#cw negative

[averagenolofinwean]

Maedhros: Why? Why do you always have to forgive me? Why can't you just let me rot in despair and die? It would be better that way, you know. This is difficult for you. This won't make you happy. I won't - I can't make you happy. Why don't you just choose someone else and let me fade peacefully? I don't have anything, I don't even have the silmarils, I am bound to an oath, an oath no elven creature can fullfill, I am a disgrace and an abomination-

Fingon: *sighs* Take your meds, love. Here, drink some water. Have you eaten something today? Here, let me help you. Let's go outside for a walk, okay?

[bamsara]

“dont compare yourself to other artists its not healthy” I say as I compare myself to other artists

[thatmooncake]

What was that abt anons being weird abt the server??

I’ve turned off anon asks for now because a user in this fandom has been anonymously harassing me ever since I suggested the Star Bench server. This person then went to Scrunchie two weeks after sending me anon hate, name-dropping me in another anonymous message criticising us for basically being aroace in a way they don’t like and expressing opinions in a way they don’t agree with, still refusing to come off anon but fervently insisting they’re not trying to be rude or obsessive (just, you know, jumping in our inboxes over and over trying to police our behaviour despite repeatedly telling them to stop, stalking across multiple platforms and then when they can’t get through to me, jumping into another person’s inbox to talk shit about me).

To my knowledge, they’re not harassing anyone else, but I have heard a few accounts of other aroace DCA fans getting hate in the past for unrelated reasons. It’s unfortunate that a small few of us don’t seem to know how to behave, but it’s not our job to educate or cater to haters. If you get any anonymous hate from any person on here for any reason, I advise disengaging, reporting and blocking them. They won’t know they can’t send anons anymore, the asks they send just won’t ever get through.

[rabidwordjumbles]

Trying to explain being trans to someone who’s Cis sucks bc most of the time, if you’ve gotten to the point of explaining it, they want to know. They want to understand, they really do. But they can’t. They never can, because they have absolutely nothing to compare it to. And I really don’t say that to be mean, but every time someone Cis has been like ‘oh so it’s kinda like xyz’ I’m like no. Not at all. And they’re like ‘but it kinda is tho’ and it really isn’t.

Being trans can be such a lonely existence

[quarks-pussy]

Oh fuck I realised how to not kill myself for at least another year or so.

Say it with me guys: I am going to outlive Shitner and piss on his grave.

[liightbringr]

I think it’s time to do a follower clean up. Like. For real.

edit: so give this a like if you want to remain mutuals.

[defiedfate]

Delete your blog

nah, I think I'll stick around just to spite you.

[cavity-cripple]

its really hard to want to get better mentally when i know physically everything will always remain difficult. doctors will never stop being horrible to me, i will always be expected to just Work Harder to stop having fatigue and pain despite having Worked Harder many times to no avail. ill never be able to do all the things ill be expected to do as an adult.

i want to live happily as a disabled person but ill never be able to do that unless people around me stop expecting so much of me, and i know that wont happen. i just want to keep doing what im doing right now and be so depressed i cant function because atleast like this i can let go of the expectations.

[bosetsu]

I shouldn't waste money since I am unemployed. But I am so going to see Monkeyman. And apparently I can. Weird.

Also talking about being unemployed. I am so tired of my friend telling me about this concert or this tour or this. WHAT DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND IN ME BEING UNEMPLOYED FOR FUCKING MONTHS.

Also I am major depressed and searching for job getting worse and worse because I don't like my field and I want something at least not awful if I am doing this shit. But nooooo. I need to mUltiTaSk (see do every fucking thing for barely decent pay) and be cReAtiVe (ffs) and also use fucking LLMs.

[wilbug]

why is the asexual tag only porn and hazbin hotel i hate you all

[thatmooncake]

“I’m too intimidated to interact with you specifically” and other things they tell you that make you go “this is fine 🥲”

[a-zif]

no because why did i spend 3 hours making a promo only for tumblr to straight up not show my post on the dash at all :(

[quarks-pussy]

When you have depression but were cursed by a wizard to only talk in shitposts

[askganondorftobadragmire]

This is a more official statement of me taking a hiatus. I'll be available on Discord, but I'm not likely to reach out first.

It's a trauma unrelated to the RPC, but things happening set it off. I want to figure out how to manage it because being here and having it happen so frequently is only ruining my mental health. So until I can manage it, I don't think I'll be here much, or if I am, it'll be liking posts only.