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You know this just made me want to follow you @bamsmommy

Have you ever had a condom stuck in your vagina?

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I may not like many of the things Azealia Banks says, but homegirl knows how to DRAGGGGGGGG 

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I need more people to follow on here.

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Chakra Healing: Root

Sanscrit name: Muladhara (root)

Location: Base of spine, at the seat of Kundalini

Symbol: A circle surrounded by four lotus petals, with a square inside it.

Central issue: Survival, stability, acceptance, self-preservation, deep-rootedness, perception, grounding, fear and safety

Color: Red

Essential oils: Patchouli, cedarwood, sandalwood

Crystals and Stones: Garnet, Ruby, Agate, Onyx, Haematite, Red Jasper, Black Tourmaline, Smoky Quartz, Bloodstone, Red Coral;

Stars and Astrological signs: Planets Mars, Pluto, and Saturn; Signs of Aries, Taurus, Scorpio, and Capricorn;

Sound or mantra: “Lam”

Sense: Smell

Body: The physical body

Orientation to self: Self-preservation

Goals: Stability, grounding, physical health, prosperity, trust

Rights: To be here, to have

Developmental stage: Womb to 12 months

Identity: Physical identity

Level of relationship: Tribal

Demon: Fear

Element: Earth

Hormonal glands: Sexual and adrenal

Organs: Immune system, base of spine, legs, bones and bone marrow, feet, rectum, physical body support

Excessive: Sluggish, lazy, tired, monotony, obesity, overeating, hoarding, materialism, greed, Fear of change, addiction to security

Deficient: Fearful, anxious, restless, lack of discipline, underweight, financial difficulty Chronic disorganization

Balanced: Good health, vitality, well grounded, sense of trust in the world, feeling safe and secure, stability, prosperity, ability to relax

Physical Dysfunctions: Frequent illness, disorders of the bowel, large intestine, bones, teeth, problems with legs, feet , base of spine(chronic lower back pain, sciatica); eating disorders; depression; immune-related disorders; skin problems; lack of energy;

Addictions: Food, gambling, shopping, work

Traumas and Abuses: Birth trauma, abandonment, physical neglect, poor physical bonding with the mother, malnourishment, feeding difficulty, major illnes or surgery, physical abuse, inherited traumas (eg. war, poverty, etc.)

Spiritual challenge: How well we manage our physical world;

HEALING STRATEGY: Physical activity, lots of touch, massage, reconnect with the body, grounding, Hatha yoga, look at earliest childhood relationship to mother, reclaim your right to be here;

AFFIRMATIONS:

It is safe to me to be here.

The earth supports me and meets my needs.

I love my body and trust its wisdom.

I am interested in abundance.

I am here and I am real.

I trust my Higher Self fulfills all mu needs. My life is full of prosperity.

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The music filler her veins with with rhythm. Causing her body to sway and move in an involuntary way. She didn't want to control the world around her anymore. All she wanted to do was be herself. She sits in her room filled with hymns and notes. She sits in her room finding herself.

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What should my first response be? Stuff like this makes people view men in a bad way. It seems like in this scenario one bad apple spoils the bunch. Let's talk about the horrible women in this world. Women who molest young men and get away with it. Men won't speak up because in this world a woman can't rape a man. In this world the woman taking advantage of the man is seen as a good thing.

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Ok so I was a bit worried about the way my own biological father looks at me and I thought it was so bazar that I always even end up crying and it seems I’m really not the only one. and then after searching for so long, this is how they put it, “she is like my wife but 25 years younger, ofcourse it’s normal” 

men are terrifying, like I wish I could say this is so completely un normal, but how many times do you hear about fathers and step fathers sexually abuse their daughters. like I can’t help but wonder how many just simply don’t act on their thoughts like this guy but still have it in their heads.

and he worst part is, this doesn’t happen when the girl is like an adult, it happens when she is begining or is hitting puberty. 

I know this is “dark” and uncomfortable but the more you don’t talk about this, the more it happens and the more men try to normalize it. 

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So what about the women that do things like this to young men???

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Ok so I was a bit worried about the way my own biological father looks at me and I thought it was so bazar that I always even end up crying and it seems I’m really not the only one. and then after searching for so long, this is how they put it, “she is like my wife but 25 years younger, ofcourse it’s normal” 

men are terrifying, like I wish I could say this is so completely un normal, but how many times do you hear about fathers and step fathers sexually abuse their daughters. like I can’t help but wonder how many just simply don’t act on their thoughts like this guy but still have it in their heads.

and he worst part is, this doesn’t happen when the girl is like an adult, it happens when she is begining or is hitting puberty. 

I know this is “dark” and uncomfortable but the more you don’t talk about this, the more it happens and the more men try to normalize it. 

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I feel free I hear quiet I feel that there is no around and I'm truly okay what that I feel calm and relaxed The self love I forgot and needed is coming back I gave my heart to someone else It was pure and full of love he gave it back I felt pain, sadness and anger I felt like I was ugly and no one would ever want to touch me So I crawled back into the hands of the man who broke my heart Only to realize that his hands weren't clean and probably never will be It's okay I'll love myself Tell myself I'm beautiful and worth it Give hugs to myself and kiss the parts of my body that hurt I love myself

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An Ode to Rugs

Rugs,

The fifth tenant

of the house I once stayed in

Your placement;

the source of my frustration.

Three’s company,

four’s a crowd

One more’s a horde

And still–

the landlord required your vacancy.

He feared for

his newly-renovated Red oak floors,

That gleamed like glaze

on Honeybaked ham

would become abrased–

Without your protection, of course.

Pointless–

You know, I never had seen the point.

Rugs,

Your width

could only cover but so much …

But, there was another job

opportunity in the wings.

How useful you were for a cover-up;

The perfect safe house for family dirt.

Swept under you,

were the sins of parents–

Daddy’s aloofness and mother’s infidelities

And the rivalry of siblings–

Sister’s hubris and my insecurities

The deeper the dissension–

The more the friction

And, your threads took quite a beating.

Oh, Rugs!

But, you held your weight.

And, you kept everything tucked away:

Pain, tears, fears

All underneath your armor–

and in between the loose cracks

Of floorboards.

Oh, what a faithful servant!

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The Unfair View on Gender

A lot of people think that because I have a penis, I must act and identify as male. Then I have to study, rehearse, and perform being a male and displaying male attributes. All these things are expected of me. No one has ever took the time out to ask me if I wanted to live my life this way. So I asked myself.

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Take a deep breath, and just fucking do it. Live your life, fuck what people think, and do what you need to do to be happy. You will surprise yourself with your power. Go kick some ass.

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