like he’s afraid any hesitation might send him unraveling again.
your empty hand flies up on instinct, palm raised between you like a barrier made of sheer will.
“stop,” you say.
but your voice—god, your voice—comes out too soft, too unsure, trembling on the edges. it betrays you, just like your body does.
he doesn’t stop.
he keeps moving until your hand meets his chest, firm and burning beneath your touch. his skin is hot through the thin fabric, and the moment you make contact, a sound spills from him—deep and broken. a groan laced with something softer, needier. a whine.
his head dips slightly, his breath brushing your skin.
“see?” he murmurs, voice thick, ragged. “see what you’re doin’ to me?”
it takes every ounce of strength to keep your gaze on his, to hold steady beneath the weight of him. but the tension in his body, the ragged rise of his chest, the way he looks at you like you’re both his torment and salvation—it all pulls your eyes downward.
just for a second.
just long enough to see his hand again, pressing against himself, slow and deliberate.
resuming what he had started.
and your breath stutters.
“stop. i don’t know you.”
your voice is firmer this time, but there’s a crack running through it.
a hairline fracture of fear, of confusion, of something far more complicated than either.
his eyes stay locked on yours, wild and pleading.
“remmick,” he breathes.
“what?”
you blink. it comes out before you can process it.
“my name,” he says again, faster this time. “remmick.”
he says it like it means something. like it should unlock something in you.
he pauses, as if waiting for it to take hold, and then looks up—right into your eyes.
“say it. please.”
your hand is still on his chest, trembling now, caught between pushing him away and holding him there. your lips part, hesitating, uncertain. but the sound slips out anyway.
“remmick.”
that’s all it takes.
his body shifts—subtle but unmistakable—as if the word pierced straight through him. he leans forward, just slightly, like he’s being drawn into you by gravity itself. one of his hands lifts, and he presses yours harder against his chest, like he needs to feel it. like he needs proof that you said it. that it’s real.
a soft moan escapes him, low and shivering, the sound pulled from somewhere deep. it curls around you like smoke—dangerous, intimate, and far too close.
a sensation shoots through you—sharp and strange—sparking low in your belly and crawling up your spine like a current. your body shudders, betraying you before you can make sense of it. you suck in a breath through parted lips, and that’s when you catch it.
he’s close.
so close, you can smell him.
not just blood, though that’s there—metallic, sharp, and thick like it clings to him from the inside out. not just dirt either, though earth clings to his clothes, the scent of sweat and soil mingling on his skin. there’s something else. something older. colder. something that reminds you of decay, of things buried and forgotten. it lingers in the air around him like a warning.
your voice trembles as it slips past your lips, low and unsure.
“if…”
you pause, swallowing hard as your thoughts struggle to take shape.
“if i help you… will you let me live?”
your eyes dart away from his, just for a second.
you don’t mean to. but holding his gaze for too long feels like surrendering.
remmick pauses.
it’s slight—barely a beat—but you feel it in your bones.
“i was always plannin’ on keepin’ you,” he murmurs, and something about the way he says it makes your stomach twist. “couldn’t do that if you’re dead.”
his voice has changed. not just the words—his whole way of speaking. the southern drawl softens, thins out, and something else bleeds through. a different cadence. older. maybe even his real voice. it startles you, but you can’t quite place why. it sounds less put-on. more him.
he studies your face—eyes flicking across your features like he’s trying to read a language only he remembers.
then, a slow smile curves his lips. not smug. not cruel.
curious. certain.
“tell me you feel it too.”
you want to say no.
you want to recoil, to push him away, to scream that this is wrong, that none of this makes sense, that nothing about him feels safe.
but your body—traitorous, aching, alive—gives you away.
because as you look at him, at the hunger and confusion tangled in his expression, something warm begins to spread through you again.
you gather the courage to turn from him, your eyes flicking toward the back door—your door. the one that had always meant safety, the one you weren’t sure would feel that way ever again.
“i can’t let you in.”
the words leave your mouth like something sacred. like a boundary you hope he might honor.
his smile deepens, slow and knowing.
“i know, darlin’,” he says, voice like worn velvet. “you’re not stupid.”
the way he says it isn’t mocking. it almost sounds like admiration. like he means it.
you glance back at him, chest tight, and exhale a shaky breath. your hand softens against his chest, settling there beneath the warmth of his palm—no longer resisting. not quite yielding. something in between.
“okay.”
you barely get the word out before the world shifts.
suddenly, you’re in his arms—lifted with startling ease, pressed tightly against his chest like you belong there. a shocked gasp rips from your throat, your arms instinctively grabbing hold of whatever they can, unsure whether to brace or cling.
his feet move fast, sure, and then the cool slam of the outside world hits you again—your back porch beneath you, the creak of old wood under his boots.
your feet touch down onto the dirty boards, but you barely feel them.
your back hits the wall of your house, and his chest meets yours.
you’re trapped—surrounded by the scent of him, the warmth of him, the tension that radiates off his body in waves. the wall behind you is cool and hard, but his body in front of you burns like fever. he’s close. too close. and yet somehow not close enough for him.
something in him shifts—slow, subtle. like the current inside him changes direction and he doesn’t know how to follow it. you feel it in the way his body stills, then trembles slightly, pressed so tight against you that every breath he takes stutters against your chest.
you can feel him—hard and insistent—pressing into your thigh through the worn fabric of his pants. the weight of it, the heat, the way it pulses with no rhythm but his rising need.
he seems… lost.
remmick’s eyes flicker, wild and unsure, and when you meet them, there’s something desperate there. not hunger like before—but confusion. like his body remembered something his mind didn’t. like he had no idea what to do with this kind of ache.
you search his gaze, trying to find a map inside him. something that tells you what he wants. what he expects. but there’s nothing clear. only the trembling look of a man who doesn’t remember how to feel without violence.
then he lets out a groan—low and helpless—as his hips push forward, grinding against your thigh with a need he doesn’t seem to know how to contain.
your body jerks in surprise.
a sharp breath tears from your lips as the movement drags heat through you, low and dizzying. it coils in your belly, thick and sudden.
you hadn’t meant to respond.
but now that you have, you can’t pretend not to feel it.
“do something, please.”
his voice breaks apart as he speaks, breath coming in fast, shallow bursts. he begs through it—through the way his hips keep chasing the friction, rutting against your thigh like it’s the only thing anchoring him to the earth.
you swallow hard, nerves tangled with something warmer, something you don’t want to name. your fingers twitch where they rest, and you shake your head, barely able to speak.
“i–i don’t know what to do,” you confess, voice thin with uncertainty.
and it’s true.
you’d never been with a man like this—never one so far gone, so undone, so completely at the mercy of his own body. and even if you had… you never learned how to give this kind of touch. never learned how to bring pleasure to anyone other than yourself, never thought you’d have to.
but something about the way he presses into you, so frantic and confused, stirs a reluctant kind of empathy in you—mixed with fear, with heat, with a strange pull you can’t understand.
your gaze drops.
his hips are still moving, slow but desperate, grinding into your leg like he needs more and doesn’t know how to ask for it. something about it makes your breath catch.
almost without thinking, your hand moves down—hesitant, shaking—and you press your palm gently against him, through the fabric of his pants.
he freezes.
utterly.
and then a sound tears out of him—a moan, raw and broken, rising from the pit of his throat like it surprised even him.
his body shudders under your touch, rigid with restraint, but trembling like he’s seconds from falling apart. your hand stills where it rests, the heat of him burning through the cloth and into your skin.
your palm presses down harder, instinct guiding your movements more than experience. and that’s when you truly feel him—solid, straining beneath the fabric, the heat of him radiating through your skin like a fever. the bulge stretches wide beneath your touch, filling your entire hand, every inch of him throbbing with need you can’t begin to comprehend.
he lets out a choked breath, and then his hand shoots down—larger, rougher—covering yours. he presses it harder against himself, hips stuttering like he’s chasing something that keeps slipping just out of reach.
“it’s not enough,” he pants, voice cracking as his brows draw together, his face twisted in a mix of agony and need.
you feel your face burn at the words—at the implication of what “enough” might mean. your breath falters, throat tight, but your hand doesn’t move away.
instead, your fingers twitch.
they curl slightly, without thinking, just enough to grip.
the reaction is immediate.
he winces—a shudder running through his body like a jolt of lightning—and his mouth parts with a sound that’s somewhere between pain and pleasure.
“don’t stop.”
his voice is strained—hoarse, almost fragile beneath the weight of his own desire. like stopping would shatter him entirely.
your mind flickers back, unbidden, to the dream from a few nights ago. the one that clung to your skin even after waking. in it, he had been so sure of himself—so commanding, so in control. his hands had known where to touch, his mouth had known what to say, and you had given yourself over without question. there had been no trembling. no hesitation. only heat.
but this—this trembling, panting version of him pressed against you now—this was the opposite.
and yet it didn’t cool the fire in you.
it stoked it.
your heart pounds harder, your face flushing hot as the realization settles deep: he hadn’t felt this in a long time. maybe ever. the touch, the friction, the aching pleasure that left him shaking in your hand—it was unfamiliar to him. and yet he clung to it like it was the only thing keeping him whole.
and you… you were the one giving it to him.
there’s power in that. not the kind that demands or dominates—but the kind that hums quietly under the skin. the kind that says he needs you. not just for blood. not just for survival.
but for this.
and that truth alone makes your breath catch, your thighs press closer, the warmth between them blooming hotter, heavier.
you tighten your grip just slightly—just enough to feel him shudder again.
his breaths come out ragged now—uneven, trembling, like every second that passes without release is too much for him to bear. his hand stays pressed over yours, holding you there, grounding himself in the heat and pressure of your palm.
“take ’em off.”
your voice is steadier this time. firmer.
and it surprises even you.
not because of the words, but because of the confidence. the realization blooming slowly but surely in your chest—that you hold him. literally. completely. his need is cradled in your hand, and his body responds like it’s never known this kind of touch before.
remmick glances down, eyes locking onto the way both of y’all’s hands are still cupping him. and something flickers across his face—raw, unfiltered desire.
he doesn’t speak. doesn’t hesitate.
he scrambles, fingers fumbling at his belt, unbuckling in rushed, uneven motions like he’s afraid you’ll change your mind if he takes too long. the sound of metal scraping against metal, the zip of fabric—it’s frantic, loud in the quiet space between you.
you watch the way his hands move—desperate and clumsy—and when you glance up, your breath catches.
drool.
thick, glistening, slowly spilling from the corner of his mouth. it stretches into a line, gleaming in the light, trailing from his parted lips as if his body is unraveling faster than he can control it. his jaw hangs slack with need, his eyes half-lidded and glazed.
then his pants fall open, and your hand moves without thought—slipping beneath the waistband of his underwear to grasp him fully.
he gasps—loud and shuddering—and his hips buck the slightest inch forward, as if chasing the warmth of your palm. in that same instant, the line of drool falls, landing wet and hot on your wrist, sliding down over your skin like a mark.
the feeling of his drool sliding warm over your wrist sends a jolt through your body—strange, electric, exciting in a way you can’t fully explain. your thighs press together instinctively, the heat between them building with every breath he takes.
he’s heavy in your hand.
hot. stiff. pulsing with need.
his body leans forward, barely held up by the tension in his muscles. his head tips back, exposing the column of his throat, jaw slack as he pants through parted lips. he’s a mess in your hand—completely undone, breathless and sweating, helpless to anything but the touch you’re giving him.
but your strokes falter.
he’s slick with sweat, and it’s more of a struggle than you expected. your hand catches slightly with each movement, and you glance back up at his mouth, remembering the way that thick drool had spilled from his lips.
you pull your hand from his pants.
at the loss of contact, he stutters—broken and breathless.
“why?”
your face flushes, warmth rising all the way to your ears at what you’re about to ask.
“spit in my hand.”
his eyebrows pull together—not from refusal, but from the sharp spike of desire and confusion. his mouth parts slowly, and then he obeys, cheeks hollowing as he draws the drool forward.
his tongue slips out, mouth wide and willing, and thick strings of spit fall heavily into your waiting palm.
you watch it.
watch how it glistens, how it coats your skin, warm and obscene and intimate.
your hand stills for a beat as you take in the weight of the moment—how close he is, how his body is giving you what you need to bring him pleasure.
then, slowly, you lower your hand again.
your fingers wrap around him, slick now, and the difference is instant. your strokes glide smoother, faster, and his body reacts with shudders and gasps. his hips twitch and his head falls forward, forehead nearly brushing yours.
a ragged moan rips from him, and his hand slams against the wall beside your head, bracing himself—because now he’s truly falling apart.
“s–shit!”
it rips from his throat, a sharp groan laced with more than just surprise. there’s something else in it—something raw, starved. hunger, yes, but not just for release. for you. for more of your touch, your attention, your hand wrapped around him like it was meant to be there.
you move with growing confidence now, dragging your hand up his length until you can tug him fully out of his pants.
he winces as the cool air brushes over his flushed skin, a tremor running through him at the sudden contrast. the heat of his body meets the cold of the world, and he shivers—but doesn’t stop you. not even close.
you see him fully now.
hard and flushed, the tip red and glistening, a thick vein running the length of him like a path carved straight to your hand. pre-cum beads at the head, already smeared down his shaft from where your palm had moved over him before, mixing now with the slick sheen of drool still coating your fingers.
your fist wraps around him again, deliberate and slow, and the combined wetness allows you to stroke him with ease. the sound is soft, wet, and rhythmic—his breaths syncing to the motion like he can’t help it.
his body bows slightly, every muscle tensing, like he’s trying not to collapse from the overwhelming pleasure you’re building in him.
he tenses beneath your hand, muscles locking as your strokes grow faster, more assured. his body is trembling now—not from fear, but from how close he is to falling apart completely.
another thick line of drool slips from the corner of his mouth, trailing slowly down his chin. you watch it for a moment, caught in the daze of his unraveling, until your eyes lift—drawn instinctively to his face.
and then you gasp.
his eyes are open.
not fully, but enough.
cast downward, glazed over with pleasure. but just enough to catch it.
a glint. a glow.
red.
dark, pulsing, unnatural—like embers caught in the low light. your breath hitches in your throat as you stare at it, transfixed, and then—almost like he knows—he slams them shut, a sharp whine escaping him.
“aah… wait,” he pants, his voice trembling. “something’s happening…”
you know exactly what.
you feel it in the way he twitches in your hand, in the pulsing warmth building at your palm, in the desperation threaded into every sound that falls from him.
so you don’t stop.
you go faster. tighter. focused.
his hips jerk forward, chasing the friction like he can’t help it, and a strangled moan breaks from his throat. his whole body hunches over you, trembling, until his forehead comes to rest against your shoulder, breath hot and ragged against your skin.
“please,” he gasps—voice small now, breathless—as his head turns just slightly, his mouth nearly brushing your neck.
you smell it.
blood.
copper-sweet and heavy on his breath.
then a deep, guttural sound tears up from his chest—a growl soaked in something ancient, primal—but it breaks halfway through, collapsing into something softer. weaker. almost… pathetic.
and then he tenses, hard.
his whole body locking, shaking in your grasp as he finally lets go—spilling into your hand and across the front of your nightgown in hot, thick pulses.
there’s a moment of silence.
thick, heavy.
the only sound is his breathing—hot and uneven—ghosting over your neck, brushing the skin there with every exhale like he’s still tethered to you by need alone.
your hand remains around him, even as he begins to soften, your fingers still slick and warm. only once he’s completely spent do you slowly pull your hand away in one long, fluid drag. the motion makes him flinch, a gasp slipping through his lips at the sudden overstimulation. his hips twitch, but he doesn’t speak.
he stays still, suspended in the hush between you, before his head tilts up. there’s something open in his expression—tender, maybe. something you’re not ready for. his lips move closer, and you know before it happens what he’s trying to do.
he wants to kiss you.
your head turns, just slightly. your eyes soften, but the word comes quiet.
firm.
“no.”
it’s barely louder than a breath, but it lands like a weight between you.
his eyes close slowly, and he leans his forehead back against your shoulder—not angry. just… quiet.
your legs are still pressed together, thighs tense, breath held. your nightgown clings damp against your stomach, the fabric sticking to your skin where he’d spilled across it. the reality of it hums through you, the scent, the heat, the knowledge that you let it happen. that you made it happen.
then you feel it.
his nose against your neck.
the slow inhale.
he’s smelling you.
your body stiffens.
for a second, terror scrapes at your spine. you think—maybe he lied. maybe this is the moment. maybe he’s going to sink his teeth into your throat and finish what started a few days ago. your heart races.
but he doesn’t bite.
instead, he pulls back slightly, brows furrowed, nostrils flaring as he sniffs the air—curious. drawn.
you follow his gaze.
he leans in again, closer this time, his softening length pressing faintly against your stomach, dragging heat across your skin through the nightgown. and then, his voice—low and hoarse—scratches its way up.
“what’s that smell?”
your stomach tightens.
you hear it—that hunger tucked just beneath the question. not for blood this time. something else. something that makes your skin tingle with anticipation and shame.
his hands move slowly, tracing the shape of your waist, until they settle at your hips—gripping them gently, but firmly enough that you feel the intent behind it.
your brow creases in confusion… until his eyes drop.
you follow the look.
and then it hits you.
you know exactly what he’s asking about.
because while you were focused on him—while your hand moved over him, while you whispered his name and watched him fall apart—the warmth between your thighs had bloomed into something undeniable. your panties are soaked. clingy. shamefully damp against your skin.
your face burns hot as the realization settles.
he smells you.
remmick’s eyes slowly rise to meet yours, and what you see there sends a ripple through your chest—hunger, thick and molten, pulsing just beneath the surface. another line of drool spills from the corner of his mouth, thicker this time, stretching as he breathes through it.
his hand moves—slow, sure—and drags down, curling behind your thigh. then, without warning, he lifts. your leg rises with the motion, guided by his strength, and your breath catches.
a gasp slips from your lips as your hands press instinctively against his chest, trying to ground yourself, maybe even push him back—but your limbs are shaking.
“what are you doing?” you stammer, voice barely stable as you feel his hand slide higher. it skids up your thigh, rough fingertips brushing hot skin, slipping under your nightgown like they’ve done it a hundred times before.
“you’re leaking,” he says, simply.
like it’s an observation. a fact.
like it’s not the most shameful, intimate thing he could’ve said aloud.
drool slips over his chin, unbothered by the mess he’s making, by the mess you’re in.
your body burns. flushed and twitching beneath his touch, thighs trembling around the hand that now glides so easily against your damp skin. his fingers drag through the heat gathered between your legs, and your hips jolt, a quiet sound caught in the back of your throat.
his mouth hovers just beside your cheek now, voice ragged and breath thick.
“let me taste ya,” he says.
almost pleads.
and there’s something so raw, so utterly stripped of pride in the way he says it—like he’s not asking just to take, but because he needs it. like the ache inside him will never fade unless you let him have this one thing.
you turn your head slightly, breath hitching as you meet his eyes—his mouth still hovering beside your cheek, so close you can feel the heat of his breath skating across your skin.
“i…” you begin, voice quiet and uncertain, “i ain’t never had that done before.”
he lets out a groan—deep, throaty, almost pained.
it vibrates against you like a confession.
“let me do it,” he murmurs, eyes dark and pleading. “please. show me where you like to be licked.”
the words make your heart stutter, but before you can even respond, you feel it—his fingers pressing firmly against your clothed heat, dragging slow and deliberate along the soaked fabric.
“remmick—!”
your voice breaks, sharp and startled, rising without your permission.
your face floods with shame, your body trembling at the sound that just tore from your throat. but desire drowns it out, thick and surging—because the pressure feels too good to ignore, and his touch is reverent, not cruel.
he pulls his head back, just enough to look you in the eyes.
and he waits.
there’s no smirk, no demand. just remmick, gaze burning into you with raw need, silently asking for something he doesn’t know how to take without permission.
you stare at him for a long, aching second—heart racing, chest heaving—before you nod.
slow.
shy.
but real.
that’s all he needs.
he sinks lower, descending to his knees with a hunger in his movements, yet careful—like you’re something sacred. both his hands slide along your legs, settling at the backs of your thighs, his thumbs rubbing gently into your skin as he looks up at you from below.
his face is flushed, his hair damp with sweat and clinging to his forehead, his lips parted and still shiny from where drool had spilled earlier.
“tell me what to do,” he groans, voice rough with restraint, with admiration.
his mouth is inches away.
but he won’t move until you tell him how.
your body is burning now.
inside and out.
the sound of his voice asking to be guided—tell me what to do—echoes through you, wrapping around your spine and sending a shiver up your back. no one’s ever asked that of you before. not like that. not with that kind of hunger barely held back by restraint.
when you glance down at him again, you find his eyes already on you. waiting. not impatient. not demanding. eager. wide, dark, full of wanting—but still waiting. like you’re the only one who can give him permission to breathe.
“use your fingers,” you say softly.
your voice wavers, shaky at the edges, but it doesn’t matter.
he hears you.
he obeys.
you catch the way the corners of his lips twitch upward—just for a moment—before one of his hands slides up, lifting your thigh gently and settling it over his shoulder. the stretch of it opens you, exposes you, and you gasp as the new position presses your nightgown higher.
then, his other hand moves—slowly, reverently—until his fingers are back at your panties. they’re soaked now, clinging to you, and you can feel every brush of his knuckles against the sensitive skin there.
his eyes flick up to yours again—checking. asking.
and then he slips a finger past the damp fabric, the tip curling just inside you.
your breath stutters in your chest, a sound catching in your throat that you didn’t mean to let out. he watches you. his gaze never leaves your face.
and then—
with a sudden tug, he rips your panties clean.
the sound is loud, sharp in the silence—the tear of fabric quick and final—and the cold air hits you immediately.
your body tenses, thighs quivering around him as the sudden exposure leaves you breathless. every nerve is awake now, burning, aware of the way his hands hold you open, how the cool air contrasts against the heat pooling between your legs.
you’re bare to him.
and he’s still kneeling.
still looking at you like you’re holy.
you let out a soft pant, your breath catching as you feel his finger slowly trail up the inside of your thigh. his touch is warm—rough in texture, but gentle in pressure—and your skin tingles beneath it. his movements are slow, careful, like he’s learning your body inch by inch.
he stops just at your entrance.
he doesn’t go further right away.
he lingers there—testing. waiting. seeing how you react to the nearness, the quiet promise of what comes next.
then, without warning, he slides a finger in.
his middle finger—long, thick—and the stretch of it makes your walls flutter around him.
a low moan tumbles from your lips, your head tipping back slightly as your muscles clench. it’s more than just the intrusion—it’s the heat of him, the weight of that single finger inside you, the way it already fills more than you expected.
your hand reaches down, gripping the hem of your nightgown tightly, bunching the fabric against your stomach as if anchoring yourself to the moment.
he draws his finger back out—slowly, deliberately—and then pushes it back in with a soft, wet sound that makes your cheeks burn. your body clenches around him again at the sensation, and the lewdness of it, the intimacy of being this bare and open, sends another wave of warmth washing over your skin.
he breathes in through his nose, like he’s memorizing the scent of your arousal, and you can feel him growing more confident in the way his finger curls just slightly on the next thrust.
the thrusts of his finger continue—steady, slow at first, then building into a rhythm that leaves your legs weak. each movement sinks in with purpose, the tip curling ever so slightly, brushing against a place inside you that makes your hips twitch.
your walls clench around him, instinctive and aching.
“you’re so warm,” he pants, voice husky with awe, like he’s never felt anything like this before.
you glance down—eyes glazed, breath uneven—and see his free hand working at himself again. his fingers wrap around his cock, now slowly thickening with each stroke. the sight makes your stomach flutter, your lips parting as another moan slips from your mouth, uncontained and needy.
your mind is fogged with sensation—his hand inside you, his hand on himself, both moving in tandem like some unholy harmony of want. your body is no longer your own. it belongs to the rhythm, the heat, the burn of it all.
then you feel it.
another finger at your entrance.
his ring finger this time—thicker than the first. he eases it in beside the other, stretching you slowly.
you wince. not from pain exactly, but from the sudden fullness.
you’d touched yourself before, sure. but your fingers had never felt like this.
his are longer. rougher. firmer.
they reach deeper.
your walls stretch to accommodate him, muscles fluttering as both fingers begin to pump in and out of you. slick sounds fill the air—soft, obscene—and every time he curls them just right, you whimper.
meanwhile, his other hand strokes himself in slow, languid motions, the pad of his thumb brushing over the tip. he groans aloud, the sound low and wrecked, spilling from his throat like it’s being pulled out of him.
and all of it—his fingers inside you, his pleasure building in front of you—pulls you deeper under.
he starts to move closer.
you can feel it in the way his breath warms your skin, see it in the way his shoulders shift, the subtle rise of his body as he inches toward you like gravity’s pulling him into place.
a low growl rumbles in his throat as he presses his face in, and when the bridge of his nose brushes against that sensitive bud, you tense—hard. a full-body shudder rolls through you, your breath catching sharp in your chest.
then suddenly—his fingers leave you.
you gasp at the loss, clenching around nothing, your body pulsing with the need to be filled again, to feel something.
“let me eat you, baby,” he pleads, voice raw, mouth just a breath away.
his words hit you deep—both filthy and tender, desperate and reverent.
you hesitate.
not from fear.
but from the overwhelming weight of it. the way your body is already responding without needing to be told.
then, you nod.
he doesn’t look up.
but he must feel it—through the way your thigh tenses over his shoulder, through the way your hips shift just the slightest bit forward, offering yourself.
he takes that as his answer.
his mouth descends, and you feel it—his tongue drawing a slow, deliberate line between your folds, tasting you for the first time. your back arches off the wall, sharp and sudden, your thigh slipping, and he readjusts it with one hand, holding you steady with a strength that borders on possessive.
then he licks again.
this time deeper, firmer—and a moan tears from his mouth. the sound vibrates directly into you, and your head falls back with a strangled cry.
“you’re so sweet,” he breathes.
then he presses a soft, almost reverent kiss to your entrance—like a promise—before his tongue pushes inside of you.
you cry out, the stretch of it unfamiliar and overwhelming, but so, so good. his tongue thrusts harshly, rhythm building fast, and every movement sends you spiraling, moan after moan clawing out of your throat as your body writhes against the wall.
your hand flies down instinctively, fingers diving into his hair, clutching at the thick strands. you don’t even realize how hard you’re holding on until you feel him groan again, deeper this time.
and then—his mouth rises, lips closing around that bud.
he sucks.
you break.
completely overwhelmed, shaking with the intensity of it, clenching around nothing but air and the feeling of him devouring you.
your head flies back, colliding with the wall behind you with a dull thud, but you hardly feel it. the pleasure ripping through you overshadows everything else. your free hand reaches up, grasping at your hair, tugging gently—desperate for anything to ground yourself as his mouth continues to assault your core with relentless devotion.
“remmick…”
his name falls from your lips in a moan, soft and broken, like a prayer caught halfway through a plea.
he doesn’t stop.
his tongue licks, flicks, drags through your folds, then closes around your clit again, sucking it into the heat of his mouth with rhythm that borders on sinful. the sounds he makes—low, guttural moans and hungry grunts—vibrate directly into you, sending fresh waves of sensation surging through your thighs, your belly, your spine.
he’s pumping himself with the same desperation, his hand moving fast and slick over his length, the sounds of it mixing with the wet noise of his mouth working between your legs. and every time he moans into you, you feel it—feel it everywhere.
then he shifts.
the hand that had been resting firm on your thigh over his shoulder suddenly moves. it slides down—strong and sure—until his fingers press into the flesh of your inner thigh, right beside your entrance. and then he pulls—gently but firmly, opening you wider for him.
a soft gasp slips from your mouth at the stretch, the exposure. you feel so bare, so utterly open. his tongue immediately returns, working deeper now that you’re spread wider for him, and it feels devastating—like you might come apart entirely just from the way he holds you open and tastes you like he’s starving.
your eyes squeeze shut as a stuttering moan tears its way out of your throat—uncontrolled, raw. your fingers twist tighter in his hair, clutching at the only thing tethering you to the earth as his mouth continues to work you open and undone.
and then—
something shifts.
a feeling. strange. unfamiliar.
it starts low in your belly—tight, electric, and rising fast. it coils, curls, builds like pressure behind a dam, and you don’t know what it is, only that it’s coming hard and fast and you don’t know how to stop it.
your breath hitches.
panic flutters in your chest.
your eyes snap open, wide with the sudden fear of losing control, and your body tenses as if to brace for impact.
and then—
it hits.
a violent, blinding explosion rocks through your body.
your mouth opens, but no sound comes at first—just the air being pulled from your lungs as your release rips through you.
your eyes roll back, vision swimming, and your legs nearly buckle beneath the weight of it. your thighs twitch, body quivering uncontrollably as your climax washes over you like a crashing wave you were never prepared for.
but remmick doesn’t let you fall.
his hands grip you steady, firm and reverent, holding you together even as you come apart in his mouth. he moans into you, greedy and satisfied, lapping up every drop of your release like it’s the only thing he’s ever wanted—like it’s the only thing that’s ever mattered.
you tremble above him, caught in the aftershocks, completely undone.
when he finally pulls back, his cheeks and chin are drenched—slick with you, shining in the low light. his mouth parts slightly as he breathes, dazed and wild, and you can still feel the ghost of his tongue between your thighs. you’re still catching your breath when he moves again—this time, pulling you gently down with him.
your back meets the wood floor of your porch with a soft thud, the cool surface a harsh contrast to the heat blooming in your skin. before you can process it fully, he’s leaning over you, body caging yours in, his cock already hard again, flushed and leaking at the tip. the sight of him above you, thick and heavy, makes your breath stutter.
you barely have time to react before you feel him—his tip brushing against your entrance, slicking over sensitive skin, nudging.
you snap out of it instantly.
your hands press to his chest.
“w-wait! stop!”
his body stills.
he freezes above you, panting, chest heaving as he stares down at you. the desperation in his eyes is immediate—sharp and pleading—but he doesn’t move. instead, you feel his fingers tighten around the bunched fabric of your nightgown, clinging to it like an anchor.
your mind is racing.
he wanted to go this far.
he was going to go this far.
and you—god, your face burns even hotter as the thought settles—you’d never done this before.
not with anyone.
not like this.
and the fear coils tight in your belly.
“i won’t hurt you.”
his voice comes soft.
echoing what he said earlier.
but it lands differently now—closer to a promise.
you look up at him, searching.
his hand on your hip is strong, grounding, and though he grips you tight, there’s no force in it. only restraint.
you search his eyes for anything that might read as a lie, some shadow of cruelty or indifference—but there’s nothing. only tension. only waiting.
so you nod.
his gaze softens, and the hand holding your gown lowers, moving between your bodies. he grips himself, lining up carefully, guiding the head of his cock back to your entrance.
you inhale, slow and deep, trying to ready yourself.
then—he meets your eyes.
and begins to push in.
your jaw clenches hard as the stretch begins. the pressure is immediate, unfamiliar, so much. he’s thick—thicker than anything you’ve ever felt before—and your walls struggle to accommodate him.
“s-slowly…” you manage to stutter, breath caught in your throat.
he nods, sweat beading at his brow, his own face twisted with the effort of going slow—of not losing himself completely in the heat and tightness of you. your walls clench around him, instinctively, and he groans low in his chest.
inch by inch, he presses deeper, until—
you feel a pinch. sharp.
not enough to cry out, but enough to make you tense again.
your hand flies down, gripping the wrist on your hip.
“wait!”
he halts immediately, eyes flying up to yours.
“almost there…” he moans, voice strained. “i’m almost there.”
his hand tightens, holding himself still—waiting for you to give him more.
and when you finally nod—heart hammering—he moves again.
he pulls out slowly, carefully, then pushes back in with more urgency this time. the stretch returns, but this time the pain dulls quickly, fading into something else. something thicker. warmer.
his hand plants beside your head, fingers splaying against the wooden floor for balance, and he pushes the rest of the way in until he bottoms out inside you.
you both still.
your bodies tangled, your breath ragged, your skin burning where it touches his. and for a long, pulsing moment—there’s nothing else.
just the sound of panting.
just the feel of him inside you.
just the overwhelming, terrifying intimacy of being this connected
slowly, but surely, he pulls out—just an inch, just enough to make you feel the loss—before pushing back in with a deep, guttural groan. the sound of it vibrates through your chest, and your own moan answers his as your hand flies up, gripping the wrist of the hand planted beside your head.
your grip is so tight your knuckles turn white.
“aah… yea…” he stutters out, breath shaking as his hips roll forward again, his thrusts slow but deliberate, each one more assured than the last.
the drag of his cock inside you leaves your body stuttering—your breath catching in broken gasps, your thighs trembling with every deep, slow stroke. he’s thick. so thick. every movement stretches you wide, your walls struggling to take him and clenching around him with a mind of their own.
he groans—mouth falling open in something pathetic, raw, aching—and the sound shoots straight through you. the hand on your hip tightens, guiding your body with each thrust, steadying you, grounding himself in your warmth.
your walls flutter around him, and he sees stars behind his eyes.
every time you clench, it’s like heaven and hell collide inside him.
your back begins to slide against the porch beneath you, the wood warm and rough, dragging lightly at your nightgown as his thrusts gain rhythm. the pace builds—not fast, but firm, deeper. every push rocks your body just enough to knock the breath from your lungs.
the sound of skin meeting skin fills the air now—wet, rhythmic, desperate.
his grunts are low in his chest, slipping out between clenched teeth.
your eyes open slowly, jaw slack, mouth parting as choked moans tumble past your lips.
and then—
you see it.
his mouth hangs open, panting, and in the haze of your half-lidded gaze, something catches the light. not just teeth. fangs.
sharp. monstrous.
inhuman.
you let out a sharp gasp as his hands suddenly move—grasping the backs of your thighs with a strength that steals your breath. he drags you toward him with ease, your slick skin sliding across the wooden porch until your thighs rest on his, legs spread and trembling as he settles into the new angle.
once you’re in place, his hands return to your hips—strong, possessive—and without pause, he begins pounding into you again.
but now, it’s different.
his rhythm grows more erratic, more primal. he groans through gritted teeth, fangs fully bared now, glistening with spit as his mouth hangs open in pleasure-drunk awe.
he finds that spot inside you again—
and again.
and again.
each thrust is a strike of lightning behind your eyes, drawing stars out of thin air, making your body convulse in helpless rhythm beneath him. you try to say his name, to moan it into the thick air between you—but all that escapes is garbled, slurred noise. syllables tangled in pleasure too strong to form words.
you don’t notice it at first—
the way his fingers change.
the grip on your waist grows tighter, rougher.
his nails stretch, curling longer, sharper, claws forming in real time as his body reacts to you. to this. to everything he’s holding back.
he groans through clenched fangs, jaw twitching with restraint. it takes everything in him not to pierce your skin. not to lose himself to what he is.
your hands reach down, fumbling for the hem of your nightgown, wanting it off, wanting to feel the air, feel him. remmick sees the motion, and something feral flashes in his eyes as he helps you—tearing the gown up and over your head.
it now lays beneath your upper back, your spine pressing into the fabric as your body arches.
the cold air hits your bare skin and a shiver runs through you. your breasts bounce with each thrust, each impact sending them upward and down in hypnotic rhythm.
remmick lets out a guttural sound—desperate and overwhelmed all at once—as drool escapes the corner of his mouth and spills messily across your stomach. you gasp at the sudden warmth of it, the contrast between cold air and wet heat making you twitch.
then his hand moves again.
he lowers it between your legs, and suddenly he’s rubbing your bud—rough and unrelenting. the pad of his thumb swirls over it in frantic circles, careful not to scratch you, using just enough pressure to send another bolt of pleasure through your spine.
you cry out, louder this time, your back arching as your body tenses up around him.
his other hand rises, large and trembling, and cups one of your breasts, kneading it with a kind of reverence that’s quickly undone by the bite of his claws. one scratches just slightly—a soft sting blooming across your skin—and instead of pulling back, you moan louder.
the pain only sharpens the pleasure.
and remmick…
he watches you fall apart like he’s witnessing something sacred.
and he’s the one dragging every sound, every shiver, every tremble out of you.
you’re losing yourself.
your vision blurs at the edges, body flushed and trembling, unable to hold on to anything solid—except him. your hand reaches blindly, desperate to touch, to anchor yourself in something, someone. your fingers find it—the chain. that gold chain around his neck, damp with sweat and heat.
you loop your fingers through it, gripping tight.
the moment you do, his body responds—his thrusts picking up speed, harder now, deeper. his hips crash against yours with ferocity, the sound of skin meeting skin echoing across the porch. each thrust sends his balls slapping against your ass, adding to the filthy rhythm of it all.
“l–look at you…” he pants, voice breathless and broken, eyes wild as he stares down at where you’re joined. “so beautiful… and speared on me…”
your head falls back, jaw slack as he slams into you again—rough, desperate. his thumb is still on your bud, circling fast and tight, and the pressure spirals out of control.
you feel it.
again.
rising.
but this time, you don’t panic.
you welcome it.
your walls flutter, then clamp down hard around him, squeezing his cock in perfect rhythm with your unraveling. your moans tear from your throat, raw and choked, as your body convulses beneath him.
remmick chokes on a moan of his own, hips stuttering as you clench around him. but he doesn’t stop. not for a second.
he pounds through it—thrusting through your orgasm, keeping the rhythm alive, drawing it out until you can’t tell where the high ends and the overstimulation begins.
the sounds are obscene.
each time he pulls out, it’s wet and loud, a slick drag that makes your stomach tighten—and then he slams back in, deeper, filling you again with a moan.
your walls twitch, overly sensitive now, and a sharp little wave of discomfort flares in the middle of the lingering heat. it stings, but not enough to stop. not when he keeps going like that. not when your body can’t decide if it wants to push him away or pull him deeper.
your grip on his chain tightens.
remmick moans—loud and broken—as the gold links dig into his neck, and still, he doesn’t stop.
his hips drive into yours with punishing need, his chest brushing yours with every thrust, and you realize—
he’s not just trying to fuck you.
he’s trying to stay inside you.
to live there.
to lose himself in the place where you melt around him.
and it’s becoming too much.
your body is trembling, wrung out and burning, nerves raw from how he keeps moving inside you—deep, relentless, nonstop. the sensitivity spikes, each thrust dragging along your pulsing walls like fire and silk, sending you over the edge and right back again before you’ve even caught your breath.
your mouth opens in a soundless moan, your legs twitching, body locked in that unbearable space between pleasure and pain.
remmick groans above you—deep, rough sounds torn straight from his chest. they rumble through his body and into yours, and you feel the way he’s struggling. holding back. holding in.
his fangs flash as his lips part again, saliva stringing between them as he pants like an animal. he’s trying—truly trying—not to sink them back into your neck. not to bite down and mark you like instinct is screaming at him to do.
you see it in the way his head tilts, the way his mouth hovers near your throat before he jerks back again, forcing himself to focus.
your hands are full now—
one clutching his gold chain so tightly the links dig into your fingers,
the other gripping his wrist, fingernails pressed to his skin, grounding yourself as your body thrashes beneath his.
you whine, high-pitched and breathless, overwhelmed as your thighs threaten to close, but his grip on your hips is unyielding.
his eyes glow—deep, dark red—and when he looks down at you, it’s through that glowing haze of instinct and want and near-unraveling. his jaw clenches hard, fangs bared as he fights the shift overtaking him.
then he tenses.
you feel it—
in the way his rhythm falters,
in the way his thrusts grow sloppy, uncontrolled, missing that sweet spot as his hips jerk with no pattern.
he’s close.
he hunches forward, his whole body curling in on itself, and a loud, broken groan tears from his chest as he spills inside you—hot and thick, pulsing with each wave of release.
you moan, long and soft, as you feel him flood you—coating your walls in warmth as his hips keep moving, fucking his orgasm into you.
he pounds through it, chest heaving, sweat dripping onto your skin. the mixture of you both—slick and steady—drips down from where he stretches you open, forming a glistening ring around the base of him each time he pulls back.
“remmick—!”
his name bursts from your lips, sharp and breathless, as your thighs snap tight around his waist, trying to anchor yourself to him—to anything.
your entire body trembles beneath him, and you feel like you might fall apart again, even though there’s nothing left in you but the aftershocks.
“i k-know, baby…” he groans, voice low and shaking, still thrusting inside you. his movements are uncoordinated now, sloppy and feverish, driven more by need than rhythm. his hips jerk like he’s chasing the last of it, like he doesn’t want to let go of the feeling of being inside you.
your eyes squeeze shut, and your fingers finally release their grip on his chain, the gold slipping from between your knuckles.
you trade it for flesh.
your now-free hand reaches up to grab his other wrist, mirroring your other hand—holding him completely. your body, your breath, your trembling form says stay.
his breathing stutters again, another broken groan ripping through him as he thrusts deep—hard—like something inside him is unraveling one last time.
at this point, you feel it—
the steady leak of your shared pleasure slipping out of you, warm and wet, trailing down your thighs and pooling on the floorboards beneath you. the sounds between you are slick and endless—every movement, every shift punctuated by the lewd, messy wetness of it all.
then he pulls back—just slightly—to look.
his eyes drop to where his cock still moves in and out of you, glazed with the evidence of everything you gave him. you feel his stare deepen, and you swear he’s ascending—his lips parted, eyes wide, breath stolen by the sight of you stretched around him, milking every last wave of his orgasm.
his hips slow.
slow again.
until they still.
his chest rises and falls, frantic and wild, then slower, steadier—as he begins to return to himself.
he looks up.
eyes searching yours.
his mouth opens, like he wants to say something. like he needs to.
but nothing comes out.
instead, he leans down.
his lips hover just above yours, breath brushing your mouth, waiting—asking. not like before, when you turned your face away. this time, he lingers.
and this time, you don’t pull back.
you tilt your chin just slightly, and your lips meet his in a kiss.
slow. warm. breathless.
not demanding. not frantic.
just real.
and in that quiet moment, with him still inside you, your bodies still joined in the mess of it all, he kisses you like it means something. like he’s trying to remember what it feels like to be human again.
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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favourite selfship dynamic ever has GOT to be "this is an objectively evil character But What If I Was Their Favourite" . literally SO fucking real . and i AM their favourite . they told me so and they would never lie to me. sorry that they lied TO YOU but they wouldnt do that to me. im just built different
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crxw1ey · 15 days ago
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wine drunk is the best drunk. makes u horny & intellectual. a lust-filled academic
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crxw1ey · 16 days ago
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just saw sinners and i can safely say that michael b jordan looked so slutty in his bloody tank top emptying entire gun clips into kkk members. immediate 10/10
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crxw1ey · 16 days ago
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who's up missing bo chow with a cigarette in his mouth stopping a poker game no questions asked to dance with his wife 🤕
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crxw1ey · 16 days ago
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Hello bisexual community
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crxw1ey · 16 days ago
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was thinking about which vampires from sinners would vibe with which vampires from iwtv but I fear the freak tendencies of the iwtv vampires will have the sinners one take a step back
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