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[dakuryonn]

This url has been claimed by diamondphoenix. The original owner, Mikki, was an abusive individual who manipulated her ex and slandered him, so she no longer has any rights to her past URLs.

Receipts of Mikki’s abusive behavior towards Auron: ✘  ✘  ✘  ✘  ✘ @vasilias-azazel can also shed more light on the situation, should you need more information.

[dakuryonn]

I would like to have a magic wand to solve problems, or Aladdin’s lamp to desire well-being for those I care about. Unfortunately these things don’t exist but one thing is certain: I may not have magical powers or particular abilities, but I can listen. Sometimes to solve problems you just have to know how to listen. No, it is not as simple as many believe, listening with your ears is something that everyone can do, listening with the heart is something much more difficult, you have to have a bit of empathy, to understand what the others feel, to understand their joy and pain. As long as I am allowed, I will always be ready to listen. ❤

[dakuryonn]

🡩 Agreed.

Conclusion of the aformentioned argument. One of the things I would always do whenever we would have our arguments, in order to prevent things from escalating, was to drop the conversation. Now, take notice of how she, once again, threatened to break up with me. This time, she threatened because of my wanting to drop the subject since I knew that further discussion of it would only lead to her getting further angry at me, along with causing my temper to flare up, all of which I wanted to prevent from happening at all. Yet I’m the villain? Nah, miss me with that mess.

[dakuryonn]

And here, we have proof that Mikki had threatened to leave me, over something innocent and small. I was working on some of my mods on the evening this argument between us had transpired, and I told her beforehand that my responses were going to be slow. She knew this, yet she decided to became angry with me anyway, for not answering her texts in time and reblobbing some stuff during break time, when she knew damn well that I was busy with my projects, Hell, you can see right there that I explained it to her! She always did this to me, turning innocent conversations into a fight. This isn’t the only time she’s done this. Also, take note of how she got upset with me for agreeing with her that perhaps taking a temporary break from each other would be beneficial. Why the Hell would you suggest such a thing to me in the first place, then, woman?! And again, more explanations and demands, more of me having to repeat myself about a certain topic that she refused to understand. A conversation we had several times before: discernment between mun and muse. She knows that mun doesn’t = muse, yet she’d always insist that it was. The rest of this conversation in particular to be posted next.

[dakuryonn]

Here she admits to twisting things around, and as for why? She was afraid of losing me. Why was she afraid to lose me? Because of her exes, the ones who abused her. Why did she always project her fears onto me and always treat me like I was going to hurt her when that’s utter bullshit? Who knows!

And take notice of how I actually reached out to her, wanting to help her overcome those fears. I wanted to help, because her insecurities and inability to understand that I would never hurt her — especially not intentionally — was damaging our relationship which by that point was already frayed. And yes, I have more to reveal to all of you. We’re not done yet!

[dakuryonn]

For further clarification, Mikki never took the time to understand me. And as you can see here, she didn’t care enough to do so. This wasn’t the first time she’s done this, by the way! Take note of how she instantly dismissed my giving her a glimpse of what it’s like for me. Note how instead of actually taking the time to understand, she chose to want to end it. I was in full agreement, for the fact that she refused to understand as well as accept me and my flaws. I’ll only give you guys one guess how she reacted to me telling her it truly wasn’t going to work out between us anymore. Hint: she didn’t take it well at all, going so far as to eventually drag her sister into the situation and paint me as a monster in the end, when I’m already discriminated enough as it is. There’s a lot more where these came from, folks … We haven’t even begun to scratch the surface on this.

[dakuryonn]

Oh how utterly pathetic of her! What she said to you is nothing short of emotional manipulation and abuse!

Mikki, your constant disrespect of the boundaries I placed after telling you to stay out of my life and leave me alone clearly hasn’t registered into your system. Just. Wow, do I love it when you fucking emotionally manipulate me by threatening suicide over me breaking up with you. It feels fan-fucking-tastic! Asides from the slander you wrote about me behind my back on your other blog, this sickening message that you’ve sent to me telling me how you’ve been contemplating on ending your life over that is the lowest level you could ever stoop down to. What’s more, now you’re trying to twist shit around and lie about the true reason as to why I dumped you. “Didn’t reply fast enough”, my arse! That’s a damn lie and you know it! But you know what? Since you keep wanting to play the victim card, it’d be quite the shame if I were to bring up certain guilt trippy things you’ve said to me, out into the public. Because I know you’d just keep lying about me to your friends and they’ll keep blindly defending you while further slandering me if I don’t. And well, unfortunately for you, I’m not the sort of person who’s going to tolerate this shit from you, nor from anyone else for that matter!

Does this look familiar? It should, since fancy-pantsu was your blog before you deleted it to create your an-actualcat, maniac-magicka, and current blog. And if you dare to deny any of this, you’re only further proving the fact that you’re a liar hellbent on making me suffer for wanting to severe all ties with you. So just shut up, fuck off, and leave me the Hell alone! Do you understand?! You need to get it in your head that you have zero right to try to control me and what I do with my life. This is MY life, not yours, so who do you think you are to have ever had to gall to say this to me? As for you wanting to pin the blame on me, claiming that I was invalidating your feelings? Nah, you did it to me first. I only retaliate whenever I am mistreated, which you’ve done. I’m allowed to defend myself when people pull that sort of bullshit on me, so shut up!

Stop block evading, stop trying to contact me, and understand that I don’t love you anymore. What you did to me was unforgivable. You say you’re sorry, but I know it isn’t for sincere reasons. You’re only sorry that I refuse to allow you to treat me like your therapist, instead of as your partner. You’re sorry that I refused to let you convince me to change parts of me that make me who I am, instead of your “dream guy” and “the perfect boyfriend”. If you’re seriously going to end your life over me leaving you, you are a coward and you seriously need to get yourself to a hospital as soon as possible so the doctors can take care of you, because I am not going to allow you to emotionally manipulate me and burden me with your problems anymore. This shit is one of the reasons why I left you. You’re six years older than me, for Lakan’s sake! Grow the Hell up and leave me alone. Ah, but worry not, for I plan on sharing our DMs for the whole world to see, since you want to pull this shit again. You have no power over me anymore.

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Allow me to reiterate: I hate dishonest people who don’t own up to the horrible things they say about others and would rather have only their side known to their friends and the general public. This is for the same anon, or should I say, MIKKI, who spoke so ill about Auron to me. First of all, how dare you lie to me when I confronted you, asking you if you was the one who sent me that vile anon! Second of all, I am appalled that you dare to possess the audacity to overstep Auron’s boundaries by communicating with him against his wishes, and not only did you overstep by way of block evasion, you overstepped further by having the nerve to tell him that you plan on committing suicide. I no longer support you, Mikki. You should be ashamed of yourself.

I hate dishonest people.

[dakuryonn]

I hate dishonest people.

[dakuryonn]

It isn’t hard for people to grasp, some just choose to be ignorant and find someone to pick on for no reason. They’re ignorant, lazy, and lacking a brain since they never took any time to get the entire story in regards to that situation.

The only "crime" Auron committed is stealing everyone's hearts since he's one of the friendliest & sweetest people in the fandom so whatever that anon's smoking needs to get tossed into the nearest bin before they make themself sick. Auron doesn't need to stay with someone who burdens him with their problems, worsens his mental health, takes their pain out on him and accuses him of crap he's never done. He deserves someone who respects him & treats him like the queen that he is 💅

Exactly.

[dakuryonn]

The only "crime" Auron committed is stealing everyone's hearts since he's one of the friendliest & sweetest people in the fandom so whatever that anon's smoking needs to get tossed into the nearest bin before they make themself sick. Auron doesn't need to stay with someone who burdens him with their problems, worsens his mental health, takes their pain out on him and accuses him of crap he's never done. He deserves someone who respects him & treats him like the queen that he is 💅

Exactly.

[dakuryonn]

Exactly! Numbers mean nothing, which is why I always find people like that anon to not only be ignorant, but a complete fool for thinking that X number of followers/whatever the Hell else equates to an individual’s worth, much less the strength and power of the person! You don’t need an army to overcome an obstacle nor to be an influential force, you just need raw willpower, a brain, and human decency. A small group of people can get as much done as a larger group, so whoever thinks numbers mean anything need to go back to history class because somewhere down the line they’ve forgotten about the wars that you mentioned, that were won by a determined handful of warriors with nothing to lose.

I bet you have no followers. No followers = you're a worthless piece of shit. Fuck you.

You really want to make this about numbers? If that’s the hill you choose to die on, so be it.

Well well well, what do we have here? 193 FOLLOWERS. That’s worth 193 Golden Darics, or even 193 Diamonds! So … what was that you were crying to me about again?

[dakuryonn]

This cutie is the only valid Anon, all the others need to go home crying to their mommies since they’re fake news!

I posted this drawing a long time ago, I propose it again because it is inspiring me. “Anon”, as this character is called, stands not for Anonymous but for ANgel and demON, since she is both. A sort of representation of the human soul. Inspiration returns! Yes!

[dakuryonn]

I will never understand the point that people like anon try to make by wanting to make things about numbers. I guess it must be some sort of pissing contest for them or something, but whatever their reasons for it they should know they’re always going to lose so I don’t know why they even bother xD While this shouldn’t need to be said, quantity does not always equal quality, but there are exceptions. A majority of my followers follow me for my Tera NPC/OC reviews, others follow me to ask me for advice via DMs, and a very small number are porn bots but I let them hang around since they’re chill and don’t act a fool like all these idiot anons who think they’re tough by talking shit for no good reason

I bet you have no followers. No followers = you're a worthless piece of shit. Fuck you.

You really want to make this about numbers? If that’s the hill you choose to die on, so be it.

Well well well, what do we have here? 193 FOLLOWERS. That’s worth 193 Golden Darics, or even 193 Diamonds! So … what was that you were crying to me about again?

[dakuryonn]

The true story involving Sandra, Plague, Galathea and what they actually do to Dakuryon: Sandra raped Dakuryon, and that’s why he can’t get her to leave his castle and make her stay out of his life forever; he knows she’ll assault him again if he ever makes another attempt so he has to fucking endure the torment. There is no other reason as to why she’s there. She has abused and tortured Dakuryon and he’s trapped in his own home with no escape unless someone can go over there to fucking save him and give Sandra the death she deserves for being such a disgusting rapist bitch. Dakuryon does not love her, and he never will. He hates her with his whole heart and wants her dead. He pretends to love her out of fear of getting abused by her again. Those smiles he sports? Fake. They’re a mask he wears. Pay close attention to whenever he says “I love you” to her. Notice how the words are forced out, as if spoken against his will. And that’s because they are. His body language whenever she touches him ... notice the shudder of disgust, the tears he has to hold back so she cannot see.

Sandra touches him to force him to remember. Cruel reminder that she can and will do it again if he dares to ever cry for help, If he ever makes any attempt to escape. He never consents to her touches. He hates her. He wants to be freed from her. he also hates her friends that she always invites over without his consent. Those friends of her are Plague and Galathea. One is a thief of the fine arts, the other a false prophet. Both of them monsters just like Sandra. Plague and Galathea have also raped Dakuryon. All three of them are in on it, with Sandra being the leader. The other two follow her orders without question, always, and join her in further torturing the Imperator. They relish in the pain and trauma they cause for him. They foolishly mistake his glares of unbridled hatred towards them, his pained groans and screams of suffering and torment, to be that of love. Unaware of the true machinations turning in his mind:

His desire for revenge against them. His need for their blood to paint the walls of his castle, for their bodies to be dismembered and mutilated beyond recogniton and repair. He wants them dead. Their deaths is the only pleasure they could ever give him. Their deaths would mean his freedom ...

Sandra, Plague, and Galathea are the true monsters --- and they’re going to die in the most violent way, soon enough. For they continue to tempt fate, completely unaware of their demise that lurks just behind the corner ...

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If you condone harrassment in any sense no matter what side you're on of whatever fight you're in, get the fuck off my blog.

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Tumblr: Don't be afraid to commit mistakes, everyone makes them and that's ok uwu

Also tumblr: If you commit a mistake, fuck you, you are cancelled, we will remind you every bad thing you have done constantly and we hope you die.