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나빌레라  OST Part 1  태민  (TAEMIN)  ♡  My Day MV  

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He is so beautiful 

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When I was just a Little Girl

When I was born, I was the baby child and therefore, my parents were ill prepared for my arrival.  They lived in a small two-bedroom house with a front porch and big yard with my big brother.  They did, however, close in the front porch, leaving it windowless, and created a nursery for me.  Growing up, I never really cared that I had the smallest and only windowless room in the house.  However, when I got older, it would have been nice to slam a door in teenage angst, unfortunately, my door was only a curtain.  Said curtain, alas, did not allow for any angst, much less any privacy.  Lack of a door also allowed me to hear my parents’ fights and to see the destruction that was my mother’s anguish manifested as hording.  

The fact that my mother was a horder, yes I mean like the ones on T.V., did not allow for any guests, much less slumber parties as a young adult and teenager.  It meant keeping the world out and burying ourselves in filth and clutter.  Needless to say, I spent a lot of time outside growing up and created endless stories and games within my own imagination.  I was a diving girl like Sonora Webster, I rode horses with Wyatt Earp, and my Barbies had beautiful and clean homes where they threw dinner and pool parties with all their friends.

My mom’s hording extended to the car when I was in elementary school.  This particular fact mortified me because my parents refused to let me ride the bus and insisted that my mother take me to school every morning.  The fact that the principal opened my door and saw the mess was bad enough, it was only made worse when things would fall out of the car as other children were entering the building.  Therefore, it should not be surprising, I didn’t have many friends growing up.  Back then, like today, most of being friends involves spend the night parties and birthday parties and things of that nature.  When your parents instill the fear of DFCS in you from an early age, you knew never to invite anybody over.  

Maybe the stars aligned just right or maybe the heavens decided to take pity on this poor little skinny girl who just wanted a friend.  However it happened, I am still eternally grateful for Grace, the pretty little lonely blond headed girl who befriended me when I was in the third grade.  We are still friends today and I cannot imagine my life without her in it.  You see, we and our families were polar opposites.  Her house was lived in but always clean and everything had a place.  Her dad woke up early every Sunday morning and made a full breakfast (I’m talking pancakes, sausage, bacon, eggs, chocolate milk) and we went out to eat together and ate dinner at their house together and I spent most of my formative childhood years in their house.  The biggest difference in our families is that where my parents never wanted anybody to spend the night, Grace’s parents never wanted her to spend the night away from home.  I mean how perfect is that?  

I only made it where I am today because of those years spent at her house.  My house is not always spotless, but it is always clean and devoid of clutter.  I almost lose my mind when things start piling up and have nowhere to go.  My mom and dad divorced after 32 years of marriage and each has their own home, two states apart, that is clean and devoid of clutter.  We have all come a long way and my mom has sought and received treatment for her mental illness.  Although we are all so far apart now, my mom and I one state and my dad and brother in another, we are actually better than I think we have ever been.  

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Lee Taemin and Ravenclaw

who’s your bias in shinee and what are yalls hogwarts houses

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T A E M I N ; F A M O U S ⚠

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Help me win a SIGNED Epik High Album from the Daebak Show Giveaway!

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Look at these babies #shinee5

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Eric Nam has released another teaser images for his upcoming comeback “Runaway” which is scheduled to be released on May 8th.

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I just wanna say that “K-Pop Daebak with Eric Nam” is an amazing podcast. It’s well-researched and gives a wonderful insider’s insight into the world of k-pop via the endlessly kind and talented singer/songwriter/host Eric Nam. I highly recommend it to anyone who enjoys k-pop and/or podcasts.

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Jonghyun is the REAL MAN.

Jonghyun always stood up for women and their rights. He treated women with respect; be it fellow female celebrities, fans or his own family.

Mama Kim raised a man who has always been respectful, kind, considerate and gentlemanly.

Jonghyun is the man who would keep his head down while helping female artists down the stage just so that he wouldn’t accidentally look up their short skirts.

Jonghyun is also the man who would keep his head down while offering a female artist on stage a bottle of water just so that he wouldn’t accidentally look up their skirt.

Jonghyun is also the same man who argued with the award show staff members for not providing seats for a female group.

Jonghyun is the man who spoke about the Korean Comfort Women and the lack of apology from the Japanese government despite being an idol who promotes in Japan. It could put his and SHINee’s career in Japan in jeopardy but he didn’t care less about that.

Jonghyun is also the man who monetarily aided an organization that donated sanitary products for women who couldn’t afford it.

And I could probably go on and on about this list, but the point is: Kim Jonghyun is a man who respects women, believes in equal rights for all sexes, has feminist ideas that uplifts and benefits all sexes and doesn’t conform to the ideas of patriarchy or toxic masculinity.

If y’all have the gal to bring Jonghyun into all the cases that involve Seungri and Jung Joon Hyung, y’all really need to take a moment and think about how absolutely blasphemous it is to even write Jonghyun’s name in a matter that’s so heinous.

DO NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT BRING JONGHYUN UP IN THIS MATTER.

Jonghyun is not someone who You can bring up as a reason to excuse the assholery of some idols. He is not a name that You can throw around as a reference or example. And I swear upon every deity known to mankind, if anyone else keeps this up I’ll make sure to report You to SM and make sure of it that You’re sued.

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i’m home lyrics translate

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“I am exhausted with trying to be stronger than I feel.”

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I’m crying (tr.)

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FROM. KEY [© trans: soompi]

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small ways to be a better person ✨

wait for someone if u notice they’re falling behind

if you have a moment of admiration or love for someone, say it out loud

give random song recs and send them things that made u think of them

be as kind to yourself as you are to others

be more aware of your surroundings and help people who seem to need help

if someone gets interrupted, ask what they were going to say

try to step inside someone’s shoes instead of judging them or labeling them

don’t say hurtful things especially if it’s not constructive

say “I love you” more often and spend more time with people you love

make sure everyone in the group is included

make someone’s day better by smiling at everyone you see and maybe saying hello

ask if someone is okay if you notice that they’ve been distant

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190227 | shinee key donated 10 million won to kyungpook national university hospital ☆彡

he visited the children’s ward to take commemorative photos and encourage the young patients there.

key said, “i visited the patients at the children’s hospital in hopes that i could give then even the smallest bit of strength before i enlist. i wish this can help the children who bravely continue to receive treatment even in such a difficult environment.”

at key’s request, the hospital plans to use the donation for the medical expenses and supplies for child patients of poor families. (source)

trans. alittlefreakey