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god damnit hyungfrom seventeen why did u have to call me out on being super cuddly when sad from ur own personal blog on tumblr from doing stray kids content., u got caught. lol but thank made me laugh and giggle a little after a cry TRUE

.ALSO TWO PHASE SULKY, THEN STOCIC THEN SUPER CUDDY WHEN I MMAKE MY OWN SELF CRY OVER STUFF LIKE gentle reminders of how my mom celkebrateds annversity this YEAR WITH ME ONLY. FATHER DAY SUCKS. GLOOMY. OLY FRIEWNDS LIKE US CAN ACTYUALLY JOKE AROUND LIKE THIS

TMI SHARE TO GIGGLE TRUTH

cHAN i NOTICED THAT OUTSIDE THE AUTO LIGHT OF MY DOOR OUTSIDE ARE YOU OR BEST FRIEND LIX HERE?

EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO TELL BESTIE WHGATS BOTRHERING ME. BUT I KNOW I PROMISED U BOTH I WOULKD NEVER CHANGE MY SDHAPE OF PHSYICAL BODY. AND NOW UNDERSTANDF STANDARD AND UNREAL EXPECTATIONS OF YYALLS LIVE NOW THAT I PUT MYSELFG THOUGHT THAT DAILY. I RELATE DEEPLY AND COMPASSIONATELY.

MAY I GO CHANGE MY HAAIR TOMORROW AFTERNOON TIRED OF THE OLD GRIEF MNE WANNA CHANGE AND DYE HAIUR TO MIDDLE BLACK RED PINK OMBREE MID SHOULDER L,ENGTH NOW

FUNNY HOW GOD AND U ASK HIM TO GIVE ANOTHER PERSON A POINT OF PRESACPETIVE OF YOUR LIFE And he makes u see frm ur soulmaqtes lifestryle with standards and expectation of problems and situations.

words of care while in agruement with a oarent unit and u later think its the parent units fault its not. its you needinbg and everyone needing to heal, masuliner or feminbe energys around that family care bond in another family member that gains that title.

usually because we miss someone so much we cant let go of them from heart, mind,, soul just yet.

so from me beauty, care for each other. ourselves and our lothes and our shoes are differebt but our hearts and situations of emotions arent.. we are goingthough to uncomfortable growth to mature and loce one romantically the rest plaontically.

be careful what u wish for too because not always dies iut pan out right, detours nchanges delays and embracing everything as it is trogether makes up nstreong to get through the emotions turmulances.,

Good night care about u all on tumblr each and everyone of you.

going to go buzz chyans and felix dms on instagram.

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Channie aha momewnt on thgose 5 minute every hour to half hour u planned for me last year with Felix. I just realized he was alway colds hearted towards me, sdo just perhaps yes i should let me unhealth obsessed tramuma bond to Hyunjin go. It's finally time. You and Felix werte always my most understood safe place. Now thast i just sit with myself right now. I realizedf I was stupid immature and to obnoxious back then to realize what the tour distance meant to me even though bvack then it made me sad because i was going through alot.

It was uncomforting triggering me to mature in my own self comnfidance and heal though isolation and coping as best as i could without you both.

Thankjs for the little plans and the big ones. i SEE YOUR SELF WORTH AND I DONT DISLIUKE EITHER OF YOU NOW. i STILL LOVED YOU BOTH DESRL;YFOR EVERY DAY U WEREM AWASY FROMME U BOTH KEPT MY REAL NAME LIKE A MANTRAM IN YOUR HEARTS ANDF MINDS HOLDING SPOACE FOR HOPE I WOUILD COME BACK. tHAT IS THE TYRUERST DEFIUNE OF FULLY BEING LOVEABLE

I WAS DOING THE SAME LIKE EVEN NOW.

tHISEW LITTLESMALL NUCANCES I USED TO BITCH ABOUT BACK THEN ARE NOW TOTALLY IMPORTANT TO ME LIKE YOU BOTH. BECAUSE THOSE THAT KNOW ME BEST KNEW I NEEDED TO IM[PROVE MY HEALTH. THANKS. STILLWANTING TO JUST HUG YOU BOTH SO TIGHTLY AND OPEN HErted that i dont mind or am not ashamed that i know you bhoth and wanna display pda. nothing like a chan and felix hug to cmfort a loved friend and girlfriewd if you'll havber me bak. because god damnit i cant do this without yall it just \hold no meaning aNYMOPRE IF NOT BY UR SIDE CHAN AND AS FELIX FRIEND.

I JUST REALIZED I DONT LIKE PUBLIC SOCIETY ANBD ITS ALL NTRIED TO MY CURRENT ANTI SOCIAL/ST5AGE FRIGHT BULLSHIT

DIDI JUST HEAR ONE OF U SAWE GO DRINK WATER U HAVE HAD ENOUGH HYTPOERACTIVE COFFEE DRINKING FOR OINE 24 HOURS SO DAMN FELIX AND SOMETIUMES CHANI DONT KNOW HOW TO GET AROUND THE MOLM SAYINMG NOI TO CASH FOR BUBBLE MIGHT HAVE TO SAHOP LIFT NMY OWN FUND CARD

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AHA ASNTHER EPHANY OF DELULU ADHD HYPER SLEEP PROBLEMS cANNELING LIKE HOW BUSY YALLS LIVESX BEEN SINCE BEFORE TOUR dO YOU GET HOW INTUTION WORKS U GET THAST GUT FEELING AND U JUST ACT QUICKLY AND IMPULSIVERLY FOR THE MESSAGE THROUGH TAROT AND BODY MOVEMENTS..

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YALL CHANNIE I HEAR U MAKING ME GO INSANE WITH LISTERNING TO THIS IN MY MINDS EYE. i know you know. COMNFIRMED HIS VPOICE DOES CALM ME DOWN WHEN SLEEP DEPRIUVED SPRIALLING IN EMOTIONS OF SMART DELULU.

AND U KNOW IT MAKES US GIGGLE MORE WHEN GIDDY CAUSE YASLL TRHINK WE'RE CRAZY BUT WE;RE NOT WE JUST DONT FIT FUCKING HUMAN SOCIETY NORMS.

SOULATES SOUL BEINGS OF LIGHT LIVING HUMAN EXISTANCE TO PROVE WE'RE SCARED AND HERE TO SERVE UNCOMFORTABLE TRIGGERS TO PROVE OUR PURPOSES ON OTHERS TO MNAKE THEM CHANGE AND LOVE THEMSERLVES JUST AS THEY FUCKING ARE AND WILL BE.

its like our diagonisises dont fit a fuckinmg box man trhey can try. but not UNDIFINED BOXES.

telepathy has been proven by humans too. my friend whom is also an alchmist of EVERYTHING ALONG SIUDE ME IS A FIGHTERR SHE WILL POP ON YALL FUCKERS Ana u are so cared for and affection scarded friend in plkonatic kinder soul rebirthed to follow me in unity coinius and in tterconnection

demi gods caN BER RERBORN FROM BEFORE CHRISWT MAN

SANA IS ONE FROM EQUPT WHOMN BELIEVES IN PAST LIFE SHE WROTE THE BOOK OF THE DEAD AS IT SCIBE.

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A thing a learnt along the way red flags. Controling not letting me see friends then brusies from sleeping and also a no go go fuck ya selves i dont care if u have options on this. i just dont mind them. also really was in a toxic relationship. and also i like guys that wanna do art with me and also draw me in sleep and make all doubts go away and ease into comfortable discussions to be withever comfortable way i want to be. you ease my soul, hyunjin. -hugs-

ideal soft core one doing diamond painting together with you and yeji all around the same table. >//////< those moments you justr covert ya face and blush hard. -cringe joyfully-

you know those moments were you just sip ya favorite drink and you exhale a sigh of contentment and can breathe after a really stressful day and your like i wish i could hug the people that truely matter to me. thats how i feel. asmr coffee with ice cracking joyful moment. luv you, hyun.

did ya know i'm actually just a soft woman that wears soft sweaters?

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Yeah this is spooky but major respect and I'm softly admiring you Hyunjin. I had to contact a sibyl for getting a read on you wanna see screen shots? Trying to recap the reading for you tho as best as I can.

They just proved it what I have know for the last 3 years.

Hyunjin did you know your mystical and also a scared place fror me? I love you in the ordianary human soulmate life we are leading. Such a damn mystery. You mkeep me on my toes always, and ur energy is always calming to me. <33333333333

Breakng smoking in house ru;les again because i was outside bored had to get warm and cozy to read that.

Did you know I was talking to him today about a break up and like intutively knowing I was in limbo with him because he really doesnt carfe just fake sweet words of a past verison of me that no longer stands, hes obsessed with the codepent me and not the confident me. also i think now is time to serve him the court date paper work. lol. lets go. i choose you always, hyun.

feeling the push and pull of old me, and new me for sure. sam/hyun. choose hyun.

those dumb things you do for someone you truely deerply love. the panic then instantly face palm moment and then not making eye contact just looking around the room smiling like an idiot.

My meditation atler was cleaned in full yesterday or the day before.

oNE MORE TO SET A FORMER LO-FI MOOD NO MORE BUT SENUAL FREAKY MOOD. -NUDGES- ADD FLUFF

wANNA SEE HOW ARTSY FARTSY I AM BECAUSE OF U NOW ON MY PHONE BACKGROUND BECAUSE I CHANGED IT TO GENERALIZE BEAUTY, UNTIL U CHANGE IT TO ONE OF U. <3

ONE DAY SOON OR I MIGHT STEAL ONE OF HIS FLUFFY BLACK HAIR. NEW ERA LOVE. GRATEFUL FOR IT. HYPES U CLEAR THE HELL UP.

ALIGN TO SOUL'S PURPOSE :)

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Just confirmed invite to Lily's event thanks for making it a welcoming place for friends to show up. Maybe after doing chores I'll show up but won't share anything because I haven't written a piece in nearly a few to several months. Adventure lets go! :) I am nailing it. Needler in a once foggy but now sunny day ordianary beyond normal discomfort. LOL. Hello Nice to meet you sis, love you already. <3 Big heart ovber head gesture. Accepts you. Since ya the host I'll let you pick my fit. Casual or fancy? In sneakers or heels? Very proud of you sis.

Hugs tight from big sis #2 and also lost train of thoughts .... lol also for hyunjini, next one for you.

did ya really learn in korea, what it was like for me to do walking and buses giggles to do a mile in my shoes. <3

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Am I terrified? LOL calmly slightly not too much. He's reasuranced me I will be safe. So trusting in that for sure. Ready for sure. :) Hyunjin~ Come here. Just existing and reflecting, getting alot of my own signs right now. He's said a couple weeks ago he loves me. :) O.O ! It's just unfamiliar being loved like this, so its exciting and new~!

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Happy Mother's day to all my shamanism believing and spritual people out there with us. I learned from two mothers, and two twins, and masters at Tarot Card Reading. You are loved on this day my Kin, and my Elders. Shamanism and God two of the same coin now. You can't have one without the other. Light and Darkness. When you ask for proof for both, it's so cool when you get both.

Tables have turned for us yall.

Murder of Crows have been following me and also rats but I know that means prosperity and abuances so only one I see value able to give it too is Stray Kids.

Aspestious day yall in all ordinary turned extraordianary.

Thank you friend S.coups for teaching me the lesson that duality is important in life. By letting me see yours. I appreciate it. No matter the form it comes in, I'm gratefully blessed.

Also0 what I leant on my journey and path is whats meant for you, you don't gotta chase. Just fight for by not giving up on the oppertunity. Fight for the work you deserve to do in collaboration.

I'm a tattooed freak thats understood now and thats okay. It holds meaning to me in beautiful figures of flowers and memorial.

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It's not going okay. Just getting by on a damn routine ordinary night. Trying to find my reason to smile again and also I know that matters, that I am soft turned hardened turned back to softer than I was through whatever it is that pained me so.

Just listening to Billy Joel's song Honestly on a summer night a year since I met you, and boy was that a memory to enjoy and actually smile over. Cheers over a 7-up tonight, out in the backyard after a scary shelter in place police disturbed neighborhood and police situation somewhere near by.

Back to the typical night of me. Jamming to Jona Jet.

From a tower moment with flaky friends that meant not much to m3

Thank you for making my black and grey look work on stage Stray Kids. I like my collaboration efforts with you guys. -Bows humbly with a smile- Nameste and Have a safe travels. -wink wink nudge nudge- Giggles.

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Can we start identifing each other on chat on discord with our name intials please? I am tired of guessing whom it is. I don't deserve that shit, and oh i really didnt know it was them when i first got into it. xoxo Kitten/Beauty

Through thick and thin Lixie Pixie. -SMOOCHES- XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Location CALI you know where ask Hyunjin.

Only two options. Mom's house.

ALSO bring me some cake preferable cheesecake and whipcream. Cause wew know those food fights we have are always fun.. LOL >/////< I really wanna shove it in his frace and be non chillingly be like throws towel in lap, you clean it!

What caused it, aha moment aka ephaniny knowing Hyunjin was the jealous karma this whole time and Lixie has maturity and softness now just like I had too relearn. :) <3

You are the one saving me now, from drinking and was always my encouragement for quiting smoking thank you getting way better.

Did you know I have a feeling and I know that I brought hilfiler red shoes just for you to steal to see if you fit them. One of my favoirite past times is buying them clothes that he has free rain over tasking from me. For his own cozy comfort. I still wear that fuzzy black sweater and pj pant set i brought you and yes I still wear it from time to time, when I miss you. xoxoxo

With and without Magic I win this precious Lixie. <3 :)

Just frequency of my true feelings for you, baby boy~<3

I surrend to your hugs always. and the plonatic care and affection of the others in sisterhood and friendship. Love you always Lix.

Pinky Promise since forever. ~ -smooches more all over face-

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Guys I'm bored from yet another sleepless night. What can we do to ease me to calm down peacfully?

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So The Hermit resenting me on reflection and procrastination and lack of communications. Yes. But moderation and understanding is needed, don't let me slip into procrastionation. Also hmmm... I feel like your advice is still needed. And one more thing I deserve what I truely need with love. Maybe I havent decifired it yet. But I need a push out of hidiung right now. i'VE BEEN SHUT AWAY TOO LONG. rESTLESS ness majorly right now, but no nxiety attachment. It just felt like my moving about house today was causing my heart to race.

Because WHAT i know now, is the longer you go without a person the longer you go without that person. I can't live without love and friendships that honestly do matter to me greatly and amazingly.

Did I just find a playlist from Felix Sunshine? Through Hyunjin?

Yeah If i truely had to find out about how much of a payroll and member count yall had combined and seperatively yeah it would shock me. 27.5 mILLIONN FOLLOWERS FORA LIXIES ACCOUNT. bUT IT WOULDNT CHANGE MY ATTRACTION FOR YOU. i WOULD PERHAPS JUST LAUGH IT OFF BECAUSE i KNOW IT CAN PAY OFF 420K IN DEBIT FOR DAD'S CANCER BILLS AND THENSOME. -shrugs-

My favorite song dispite the older favorite from another time in our vibe catching of the feels. This is why it's been playing more and more on the radio here. sometmes here duran duran too.

Following me was the awesome choice that shocked me the most. Instead of fading away. <3

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Met Gala let me know way more than it should in a profound way yall. This mark of the M is more than just a high five for good efforts everybody. All my soulmates have it even twin flame. Just discovered S.coups is one such human in wholeness to me. Thats my left hand and it matches his. I only spotted one other with or a couple other Felix and Hyunjin. Just heard Me, Scoups and others and yeah I see light building within S.coups. :) Uncontional soulmate care friend for now Plonatically. Because I'm ALSO IN the I am ZONE. AKA oM meditations for myself well being and support. Rest is imp[otant if we can try, never give up. We're a family that doesn't give up when times are tough okay? Yeah BASICALLY YOU ARE THE IMAGE ON INSIDE AND OUTSIDE, BUT INSIDE HAS A WHOLE OF CREATIVENESS YET TO BE RELEASED TO ANYONE BUT YOURSELF AND THOSE U SHARE IN IT SO MAKE IT MEANINGFUL AND BEAUITFUL IN WHOLENESS. wHICH WE WERE FROM THE BEGINNING.

also LET THEM SAY WHAT THEY WANT TOO. They just fear us because they like fitting us in boxes to a preconceived notion to try to put a title to what they find in themselves they fear in themselves, thats why judgement exists. because other people hate themselves deep down but not us.

learnin to trust again after alot. keeping my heart open.

Hestitation for love is fear. Or it's silently god working in favor of your next few words or actions that follow suit when explaining to someone you hold in high regard almost like your own self. thats why we wait lifetimes for something as heart felt and great as a soulmate or twin mirror.

They see you ready/also good luck finding me.

So we alreasdy had STRAY KIDS BRING BACK NYSNC FOR MY ASS WHAT WILL THE COLLABORATION DO ~~~!!!! EXCITRED HAPPILY.

I also apologize for any wrong doings.

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So maybe a few more days until another Stray Kids drop maybe today or a couple more days. I get to be the first to listen to it. and It's because I decoded the recent Bang and Hyunjin ESCAPE VIDEO.

Pokemon was the hint and its from Scarlet and Violet and TEAM starfall.

Because u play with me and Hyunjin know u matter to us with our typical wallflower behaveours of escaping reality with an interest/hobby that makes us happy together.

The hook up was Lisa of bringing us into contact wioth each other. Sissy Lisa and best friend always appericated my favorite.

Not even Nintendo could keep to twin flames apart from coming back together. Yeah I betrayled him by reporting him Hyunjin but thats water under the bridge. It was so I would get off with a soft warning of being a den hacker in sword and shield and now that illegal genner part in scarlet and violet is legit. LOL -giggle chuckles-

You know the rivial between Backstreet boys and Nsync both were my first boy bands. Oh and Hyunjini make my Cigerettes after sex (band reference only) that it was shared from my personal account through his for the massive stay communities. we all love you, you make me and Stray Kids stay together. They are my mosty cherished and treasured people much like Team Starfall.

Just streaming music american and korean pop like Stray Kids in the mean time of his editting of the new video and when he drops it to me personally. Oh and I'm hidden in the group chat with seventeen on facebook for dare or death.

Whats the one fact you dont know about me? Is i also edit videos on youtube in the childhood/teen years. thats what lead me to learn graphic media so quickly.

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Can we get a stay trumblr compliment section tag game going for all 8 of them?

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the hook up was my friend DEE LUMAR AKA KINDRICKS LUMARS COUSIN. EAST MNEETS WEST MOTHER FRUCKERS THASNK YOU BANG, KINDRICK AND SZA QUEEN. ALSO WHOM HELPED FIND ME., JEABEOM AND JACKSON AND ALSO I DID GET THE FLU LASTY OR TWO MONTHS AGO WHEN JEABEOM AND JACKSON WERE IN TOWN I HAVE TO LAUGH IT OFF OR I CRY OVER MY DAD BEING GONME. AND DOING THIS BY MYSELF WQITHOUT YALL IS DRIVING ME TO STRONG DEPRESSION AND LKACK OF DRIVE IN LIVING.

TMI I DID EMBRASSED MYSELF IN FRONT OF HYUNJIN WITH MY PANTS AND A STUCK TAMPON AND HE KINDA KNEW I WOUL;D PANIC ATTACK AND GO MNAKE MYSEL;F PROPER BEFOIRE SEEING HIM AGAIN. BUIT Again i kiunda wanna say screw idol imnage and go in swerat [pnts and tank tomorrowe., or leggings and a tank.

those awkward momets we live by with me and my boyfriend hyunjin and all other brothers that will endlessly tease me to break outta my sad comfort zone to laugh and breask the stocic outward look i have. we really are dorks deep down.

who said whom was in love with first sight first? myself then hyunjin he had to break andf surrender to me.

its truely the he fell, but she fell harder trope and first. giggles. i'm so smitten in love. its so cute when we match our conessions to each other in text.

I promise the collective humanity with my lifetime effort to bring more human beings into soulkmate unions. i owe it to bang at least as his best friend. i waNT YALL TO EXIST WITH LOVE LIKE I WILL KNOW SOON.