darlingfoe

[darlingfoe]

He's just a happy boy.

[darlingfoe]

[darlingfoe]

Hyperfixation so bad people think of me when they see it

[darlingfoe]

Anyway, a good shower cry will solve my problems for the night 🫶🏻 or at least will be a safe place to cry and then wash what i can away of my silly emotional tides.

And then I will go watch Castlevania after I make myself food!

[darlingfoe]

I don't understand why it feels like I am losing everything I enjoy/love/care about, slowly but surely.

I have to wonder if I have done something wrong, and the Fates / universe are pointing at me, telling me that this is what I deserve. And I am trying desperately to make sense of it, I am. I'm not perfect, so maybe I really have done something — it isn't impossible.

But fuck, I am....hurting. And I really don't have anywhere to turn to. And I don't want to turn to anyone, either. Because it feels wrong and silly, and how am I supposed to explain the absurdity of my stupid foolish mind and my sensitivity?

Suck it up, Jude. It's just another day.

[darlingfoe]

Hannibal 2.07 Yakimono

[darlingfoe]

[darlingfoe]

"the world isn't kind" ok??? Much more importantly are you?????

[darlingfoe]

when is a bird going to fall from a tree, transform into a beautiful man, and ask my hand in marriage to whisk me away forever and ever in another plane of existence parallel to the average life, but full of extraordinary occurrences and power?

[darlingfoe]

sometimes you just gotta

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[darlingfoe]

Hannibal (2013-2015)

3x13 - “The Wrath of the Lamb”

[darlingfoe]

I want to go sit in a dense forest where no one will see me or talk to me. I want to close my eyes and just sort of melt into the sounds and whatever I'm feeling without being perceived. I want my fingers to touch soft moss, or jagged rock, or rough bark. I want to hear the creeking of trees and the call of birds. The chirp of crickets, the rustle of leaves, and the deafening silence of being alone; the weight of living.

[darlingfoe]

the introvert urge to say “no worries either way” when you’re actually worrying both ways plus a secret third way

[darlingfoe]

[darlingfoe]

I am simply thinking abt faeries.

Yes, this has everything to do with THE WATCHERS.

[darlingfoe]

Where did you go? Where did you go? It's all just winter snow; so I'll sit by the fireside, listening to the trees. In my hands I hold that warm little glow. I will watch the fleeting whispers of life and covet the promises of tomorrow as animals make to lie in their burrow. And that is all we have to take with us; an ephemeral promise of something new like bright morning dew.

So let's close our eyes and let it grow. Loosen your grip and let it go. From within, from within, from within, from within —