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June 28,2017. 4:48 pm

Dear journal, Hello blog! How are you guys? I'm good. Thanks for asking. I havent been up to much these past 4 days since I last wrote. I have been drinking lots of water thanks to daddy's advice. Umm oh yea! Last night I cut my hair into a Mohawk but when its not up it looks cool too. Today's food; waffles. (1) Water [16.9 fl oz] (3) Last nights dream; I was in someone's backyard (I don't know how it why) but I was hiding behind a brick wall from the cops Todays Activities; slept til noon, took a shower. Watched Netflix. Talked to daddy cx. Went outside and tanned. Now I'm inside writing my blog. I havent been to little space in a while. Kinda sad. Show/movies recently watching; futurama, American horror story (reruns), izombie, vampire diaries, ouran highschool host club (anime) Pretty little liars, and shameless, Yes I know that's alot^^ Mood; tired, just kinda here, excited (cuz my hair) and loved by daddy That's how imma start writing my blogs from now on ~kitten🌸

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June 24th, 2017

Dear journal, I'm lonely. I'm upset. I'm worthless. My goal is not gonna happen. And I'm never going to be happy. My worth is how many goals I accomplish. And depending on people shows my weakness. But maybe that's the only thing I can rely on. Cuz I've given up. I've got no more strength. Everyone's pushing me into being what they want me to be... I can't be myself. And daddy has been too busy for me, the only time he texts is when he's about to sleep and that literally fucks me up. I'm not important anymore. ...was I ever important. Daddy hasn't been around.... And I'm giving up. Rn I feel literally empty. Nothing...except tears in my eyes. I hate myself.... ~kitten🌸

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June 22, 2017. 12:57am

Hey guys. I’m sorry I scared y'all last time we chatted. I was going through a rough time. But guess who’s back cx?? Its me. And I actually wanted to talk about my insight of the world. I was lookin at the moon as I sat on my moms bfs truck just looking at the sky. It really got me thinking. First it was sad thoughts. About me and daddy. I imagined him with someone new. Someone more pretty. Someone who was…idk just perfect in every way. And me? Oh I was alone. Watching their little scene as Im in the background trying to hold back tears. I imagine him slipping a beautiful ring in her delicate fingers. And it was tearing me up. Then I thought no. Wait. If i didn’t gave him I’d be dead. Then I thought of the world without me in it. The world would move on Right? They wouldn’t care about another girl who lost the will to fight. They will forget the girl who killed herself cuz she hated herself. Then I was thinking about how earth does that. I’ll just be the same as everyone else who’s tried to kill themselves. And honestly, I want to change the world. I personally wanna teach people what they say or do actually hurts people but after all these years, no one has stopped. I thought about the people who killed themselves. Like my best friend….or even Kurt Cobain. Hes one of my idols. And nobody tried to save him. He thought he couldn’t handle it anymore and put a shotgun in his mouth and blew His brain out. Now think… Isn’t that a sad topic? Kurt Cobain killing himself… Now think that everyone who has ever killed themselves was just like him. Trying to get help out of this shitty place. I personally think that everyone’s too addicted to their phones to look around for 5 minutes and see how it really is. Life is not a happy thing. As soon as we are born we start our process of dying. We live just to die. Life revolves around death, death, and more death. But I want to get through life. I want to get better but the world never does. And me, by myself, I can’t change the world for the better. And that personally tears me up. But that’s just my input. Ya know? Anyways. I��m sorry. I love you all xoxo ~kitten🌸

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June 20, 2017 2:18am

Dear tumblr, I'm tired. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of death. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of being alone. I'm lonely... I honestly feel like if I disappeared no one would be at least the tiniest bit fazed by this. I've been beating myself up. Mentally and physically. I've been calling myself names and my thoughts keep getting worse. I punch myself and scratch and pinch. My grandmas in the hospital.. Shes dying. I'm giving up all hope on myself. My family. My life. Daddy no longer talks to me. And I think he has someone else he'd rather be with. My progress went down the drain and I'm more suicidal now than I've ever been. I need something. 1 fucking thing to help me. I can't smoke cuz daddy won't let me. I can't talk to anyone cuz I don't have friends. I can't do shit. I'm useless and I don't understand the point of living anymore. I know I was doing so well.... But I've failed. I'm tired. I'm done .. With death. Drama. And myself. I've lost all my hope and I've got nothing to look forward to anymore....I love you guys but this might be goodbye... I'm sorry ~kitten 🌸

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June 16, 2017

Hello diary. I'm sorry I haven't written my phone broke. And the screen is all black. But here I am. Back again! Are y'all happy to see me CX ?? well I'm happy to see you . how's everyone? I'm good just a little sick. And alot has been happening. I got a sunburn but only on my thighs. Umm I miss daddy ...a lot. We don't talk as much as I want xc but.. I get it...he has a life whether its with me or not. It hurts but I've become strong enough to try to push that out of my head. I'm really sick rn. I can't even hold down water. It comes back up xc. Wish me luck to get better. Btw if you guys ever ever ever wanna talk to me just text me. I'm always here for you guys and I live talking to you CX Well I've gotta show daddy my.journal xoxoxox I love you my Little's. This kittens out. ~kitten

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June 5th 2017. 12:31 pm

Hello blog 💓 how have you guys been ? Sorry i haven't written in a few days I've been at my friends house. The first day when i came over we were having her birthday party. There was a waterslide. And water balloons. Then we hung out on the trampoline just eating junk food. Then we came inside and watched movies.. We watched the babadook. I was scared and wanted daddy to take care of me . but im ok. Then the next l we went to the movies and watched guardians of the galaxy part 2. It was reeaaaallllyyy good. Then we took the other girls home. I got to stay the night again and we painted were watching failed x factor auditions cx . i missed daddy and last night i was lonely. I felt alone. I cried into a pillow. Lori (friend) was on the phone with her boyfriend and they were talking about a future and nice things when i cant even see my future. I didnt sleep til 5. Im okay tho. Thanks for reading. ~kitten🌸

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June 2nd, 2017. 11:58 pm

Hai journal 😊. How are you today?🎈 im fantastic! I've had a pretty decent day. Mom didn't bother me with her mean words. I talked to friend and got her a present for her birthday tomorrow. Im so excited! Daddy's been out but i loved talking to him while i could. 👽👽 umm i bought hot cheetos, pocky, oreos, juicy drop, hubba bubba gum (3) and other things i cant remember but there's alot. 😊. Im so glad i met her though. Without her i wouldn't have any friends at my new school. And when we first met it was fantastic cuz we were both petting a dog CX. Then i found out shes into Ddlg too... Shes my best friend even if im not hers. Now im laying down kinda tired. I tanned a little today but it was too hot outside. I couldn't stay out very long.. Lol cx anyways i sweepy ill talk to you guys tomorrow. Thank yew for reading cx ~kitten🌸

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May 31, 2017. 6:29 pm

Dear diary, Today's been okay. Not the best not the best. My mom left at 9 am and didnt come back til today at 2 pm. And i encountered sleep parylisis. It was scary because. Well . Last night at 11 pm i opened my eyes in my sleep Parylisis (Youre not supposed to do that) so i sat up and i saw someone in moms door way. So i thought it was mom. When i called her name a girl with orange short hair and a green coat and the biggest fucking smile turned around. I remember everything about her. It was in our house. I tried to tell mikayla. I couldnt get up. I couldnt scream. I couldnt yell. I couldnt throw things . i couldnt do abything while the girl is just watching me struggle. I was so helpless. Then i woke up amd had a sandwhich for breakfast. Then mom got home. Angry ,because mom and her fiance have been fighting all day, unplugged the wifi cuz she dont trust him amd toom out her anger on us once again. So i sat here for a while. Yea do that was fun i guess.... Im hungry XD. Im gonna make something to eat so ill write later. Xoxoxo ~kitten🌸

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May 30,2017. Mental health

When you need help with your mental help PLEASE READ BEFORE DOING ANYTHING. 1. Remember that you are loved. By friends. By family. By daddy. By you. 2. Remember that your scars are a story. And it shows strength. Not weakness 3. You're beautiful. Inside and out..everyone can see it. Except you at the moment 4. You're neither fat. Nor ugly 5. Daddy is always there for you no matter what. 6. Daddy might be busy once in a while but you mean everything to him. 7. Do NOT grab the pills from moms room. No matter how badly you want to. 8. If you really wanted to go you wouldve done it by now. The happy you doesnt want that 9. You are important. To friends. To family. To daddy. To you. 10. Youve made daddy really happy. You dont need to leave. Youve got a purpose. Come on hun. Breath in..... Breath out. Remember youre important and live without you wouldn't be the same. Breath in again..... Hold it..... Breath out... Youre okay... I promise. ~kitten🌸

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May 29,2016 daddys apology 7:34 pm

Dear daddy, i am so sorry daddy. Im sorry i was gone for a long time and doubting you once again. I was gone for a while only because mom took my phone and then i had to clean to get it back. I would not purposely not talk to you. I feel really bad. I was doubting you because mom was pushing her anger out on me again and i got her words stuck on my thoughts. Im sorry i haven't been such a good little. Im sorry that I've gotten in trouble for the first time. I wanted to be the best little... I wanted to be a good girl. And you've been so patient with me. Im sorry daddy. Please forgive me. Ill change my ways i promise. Just please forgive me. ~kitten🌸

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May 28, 2017 3:39 pm

Hewwo ❤ im baaaaaacccckkkk once again ☺☺☺ currently im in little space. Feeling like i should watch some cartoons.. My day? Oh.. Well... Its been ok. Boring tho. I woke up around 8 or 9. And i just layed in bed. My mum and her fiance didnt wake up til 3 pm...that means I've only been eating junk food. Im feeling too hyper rn and it wasnt healthy for me.. My stomach is upset. Im also in the process of dying my hair. Half purple and half pink. Im soooooo excited!! Daddy and i had play time❤ loved every bit of it. Well its 3:45 and my phones at 20%. If i wanna watch cartoons i should rn befor my phone dies. Xoxo love yall. ~kitten🌸

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May 27, 2017. 11:54 pm

Its almost midnight and i havent slept at all last night. 💨 so im tired. I went to the pool today and tbe mall. I got a black bathbomb. And i got an alien pin and black nail polish. I got 3 shirts and 2 pairs of pants with a flannel. I missed daddy all day. I was worried that he was thinking bad things about me while i was gone. Like "she's been gone for a while she has a different daddy" or "she's not really that special... I should leave her". Or maybe thats just my insecurites.... I missed him allllll day. Ugh. But anyways i just finished dinnerand had a few cookies lol. While wearing me new cookie monster undies cx. *yawn* i hope im always daddys princess. ~kitten🌸

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May 27th 2017. 1:27 am

*yawn* good morning everyone. 💨I’ve been asleep all yesterday because I’ve had a migraine. 💤💤 I actually woke up with one so daddy told me to drink some water.👑 Im drinking water while texting you.😝 Yesterday befor i fell asleep i went to the pool. 💙And after the pool i got lots of junk food from the store cx. 💎I got sugar cookies, hot cheetos, Hershey’s drops, Reese’s, and swiss rolls. 😽 Im just happy🍼. I have a bad migraine and staring at a screen is probably not healthy for a migraine huh? 😉… Well then ill sleep and ill write at noon i promise (if i even wake up at that time.)☺ Xoxoxoxo night guys thank you for reading tonight. ✌✌🌸❤😂 ~kitten🌸

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May 24, 2017 9:16 pm

Hello creatures. 👑 im back once again. Today has been a good day. Im talking to daddy as i smoke rn. So please don't judge me rn. Daddy says he's got a present for me. 🎁 im very excited. 😝 i wonder what it is. Deep inside i want it to be a picture of him. Cuz i know im gonna love his face so much💙 but i understand that he cant do that. I dont ever want him to do anything he cannot do and ill completely understand💎 i love him and want the best for him. And i wannabe the most perfectest princess in the world👗👗. Hehe today ive had crampies tho. They hurt badly but i took ibuprofen and got better. I had spaghetti for dinner. Cx im a happy princess 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 I love y'all thank yew for reading once again ~kitten🌸

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May 21, 2017 11:45

Morning or afternoon. Whatever it is. I wanted to keep you updated. Today i didnt do much but sleep and daddy is sleepimg rn i dont wanna wake him so im waiting for him to wake up ❤ im bored as hell amd i wish i had more fwends. Ughh ~kitten🌸

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May 20, 2017 8:12 Am

Morning blog😽 I really hope everyone’s having a gooooooodd morning like me🍼. For the first time, in a long time i went to sleep without my insomnia pills or smoking🐻. I feel very achieved this morning!☺ Anyways i didnt dream when i went to sleep either🌸. I was just in a deep sleep and when i woke up i was well rested!❤ and i think that’s probably the best sleep ive had in a looonnggg time. I just woke up at 7 and its 8 so nothing else really happened except i told daddy good morning and my morning daily selfie😘 hehe. He greeted me this morning and asked me how i slept cx i really hope all of you wake up on the right side of the bed cx all of you deserve to be happy 😍 ill write again at …hmmm uhh…. Lets say noon cx okay ill see you then 🍼🐻🌸 love youuu ~kitten🌸

8:48 PM … IM SORRY. i didnt blog when i said i was. But i had to walk 10 to 15 miles. And then i was talking to daddy. Amd then he went to sleep amd then the ex daddy did me wrong and im officially tired. He sent personal pictures i gave him online and my friends. Im officially hated and a million thoughts are racing at a hundred miles per hour. And it includes suicide, self harm, worthlessness, trashm, etc. Suicide is goimg through my mind. I even found my moms bfs gun. Im scared and afraid. I cant do this anymore… I can’t... ~kitten🌸 10:10 pm Im sorry guys... Ive calmed down after talking to daddy. Im okay now so do not worry. But i can smile a little bit. I Can't sleep or eat rn.... But im better. I still have bad thoughts but no suicidal anymore. Daddy let me know that im loved by him. He is helping me alot. And he is proud of me because i used to smoke every time i got the tiniest bit i get hurt. Or id self harm. But i havent done either today cx so im proud of myself. Cx.. Well idk what to say... But thanks for reading. Love your support ~kitten🌸