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random thoughts about this one girl I kissed with while drunkenly fooling around in spain

i did already think she was cute before the trip, i thought this would be a great chance to get to know her better.

what i didn't know was that we'd end up kissing by day 3 of the trip, fooling around in one of our friend's hotel room playing truth or dare.

i've never kissed anyone in my life, i have very little experience with romantic-physical actions and i'm preeetty sure i was halfway towards being drunk. needless to say, that kiss left quite the impression.

her lips tasted like strawberry flavored whisky cream, beer, mint and a hint of orange juice. i ran my hand through her hair while we kissed. it was so soft and silky. i'm pretty sure all 4 seasons of the year went by while our lips touched. according to her, i'm somewhat of a good kisser, so that's something.

i didn't know what to expect from a kiss, especially one as deep as the one we had. i didn't know what i was supposed to feel when our mouths intertwined. all i know is what i felt afterwards. my heart was racing. heck, it still does whenever i think about it. i had to play it off smoothly for my friends to not notice my nerves, but i had just kissed the cutest girl of our whole bunch, and dare i say, in the entirety of spain. even colombia, too, why the hell not, she's just that beautiful. i couldn't believe myself.

if you were to ask me though, and if i were to be 100% honest and open with you, i'd say that i didn't like that kiss. because i know that i'll never get another. and even if i do, i just hope it's less expensive than the last one. yeah, i forgot to mention, she asked for 15€ before kissing me.

it could've been a lot more money though. the day of her birthday, me and one of her friends bought her an oreo cheesecake. i think it was a bit less expensive than our kiss. i didn't like that. i bought her a handcrafted, steel-forged kunai from Naruto as a gift. when added to the cake's price, it was more expensive than the kiss. but that felt cheap, 'cause those were two things. when we went to her hotel room to give her the surprise, one of her friends who was already there pointed out the window with excitement. there were two bunnies hopping around a nearby hill. bunny sightings are supposedly a sign of good luck, right?

i really fucking hope they are.

i saw a qoute on tiktok an hour before writing this. it was a video about people sharing thoughtful little actions that they did for their partners. one person said that they themselves remembered someone talking about their girlfriend, and said "I like to make sure that in life, everything always rounds up in her favour".

i'd like to do the same with this girl.

because i'm pretty sure that if the muses of history and dance were to have a daughter, she would be a lot like her.

if she even likes me back, of course. heaven knows i've never actually been corresponded whenever i've had feelings for someone.

but hey. it's my first time in spain. it was my first time kissing someone. it could be my first time for love. right?

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i'm excited to live the rest of my life like it belongs to me

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at this point i just hope that wherever she goes and whoever she meets, she finds as much love as i would've liked to give her

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so ummm, is it normal to be 1 day away from finishing 2nd semester and thinking "damn, what the fuck did I do with my life these past few months"?

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we're halfway through may already, time for a mood report:

- happy that barça won the league

- sad because the one girl that I fell in love with already has a bf

- resigned because at least said girl is happy

- lowkey stressed 'cause I got like 3 finals coming up

- surprisingly, doing somewhat okay in terms of self-esteem

- sad because the Nagi spin-off is ending