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So badly do I want to reach out, apologize, and beg you to come back.

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i’m so tired of this, come back please :(

no one else has my attention like you :(

no one else can make me as happy as you :(

i haven’t seen you in months and that doesn’t help :(

i always think about you, never stopped but you don’t give a damn do you :(

you couldn’t care less about me :(

you just wanted to leave so you didn’t have anyone annoying you or bugging you as much :(

i’m sorry, it’s my fault i know :(

i wish things where different but they’re not :(

i’m here and you’re there and i wish it wasn’t like this :(

i miss you so goddamn much, i can’t handle the absence of you from my life :(

i just want things to go back to how they once were, when you were happy with me :(

but it’s not like that is it, it never will be again, and i’m sorry, i wish i could get over you but i’m too in love with you :(

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Por las noches siempre dueles un poco más.

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“I don’t know how to remember you. I don’t know whether or not to let the sweet memories we made on vacation, wading in the crystal clear water and falling asleep next to you, dominate my understanding of you, or if I should focus on you leaving me with such little explanation. I don’t know if you ever really loved me. I don’t know if you have found someone else. I don’t know if you have ever woken up next to someone and called them the wrong name, your name. Because I have. I don’t know if you have ever gotten forehead kisses from someone else and thought for a second that it was you. I don’t know if you have ever seem something funny and instinctively wanted to tell you about it and then remembering you aren’t interested in hearing from me. I don’t know if you have had nights where you dream us back together and wake up wishing you could sleep forever. I don’t know if you have thought of me since we last talked.”

— its been 5 months and i still don’t fucking know

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May we find our way back into each other’s arms

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some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

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“Think I’ll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the morning sky”

- Lana Del Rey (Summertime sadness)

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“You don’t think about me the way I think of you, and it’s killing me.”

- repeated pain

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i need you.

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“I should be over this by now, but it still hurts.”

- 2yrs later