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I LOVE THIS GUY MORE THAN MY LIFE

JIN YOONGI NAMJOON HOBI JIMIN JK

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Masterlist

Good Girl (EXO Ot12 Mafia au) Complete

CH 1, CH 2, CH 3, CH 4, CH 5. CH 6, CH 7, CH 8, CH 9, CH 10(M), CH 11, CH 12 CH 13, CH 14, CH 15, CH 16, CH 17(M), CH 18, CH 19, CH 20, CH 21, CH 22(M), CH 23, CH 24, CH 25(M), CH 26, CH 27, CH 28, CH 29, CH 30(M), CH 31, CH 32, CH 33, CH 34, CH 35, CH 36(M), CH 37, CH 38(M), CH 39, CH 40, CH 41, CH 42(M), CH43(M), CH 44, CH 45(M), CH 46, CH 47, CH 48, CH 49, Bonus

I Am An Alpha (EXO Ot12 Wolf AU)

Ch 1, Ch 2, Ch 3, Ch 4, Ch 5, Ch 6, Ch 7, Ch 8, Ch 9, Ch 10, Ch 11, Ch 12, Ch 13, Ch 14, Ch 15, Ch 16, Ch 17, Ch 18, Ch 19, Ch 20, Ch 21, Ch 22

Bad Girl (Sequel to Good Girl)

Ch 1, Ch 2, Ch 3, Ch 4, Ch 5, Ch 6, Ch 7, Ch 8, Ch 9, Ch 10, Ch 11, Ch 12, Ch 13, Ch 14, Ch 15, Ch 16, Ch 17, Ch 18, Ch 19, Ch 20, Ch 21, Ch 22, Ch 23 Ch 24, Ch 25, Ch 26, Ch 27

All My Idols (Literally everyone)

Ch 1, Ch 2, Ch 3, Ch 4, Ch 5, Ch 6, Ch 7, Ch 8, Ch 9, Ch 10, Ch 11, Ch 12, Ch 13, Ch 14, Ch 15, Ch 16, Ch 17 , Ch 18, Ch 19, Ch 20, Ch 21, Ch 22, Ch 23, Ch 24, Ch 25, Ch 26, Ch 27, Ch 28, Ch 29, Ch 30, Ch 31, Ch 32, Ch 33

Two Bosses (Sehun & Kai & OC CEOau)

Ch 1, Ch 2, Ch 3, Ch 4, Ch 5, Ch 6, Ch 7, Ch 8, Ch 9, Ch 10, Ch 11, Ch 12, Ch 13, Ch 14

Kitten (Kyungsoo Wolf AU) Complete

Pt 1(M) Pt 2

Take Care Of You (Xiumin Mafia AU)

Pt 1, Pt 2, Pt 3

Requests

Maria (Kris x OC)

Good Morning With EXO

Xiumin, Luhan, Kris, Suho, Yixing, Baekhyun, Jongdae, Chanyeol, Kyungsoo, Tao, Kai, Sehun

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Habitual Words

Genre: Sad

Characters: Joshua X Reader

Word count: 1100

Summary: You get a surprise visit from your first love Joshua, on what’s meant to be the happiest day of your life.

A/N: Okay second post!! Really didn’t like this one but I loved the idea behind the story, if that makes sense? Anyway, I basically based this story off of Seventeen’s Abuse, coz like WHY NOT!? I absolutely LOVE this song like the vocal team SLAYZ (as if you didn’t already know this) 

Anyway... Feed back is highly appreciated, and don’t be scared to request anything. So without further ado...

“Okay, you ready?” Your maid of honor asked, smiling, as she gave you your bouquet of flowers.

“Thank you,” you replied smiling.

You turned back to the mirror in front of you, to look at your reflection, one last time.

“Okay, I’m ready!” You said to your bridesmaids.

You all cheered and made your way out of the dressing room.

“Oh, look at my little girl,” your mom cooed taking you face in her hands.

“Mom,” You giggled.

“Oh, my princess,” your dad said moving closer, “Never thought this day would come. I’m losing you,” he said taking you in a hug.

“Dad, you’re not losing me. You’re just merely passing my on to a man who is going to protect me as much you do,” you said making him laugh.

“You ready to do this?” he asked taking your hands in his.

“Ready as I’ll ever be,” you said giving him a reassuring smile.

Music started playing as the large wooden doors in front of you opened to a beautiful wedding reception. People stood and turned to look at you. 

But all you could see was the man you loved standing at the end of the aisle, smiling brightly at you.

“Alright! Alright! Time for the bride and groom to have their first dance together,” The DJ said over a mic.

Everyone cleared the dancefloor and cheered you on as a song came on. The two of you dance with smiles of love and happiness on your faces. The song came to an end and you went to take a seat.

A few hours went by of chatting with a few old friends, until someone walked up behind you.

You turned around, your smile fading as shock overtook your emotions.

The man in front of you smiled down at you, but it seemed as if his smile did not reach his eyes,

“Joshua?” you whispered, standing from your seat.

“Hi Y/N,” he said, “Could I have this dance?” he asked offering his hand.

You hesitated but took his hand. You placed your hands around his neck and he carefully placed his on your waist.

The music suddenly changed.

Your heart skipped a beat as you looked around, as if you could see the music, before looking back at Joshua.

You slowly started moving to the beat of the music.

“Joshua, what are you doing here?” you asked keeping the tempo you two had.

“I’m signed to a company and in a group. We’re debuting soon.”

“That’s great Josh, but what are you doing here?” You tried again.

“Remember this song? The song I wrote for you,” he said lowering his head and lightly chuckled.

He looked up again, into your eyes and smiled the same broken smile.

“Remember, this was the last song we danced to together.”

“Hong Jisoo, stop playing around and tell me,” you scolded.

He let out another low chuckle before staring straight into your eyes.

“I came to talk to you.” He said as you two swayed to the slow beat

“Now of all days? On my wedding day?” You scolded him again as your heart churned.

“I know. It’s stupid, I’m stupid. I know I lost you already, but…” he said as tears threatened to spill.

“Josh…” You said

“No. I need to tell you, please.” His voice sounded strangled but he kept his composure as much as he could.

 “When you told me, you were leaving Korea I suffered and got angry and possessive, I didn’t want to lose you. But in the end, I did,” he lowered his head again.

He lifted his head and you saw a stray tear fall from his beautiful eyes. Your heart hurt to see him like this.

You lifted a hand to his cheek and wiped the tear away.

 “You know every day I stared at my phone. Waiting for you to text me, and tell me you need me, that you weren’t okay either. I always hoped you were having a rough time and that you thought of me because it was just too hard. I just wanted to forget you, everything about you. But I couldn’t. Every night I’d dream of you and I’d unknowingly look for you in my dreams. I’d call your name over and over again but there would always be no reply. I’d wake up just to cry myself back to sleep because I miss your embrace, I miss your scent, because I miss you.” He said letting the tears flow.

You were still swaying to the music. You lifted your hands to his cheeks and wiped at the tears that ran freely past his cheeks. He touched your hand that cupped his face and smiled a sad smile. He let his hand lift to your face.

 “The bride should not be crying,” He chuckled wiping your tears away.

 You two just stood laughing, before he took you into a hug.

 “Joshua, you were my first, for many things, but I had to move on and so do you. You deserve a girl who will treasure you and who will love you unconditionally. I’m sorry I can’t be that girl but I want you to always remember,” You said cupping his face again and staring into his eyes. “I will always keep you in my heart, I have always loved you and I won’t stop. I hate to say it but my heart has always belonged to you, but I had to move on because I knew I would never be able to love you the way I should. Don’t be mad at yourself, and move on. If it’s not for yourself than do it for me, please.”  You begged.

 He smiled and nodded, “Okay. I’ll try and let you go.”

“There’s no trying Jisoo, you are getting over me and you will be happy. No matter what,” you playfully commanded him sternly.

“Okay ma’am,” he chuckled, with his gorgeous smile, making you smile before taking you into his embrace.

 But it was cut short.

 “Y/N! We better get going,” Jeonghan said. “Oh, Joshua hi. Sorry but Y/N and I need to go.” He explained as Joshua let go of you.

 “Oh, sure. Well it was great talking to you again Y/N, enjoy your honeymoon.” He said smiling at the two of you.

Jeonghan smiled back, so did you but you smile wasn’t as radiant.

 Jeonghan dragged you out of the celebration, away from Joshua, your first love and in that moment, you realised, that no matter what, Joshua would always hold your heart, he always has.

 And he always will.

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I'll Be Over You [Jaehyun]

Okay, Hi! So I'm new (obviously😂) but anyway... This is my first time writing something like this. I really hope you enjoy reading this. It's kinda sad. Okay really sad. (I almost cried while writing it😅) This story was basically sort of based off 11:11 by Taeyeon. Tell me what you think about it. Or if you have any ideas on what I could write. Without any further ado, 

here's my Jaehyun imagine/scenario: 

Reader X Jaehyun 

Genre: Sad 

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 'It's been 5 weeks since I last saw you. Or should I saw since we spoke. I saw you last week with your new girlfriend. You looked really happy. It made me smile. You took her to one of your favourite cafés. The one we always went to. The one we met in... Do you remeber that? Sometimes I wondered if meeting you was a mistake, but now I know that it was meant to happen. Like destiny. If I never met you I would never have known what love felt like. You were the only thing I cared for. And you still are the only one I care about. Reminiscing brings my heart a painful happiness. It's indescribable. I can only think of the good when I think of you. You were my source of happiness. You where the thing I looked forward to when my weekends came around, but now my weekends are just as empty as my heart. All I can do is sit and cry. Cry because I know I can never get you back. I'll never have you to hold or touch me, give me gentle and loving kisses, to tell me I'm beautiful, I'll never see that dimple smile, get to hear your beaitiful voice speak or sing to me, never get to experience the long and appreciated back hugs, never have you to speak to when I have a problem, to have random conversation at 2 in the morning and to tell me you love me at the most random times. I'll miss all of it. Because I know I must move on. No matter how difficult it is. To see you happy is all I care for. To know someone loves you wholeheartedly fills my heart with joy. To see a dimpled smile spread across your face, to see a sparkle of admiration in your eyes. I can't tell you enough how my heart swells. And I know it would break your heart if I told you she was the reason we broke up. I never did it in vain and wanted to lie to you. But I had to tell you I had lost my love for you. I had to tell you I loved another to make you leave me because I knew she made you happy and now I know and can see she makes you happier than what I ever could. So I never wanna see that smile of yours falter, and I don't want to see you pity me or even feel bad for leaving me because you have nothing to feel bad about. Don't worry about me. As time goes on I believe I'll be over you.' You wrote in your journal sitting at the café you and Jaehyun loved coming to. Where you had spent most of your days together. You slowly looked up and took a sip of your coffee. You saw Jaehyun and his girlfriend walking into the café. Laughing and smiling, while holding hands. As they were ordering, you slowly got up and walked outside the café. You stared into the café, staring at Jaehyun, with a smile. At least one last time. Before he became a memory.