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psa;;

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"Hold your tongue or you’ll get whipped more then just a few times." “I swear, I’ll get you out of there alive if it’s the last thing I ever do.” “Would you like a gag to stop you from screaming like a little bitch when I start whipping you?” “Hold still or it’ll hurt even worse when I ____ you.” “Damn, what did they do to you?” “Why won’t you look at me anymore? You haven’t been the same since they took you…” “I hope you have a high psi tolerance, because I’m going to make this as painful as possible.” “Don’t worry, it won’t hurt me at all! You on the other hand…ehehe….” “Your blood is such a lovely red~…” “If you beg, I might just stop whipping you.” “What will it take to make you submit?Perhaps I should hold you under water till you almost drown? Would that work?” “If you’d just behave like a good boy/girl/pet, I wouldn’t have to do any of this….” “You’ve brought this on yourself. I hope you can take the pain, (Name).” “And why should I stop? Even if your not enjoying yourself, I am.” “I’d feel guilty for hurting you like this, except I think you deserve it so I’ll probably not regret this for awhile.” “What’s the one thing you don’t want me to do most? Is it touch you, lock you away, drown you, fuck you? What’s your weakness?” “You look good like this, blood dripping from whip marks, hands tied to post and on your knees, it’d be even better if you’d start begging for me, or for anything, as long as you beg….” “You know you deserve this for resisting, don’t you? This is your punishment, the punishment you earned.” “Come on now, you say you hate me, but that look in your eyes says something different when you see me with ____….”

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Wade nodded. He completely agreed with Daryl. Since stepping foot within Alexandria, Wade had this uneasy feeling of impending ruin, for a lack of a better term. “I agree wi’ ya,” Wade stated simply, “Firs’ an’ onl’ run I ever wen’ on, guy got bit. They were gonna leave ‘im. No’ even put the poor guy outta his misery, for Christ’s sake. So....I took off his arm.” Wade stared blankly at a nearby bush. “Din’t help none....still had’ta pu’ a bullet in his head. An’ y’ know the funny thing? They blamed it on me. Said I was the one tha’ got ‘im killed.” Wade smirked at the ridiculousness of it all. “An’ Ms. Monroe pulled me off’a anymore runs. Sai’ I was riskin’ her people,” Wade shook his head. “’Tween you an’ me? The only reason why I’m here is so my wife can have the bes’ chance for a smooth delivery. Once she an’ the baby are cleared, we’re outta here,” Wade confessed softly, “Back t’ where we was. So I’m jus’ bidin’ my time, holdin’ my tongue, stayin out of trouble,” he added sarcastically, “An’ then we’ll be rid of this damn place.” Wade sighed and shoved his hands deep into his pockets. “I be’cha...if things don’ change here...I give this place six months, tops. ‘fore somethin’ happens an’ this place falls.”

“The people here are weak.” He muttered, shifting awkwardly from foot to foot. “The walls wen’ up just in time t’save the cowards. They ain’t got no business carin’ for anyone else, an’ they let their own people die cause they’re scared. They’re worse’n weak. They’re stupid too. Y’can’ make it on y’own. Even if y’scared y’gotta try. Y’gotta protect y’family. There ain’t no damn community spirit here, s’an insult to call this place anythin’ other than a sanctuary for the weak.”

He looked at the walls.

“Even the walls are weak. Built ‘em wrong. Support struts are on th’outside. Ain’t gonna withstand a decent sized herd’f walkers. Pushin’ against the only thing keepin’ it upright. They thin’ they’re so safe here, an’ this place is so… cloyin’. S’like poison.”

He fiddled with the bow.

“Gimme the outside. I’ll take th’walkers and the death out there than the falseness in here.”

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Wade glanced over at him, his eyebrows knitted together in confusion. “You ain’ weak, man,” Wade objected softly, “If anythin’, y’ur prob’ly one of the stronges’ guys here...I don’ really know ya, bu’ jus’ by lookin’ a’cha, you’ve seen some heavy shit. Y’ lived through some heavy shit. Weak people don’. Or if they do-” Like that spineless priest they have-” It’s from damn luck.” Wade sighed and rubbed at the base of his head. “Y’ ain’ gonna be weak ‘cause you ain’ gettin’ comfort’ble in this place...gettin’ comfort’ble, makes you forget...and when you forget....that ge’s ya killed. Ya know?”

He smiled softly and let his hand drop back down to his side. “Y’ sure tha’ ain’ the only thin’ buggin’ ya?”

“Ain’t nothin’ happened.” He muttered, sliding his crossbow onto his back. “Ain’t nothin’ An’ I think that’s the problem.” He shrugged, staring at the floor, kicking the veranda with a booted foot.

“I don’ wanna be weak.”

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Wade bit his lower lip nervously and nodded. “Yeah,” he mumbled, looking at the giant wall, “I had an inklin’....Pieces o’ shit like tha’? Don’ deserve t’ live..Y’ s’posed t’ trea’chur wife like a temple...protect her, care for her...not...do wha’ he do. Bu’, I ain’ go’ a right t’ say nothin’. Seein’ tha’ I ain’ exactly a permanent residen’ here, yet....” He shook his head and stared at Glenn. “Hones’ly? Asshole got wha’ he deserved. Mebbe it’ll make him think twice now ‘fore raisin’ his hand on anybody.”

“Did you know about Pete?”

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This makes my heart swell!! :3 :3 :3 Thank you soooo much!!

cxllousedhxnds & bowgirlxbowden

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Lurking

(I am currently battling the sinus infection from hell. So....no muse tonight. Just lurking! Might be up for plotting, as well!)

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PSA

OMG: Finally, I updated my verse page....Remember, unless stated, Wade IS a single-verse....So my verses are more like “seasons” rather than separate verses)

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“Thank you, ma’am...it was hard....had t’ make sure she din’t turn, as well...tha’ was the hardest....” Wade’s gaze drifted to the ground, recalling the memory. That was the day he had learned to fear the living more than the undead....

Wade sighed heavily as he gazed over at Sasha. Ever since Michonne’s group had arrived, Sasha had hid up in that watch tower. Sometimes, he wouldn’t see her for days, even going outside the walls with the construction team. Only seeing the barrell of the sniper rifle. He scratched at the back of his head, glancing over at Michonne. “Ma’am, if you don’t mind me askin’....wha’ happened t’ you guys out there? I mean....a lo’ of the newer recruits comin’ in had that look you guys had...pretty sure I did to, if we’re bein’ honest...Bu’ I have a feelin’...you guys’ seen heavy shi’.”

   Michonne didn’t know what to say, and she didn’t even know if she wanted to say something after that. However, she gave him a nod. “I’m sorry to hear,” She said quietly, eyes staying on his before looking over at Sasha, who was heading up back to the tower. She just wished she could rip the gun out of her hand and keep her away from that for a few days to help her out. 

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☹ My muse is visiting your muse on their death bed

The room was eerily silent when Wade slowly opened the door. He approached the bed cautiously, gnawing furiously at the inside of his cheek, attempting to quell the tears from forming in his eyes.He gently sat down on the edge and peered down at his wife. His beautiful wife...The delivery was complicating, to say the least. The doctor said something about internal hemorrhaging.The baby didn’t make it. Asphyxiated from the umbilical cord wrapped around its neck.Wade couldn’t call it “he.” He couldn’t accept it.He pushed a few rogue strands off of Callie’s clammy face and picked up her hand, squeezing it affectionately.“Darlin’,” he murmured, “I’m here...”There’s not much we can do, the doctor had said, She has some massive damage to her internals. We just don’t have the means to do anything. We’ll make her comfortable...but I recommend you go say your goodbyes. He smiled sadly down at her, watching her slow, shallow breathing. The rise and fall of her chest.“I’m here,” Wade murmured, again, patting her hand, feeling her emerald ring scratch against his palm.

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Masterlist of Memes (Long post!)

Symbols

☹ My muse is visiting your muse on their death bed

♫ A drabble about our muses inspired by the next song that comes on shuffle

☻ A drabble of our muses on their wedding day

☺ my muse trying to piss yours off

ت our muses running into each other after not seeing each other for several years

ヅ for a situation that got both our muses arrested

シ my muse walks in on your naked

Ü your muse walks in on my muse naked

ϡ a goodbye letter from my muse to yours

♥ you muse suprises my muse with a kiss

۵ my muse kisses yours to shut them up

ღ a forehead kiss from my muse

웃 my muse torturing yours for information

유 my muse trying to seduce information from your muse

♈ a holiday drabble featuring our muses

♉ our muses are together when they get ambushed

≑ my muse wakes up in your muse’s body

?  my muse will ask your muse a question they always wanted to ask

+ my muse has died and your muse is included in their will

◈ my muse’s reaction to finding your muse beaten and bruised 

♊ my muse will do something stupid to impress your muse

✃ your muse visiting mine in the psych ward

♋ my muse visiting yours in the psych ward

❅ my muse rescues yours

✪ my muse seeing the ghost of your muse

● my muse’s turn offs

○ my muse’s turn ons

△ our muse’s get in a playful wrestling match

⍢ my muse gives yours a hickey

✧ our muses having dinner together

☎ my muse drunk dials your muse

✈ our muses on a flight together

☼ my muse giving yours a massage

♡ my muse flirts with your mue

☣ your muse visiting my muse in prison

♌ your muse visiting mine in prison

X my muse doesn’t remember anything from the night before. They have blood on their hands, and your muse is beaten at their feet.

☁ our muses are trapped in a fire together

〰 our muses are at the beach together

❢ my muse has lost their memory, and at the sight of your muse starts to remember things

✑ my muses daily routine

❂ a new years eve memory from my muse

✬ our muses share a new years eve kiss

✆ your muses name, ringtone, and icon in the muse’s phone

◙ a christmas gift from my muse

♍ a sexual story from my muse

₩ our muses are caught in a thunder storm together

❊  a regret my muse has about your muse

♎ your muse tracing one of my muse’s scars

♏ my muse tracing a scar of your muse’s

♐ my muse hearing your muse scream

♑ our muses go out for coffee together

♒ my muse visit’s your muse’s grave

♓ my muse injures your muse

✄ your muse injures my muse

☩ a dream my muse has about your muse

☨ my muse searching for your muse

☦ my muse trying to cheer up your muse

✞ my muse taking care of a your muse while their sick

✛ my muse trying to calm your muse down

✜ my muse trying to get your muse to recover from amnesia

✝ a confession from my muse to yours

✙ our muses shopping together

✠ our muses watching the stars together

« a past memory with our muses

» a daydream my muse has about yours

✐ a mistletoe kiss

✎ our muses going to a costume ball together

✏ our muses are evil and out reaking havoc together

♔ a kiss on the cheek

♕ a kiss on the palms

♖ a kiss on the back of the hand

♗ a kiss on the nose

♘ a kiss on the eyelids

♙ a kiss on a bruise

Sentence Memes

"You belong to me"

"I found you"

"I’m in jail"

"You make me so hot"

"I have to leave"

"Please don’t leave"

"And what about our parents?"

"Who did this to you?"

"You shouldn’t have done that"

"What happened last night"

"We never tell anyone about this"

"So, you want to play games?"

"Does that require pants?"

"Lets just have a lazy day"

"Then go kill the bitch"

"I’m pregnant"

"You broke me"

"Don’t touch me"

"You can’t fix this"

"There’s nowhere we can hide"

"I’m not listening"

"Who do you think you are?"

"I don’t need you here."

"Did I fall asleep?"

"A little evil goes a long, long way."

"I will not die."

"I don’t care."

"I have no regrets."

"I feel numb."

"All monsters are human."

"You look beautiful, but you don’t look fine."

"You look beautiful, but you don’t look fine."”

"How many time have I told you to be more careful?"

"Let’s get you to bed."

"I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!"

"Are you crazy?”

"Do you trust me?"

"How did you escape?"

"Is that blood behind your ear?"

"Take. This. Off. "

"What’s in it for me?"

"What’s in it for you?"

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TRUTH. *drops mic*

OOC:

Alright…what the hell is with all the hate going on right now? Dude, brahs….calm your tits. What’s with all the negativity?  Go smoke a joint, drink a long island or get laid if it’ll make you feel better. Just stop sending hate and STOP hidin’ behind the anonymous face. Good Lord. You just look a like a douche, that way. At least have some balls and at let it be known who you are if you really feel that way.

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                                               “You have to do whatever it takes.                                          This is who you are and what this place is                                                   until the end. But it isn’t the end.”

                                                           ɪ. // ɪɪ. // ɪɪɪ. // ɪɪɪɪ.

                                     ;Promo graphic credit: ideliveredpizzas

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OOC:

Alright...what the hell is with all the hate going on right now? Dude, brahs....calm your tits. What’s with all the negativity?  Go smoke a joint, drink a long island or get laid if it’ll make you feel better. Just stop sending hate and STOP hidin’ behind the anonymous face. Good Lord. You just look a like a douche, that way. At least have some balls and at let it be known who you are if you really feel that way.

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Wade shook his head, a grin plastered on his face. “I’ll be’cha he ain’t been ou’side these walls since the beginnin’,” Wade chided as he glanced over his shoulder.  The young man was already breathing heavily, sweat soaking the collar of his shirt.  Wade slowed his stride to fall back next to the guy. “Hey,” Wade said, gently elbowing him in the arm, “You ain’ lookin’ too hot....y’ need me t’ carry somethin’ f’r yeh?” The man stared wide-eyed at Wade, seemingly in complete awe to be in Wade’s presence. He nodded and took off his back-pack, handing it to Wade. With ease, Wade slung it over his other shoulder. The thing weighed probably about fifty pounds, but after years of lugging bags of concrete and giving Callie piggyback rides, it wasn’t too cumbersome. “G’Lord, boy!” Wade exclaimed, “Wha’ the hell y’ go’ in here? Everythin’ plus the kitchen sink?” The man’s cheeks reddened in embarrassment.  “You never know what you can run into out here....better be prepared,” he replied meekly. Wade threw his head back and let out a bark of a laugh. “Ky! Ky!” Wade called, “We go’ ourselves a Bear Jones, here!”

"It’s a bit much, isn’t it? Do you think he might be compensating for something?" (talking about some Alexandria citizen)

Kyleigh and Wade were going on their first run with the some of the others from Alexandria. Of course it was supposed to be a test for the two of them, but the runner was more anxious to see how these people would handle it. She, Wade, her sister and the others had been out there so long that they moved together quite well. But now they were throwing in new people and that meant anything could happen.

Letting out a laugh at Wade’s comment, her eyes swept over the one man coming with them. He was dressed like he was heading into war, which was fine, but he was going to get over heated way too quickly. He also had a rather large gun, and a huge back pack on him. Didn’t these people get that you had to move quickly and things like that would only slow them down? She turned to Wade and grinned.

"If he is, then I feel really sorry for him. Cause that is a lot of shit for just a little test run.”

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Wade’s eyebrows knitted together as he looked at the constable, confused. “I ge’ it...I’ve been there, ‘fore. After I lost my sister.” he said quickly. He knew the signs. Hell, it was like looking into a mirror when Sasha walked through the gates. The haunted, blank stare that went on for miles. “Y’ don’ have to defend her, ma’am....I get it,” he placated once more.

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Two words....clusterfuck. I guess they’re trying to set up for the finally?...I think? I dunno. It was just....wut? Problem: Too many subplots all happening at the same time, I think. Just made it a jumbled mess.

what in the absolute fuck did I just watch?