cryinggirlnamedhelen

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

gn!reader, fluff, reader wears face masks, reader owns plushies

to the rest of the world, itoshi sae is a calculating, heartless man who only cares about soccer.

but they don't see him the way you do.

they don't see him sat down on the side of the bathtub, begrudgingly letting you attach a face mask onto his face. they don't seem him at night, warm and cuddled into your neck, watching doomscrolling on tiktok at 2 am and making a "that's stupid" comment about dumb tiktokts every once in a while. they don't see him staring deep into the eyes of your plushies, wondering why you're so attahced to them.

they don't see the way he looks at you whenever you smile. they don't see the way his eyes soften whenever you tell him that you love him. they don't see the way he rolls his eyes but holds back the twitch at the corner of his lips whehnever you tell him a stupid joke. they don't see the way he stays in bed just a few more minutes longer for you even though he should be getting to practice soon.

to the rest of the world, itoshi sae is cold and scarily calm.

but to you, sae is a stupidly in love idiot who is terrible at acting nonchalant.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

gn!reader, fluff

nagi falls asleep super quickly whenever you massage his head.

he’s on his gaming chair while you’re on his bed, and his hair just looks so fluffy and soft. you stand up and run your fingers through his hair, but a few moments later, he’s stopped playing the game.

you glance down at him, and you hold in a laugh. he’s out cold, and it’s barely been 20 seconds. “sei? seriously? already?” you asked.

you immediately texted reo ‘you should book sei a scalp massage some day’ before patting nagi’s head and kissing his forehead. he doesn’t wake up for another few hours, and now every time he’s sleep deprived, he just asks you to massage his head.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

gn!reader, fluff, reader uses hair ties

whenever sae leaves for an overseas match, he always takes one of your things with him.

a shirt. a hair tie. one of your plushies. something that can remind him of you while he’s gone. “i won’t miss you and your dumbass antics,” sae tells you as he packs one of your hoodies into his suitcase.

he always listens to your voice messages, whether it’s on the plane or in his hotel room or in the locker room right before a match. and he silently clutches the item he brought with him and holds it close to his chest. a small physical reminder of you and how you’re always with him.

and in return, he always buys a few things for you from whatever place he’s at overseas. a snack from your favorite candy brand but from that specific country. a keychain with your initial on it. a few polaroid photos of a landmark he’s at in that country. a small plushie of that country’s main animal.

“yeah, yeah. it was fine,” he says when he gets home, as if he literally wasn’t listening to a playlist he made for you the entire plane ride, as if he didn’t spend a good amount of time finding the perfect thing to gift you, as if he didn’t consider bringing you with him next time, as if he literally didn’t hold your shirt to sleep at night.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

your favorite birthday gift; gn!reader, aged up!rin, suggestive, MADE FOR @levihanmyotp HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!🥳

when you wake up, you don't expect to see rin in your room.

he was your husband, so of course it would make sense for him to be here. but the champions league just ended a little over a day ago, so you expected rin to be gone for maybe a few more days before coming back. but you welcome him anyways, rubbing your eyes with a small smile and halfway through your "good morning" before noticing something different about him.

he was standing there stiffly, face and ears beet red. but even moreso, a teal silk ribbon tied around his entire body and was wrapped into a large around on his torso.

"h...happy birthday." rin muttered, glancing at you. you laughed, wrapping your arms around his neck and kissing him.

"thanks, rin. i love you so much. but damn, who set you up in this? i never realized you were into this sort of stuff. should we try it out sometime?" you asked, sending him a smirk. he glared at you.

"there's a note right there." he gestured at a note dangling from the ribbon, and you picked it up. after you finished reading it, rin drawled, "they took me by surprise. and now i'm here."

happy birthday!

rinrin missed you a bunch cuz it was ur bday and so bcuz of that we're sending u a bday gift -- rinrin!

we love u and enjoy urself!

- isagi and bachira

"well, i'm unbelivably thankful for them. this is a hilarious sight." you took out your phone, taking a few pictures. rin wanted to walk away, but it was your birthday, and it probably wasn't a good day to annoy you.

"lukewarm." he muttered. finally, you unwrapped the ribbon around his body, although you kept it in the nightstand drawer. rin raised an eyebrow at you.

"for future reference and usage," you teased. rin turned beet red; unfortunately, he knew exactly what you were talking about.

he rolled his eyes. but immediately after, he crashed into your arms, the both of you falling onto the bed behind you. "happy birthday," he muttered into your chest. you patted his hair with a grin.

"thanks, rin. i love you so much."

"..i love you too."

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

inspired by this tiktok i saw, afab!reader, fluff

sae loves adding "my" in front of any petname or title for you.

sae isn't one who is particularly into petnames. in fact, he usually finds different petnames cringy. but when he's at his most vulnerable, face buried into you and arms wrapped around your waist and half asleep, a soft "you're so warm, my love" can be heard muttered from his lilps. and suddenly it's almost as if you're offering up your heart to the palm of sae's hands.

once in a blue moon, whenever sae's drunk and you go pick him up, he holds your face with his hands, squishing your cheeks together slightly. his breath is foggy with alcohol, his face bright red, and his pupils dilated the moment he lays eyes on you. "my darling, you're soooooooo pretty and you look like a goddess and wowwwwwwww. i swear i'm gonna marry you somedayyyyy, my dearestttt." and within a few moments, he's in your arms and clinging onto you for dear life. (his teammates recorded the encounter and never let it live down)

and whenever sae feels the need to--of course, he never gets jealous, but he gets annoyed pretty often--, he calls you "my girl" like it's second nature. "my girl isn't interested." "my girl wants this one." "my girl wouldn't even look at you if you didn't decide to bother her." "my girl shouldn't be wasting her time on this."

and the day he marries you and after?

yeah, you hear the words "my wife" from him more than "lukewarm" at this point.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

suggestive, fluff

rin still has a crush on you even when you're married to him.

every time you kiss him goodbye before literally just going to the supermarket to buy food to make him dinner, his face turns beet red the moment you step out of the door, thinking about that kiss for a handful of time. even at dinner, when your hand grazes against his to reach a dish that you like, the tips of his ears burn red, acting like he literally doesn't share a bed with you every single night.

whenever he walks in on you changing in mind you--your shared room--, he stiffens completely and turns scarlet red. he stutters every few sentences afterwards as well even though he's seen you change more times that he's gotten mad at bachira--which is really saying something. whenever you step out of the shower and ask him to bring you your towel, his eyes are darting everywhere and his entire body is burning.

and when you tell him that you wanna try for a baby? you expect him to react calmly or maybe reply with a harsh "no"--but instead he just turns stiff and tomato red.

yeah, he's dead.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

thinking about dad!kaiser, who does anything and everything to not turn out the way that his own father did. so he spoils his kids until they’re rotten, completely ignoring discipline.

it was difficult for him at first; his anger management has never been particularly good, but ever since he held his daughter for the first time, he’s made an effort to change. no matter how annoying kids can be sometimes, no child deserves to go through the things that he did.

his daughter punched someone? well, their fault for being in her way. he’s sitting in the principal’s office, twin glares of electric blue eyes glaring at the principal. one from kaiser, the other from his daughter. “so she punched a boy. and?”

“he has a bruise! his parents are extremely worried—“

“his problem. let’s go.” he took her hand and left the principal’s office. “we’re getting ice cream.”

“yay!”

but at home, you’re checking your emails with horror as an expulsion letter comes through. meanwhile, kaiser and your daughter just shrug it off like it’s nothing.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

karasu has always been moved by mediocre things.

a butterfly spreading its wings for the first time.

watching a sad movie.

rude comments about him made by his classmates.

a rainbow after an entire night of rainstorms and thunder.

but something that he had always been moved by more than anything else is his parents’ wedding tape.

his dark indigo eyes, captivated by his mother’s long and elegant white dress and flowers in her hair and hands. the soft way that his father looked at her with such a gleam in his eyes. and their kiss looked straight out of a fairy tale.

the old quality of the video didn’t blur his parents’ love for each other one bit.

he always remembered that his older sister used to adore that tape as well, watching it with him often when they were children. although after her first relationship ended, she stopped watching the tape.

and even as a small child, karasu swore that he would make sure that his lover’s wedding was just as beautiful. something that he would be able to cry over as well, just like how he cried over his parents’ old wedding tape from years ago.

and then he met you.

the curve of your lips when you smile. the way that the wind blows in your hair at the beach. the way that his cheeks twinges pink whenever you compliment him. the way that your laughter rang through his ears and lingered in his mind for days.

he was going to make your wedding the most beautiful one that he had ever seen. he loved you too much to do otherwise.

“don’t ya think yer gonna look great with white flowers?”

“honestly, i think yer gonna look better with this dress.”

“ya like fairy lights, right? alright. i’ll tell him that then.”

“yer no good when it comes to wearin’ heels for a long time, so make sure to pack an extra pair of comfortable shoes.”

and your wedding truly was the most beautiful thing that he had ever seen. and it did indeed bring him to tears; even more than his parents’ wedding did.

except he wasn’t the one awaiting you at the altar.

it was yukimiya.

he fulfilled his promise, just not in the way that he expected himself to.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

karasu hates the fact that he’s mediocre.

and yet in the neo egoist league rankings, he’s ranked 11 out of 23.

11 is half of 23.

he’s right in the middle.

he’ll forever be mediocre, no matter how hard he tries. compared to the others, he’ll always just be average.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

it takes kaiser a long time to say “i love you” for the first time.

it already takes him a while to figure out if he even loves someone. after all, how is he supposed to know how love feels like when his entire childhood was full of nothing but fury?

but then there’s the warm feeling inside his chest. there are the times when he accidentally grazes hands with you. there are the times when he watches you laugh over a stupid joke, and the burn of his cheeks certainly weren’t from the december cold. his chest tightens, his fingers are brought to a tingling sensation, and the world suddenly so vibrant.

he doesn’t know how to feels about it.

on one hand, it’s warm. it makes him forgot about his time in that house—that alcohol ridden, cold house. and yet at the same time, that feeling is like home. but it’s so unfamiliar, so different, so painful. he doesn’t know what to do with those feelings. with those memories that he formed with you.

and yet when he finally allows those three little words to seep from his lips, the weight on his shoulders only seem to heavy themselves.

“i’m sorry.”

the clear umbrella over your head was decorated with powder like snow, fog escaping your lips at every breath. the heavy coat over your body wasn’t nearly as heavy as kaiser’s heart. “i love someone else.” you muttered.

the berlin cold is harsh and unforgiving.

but kaiser just now learned that heartbreak is even more cruel.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

imagine vampire!rin with someone who reads and actively enjoys dark vampire romances.

it’s a muggy and rainy day—a day with no sun out. one of the few days of the year when he can go out into the human world without the fear of getting burnt. but of course, he can’t disguise himself too well aside from a cap and oversized clothing.

especially not when you—his human companion and lover—is trailing behind him like a lost puppy.

“you don’t go out much, so i gotta take care of you, y’know?” rin huffs at your words, pulling you to his side. “this reminds me of like, those dark romance novels.” the ones with the vampires and stuff.”

“i refuse to believe that you jsut uttered that sentence.” rin muttered, deadpan. his glowing teal eyes stared at you, pupils sharp. he brushed your cheek with his thumb, thought you shivered. he was freezing. he always was.

“alright, alright, damn. no need to be so judgmental. god forbid i enjoy dark romance.” you muttered. “but let’s be so fucking for real here, i literally bagged a book boyfriend. am i right?”

rin gave you a disgusted look. “one of these days i’m going to kick you out of my castle. or maybe drink your blood while you’re asleep.”

you shook his arm. “i haaaaaate you. you were literally depressed and lonely before i came and now you wanna kick me out? dumb ass shit. acting like you literally don’t watch me sleep as a hobby. which is hella creepy, by the way, but it’s sorta funny.” rin sighed.

“you’re stupid. and dumb. and annoying. i don’t even know why i let you stay with me.” you grinned.

“but you love me. right? right?”

“unfortunately so.”

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

imagine rin with someone who is obsessed with his lethal face card.

rin doesn’t really care about his appearance. in fact, he tends to dislike it sometimes because of how much it reminds him of sae’s. but when he’s studying formation tactics and scribbling notes on his formation graph and you’re staring at him all googly eyed, he raises an eyebrow.

“…what?” he asked. you smiled dumbly, patting his head.

“you’re so fine. your face card is literally lethal. like, even more than madison beer lethal.” you hummed. rin narrowed his eyes, looking at you as if you were stupid.

“what?” but he ignored you afterwards, although the tips of his ears still burned bright pink. he wasn’t chronically online, but he didn’t live under a rock either.

he heard the flash of a camera, he he glanced your way. “rin, you’re so gorgeous from this angle. well, you’re gorgeous from every angle, but who cares.” you tapped repeatedly on your phone, and rin was curious now.

he snatched your phone from your hands, scrolling through the camera app. “wha—hey!” you exclaimed, your face burning up. rin blinked a few times, and heat began to creep up his neck and face.

“why is there an entire album of me.” he asked, although it sounded more like a statement.

“god forbid i have pictures of my boyfriend who could easily work as a model,” you replied. “rin, as i said, you’re soooooo fine. i would go to war for you as a one person army and i’d win. helen of sparta would be put to shame.” you huffed proudly.

rin rolled his eyes. “you’re not winning against a single person, let alone an army.” but his chest still tightened, a small and almost unnoticeable smile on his face.

“i hate you.”

he glanced at your face, almost staring. “what? blinded by my beautiful face card or something?” you asked, flexing your biceps jokingly.

“your face card isn’t too bad either.”

yeah, you didn’t survive the night.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

“𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲”

𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 ; stupid yet cheesy romantasy tropes and dynamics that you’d have with your (not so) lovely fantasy man.

𝐟𝐭 ; michael kaiser, itoshi rin

𝐜𝐰 ; gn!reader, fantasy au

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫’𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 ; i watched the new smurfs movie. waste of my time mostly, but there were some good scenes here and there. the villain (who pissed me tf off) had a normal guy assistant who was lowkey being bullied the entire film so yeah that inspired me to make this.

𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐥 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐫 - 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 (𝐮𝐧𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠) 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭

you really just needed a well paying job after you finished college. that’s it.

but before you could stop yourself, you’re suddenly in a daily cycle of watching people’s lives get ruined and living in a castle.

oh and having to make kaiser food every day since he’s a lazy ass bum who has no idea how to cook.

and making his bed. and feeding his pet demon dogs.

he likes to flirt with you; and often. “i’m crushing his heart right now; do you want his heart on your plate for dinner tonight, schatz?”

“no. and you don’t even cook, so you can’t be talking.”

he finds it extremely irritating. but at the same time, it’s intriguing for him, and before he knew it, he had fallen in love.

deeply in love.

if you were ever targeted, he would move mountains and burn oceans and destroy the world to get you back. not that you’d know that, of course.

but when he kisses you one day after killing someone who tried to hurt you, his hands still stained with their blood?

yeah. your heart can’t help with skip a few beats.

𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐫𝐢𝐧 - 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐭

itoshi rin. the destroyer. the murderer.

everything he touches (except for himself) with his fingertips disintegrates, except for the magic gloves that he managed to purchase for quite a hefty price.

so he lived in isolation after nearly killing his father, living out his immortal life alone in the mountains

but one day, when a lost traveler—you—finds your way into his small cottage, he nearly loses it.

barks and yells at you—telling you to leave. he hates you; that’s what he tells himself. but he just doesn’t want to hurt anyone.

but you just blink and shrug. “as long as you don’t touch me, i’ll be fine, right?”

you got him there.

so he begrudgingly let you stay, and it’s a peaceful yet rowdy life.

until he accidentally touches you one day—with all five fingers. and he’s panicking, ready to cry. he can’t lose you.

but you’re perfectly fine, for some reason.

it’s unexplained. rin has no idea why you’re immune.

but he grasps your face with all ten fingers and kisses you, tears still lingering in his eyes.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

i feel like karasu would adore a girl who plays hard to get.

sitting next to him in science class, and he’s passing you stupid and cheesy pickup lines with a small slip of paper. you’re glaring daggers and him and telling him to shut up, but he’s staring at you with hearts etched into his pupils and the dumbest grin on his face.

and you tell him to shut it or walk away, but karasu notices. he always does. he always notices the red burn at the tip of your ears and you slight grin you form whenever he tells you a dumb joke.

but the denial only increases the thrill for him.

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

onazi is so cute awwww. and also this one guy with the glasses (ive seen a lot of translations of his names so idk) is soooo fine

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

I heard someone asking what is blue lock is about, other one answered "Mostly about men with serious commitment and abandonment issues that you are not sure if they want to smash or kill each other."

...I mean- Are they wrong tho?

oh definitely not. i love to describe bllk as “gay and mentally unstable teenage boys playing with balls”

[cryinggirlnamedhelen]

Oh yeah, i also want to let you know that Firefly Wedding already has a drama CD, you can watch it on YouTube. The most interesting part? Goto Shinpei (The Assassin) has the same Japanese voice actor as Rin.

I DID NOT KNOW THAT WHAT. wait goto has the same va as rin…? guys assassin!rin fic coming 100%