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expectation

expectation - chaewon x 6/7th member! reader

synopsis: you always had expectations

genre: be warned there is a kiss, angst, idk this timeline a bit weird, fluff at the end?, it's so long..., not very obvious pinning 1.9k words

money, power, and influence

3 most used words that everybody uses to describe you family. smart, blessed, and private were often the words that media would use to describe you parents. your three siblings all accomplished people in their field achieving the highest prestige of each field.

your eldest brother, a 26 year-old astronaut. he is the youngest person in asia to be sent up to space, having a masters in aeronautical engineering. before heading to space he was considered one of the best engineers making and fixing space ships.

followed by your second older brother, a 24 year-old surgeon who works with doctors without borders to help refugees in 3rd world countries to offer free health care. His public image is to seen as the perfect with his "dreamy visuals" and "charming" personality he was seen as the perfect son in law to many moms.

your older sister, a 22 year-old genius at business marketing and an well respected entrepreneur. she was dubbed with the title of "iconic", and "genius" as she made her way up the ranks of one of koreas billionaire without the help of her family money or name.

then there was you, a twenty year-old who had just finished their masters in biology engineering and a producer. but the difference between you and your sibling was that they were claimed by the 'choi' family once they had been successful. This insane drive to be able to receive validation from your parents had led down your siblings of trying to top each other.

when you had study abroad at MIT you had a chance to meet some awesome people realizing how unhealthy your family situation was you wanted to be able to pull away from it. so that's what you did, doing what your family hated the most becoming an idol. oddly enough, you were pretty competent at dancing due to your past in figure skating. passing the audition at source music and being added into a group in the works called 'le sserafim'. Getting along with the members well before the debut, filming the documentary hyping up the debut, and of course learning the choreo.

eventual, a year the time came where you were revealed to the public to as the final member of the le sserafim line up. to say your family was livid at you for becoming an idol, let alone one in a group. parents yelling at you over the phone just beside the room where the fimmies were celebrating the final member debut. multiple text flooded your phone with angry message from your siblings all but one oddly enough, your second eldest brother congratulating on your debut. those words were able to make you release the dam of tears you were holding from frustrations, wrecking every fiber of your being. you had responded with a calm text of 'thanks.'

soon falling asleep on your bed fimmies checking in on you seeing if you wanted to celebrate but was met with you sleeping. assuming that you were just tired from all the stress of debuting soon. closing the door quietly they headed over to the other dorm to celebrate.

it was a year after you debut where you had been last contacted by your family aside from your second brother. apparently, the last child of the esteemed 'choi' family not being claimed had started to make other people feel curious about the last member remaining identity. the hunt for the last child was on, each news outlets all clamoring to get any information about the last choi. searching through many choi who were extremely accomplished at anything eachtime getting repeatedly rejected. People even started claiming that they were the long lost choi. With rumors being shut down official by the statement of the family 'we will not be claiming our last child as they have done something to dishonor our family. until, she has properly return to the path that is right we will not be making any statement regarding our child.'

with that statement you had felt like all of the media eyes turned towards the celebrities because the choi family was well known to dislike the entertainment because of their cheap nature. The only people they liked in the entertainment industry was well established and talented people.

the media teared through the entertainment industry pass making sure they had fit the regulation of being born after 2000s, female, and choi as a last name. you saw as the number dwindled slowly winding down the guesses to lia (itzy) and you. Both companies were pestered to make statements regarding their artists but only jyp had made a statement denying that lia was not apart of that 'choi' family.

which had just left you, and you had not told the company about you being related to that 'choi' family. the issue had become so big that you were eventually called into a meeting with mr.bang about how to address the issue. you had came clean about being related to that 'choi' family but what you had never expect was bang si-hyuk agreeing with you to not say a word to the public business as usual they say.

now the other problem your family. All mad at you for choosing to go into a career path with fake prestige attached to it. Never caring or understanding enough to figure why you had did this. The constant insults of your members and yourself berating you from your family was slowly grinding away at your nerves.

“hey y/n? you good?” asked the korean a bit concerned as you haven’t been your usual self in the while. She dipped her tea bag in her cup wiping the tea bag at the edge of cup after she was done.

"yea," you huffed out not wanting to burden her with your family problems. the members knew aside from the youngest's that you always had family problems regarding becoming an idol but they would never understand how deep hatred ran. chaewon could never understand why you had isolated yourself, but she knew the only one you would open to would be yunjin. it was always the expectation that you would open up to her first as she was the leader, the backbone of the group. but for some odd reason you never did.

if chaewon could describe you with one word, it would be troubling. no matter what she did, even with other members help, you would never talk with her. when push came to shove, both chaewon and you kept shoving each other, always harder than the last. she couldn't put a word on you before; she always admired you from afar before debuting, noticing how you always trained constantly, always striving for perfection.

but this trait eventually became the downfall between the two of you because when you were confronted with your unhealthy training habits, you always shut her out. which had led you to almost shut her out of every aspect of your life she wanted to talk about: family, training progress, song progress, dancing, even the seemingly most random things. whenever, there was a conversation that was had between the two of you, one would always leave frustrated. she just couldn't understand your reluctance to take criticism from her, have a conversation about anything, and how you could never fit her expectations of how to take care of a member.

this led to chaewon talking the ear off of her former member and now soloist, kwon eunbi, about what to do with you. "she's just so closed off and frustrating," chaewon huffed out while punching a pillow beside her.

"have you ever considered why she wouldn't talk to you?" eunbi questioned the small figure huffing on her couch.

"no?? how am i supposed to even think about that when she doesn't even give me a chance to talk to her?" she complained as she finally stopped punching the poor pillow and laid down.

"phrase it this way. why do you have this expectation that she has to be open to you?" eunbi questioned the younger.

"when we were in iz*one, you helped everyone with their problems as a leader should. meaning ... that for me to be a good leader, i should also help the members with their problems, but she never let me do so," chaewon huffed out while hugging the pillow.

"first off, i didn't help everyone with their all problems. i allowed everyone to come to me at their own pace, never setting an expectation for anybody," eunbi explained to chaewon but was interrupted.

"but-" chaewon said as she was about to refute each of her eunbi points but was cut off.

"doesn't mean that because you came to me with your problem, all the members did. we all have our way to cope, and it may be different from other people's, but as long as it's healthy, i see no reason why to intervene," eunbi said while sitting beside chaewon now holding her hand.

"fine, i'll let it be," chaewon huffed into the pillow while squeezing eunbi's hand.

slowly but surely, the more chaewon had backed off. the more you opened up to her, the fewer the yelling matches you both had every day, and slowly came the calm. it was odd for chaewon, she was never used to both of you coexisting peacefully, you on the other side of the kitchen buttering your toast for the morning before going to the gym. when practice came around, it took chaewon every single ounce of her being to not be critical of your every move and to allow the choreographer to point out mistakes, which allowed you to put more of a groove into the dance to fix the problem.

it was odd; it made the choreography more balanced, and you seemed happier with it and yourself. the nights where you had stayed back had lessened, and you were slowly opening up more to her, telling her about the little problems you had throughout the day. which led her to open up to you about the small problems she had throughout the day, and both of you slowly became closer to each other through the happy days.

she noticed a pattern with you. whenever you had expectations placed upon you, you always rebelled and defied those expectations. however, when you had zero expectations, you excelled and thrived in the environment.

until it was in the middle of promotion. you as a part of your family because your family had owed a favor to distract the public. the headline had said

'the choi's family finally claims LE SSERAFIM CHOI Y/N as the last and final child. Hybe has yet to confirm the family's claim. do you think this is true?'

she noticed that you had run out of the room as soon as you saw that headline with a sick look on your face. all of your members except yunjin looked wide-eyed as her eyes darted around the room for you. chaewon slipped out of the room, walking to the washroom, where she knew where you had always gone to hide.

"it's ok." were the only consoling words. then, a minute later, she noticed that the tremors had settled down. you were looking down with your eyes red, biting the tip of your thumb. "hey," the word she mumbles up as she tilts your chin in her direction, "it's going to be okay." the next thing she knew, your lips were on hers, and she was kissing back.

you had defied every bit of her expectation.

a/n: bro i'm actually so addicted to rhythm hive its a problem. been playing super shy and unforgiven on it so much... unforgiven jp is so good stream it- (AND IT HAS ADO-)

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cool with you (a-side)

cool with you (a-side) - lia

synopsis: you were a god and she was a human

genre: fluff, them actually being adorable couple, reader sacrificing their god hood, kissng??????, bit of greek mytholgy, based of cool with you lore kinda? a tiny bit of angst, latin but dw i included a translation at the bottom

you were a god.

simple. your job was to make humans fall for each other. you always love your job. it was cozy; you didn't have to interact with other gods who were filled with themselves, and better yet, you got to live among humans.

that was until you met lia. now, despite the fact that one of the rules of gods living among humans is never to form an actual bond with them, you found yourself breaking this rule when it came to her. meeting her accidentally while at an arcade and winning a prize for her that she was struggling to get was the start of your relationship. a week with her had turned into months, and soon enough, it had become three years.

eventually, during this process of forming a bond with her, you fell for her. you felt your heart thumping, your hands sweating, and your heads pounding at the thought of her. you had passed off your relationship with her as just status quo, trying to find the perfect match for her, but you were just stalling for the perfect time to get into a relationship with her.

it was saturday, and snow was lightly falling on the ground. a small smell of chamomile lingering on you as you had just bought a new perfume that you liked. a bouquet of sunflowers in your left hand, meaning a bag of dog treats in the other, while walking down the street towards lia's house. it was the day you were going to finally ask her to be your girlfriend.

you had weighed the pros and cons of asking lia to be in a relationship with you. the latter being that you were so in love with her that you were ready to abandon everything just to have a chance of love with her now. knocking on her door on the chilly day only to be met with the sound of something falling along with groaning near the door. you smiled, and a moment later you were met with an out-of-breath lia smiling back at you.

"may i come in?" you asked her.

"yes, you may," lia said while wiggling her eyebrows. "you bought treats for bella, and sunflowers?" she looked at you weridly while stating what you were holding.

"the sunflowers are for you if you agree to be my girlfriend," you quickly stated hoping that she would agree.

"have you not seen the hints i've been throwing at you for the past year?" lia questioned her while taking the flowers.

"does that mean we are.." you put your hand on your chin.

"gosh damnit, " lia brought you into a kiss surprisingly. her lips were home, and you had decided that it was worth sacrificing everything for her.

"can i have another?" you asked the slightly shorter girl, smiling at her with a love-sick expression.

"sure, just close the door behind you," she said as she pulled you in for another while you closed the door, locking it behind you. just then, time had froze, and your hands were binded behind your back in an uncomfortable position. looking above you, a nearly blinding light shone down on you. met with the goddess you had served for nearly centuries with a face of disdain and fury on her face.

"y/n," she called for you in a stern voice, squinting her eyes around your lover's house," is this what you were doing this entire time?" she turned towards lia with eyes of pure disgust, turning away at the thought of you being in love with a mortal. "you have broken the one rule when presiding on earth. meaning you will be held accountable for your crime that was given to you by the king," she said, looking away from you towards the light.

you uncomfortably got up on your knees, looking around at the hall of judgement. being surrounded by the stares of many gods you had been friends with, as they looked at you with pure disgust and smirked with whispering surrounding you. "silence to the hall," a booming voice above you said. "now, dear traitor, do you know what treasonous act you have committed?" questioned the voice.

"i fell in love with a human," you said, smiling to the floor and chuckling a bit at the irony of your job and the situation you were in now.

"yes, and do you know what the consequence of the action is?" asked, as you can feel his burning eyes against the back of your head.

"to be banished from godhood and being banished from ever entering olympus again?" you answered while finally having the courage to look up and smile at the zeus.

"your memories as well are erased; you are forever cursed to roam the land of the mortal lands," he said.

"well, then deal out your punishment, mister king," you said in a mocking tone, then smiled at him.

the click of the door locking brought you back from your thoughts.

"c'mon now," lia said in a soft tone, smiling while pulling you inside her house. the smell of home invaded every single one of your senses. she pulled you to the kitchen, setting down the flowers you had given her and fetching a pot while you contemplated how much you love her.

"semper te amo," you said underneath your breath while looking at her slowly putting in the sunflowers you had given her across the room. you smiled at her with pure love and infatuation.

you had found your home with her. that was all you knew. you were content with that. her dark brown hair and chocolate-colored eyes captured every single crevice of your heart.

diligitis eam

a/n: ok, some lovely translation time!!!! 'semper te amo'= love you forever from latin and 'diligitis eam' = you love/ cherish her. idk it just seemed fun to have latin in a random fic. plus, the banner was in latin, so... it's none of my business... what you do is none of my business. none of my business being hit diff a bit these days..

(btw theres a second part to this)

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