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I have had something on my mind for the past couple of days and been trying to figure out why it has hit me like a pile of bricks. I met a guy a month ago and we started hanging out and practically acting like we were in a relationship but wasn't even though I want to be. Well he told me something that hit hard the other day while I was at moms that he is moving back to his home town. which is in a different state and I tried my best to hold in my tears while on the phone with him the first time a succeeded. but the second time I busted out in tears. I didn't want him to hear me cry at all because I knew he would feel bad for telling me and for wanting to do what he wants for himself. School should definitely be his first priority and I agree with that and understand completely but i am still hurt a lot by it and hopefully he goes through with his decision because I don't want him feeling miserable. Well my mom and I were talking and my step dad asks me one question that made me cry even more. That one question was do you love him? I said I didn't know plus I didn' t think someone could love someone within a month of being around each other. So I am left with myself thinking about it all the time. Maybe I am a fool and just an idiot but I think I was actually starting to fall for him as dumb as that sounds. Well yesterday I noticed he didn't talk to me as much like he normally does. And it makes me wonder if he'll stop talking to me unexpectedly like most guys do after he said he still wanted to hangout still and talk like we normally do. So I wonder if he was thinking about stuff himself yesterday or just didn't feel like talking. There is more to the story and if I said all of it, this would be a lot longer than it is. But I just needed to vent and get it off my chest. And it may not make sense but I am still sorting stuff out.

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Via 10 Best Love Quotes

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More inspiring quotes here

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But eyes are blind. You have to look with the heart.

Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince (via wordsnquotes)

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My cat would definitely tear up the tree.

the gf wants a Christmas tree this is why we cant have nice things

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Gemini zodiac facts Gemini wants to keep themselves…

What’s your zodiac sign’s engagement ring? http://zodiac-society.com/what-s-your-zodiac-sign-s-engagement-ring

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Peaceful Easy Feeling | (by Chad Briesemeister)