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Send ☼ for a dream headcanon.

I once had a dream that I was eating a whole lot of macaroons! I ate so many that I couldn't fly and instead just fell asleep on a cloud.

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Pavlova Cookie doesn't share their dreams often; it's their one place that nobody can touch other than the moon herself. They often dream about flying high in the sky, surrounded by only the clouds, with every other Cookie just tiny dots below.

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Cupid's Library

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Pavlova cookie you'll believe in true love one day

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Flying back is Pavlova Cookie. He has a woven basket with juice bottles and glasses in them - having to fly slower to make sure they didn't shatter. Once he saw the two in the distance, he slowed down.

"I'm back-!" He sing-songs, laying the basket down to get out the drinks. He's not skilled enough to carry full glasses on plates yet (he always breaks them because he "goes too fast", but that just means he's quick at doing his chores!) so instead, he prepares them there.

He gives each of them a glass before picking up the basket once more - leaving the juice bottle on a nearby rock, should they want to drink the rest.

"Can I go now?" He tries to be polite about it, but.. no, he's really not being polite, "I think.. maybe one of the other angels wants to help."

( @false-ouroborus )

"Now, what do we have here?" Shadow Milk tilted his head, plucking Pavlova up and away from whatever that bright light was.

"Say, aren't you one of Sugar's fledglings?"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ @false-ouroborus ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Pavlova's still trying to get out of their bindings, squirming and their wings flexing.

"Sugar? Do you mean the Bringer of Happiness?" They stop squirming briefly before pouting, staring at their captor. They do not look friendly at all- in fact, it's almost as if a monster has him instead of a Cookie! "Why do you care? Let me go already!"

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"Huh.. Really?" Pavlova Cookie stares at Eternal Sugar. Clutching the dolls, he looks at her with a bit of surprise, "I mean- yeah, of course. They're just toys."

He looks down at them, blushing slightly out of embarrassment.

"...So, you like them, right?"

"Eternal Sugar Cookie?" Pavlova noticed the behavior and approached, curious, "Are you feeling okay? You're usually in the maze at this time.."

( @cupids-meringue )

Hm? Mhmhmhmh… hehehe… Pavlovaaaa! Come! Join me in such bliss…

*She giggled as one of her wings was over her head and her halo on the ground.*

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?+ Statue ( >:)c )

(( tw: manipulative abuse, pavlova suffering

Another statue appeared.

Just the other day, they were frolicking in the fields. It wasn't a Cookie he spoke to all that often - it was one of the older angels who would often spend their time sitting in the meadows near the edges of the Garden. They were lazy and weren't that much fun to hang out with; they were a good angel. But just the other day, he saw them running around. They seemed blissful, flying quick and fast. He was going to join them; it seemed fun!

But then he felt Eternal Sugar's hand on his shoulder. She told him that he should go play somewhere else, so he did.

He didn't see that angel the rest of the day and the thought never left his mind. He tried to go play, he really did; he tried to enjoy the flowers and the baths but he just couldn't stop thinking about it. That next morning, when he knew Eternal Sugar was near the mulled juice baths, he decided to enter the maze. Just to make sure they weren't there.

But they were. A statue made in their likeness, kneeling with their hands in front of them. Their wings were gone; looking at the back of the statue, Pavlova could see frozen the fresh scars he knows of. He doesn't even know this Cookie's name, he's never wanted to. He doesn't even know why he's here - he knows he's not supposed to be hanging around this area, not without a reason, and looking at the statues wasn't a good one. Floating back to the front, he stares at the kneeling angel.

Their heart.. It still beats from within, full of love. All of the statues were like that; all of them, overflowing with love frozen in time. Black, rotting, but it was still love.

He felt.. sad. Looking at them. The air was so full of love, but he felt sick in the maze. Like the air was instead heavy, keeping him grounded. It felt hard to breath the longer he kept looking at the angel; out of the rest, their love was overflowing for Eternal Sugar. So much that it hurt just looking at it. That just meant there was a lot of it, and really, he should be happy, overjoyed that they've become like this. Because wasn't that eternal bliss?

Pavlova Cookie's dough goes cold as arms wrap around his shoulders. Large angel wings obscure his view of the statue as pink bangs come down around his face. He looks up at Eternal Sugar, who raises an eyebrow. Her hand comes up to wipe away tears.

"Pavlova Cookie.." Eternal Sugar frowns as Pavlova hiccups, "Dear, I thought I told you not to come in here..?"

"I-" Pavlova stutters. He looks down, bringing his own hands to try to wipe away his tears himself. He can hear Eternal Sugar shift, going to kneel in front of him as she gently pulls him into her lap. Her wings still surround him in a comforting blanket, her wings rubbing his arm and head soothingly as she calmly shushes him.

"I wanted- I wanted to see if they were- were here and- and I'm sorry-"

"It's okay, Pavlova Cookie," Eternal Sugar brings him in closer as he hiccups once more, rocking him gently back and forth to try to calm him down, "I'm not upset at you. You're okay, dear."

"It- it hurts, it hurts-"

"I know it does." Eternal Sugar's hand goes to cup his cheek, turning him to look up at her, "It feels like a lot, doesn't it?"

Pavlova nods. Eternal Sugar wipes away his tears, even as they keep on coming. He's in so much pain- the air was so thick with that love that it was squeezing him. Surrounded by Eternal Sugar, he only felt worse- and he felt guilty for realizing that.

"That's why I told you not to come here, my dear," Eternal Sugar moves to stroke his head, "Your gift makes this hard."

She brings him back, nestling his head against her chest as he continues to cry. Scooping him into her arms, she stands and starts to walk. Still wrapped in her angel wings, Pavlova closes his eyes.

"Focus on me, okay?" She softly guides as they walk through the maze. The air is still making it hard to breathe, but with every struggled breath Pavlova takes in the sweet smell of Eternal Sugar Cookie. He's really trying, he swears he is, but everything is just so much-

"I just want you to breath. In.. and out. In... and out."

As they walked, the feeling gradually disappeared. He followed Eternal Sugar's instructions even as his body shook. All he had to do was listen to her, though, as she rocked him and cooed so gently. It was hard not to focus on her. Soon enough, the body-wracking sobs and wails were quieted into soft murmurs. He felt tired as Eternal Sugar came to a stop, kneeling down and coaxing him onto the grass. He held onto her arms as he tried to stand on his two wobbly feet. She lets him, crouching down to meet his level.

"Am- am I in trouble?" Pavlova weakly answers. They were out of the maze now - the air felt much cleaner, though there was still the thick love that hung around. It wasn't as much as before. Eternal Sugar frowns at his words - and it's enough to get him to feel sick in his stomach again.

"No, I think you learned your lesson," Eternal Sugar speaks - the knot in his stomach, as quick as it formed, disappeared, "It's my fault for not telling you why-"

"It's not your fault!" Pavlova immediately interjects, sniffing away the last of his awful feelings, "I shouldn't have gone in there anyway.."

"Oh, Pavlova.." Eternal Sugar smiles kindly. He can see her heart; contained, with ebbs of love dripping out. It's still a lot but he knows why hers is like that. She said it was for his own good, when he was given his gift, so that he wouldn't become overwhelmed with love.

Like now.

"You're just a little child," While he doesn't like anyone calling him a kid.. when Eternal Sugar says it, he feels comforted. Pavlova let go of her arms - and Eternal Sugar takes the opportunity to ruffle his hair, "You're going to be curious. Though.. there are some rules you should never break."

"I know.."

"Do you?" Pavlova winces as Eternal Sugar's comforting expression, while not changing, seems to become colder, "This was a pretty serious rule. You still broke it, dear."

"I'm sorry..."

"You could've gotten very hurt if I didn't come by."

"I'm sorry..."

"Don't apologize to me, dear," Eternal Sugar brings her arm back. Pavlova digs his feet into the grass - those little droplets of love, making the air sweet yet thicker. Eternal Sugar stares at him. He can't help but look down at the grass due to her gaze, "I said you learned your lesson. But.. remember this for next time you want to break a rule, okay?"

"Okay..."

The haze seems to disappear. He still continues to look at the grass. Eternal Sugar sighs, standing back up. She gently takes his hand; Pavlova looks up at her. Her expression is still the comforting, loving face that he knows well.

"You're a very special boy, Pavlova Cookie," Eternal Sugar speaks softly, "You can see all of the love in the world. But you're still young. It'll be overwhelming... so, just relax, okay?"

Pavlova nods. Eternal Sugar smiles and begins to walk away from the maze, Pavlova in tow.

"Let's go take a nap. I'm sure that was exhausting."

"Yeah... it was a lot."

"Love can overwhelm any Cookie. That's what makes it so powerful."

He can feel his eyelids wanting to close. They're walking so slowly.. he can feel himself getting more tired even after a couple of steps. Once again, without warning - without needing warning - Eternal Sugar scoops him up into her comforting arms. Sleepily, Pavlova wraps his arms around her neck as she continues to walk.

"Even if it might hurt, it's still love.." Eternal Sugar softly murmurs as Pavlova finally fully relaxes into her arms. He nods along, though mostly because he's tired. Eternal Sugar gently pats his head as she speaks, "Please remember that, Pavlova Cookie. Even when I tell you rules.. or when you or others feel upset when you break them, or when you feel the statues' hearts.. know that it's all because of our love for each other."

It's all love in the end.

"...Have sweet dreams, Pavlova Cookie..."

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Mean Sentences, Vol. 11

(Mean sentences from various sources. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"You never mean to let me down, but you do."

"Secrets will always come out. There will always be a reckoning."

"Maybe what you hate about me the most is that I remind you of yourself."

"Just for the record: I don't want to be here right now."

"There is something seriously wrong with you!"

"I don't even remember you."

"You've done some fucked up shit in your time, but I didn't think you'd do that."

"I think you should get your head examined if you expect me to believe a stupid story like that!"

"Despite your illusions to the contrary, you may be the worst person I have ever met!"

"You are a very young sociopath-in-training."

"You are nothing without me."

"Is there anything that you don't screw up? Have you ever done anything in your life right?"

"Always giving orders, aren't you? Always telling people how to run their lives? Maybe that's why you're so lonely. Did you ever think of that?"

"You're at the pinnacle. Everybody's hero. But you know what? A pinnacle means there's only one way to go, and that's down."

"Your mother didn't love you, and now you crave anyone to make you feel less alone."

"What the fuck are you doing here, you stupid fucking twat?"

"Tell me, has this tragedy played out to your satisfaction?"

"You know, if you spent less time focusing on other people's flaws, you might actually notice that you've got a couple of your own."

"You don't know much, do you?"

"You are gross and inappropriate!"

"I used to believe that there was a decent man somewhere inside you, buried under all that ambition. I'm sorry that I was so wrong."

"You're not needed. You never were."

"My one weakness is beautiful women, which is why you're no threat to me."

"Oh my god, you're so pathetic."

"You're a living lie."

"When did you get so bitter?"

"You're not my friend. The light from friendship won't reach us for a million years. That's how far away from friendship we are."

"You've got a real talent for missing the big picture, haven't you?"

"You really don't know how to have fun, do you?"

"You are the bane of my career!"

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Send a word and I will write a drabble or headcanon based on it

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Family

Friend

Garden

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Job

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Betrayed

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Vices

Pets

Absolve

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🌿 * 𝐧𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 : 𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎-𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜.

𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 : what grief does your muse carry quietly, and how do they cope when no one is watching? 𝐨𝐚𝐤 : what gives your muse strength when everything feels uncertain? 𝐥𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 : what soothes your muse's mind when they are overwhelmed? how do they manage stress? 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 : what memory does your muse hold onto most tightly, and why? 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐡 : when was the last time your muse had to start over, and what did they leave behind? 𝐜𝐞𝐝𝐚𝐫 : what traditions or values does your muse consider sacred? 𝐢𝐯𝐲 : who or what has your muse clung to and why? 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐞𝐫 : how does your muse protect the people they love? 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞 : what parts of your muse are considered hard to love, and how do they deal with that? 𝐟𝐨𝐱𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 : what lies has your muse told to protect themself or someone else? how far are they willing to go? 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐬 : where does your muse feel most safe, what does that look like? 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞 : what does endurance mean to your muse? 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚 : how do they express longing, especially for something or someone that they think they cannot have? 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐞 : how does your muse heal - physically, emotionally, spiritually? 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 : what does joy look like for your muse? how do they let themself feel it? 𝐚𝐬𝐡 : what has your muse lost that still haunts them? 𝐲𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 : what inner wounds does your muse hide? do they hide it behind humour or confidence? do they hide it at all? 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚 : what does love mean to your muse - how do they show it? how do they want to receive it? 𝐞𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐩𝐭𝐮𝐬 : when your muse needs clarity - who or what do they turn to? 𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐧 : are there any details from your muse's childhood that sticks with them - good or bad? 𝐛𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐨 : how does your muse handle change and adaptability - are they flexible or resistant?

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Pavlova clamps his mouth shut, freezing in place - dropping to the ground as he clutches his bow. Now that was the reaction of a Beast- and Eternal Sugar wasn't phased one bit! Yet the color on Pavlova's dough seemed to fade.

"I can go grab it-!" He squeaks, already gearing up to leave again, "You two should catch up!"

And he's off like a spooked little bird, wings flapping wildly even as he tries to steel his nerves. He doesn't even wanna think about what any of that even was! And- Eternal Sugar was fine with it, somehow-! Wasn't he always told to stay away from the other Beasts?! Why is she-!

As he flew, Pavlova shook the thoughts out of his head. Those were bad thoughts that got little cherubs "taken away". And he knows what that means.

( @false-ouroborus )

"Now, what do we have here?" Shadow Milk tilted his head, plucking Pavlova up and away from whatever that bright light was.

"Say, aren't you one of Sugar's fledglings?"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ @false-ouroborus ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Pavlova's still trying to get out of their bindings, squirming and their wings flexing.

"Sugar? Do you mean the Bringer of Happiness?" They stop squirming briefly before pouting, staring at their captor. They do not look friendly at all- in fact, it's almost as if a monster has him instead of a Cookie! "Why do you care? Let me go already!"

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"I would never lie about love!" Pavlova argues back, pouting, "You're thinking about him right now, in fact! I can see the way your heart yearns for them even now - you're just a bit confused, is all!"

He giggles to himself. Oh, a Cookie who hates his crush so much they can't even see the love! It's kind of bordering on obsession a little bit, too!

"Whose the Cookie you got in mind? Maybe we can bring them here, right?"

( I FORGOT AGAIN @false-ouroborus )

"Now, what do we have here?" Shadow Milk tilted his head, plucking Pavlova up and away from whatever that bright light was.

"Say, aren't you one of Sugar's fledglings?"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ @false-ouroborus ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Pavlova's still trying to get out of their bindings, squirming and their wings flexing.

"Sugar? Do you mean the Bringer of Happiness?" They stop squirming briefly before pouting, staring at their captor. They do not look friendly at all- in fact, it's almost as if a monster has him instead of a Cookie! "Why do you care? Let me go already!"

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"Yeah! It's a lot safer there, too, so a lot of Cookies show up." Pavlova flies around, before settling on a direction, "It's a paradise made for everyone! All of you have to do is follow me, and I'll take you there!"

"Able to make friends everywhere, but they can easily become your partner! Maybe you'll find you soulmate on this expedition? What could be more noble than looking for your one true love?" Pavlova smiles, gushing, "Oh, you won't find them in this forest though! I know a place where there's a bunch of Cookies!"

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Uh oh. Maybe he assumed too much.

"Well-" Pavlova beings to pick the toys back up, "Yeah, but they're just stupid toys. Sugarfly's the one who suggested it! I was just.. uhm..."

He stares at the one in Eternal Sugar's arms with a worried expression. He's probably gonna get a lecture about spending too much time on something when he could've just been relaxing instead.. but that was boring sometimes! And he relaxes with them too! It's not all bad, right?

"I can go toss them somewhere! So- can you give it back..?"

"Eternal Sugar Cookie?" Pavlova noticed the behavior and approached, curious, "Are you feeling okay? You're usually in the maze at this time.."

( @cupids-meringue )

Hm? Mhmhmhmh… hehehe… Pavlovaaaa! Come! Join me in such bliss…

*She giggled as one of her wings was over her head and her halo on the ground.*

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Pavlova pouts, trying to think. What's some games he knows of where Eternal Sugar doesn't have to move..

"I'll be right back!" Pavlova stands up, grabbing his things before flying off. He's gone for several minutes, almost 20, before he's flying back. In his arms is a bunch of patchwork dolls made of twigs and scraps of fabric.

"I have these!" Pavlova yells as he approaches again, stopping just shy of Eternal Sugar. Looking down at his toys, he jostles them slightly as he speaks - placing them down on the ground next to her.

"Have you ever played with toys? All you do is just look at them and think- here, I made you one!" Kneeling down, he lays out his dolls. While some aren't reminiscent of anyone, some look like some of the angels around the Garden. He picks up one that looks like Eternal Sugar - handing it to her, "It looks just like you!"

Sticks and dry grass make up the main body, tied together with more grass. Her dress is obviously some scrap fabric tied at the "waist", with the head more fabric dyed pink. Her hair was made out of pedals from a flower, same as her wings. On the face is an awkward dye job, giving her a lopsided smile and eyes. Overall, it was a decent attempt at making a doll.

"I made Sugarfly and myself too!" He holds up their versions briefly before putting them down. Pointing at some of the unrecognizable ones, Pavlova continues to ramble, "I came up with these ones; their names are Mulberry and Sweet Juice. They're married and have five kids, and their eldest son Mulled Wine likes this one here, Lemonade, and they have a pet candyworm but I haven't made it yet, and-"

He's just rambling at this point, excited to show them off. He's kept them secret up until now, worried how she'd react.. but she seemed to want to know, so Pavlova was more than happy to share while he could.

"Eternal Sugar Cookie?" Pavlova noticed the behavior and approached, curious, "Are you feeling okay? You're usually in the maze at this time.."

( @cupids-meringue )

Hm? Mhmhmhmh… hehehe… Pavlovaaaa! Come! Join me in such bliss…

*She giggled as one of her wings was over her head and her halo on the ground.*

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Pavlova looks between the two. Shadow Milk's just threatened him about what he saw, and Eternal Sugar's basically telling him to tell her. A threat from the Beast himself and a request from the Bringer of Happiness..

"He has a crush!" Pavlova Cookie blurts out, grinning. They were in the Garden now- Eternal Sugar wouldn't let anything happen! She obviously knows she can handle it; so Pavlova can too!

"Looks like.." Pavlova gets in Shadow Milk's face, grinning before quickly backing up in case the other tried to bite him, "Someone you deeply care and worry about! Oh, but it seems like you're mad at them too? You can't seem to decide if you love them or hate them~"

He coos, "Awwh, that's sweet! I wonder if this mysterious person feels the same way? It doesn't look like you'll talk it out anytime soon though."

( forgot to ping oop @false-ouroborus )

"Now, what do we have here?" Shadow Milk tilted his head, plucking Pavlova up and away from whatever that bright light was.

"Say, aren't you one of Sugar's fledglings?"

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ @false-ouroborus ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Pavlova's still trying to get out of their bindings, squirming and their wings flexing.

"Sugar? Do you mean the Bringer of Happiness?" They stop squirming briefly before pouting, staring at their captor. They do not look friendly at all- in fact, it's almost as if a monster has him instead of a Cookie! "Why do you care? Let me go already!"

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"I won!" Pavlova shoots his hands upwards, laughing. He lowers his arms, trying to think of another game to play.. She probably wouldn't like the how-many-trees-can-he-hit game or the how-many-Candyworms-can-you-grab game or the how-many-Toothlings-can-you-stack game... What's something she'd like?

"Hmm.. Do you know any games?" He looks down at her, "I know they're not your favorite thing, but I can make them fun! Promise!"

"Eternal Sugar Cookie?" Pavlova noticed the behavior and approached, curious, "Are you feeling okay? You're usually in the maze at this time.."

( @cupids-meringue )

Hm? Mhmhmhmh… hehehe… Pavlovaaaa! Come! Join me in such bliss…

*She giggled as one of her wings was over her head and her halo on the ground.*