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Alan Parker, Joe Leitel and Bruce Reed Ben-Hurry (1959) dir. Richard Fontaine

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I think 50 shades of grey did so much damage to BDSM writing in fic and like not because I think fic writers were taking inspiration from it, but we did get a lot of detailed explanatory posts about all the different ways in which those guys were Doing It Wrong, which is not in and of itself a bad thing but since then everybody got so hung up on making sure everybody in their fics was nothing like 50 shades of grey and actually demonstrates that yes I do understand the principles of safe sane and consensual and the traffic light system and safewording and aftercare and checking in that now everybody fucks like a 101 handbook and I think we've only just recently started to recover from it. love me a dynamic where it's two repressed freak idiots who accidentally invent BDSM all on their own and have to come up with the strangest most deeply harmful ways of navigating that situation

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one time this japanese fujoshi i follow on twitter posted "the bottom should have a bigger dick so that you can watch it bounce while they get fucked and the top should have a smaller dick so that it can go in easier. uke dicks should be big and decorative and seme dicks should be average size and functional" and honestly her mind

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fucked up hurt/comfort. the person who stabbed you tends to your wound. the person who killed your loved one helps you grieve.

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you're mad I locked your golden retriever boyfriend in a cage but he wasn't forced in so he finds it to be a source of comfort plus I reached through the bars and pet him a few times. oh god you're going to hate this but the park we're going to later...they don't allow "off leash"...

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"Toxic yaoi" "cannibalism as eroticism" "be gay do crimes" internet users when the morally questionable fictional relationship involves incest:

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“I’ll never talk” ok that’s cool. didn’t really expect you to. I’m not gonna torture you for information—I have an elaborate espionage network for that. everyone knows torture is an unreliable means of extracting information and anything obtained from it is not to be trusted. I’m not an idiot. I’ve read all the torture science. if there’s one thing I can’t stand it’s the foolish notion that torture serves a practical purpose. no, my torture dungeon exists for good, clean fun. it’s all about the love of the game. strap ’em to the rack, boys!

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1953. Illustration by Frederic Varaday. 

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When writing a story don’t forget to ask yourself these key questions:

How can I make this incest?

Who will have an incestuous relationship?

What can I do to make this incest?

Where in the story will the incest happen?

When will there be incest?

Why isn’t there more incest?

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Consumed with thoughts of mean women/gregor....my otp....so sexy,,,,also with how to generate database reports but thats just for uni so less important than a cute bug guy and all the women that want to squish him flat

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Hermgreg bad end au with lobotomised gregor - A request from my Wordpress! More on the au (crossposted from my site) under the readmore

Usually I find permanent cognitive damage like lobotomies to be more upsetting than sexy, but thinking about Gregor getting lobotomised by his mother to be a better soldier and more obedient son has in fact kicked me in the dick.

So, some sexy things I thought about for this au:

The surgery targeted his empathy, independence, and initiative. Hermann wants him to be able to function as a weapon, but one that has to be very reliant on her (or one of her minions) to actual direct him places.

He can’t do any leading in battle, but as a weapon of mass destruction that gets pointed at an enemy to completely destroy, he’s even better than he was during Gcorp.

Some side effects of the brain surgery:

a lot of memory issues – particularly concerning the context of memories and forming false-memories plus inaccurate memory retrieval.

Risk-taking behaviour especially when it concerns the chance of pleasing Hermann (eg. he will put himself into active danger knowing he will get hurt if he thinks Hermann will be happy about it).

Difficulty speaking due to decreased ability to form connections between thoughts/feelings and words and ends up with a bit of a stammer and a smaller vocabulary.

Fine motor control difficulties

General emotional dysregulation so that when he does get upset (normally very apathetic/passive) it also makes his mutations worse.

Gregor is very scared to be separated from or abandoned by Hermann after he’s recovered from surgery, since she has definitely impressed upon him that he’s useless and not able to do anything without her guiding/ordering him around.

Also definitely acts much more childish and affectionate towards Hermann, even in more serious settings, because he just doesn’t have the ability to recognise when certain behaviours are inappropriate.

She finds it a little annoying at times, but he is what she made him and with such good results she can put up with some amount of clinginess. Also she’s a big fan of how much easier he is to rape like this and how enjoyable he is when he wants to please her or when he’s scared.cr

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five year plan: i'm hoping to get shot in the back of the head randomly soon

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Huntcliff/Gredgar fuckpet talk over on wordpress

Big warnings for: Rape, Quad amputation, Humiliation, and of course Bestiality

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have you thought about setting up a strawpage ?

I got so annoyed by all the various little webpage building sites and lack of my own site, I finally took the plunge and made a wordpress: https://guhts.wordpress.com/

It functions as an About and Inbox at the moment, but I'm toying with the idea of archiving my art & writing there (but, with 1 gb of space I'm getting all indecisive about what should go there!)

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I have to cement myself as the worst fan artist for every fandom I touch

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you found it disgusting and immoral i found it sexy and arousing that’s why i’m happier than you