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“Then again, I don’t have the right to tell you that you can get through the pain and problems you face, when I can’t even take my own advice.

But let me tell you something. That every time you wake up in the morning, when you don’t want to; every time you decide to end it-but you don’t; to swim when the oceans of silence is filling up your lungs; to keep crawling out of the dark when the monsters are too strong; that those "little” things you keep to yourself, are huge victories versus the never ending war in your head.

So don’t tell me you’re weak, or continue on belittling yourself. For i see the battle scars on your wrist, and the casualties in your eyes, That you’ve fallen down and conquered. Which makes you one of the strongest, bravest and the most beautiful person I had the honor of knowing.“

-Someday, we’ll be able to take back all the broken pieces.

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Its always hard when you loose someone you love, but its better for yourself to move on and know truly that your better then this and you will find better and you will be okay… 

- royalty-dnx 

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My life

Life is not always fair People we love leave us Even when they’re insisting they love us back It hurts But everything happens for a reason Maybe we’re better together Maybe we’re better apart But it doesn’t matter anymore We do what we believe is best for us Even when it makes us unhappy Because ultimately, We are messed up

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I grew up always trying to do my best. Until I realized my best was never good enough. Trying to always be the kid that tried to stay out of trouble and be the "good" kid never counted for anything. Along the way I've come to grips that nothing I do will ever amount up to anything. I'll never be able to make you proud like you want, or do things the perfect way like you want. I'll never be able to be your first born and you'll never love me the same as the first born. I'll never be able to have a relationship with you like I want. What's really the point anymore.

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I always thought we were going to move forward together, that I had finally found someone who could put up with the shitty parts of me but i guess i was wrong there. I know im hard to put up with but i thought that maybe just maybe i had finally found someone who could handle me and that I could grow and move forward with. 3 years made it feel pretty promising but i guess even then things arent set in stone. I guess the most upsetting part is how sudden it was. There was no communtication beforehand or any discussion to see what needed to be worked out. Just dropped all of a sudden. I still love her and i dont ever want to be without her in my life but i dont know where to go from here. To be honest Im not even sure i want to move on from here. I have a really hard time keeping from relapsing as it is right now and I dont think I really have much potential for things getting better at this point. Every time something good happens i manage to lose it or fuck it up

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I hate when you can actually see the difference in how people text/talk to you. You can sense that they’re slowly losing interest in you and that’s the worst fucking feeling ever

Me (via ilyperrieeleee)

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What about me

Olivia Benson (via chriskafanatic)

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Secrets don’t make friends

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1.01 payback

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Livie the lush drunk-dialing Stabler

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These two...

A video posted by Chris Meloni (@chris_meloni) on Feb 7, 2016 at 10:23am PST

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How Stabler’s exit shoulda went…

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They can only dream..

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