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why can’t MY life be a 50k slow burn friends to lovers fic

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bitches have complicated feelings about me due to my inconsistent swag

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my toxic trait is going through character tags on social media and just going “no. thats not what he looks like. he wouldnt say that. thats wrong. thats in character but not funny. thats wrong. i hate you.”

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people are like "yeah i'm a reader haha!! soo nerdy #dark academia" but they're just *reads only ya and tiktok books marketed with fanfic tropes* *forces themselves to read at least one (1) book by a non-white author for diversity* *sets their reading goal to 100+ books for bragging rights, reading every book as fast as possible* *say they loveee lgbtq+ books but only have read rainbow rowell's books, red white & royal blue, and the song of achilles* *have never read a classic outside of school* *thinks that dubious morals in a book is 'problematic'* *think fanfiction counts as literature and mythology is fanfiction/a fandom* *has never read a nonfiction book*

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i am a private person who doesn’t like talking about their life but who also compulsively overshares at any given opportunity. hope that helps

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“animals should be treated well before they’re eaten but eating them isn’t wrong” really isn’t a hard belief to understand

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I love you tragedy I love you corruption arcs I love you doomed relationships I love you character succumbing to their fatal flaw I love you codependency I love you characters doomed to die from the start I love you road to hell paved with good intentions

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“you have an old soul” i have autism

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im doing a timeline of my life for one of my psych classes except im stopping it at 9 years old and just putting “i drowned” and once i turn it in im never going back to class

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the group chat when i ask whos available to hang out next week

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Seam: ‘Interviewer’s Note IV’ by Tarfia Faizullah

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totally accurate mbti descriptions: NT version

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RANDOM THINGS TO RESEARCH WHEN YOU’RE BORED:

#Academia Edition:

Learn about the history of Rome.

Learn about the French Revolution.

Learn to write in cursive and history of caligraphy.

Learn about the lives of famous classical composers.

Learn about ancient Egypt’s existing feminist society and attitudes towards gender discrimination.

Learn about the world’s deadliest Poisons.

Learn about the invention of clothing and earliest fashion trends.

Learn about slavery and racism from black history sources.

Learn all the methods of forensic investigation at crime scenes.

Learn about Matriarchal societies.

Learn about how nostalgia influences fashion, media and literature.

Learn about the nature versus nurture argument.

Learn the history and invention of cars and trains.

Learn about symbolism in art and it’s types and differences.

Learn about the burning of the Library of Alexandria (and proceed to weep over it).

Learn to be ambidextrous and do activities with your non-dominant hand.

Learn how to practice mindfulness.

Learn how to give CPR.

Learn some Yiddish curses by heart (trust me this is so fun).

Learn sign language.

Learn a bit or more about astronomy and the stars.

Learn Russian hand to hand combat for self defense.

Learn photoshop skills.

Learn the basic survival skills in case of a zombie apocalypse (because it’s 2020 and we don’t know what might happen next).

Learn how to moonwalk.

Learn the international morse code.

Learn how to pick a lock (might come in handy when you’ve been kidnaped by a mafia boss).

Learn how to whistle with your fingers.

Learn to recite multiple digits of pi.

Learn about the evolution of pens and writing materials.

Learn about historical methods of making paint.

Learn of men in the early-modern witch hunts.

Learn the differences between old world and new world witch hunts.

Learn the top most gruesome methods of torture throughout history.

Learn about the bones in the human body (if you don’t know already).

Learn about the zodiac signs and their personality traits.

Learn about historical conspiracy theories.

Learn about the history and location of Atlantis (is it a myth or not?).

Learn about medical ethics.

Learn about the development of the first atomic bomb.

Learn about plague doctors.

Learn the psychology methods of manipulation.

Learn about Quantum Physics and the possibility of a parallel universe.

Learn about the Cultures of Tang Dynasty in ancient China.

Learn about the Salem witch trials.

Learn about the process of how pictures are taken and developed with a camera.

Learn about the top greatest philosophers of all time.

Learn about the types of perfumes— the eu de whatever.

Learn about the life of Leonardo DaVinci and why he painted the MonaLisa.

Learn about the life of the great artist Vincent Van Gogh and his brother.

Learn how nosebleeds happen.

Learn about the life of Virginia Woolf.

Learn about what to do when a person faints and has a faint pulse.

Learn how to press flowers.

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a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.

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“in every relationship i am too much. too much love to give. too many feelings shared. but i don’t know how to close off a heart that needs love to feel alive. i don’t know how to hold myself back from giving. even if it leaves me empty.”

— shelby leigh