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Lol sorry I haven't done literally anything in a while and kinda disappeared without a word.
Just kinda having a hard time rn cause I don't really enjoy the holidays and I'm just overwhelmed with shit lmaoooo
Life is too fast but my misery is faster B) /hj
I'll hopefully be back to posting stuff like. After the holidays. Take care until then. Hope everyone's had a good one and if not, hopefully your new years will be better.
#// Im just. man im just falling down the literal drain //#// See you all next year 😎✌ //#[ > loud and clear! < ]#cursing tw#tw cursing
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Big brother and me info dumping him about how to survive another horror movie :)
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Rn all that's in my head is idv mode and I have so many f/os from there already. I need to add them to the list but its like. Definetly been a year since I started f/oing them
but I am concidering adding Emil and Ganji? With Emil, I kinda wanna because I wanna hold him and tell him it's okay :( I also really don't like his canon relationship [ Ship what you want ig but it rubs me the wrong way lol ]. With Ganji, I really relate with him and wanna just: Tell him it's okay and we can be little anti social gremlins together.
So I'll be thinking about that. But seriously look at him. I love his hair and I wanna hold them both tightly. Trying to decipher if that's just platonic or romantic tho tighunhghggh

I mean look!!! There designs are so good!!! :))
#// Hello gamers - It is simp o'clock //#// I'll think more in the morning for this idufhvv //#[ > loud and clear! < ]#[ > oh no! crush incoming! < ]#// [ Looks at idv ] Ah yes. my favourite game made up of nitwits //#// If they ever make plushies of these guys it is OVER //#// for me because I want them soooooo bad //
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Big brother and me info dumping him about how to survive another horror movie :)
#// ufhiusehf He lets me go off and ramble sooo much //#// He doesn't look it but I promise he really really enjoys my info dumps !! :D //#🌕 FATED BONDS ( NAIB ) 🌕#// 🐁 TO BE DECIDED [ IDV ] 🐁#[ > Familial F/os ! < ]#selfship#self ship#familial self ship
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COMFORT FIC THINGIE
SHIP: - #🌕 Fated Bonds [ Naib ] 🌕
A Familial ship // Older brother Figure
Feeling shit and it was my bday today / yesterday - It's is / was the 21st and wrote this to cheer myself up after crying. Basically just him find me crying and comforting me before falling asleep. Its short but I needed this so... I plan on doing some late birthday art for myself tommorow. Today has just been stressful. Also FYI - I don't speak Nepali. My dumbass used Google translate so apologies in advance for that lol. I just wanted to put bits and pieces in cause it's Merc.

The creak of the door awoke them from the vague spacing out, In the doorway stood the familiar face of the Mercanary. He and the Lab Rat had become close over the corse of the manor's games. Noone was sure on what exactly kindled the bond between the two, They had just been distant one day and then slowly the peices fell into the picture that made up what they were now. It was a sibling-like bond - They weren't bound by blood but that was never important.
Naib took a step in, Studying Taylor on the bed, curled up and red eyed. He frowned since he already knew exactly why this was happening, It wasn't the first time he had found them like this. He slowly shut the door behind him spoke.
" नमस्ते " was the only word he said before more sobs left their mouth, Tears weren't held back and it broke his heart to see them like this. He wouldn't rush them into talking about it, Instead just making his way to the bed, Sitting down and opening his arms. He learned his actions spoke louder than words with them. The younger survivour wasted no time practically wrapping their arms around him and holding on. He patted their back gently, Rubbing circles and murmuring comforting words in his native tongue. He listen to the crying until their sons softened and he felt his shoulder was damp. He didn't let go though, He knew better than that. After all, it had been what Taylor had done when they tried to help with his nightmares.
The horrid images came to life in what should have been a sugar plum wonderland. They didn't hesitate in helping calm him down and assuring him it was okay, Muttering soothing phrases and holding him close. Sometimes he told himself he was simply repaying the favour. Although now he knew better than that, He genuinely began to care. He tried to push them away but eventually he found them following him like a lost puppy. It worried him at first but that worry melted away and instead grew his protective nature. Often keeping them right and away from survivors he deemed ' dangerous ' but even then, The unknowing optimist would try to help said survivors in anyway they could. He'd chuckle at their naivety. Empathetic and emotionally fragile.
He felt them slack against him, Knowing them well he picked up on the probably headache which caused them to become tired. He slowly places them back, Letting them go gently and taking a moment to stare. His heart ached at the sight but he was happy they were able to get it out. Taylor was never one to be forward with their feelings, much to his dismay. He reached out a hand, Gently brushing their hair with his hand. Pulling his fingers through the dyed locks of hair. He paused for a moment, The words getting caught in his mouth before he spoke up
" I promise you're good enough. Okay? " Was the words he spoke, Softly sweeping their hair out their face. They nodded, Now struggling to keep their eyes open which earned a smile from the older male.
" Thank you. " They responded tiredly, Now beginning to rest as they moved closer towards where he sat. Sighing contently.
" समस्या होइन भाइ " He replied in a murmur, Watching them drift off as he continued to pet their head.
Translations
नमस्ते ( Namastē ) - Hello
समस्या होइन भाइ ( Samasyā hō'ina, bhā'i ) - Not a problem, Sibling
#// 🐁 Tag coming soon 🐁#🌕 FATED BONDS ( NAIB ) 🌕#self ship#self ship fic#tw cursing#cursing tw#[ > Familial F/os ! < ]#[ > Writing time ! < ]
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Bad mood cause I had bad idv games as well as just an overall sour mood :(
I'm gonna draw some nice stuff for my bday since it's tommorow and I want too. Probably gonna be idv related cause that's all I've been playing lol.
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I figured out I'm asexual :) Which is nice because it only took 19 years and 359 days lmao.
But like. I think the reason it's taken me so long to get it is because I'm sex positive towards other people but if it involves me I'm indifferent
And I just. I feel right and I'm very happy!!
#// Not selfship stuff but I'm just really happy right now //#// Like it FEELS right. I think I also might be aro? but that part of me wants a relationship //#// So I dont know yet but. I feel like I've figured part of myself out and it's great //#// I'll post stuff soon promise!! ♡♡ //#[ > loud and clear! < ]
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I had an in.side j.ob related dream and me and Raegan were like.... Y'know she had a crush on me and mutual pining gdhshxjch.
I just.... Raegan was there and Brett was too. And so was Rand but we don't talk about him ( Because he was glaring and breathing down my neck the entire fucking time.
So we were like, Going to space just me and her in a rocket for some reason. It was great because we just kinda chilled. We were going to a planet, can't remember which one though but it definetly wasn't the moon. Also I remember Brett took another one for some reason and when we got there he was all giggly and winking at Raegan and I was just like " ???? is he okay ???? " - I'm presuming he was like that because: Haha Raegan likes me... I think? That's what the rest of the dream told me anyways. So we did our thing, Which was doing random stupid shit I can't remember, I think it was like alien ambassador stuff? Dunno. BUT THEN for some reason, Which is not surprising, Rand shows up and is just being a total dick to me n' shit which was just like: SUPER ANNOYING. Cause I had to save him from somehow falling Which was weird cause gravity. But either way, After that he was STILL A DICK. like I'm saving his ass again but then we got back and I was just like " going out for lunch and away from Raegan's fuck boy of a dad byeeewe " and then there one bit everyone was making bets around the table and gambling for whatever reason and it went into like that 3rd person thing. It was about me and Raegan getting together and she was super pissed about it. So she like, " Fuck you " and bet she would confess that day and found me during lunch break - Brett was wingmanning the shit out of her, Like honestly he's such a good guy: Pop off king, Love you and keep the good shit up [ /p ]. THEN I WOKE UP LIKE WHAT NOOOO, LET ME GO BACK IT WAS GONNA BE SO CUTE, SHE HAD NICE SWEETS AND EVERYTHING JDHDHGHYDG.
Also Myc was really sulky about us for some fucking reason when I WAS with Raegan. I don't know why. I might write a fic based off this dream now cause fhdfhfhg it was SO GOOD and I'm very petty I woke up at the best part >:((
#// Dream me was fucking thriving. like whoooo go me //#// But Brett giggling at staring at us was THE funniest shit. it was so good //#// Dream me. You are so cool. //#[ > loud and clear! < ]#[ > romantic f/os < ]#🥼 CONTENT WITH YOU HERE ( RAERY ) 🥼#cursing tw#tw cursing
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PROMO POST !!
🤍 - Hey, I'm Cryptid or Crypt :) - I'm currently looking for more mutuals and friends! I'm pretty shy and socially awkward but I'd love to meet some new cool people!!
👻 - I use any pronouns, I have adhd and I'm 19 but I'll be turning 20 next week - so if your not cool with 20 y/os interacting/following you: There's a heads up :)
🤍 - I tend to hyperfixate a lot! Right now I'm doing so with fn.af and R.ed v.s Bl.ue!! However: I am into a large variety of franchises so if you see one we both enjoy, I'd love to talk about it with you! :)
👻 - My DNI / BYF can be found here!! Please check it out BEFORE following! It's very helpful and very appreciated!!
🤍 - Feel free to dm / shoot me asks! I love hearing people gush and talking to them so even if we aren't mutuals: You can always drop something in my ask box :)
👻 - Gif credit [ Made from this video ]
#[ > loud and clear! < ]#selfship promo#selfship#// Ok so I'm pretty unwell rn but I REALLY wanted to get this posted. cause I've had it in my drafts for a while //#self ship#self ship promo#promo
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Yes: I’m in love with a character from a game that hasn’t even came out yet - No that will not fucking stop me. I’m so excited for it to come out next month you have no idea, uhueuifuisefhuisefhehfuishef
jiijefiejf I’m going through major burnout / art block so I can’t manage anything else but doodles which is REALLY ANNOYING because I want to draw the shit out of him and me like bruh. Lemme do it >:((((
Note - Don’t repost any of these / my art in general saying something like “ I wish that were me “ or some shit. It makes me feel really uncomfortable and invalid [ and since my carrd is in progress rn - I really DON’T want that happening which is also why it’s here. ] also I’m good with soft blocking so feel free to do that :)
#// hahaha.... he's... pretty.... 2014 me is thriving rn I assure you //#// I can't wait for it but the only problem is that I won't be able to access it early. A tragedy truly. //#// I wanna hold his... face and... we can hug... it'd be nice. I'm also terrified for his fate in it please let him be okay. PLEASE //#⚡ HONEYBEAR [ TEDDY ] ⚡#🔦 MAYBE I'M NOT THE PERSON THAT I NEVER WANTED TO BE ( FNAF ) 🔦#[ > romantic f/os < ]#[ > self insert < ]#[ > Drawing Time ! < ]#selfship#self ship#fnaf selfship#self insert x fictional other#self insert x canon#tw cursing#cursing tw#cw: fnaf
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Cookie sona just dropped lol. Gonna draw up cute selfship art later. PLus trying to decide if I wanna add others to my f/o list since there are some cuties pending 😳
Cookie sona just dropped lol. I plan on drawing some stuff later but for info: The attire they’re wearing ISN’T the baking attire it’s more casual - Also since both Alchemist and vampire are based of foods [ even though they’re names aren’t SPESIFICALLY food based ], I based them of green grapes since Alch is purple grapes and vamp is grape juice.
#// I love this type of green so i'm thriving rn //#// Also i need to update my carrd a lot lol //#// Gonna make a full ass ref later //#[ > Drawing Time ! < ]#self insert#🍇 GRAPES OF A VINE ( CR ) 🍇#🟢 YOU'RE NOT A GHOST. I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU ( CR ) 🟢
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efhuefh I wanna do screenshot edits but then I remembered I have no clue on how to take screenshots on Neflix. I'll figure it out later since I'm feeling lazy but if anyone knows please let me know I need to edit / redraw me and Raegan on dates from ep 4 :( I yearn to hold her so.
#// I just. Don't feel like putting in effort to figure it out so I'll just stick with my cute doodles n' stuff //#// I have so many ideas so it's gonna be great lmao //#[ > loud and clear! < ]
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Me, patiently waiting for it to get closer to December so I can change my profile pic to a December themed one:
#[ > delete later < ]#// I just.... waiting for it to be closer to december //#// thinking about maybe the day after my b-day since I feel that's a good time //#// can't beleive I'll be 20 it's kinda scary //#// But ik literally nothing will change. I just... I've been living for 2 sets of 10 years. That's kinda wack //#// deleting later cause eh not a very important post uehsfiuhesfun //
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Having a sad moment because I love/hate the new Villi.anous episode. Cause it’s like: Wow I love new content but the content is of my f/o being FUCKING manipulated and used. I just... Look man. Miss He.ed is pretty, I love her design but I’m sorry, I need to grab her by the ankles and spin her around before tossing her. I understand she’s probably got issues and she hopefully could work them out as stuff continues because I get that, Working to better yourself is awesome but no. NO I WILL NOT LET HER NEAR HIM I WILL NOT FUCKING ALLOW IT. I will take her and fucking Gold.heart down - They will not hurt my boy. They better watch out before I smack their ankles with my razor scooter - not clickbait.
So the meme below is just my sona in the ep the whole time >:) I might also write up some angst because hehehe I’m feeling sad and what’s better than making angsty content hehehehe
#// I will protect him with my whole being. He deserves only the best and to feel safe. loved and validated //#// Usually I love girlboss types but... I stop when they get as bad as Heed did :/ //#// because OH BOY I can't tell if it stirred my trauma //#[ > Loud and Clear! < ]#[ > romantic f/os < ]#✈️ MAKE MY HEART SOAR ( FLUROW ) ✈️#tw cursing#cursing tw#tw caps#caps tw#tw threats#threats tw#[ threats are towards fictional characters not irl people ]
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God I wish that one moment in ep 6 of Vill.ianous where Flug picks up He.ed was me. Like, Vghdhfugh I hold him a lot but.. he... holds me? I'm giggling at the thought hdfgxbxvc
Also... that one scene where they kiss.... I imagine me doing that to him and his cute little flustered reactions just make my heart melt. Kxhtgfbfhtydhyh hahaha. Smooching time.
Not saying anything but I might do a funny screenshot edits later 😳👉👈
#no thanks#// And minus the whole weird love potion stuff. I dont wanna do anything like that it's fucking gross //#// Don't get me wrong - Heed's cute but for that reason. makes me go //#[ > loud and clear! < ]#✈️ make my heart soar ( flurow ) ✈️#[ > romantic f/os < ]
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[ fireworksound.mp3 plays ]
Drew this as comfort cause it’s Gu.y Faw.kes night and uh. As much as I love fireworks the sound is horrid >:((( But they’re at least it’s kinda pretty... I also would probably hold onto him :) - This image takes place “ before “ we’re dating lmao
#// flugflugflugflugflugflugflugfl- //#// I am in love with him sooooo bad //#// sorry I forgot to post this earlier so now it's here ohefjse //#// starting to think I have a type of socially awkward sciencists.... hm... //#// dw I'm not posting anything else so :') //#✈️ MAKE MY HEART SOAR ( FLUROW ) ✈️#☠️ I'M NOT WHO YOU TAKE ME TO BE ( V ) ☠️#[ > Drawing time ! < ]#[ > romantic f/os < ]#selfship#self ship#self insert#self insert x fictional other#self insert x canon
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POV: you’re the invisible fidgety ex-spy who’s crushing on your co-worker
#// Truly: I have popped off lol //#// I really like the design though - I think it looks pretty cool. //#// I'm also working on a ship tag for me and raegan hehahaheoijfioe //#🔱 YOU KNOW. I REALLY HATE THIS TOWN. ( IJ ) 🔱#selfship#self ship#self insert#self insert x canon#self insert x fictional other
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