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I'm really sorry you lost all interest and inspiration. It has happened to me too. I hope you're doing okay.

- Handy Dandy Anon

Sorry to hear you're down here too, dandy. I am doing okay, just taking a step back for a bit, and trying to find other stuff to do til it comes back.

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Hi ! Do you still take requests from forced Agere ? Have a good day !

Afraid not, anon! Not because I don’t like the trope, but I’m just feeling pretty blocked creatively, and I’m taking a break.

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So good news! I think we're just about done with the prison origin! Just want to do some bug fixes and then going to upload! Then I tomorrow I can add some extra options in there that I want to spend time on! Hopefully its up by midnight GMT!

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pls don’t feel bad about having lost ur passion for some fandoms. i completely relate with suddenly losing interest in something that just the other day i felt so strongly about. it can be discouraging, and i’m so sorry this has happened to u. pls don’t feel obligated to write for something u no longer desire to; this is ur blog and u should write/interact with what makes u happy. it would be sad to see u leave tumblr, but if u do, thank u for everything you’ve posted here. you’re so talented and it’s been a joy to have u here! wishing u the best!!

Thanks, anon. I've really enjoyed being on tumblr and writing when I did; I think I may leave tumblr. I stopped writing as easily as I did before, maybe because I got out of practice, or maybe because I put too much pressure on doing it "correctly" to get maximum dopamine, but it doesn't feel fun anymore. It's somehow kinda stressful(?), because I keep track of comments and reblogs, and I know I'm not doing as well as I used to... Which just feeds into the obsession with having fun "correctly". Chicken and the egg situation for sure.

I want to wring out every last ounce of joy I can though, so I'm hesitant to abandon the blog without writing a few more fics. I still have ancient commissions too... I feel really bad for the commissioners who sent me something before my accident ^^;

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I've been quiet for a bit because I've fallen out of love with a lot of fandoms super suddenly. Even ones I don't write for but like. I haven't played obey me, arcana, or mystic messenger for a long time, but I was still keeping a pulse of fan content and official posts and lore and it was just... Really jarring to suddenly wake up and not be interested in any of them anymore. Especially Jojo and Obey Me, since they were such intense interests.

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Hey, how's it going with the summer heat fast approaching?

Hey anon! Thanks for the ask; I'm a huge wuss when it comes to heat-- I've been having a hard time forming/reading sentences it's so hot! So I've been staying away from the windows with curtains drawn, air conditioning blasting, eating popsicles, and using box fans for every room ^^;

And it's only going to get worse, so I'm looking up heatwave tips from Texans, Arizonans, and Thai forums. Something about it just feels EXTRA bad this year...

I'mma lay down in my dark, well-ventilated rooms, and hope these next few months pass by quickly.

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not really a request! just saw ur tf2 post and uhhh about went a lil feral at the mention that u may consider writing for the characters? 👉👈 love ur content so much pls pls if u choose to write for tf2 i will be in ur debt- 🙏

no pressure tho pls write what u wanna! love ur blog!!!

I really like the idea of the power imbalance that could come from a victim who can't use the respawn machine; especially if everyone else on the base can. The isolation that comes with being a new member of the team that already has years of chemistry, knowing that assassins don't exactly get an HR for interpersonal conflicts on the job site, anyway. You're more vulnerable, socially and physically. If a Pyro decides to light you up, you're permanently dead. Even if you manage to kill someone, they'll just come back a few minutes later.

Maybe Medic or Engineer saying it will only take a week or two until your respawn is available (and "delaying" it more and more, simply because it's funny to watch). Pauling calling you and saying they're not planning to give you respawn until you manage a higher killstreak.

Everyone in the base is a sadist. They probably don't even like you, let alone feel deeper emotions when they all nearly kill you during off hours.

It's probably only after months of constant near misses that one of the members starts to think of just how far they could take your desire to stay alive. Your respawns still not up, so you're not in a position to say no...

OR, for your consideration: someone on the other team realizing you don't have a respawn because there isn't a version of you on their team. Spy is probably the first to pick up on this (maybe Medic is a close second) since keeping a level head and multitasking is his job description. He knows you're vulnerable. And then it just becomes fun to try to single you out every round.

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Dol cowboy fit for MONTHS in game and not a single “save a horse ride a cowboy” like I was promised >:\

How do you MAKE someone say the lines for the costume? I’ve got it for the maid stuff but I can’t get anything for the cowboy, cheerleader, OR ANY sports costume :(((((

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neither “that’s not canon” nor “fuck canon we made this all up” but a secret third thing (canon shouldn’t be taken as gospel but is useful as a reference point for building upon and recontextualizing characters and details. if you worship the source material as unchangeable then fandom in general probably isn’t for you. if you have complete disdain for the source material you would probably enjoy yourself more in a different fandom)

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Don't fuck around with hardcore kink if you won't take it seriously.

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Feeling extremely hormonal and needy, and just thinking about turning the tables.

Noncon below

I want to prey upon someone who thinks highly of themself and ruin them. It would be better if it's someone who's so used to control they cripple their partners financially and socially. They'd freak out the most at the unfairness of an attack.

I want to lurk in a corner for an unsuspecting victim, before lunging, stabbing them in the leg with two knives while my arms wrap tightly around the leg before yanking their weight out from under them. Hissing while dragging them into an alley with me, death rolling them by their injured leg as I inhale their scent, bashing their skull against the concrete to concuss them before feral sex.

Everytime they try to shove me off or try to choke me, I slam the butt of one of the knives in their face. Making out as they groan and whimper in pain. Tonguing their loose teeth out of their mouth and swallowing, moaning myself when they try and bite me with what’s left as if it’s not just going to turn me on more. Knocking out more of their teeth in retaliation, of course.

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I finally managed to trigger Kylar's dismissal and ya'll. Ya'll. I need a fourth option specifically for those with his Stockholm Syndrome trait and Kylar set as a love interest or even just set as primary, maybe even have them at max love for it.

I need my pc to remind Kylar they were gonna get married in the forest. Personally I love plants and I've always wanted to have my wedding at a beach or in a forest with lots of greenery and flowers so I thought that was really cute and honestly kinda perfect, and that event needs responses that aren't "I hate you let me go".

Like, can you imagine the goddamn breakdown they'd have? I can either picture them apologizing profusely and letting PC go after some convincing or, if they have a significant amount of hard evidence of their PC cheating (you can very much get this event without) them just freaking out harder and insisting there's no time to plan a pretty forest wedding they need PC to be theirs now. It could be the one and only scene where you see them lucidly admit they know what PC does.

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as an act of 'good faith', headmaster leighton invites a guest to help sirris teach a class, perhaps even hold a campus wide lecture about sexual health and safety. and, if PC wants to earn some 'extra credit' or not have to deal with more 'detention', they will spend the entire day being the guest's assistant

sydney teases PC about having to spend the day sucking up to the guest, but when the day actually comes, imagine the pure fear and panic that hits them both when it's Dr. Harper that steps out of the car.

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Imagine a corrupt Sydney edging you for hours and locking you in chastity, while they get to cum as much as they want with your hands and mouth.

Also also afab Sydney queening you before unlocking your chastity. If you don’t do good you may not even get the device off for that day’s edging session. Just humping uselessly at a vibrator wand on low, or Sydney’s hot breath warming up the metal as they lay their face on your locked crotch, watching the way you tremble and shiver, trying to get any semblance of stimulation while pleasuring Sydney.

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messy eden piece