darlinggrrl
darlinggrrl
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Over 18. If you think anything I say or write is cringe... Me too honestly. current fixation - Twisted Wonderland & Houseki No Kuni. Though it fluctuates.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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hey!! can i req hcs of saiki with a very emotional s/o, like takes a lot of stuff to heart and cries their eyes out while watching sad movies (this is definitely not bc i just watched grave of the fireflies and sobbed like a baby) and just someone who’s overall a hopeless romantic?? (I loved your other headcanons for him 🫶🫶)
saiki with an emotional! reader
(gn reader! reader is also new to the class and addressed as “Y/N”
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warnings:
a/n: OH MY GOSH?! ANOTHER ONE 😍?! I can tell you guys love saiki k 😙 but it’s okay because I’m having a saiki brain rot 🤪 and I literally freaked out when I saw the official art.
What I listened to:
summary: saiki with a hopeless, sad, sensitive partner 😔
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okay, let’s be honest here. SAIKI would absolutely freak out (mentally)
so like let’s see when u met
When you introduced yourself to the class, anyone could barely hear you, while Saiki on the other hand could hear your rushed thoughts.🤨
“My name is L/N Y/N.. and I *mumbling*..”
‘OMGIMUSTBEREALLYQUIETAHHHTHEYDONTLIKEMEALREADY!!’ :(
Literally, when speaking to other classmates was quite a trouble. 😀 And when someone called you “babyface” as a joke, OHOHOHH there come the waterworks (after you excused yourself to the bathroom ofc). Saiki already knew you were gonna cry ofc, but he couldn’t help but get more interested in you more? 🤔
HEADCANONS
it’s obvious he cannot watch sad parts of movies with you, because every time he always looks at you there’s already a river of tears running down your face 😭
“I’m sorry, Jerold. It’s just that I can’t do this anymor-“
*very loud sobbing clearly coming from you”
We all know Saiki’s sharp with his words, but he’s got a huge soft spot for you. (I should have put acts of service as his love languag) So yeah, everything that makes you sad just doesn’t exist anymore. (We’ll put it that way)
Oh no, The store just ran out of your favourite snacks! Oh? Turns out you have a months supply in the cabinet. The drama series you watched just ended? No, what do you mean there’s another one right next to this show.
If you just happened to come across a purple haired, terrible haircut, way too confident, so annoying person (described by Saiki) he’ll wrap you up in a blanket and lay down next you. Maybe have a conversation about coffee jelly 😌
Sometimes, Saiki can’t handle it 😰 like for example:
“Hey, Kusuo! What do you think of this new jacket I got? :D”
*mentally panicking*
“Its.. good.”
He had to spit that out 💀
About the hopeless romantic thing, he kinda expected that- But take this as a way as saying he knows you well :) 😄
Overall, Saiki thinks of you when he sees crying babies. 🙂
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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😰🩸 The Diaboys + Karl try the period simulator—
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Warning: 18+ content below; don't read if you're a minor and aren't comfortable with this topic. This is a fictional work and should not be taken seriously.
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Made these with: @liannelara-dracula
Bruh, I swear Kou's is my favorite lmao xDD.
Note regarding videos: Scenario inspiration comes from the videos linked. We own nothing. Credit goes to the original owners.
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Shu:
When you first approached him with it, he was honestly confused.
He was sort of reluctant to do it due to him being lazy, but he figured he’d make you happy so he decided to try it.
He thought it was a joke.
And of course, he had to try it while laying down on the couch.
Didn’t start to feel pain until he got to level 5 and this is where he shot up.
“Fuck . . . .”
And by level 6, it was over. He was clutching his stomach and rolling up into a ball.
“Y/N, turn it off! I can’t do it!”
“But there’s still like four more levels.”
“I don’t care!”
And when this event reached Reiji’s ears, this gave him new ideas as to how to get Shu up to do things.
Reiji:
“What is this contraption?” He’d say when you first showed him it.
He thought it was silly and didn’t believe it could cause severe pain, so he decided to give it a go.
And plus, he wanted to see how far science has come and wanted to fully understand what you were complaining about every month.
So, after putting it on him, you cranked up to level 4 and he flinched, making him hit his hip against the table—kinda like this guy (@ 2:16 if the video doesn’t work).
And at one point, this machine put this bitch on his knees.
Like, it took him out.
He was dying by level 6, crawling up next to your legs like a cat and begged you to turn it off.
And if his brothers are around, they encourage you to crank up the pain, while Reiji does his best to convince you otherwise.
Laito:
Started screaming hysterically at level 3.
You honestly can’t tell if he’s laughing or dying from the way it sounds. It’s probably both knowing him.
He’s begging you to stop the pain because he simply can’t take it.
He’s twisting in so many ways because he feels so much pain and he is complaining non stop.
“Bitch-chan, please. I’ll do anything! Make it stop!”
“Alright, but on one condition.”
“Anything!”
“No fedora for a week.”
“No, not my hat!”
“Alright then, I guess I’ll just have to crank it up.”
“Nooo!”
Afterwards, when he no longer has the machine to bother him, he just stayed there laying on the floor because he became so sore.
He was never the same afterwards and learned to never mess with you when on your period.
Well sounds like someone learned their lesson.
Kanato:
He couldn’t quite understand what it was at first, but when you explained it, he thought it was stupid.
Since vampires can take on more pain compared to a human, he thought he was invincible to it.
“Do you really think that something like this can take down someone like me? Fine, I’ll play along.”
He started screaming at level 2 and begging you to turn it off as he rolled onto the floor curled up into a ball.
And was actually in tears.
Oh, poor little purple leprechaun.
“Can’t you see you’re hurting me? How could you do this to me? In front of Teddy?”
In the end, he got fed up with it and tore it off and slightly electrocuted himself.
Ayato:
He was confident, he thought he had it in the bag.
“Ah, please. I can take this shit on no problem.”
At level 3.5, he started to groan a little bit.
And when he got to level 5, he was definitely feeling it, but was trying to play it off. Kinda like this guy here (@ 1:05 if the video doesn’t work).
“Damn,” he’d say clutching his stomach.
Begged you to unplug it at some point cuz he just couldn't take it . . . and he was still at level 5.
Subaru:
At first, he thought it was stupid and that it wasn’t a big deal.
But boy was he wrong.
Started complaining at level 4.
“Damn . . .”
But it got even worse when you cranked it up to level 7.
There he was dying.
And it was honestly so bad that he tried chasing you in order to snatch the remote to turn it off, but he ended up throwing himself on the table because the pain was unbearable, kinda like this guy (@ 2:40 if the video doesn’t work).
He was literally begging you to turn it off like the guy in the vid. xDD
“Subaru, the table! Reiji’s gonna get mad!”
“Turn it off!” He groaned. “Oh my god!”
Kino:
Thought it was a joke, but figured he’d try it because you wanted him to.
“C’mon, it’s just a little machine. What can it do?”
And boy was he wrong.
The first few levels he was fine, but then it started to get real around level 5.
But he wasn’t going to call it there because he wanted to prove he could endure much more.
So he keeps encouraging you to crank up the pain.
“But you’re already at level 7!”
“Babe, I got this. C’mon!”
And at this point, he began making the weirdest noises to cope with the pain. Kinda like this dude (@ 5:44 if the video doesn’t work).
And level 9 was the end for him and resulted with him on the floor, literally gasping for some type of relief.
After that, you crouched down and scooped him up into a hug from all the pain he just endured and he stayed cuddled up like a baby.
Aww :’)
Ruki:
He was actually supportive of the idea.
He knew girls had a tough with periods in general, but he never thought it’d be this bad.
He’s generally a very composed person, but to see him get this vulnerable was something else.
You skipped the easy and just blasted it up to level 8, and it was taking him out, kinda like this guy (@ 7:29 if the video doesn’t work).
He was complaining in ways you’d never seen him, like he was at your mercy.
“Shit . . . how do women do this every month? This is horrible.”
“Oh baby, this is just cramps, you’re missing all the headaches, mood swings, the knife feeling in your uterus, weakness-,”
“Okay, okay, I get it.” He’d beg, being breathless. “Just turn it off.”
Yuma:
He thought it was weird but he figured he’d try it anyways.
“I mean, I don’t think it’s gonna hurt me that much.” He’d say.
But it wasn’t like that when he got to level 3. He literally had this guy’s reaction (@ 7:02 if the video doesn’t work).
And from there, you just kept increasing the level, and through each one, it just kept getting worse.
His body tensing up more and more though each level.
And when he hit level 8, it was game over.
In fact, the pain got so bad that at one point it actually made him scream.
It startled everyone in the mansion to be honest, and when his brothers came in they started laughing.
“You’re such a wimp, Yuma.” Kou would mock, finding this funny. “Didn’t know a simulator could take you out like that.”
“Why you!” Yuma would say, getting up with the simulator still attached to go chase Kou, ignoring the pain while you chased after them.
Kou:
Has been wanting to try this with you for the longest time and was more than open to it.
“Are you sure about this, Kou? Periods are not exactly pleasant.” You’d warn.
“Aw, don’t worry about it, kitten. I’m sure I can handle it.”
He started screaming at level 1 kinda like this dude (@ 6:50 if the video doesn’t work). Wimp.
He was in so much pain at such a quick rate. It was honestly unbelievable.
“Y/N, turn it off!”
“But we’re only at level one.”
He looked at you dumbfounded and just couldn’t believe it.
Azusa:
He didn’t know what it was at first, but figured he’d try it because you wanted him to.
Azusa knew how painful your period was every month, but never fully understood painful it actually was.
You explained what the simulator was for and he grew pretty interested.
“I get to . . . feel pain?”
“No, Azusa, it’s not like that. I just want to show you what girls go through every month.”
“Ok . . . .”
During the first levels, he was slightly laughing and giggling because he thought the pain was nothing.
But then it got serious.
And because he’s a masochist, he keeps telling you to increase the intensity of the pain even though you don’t want to.
“Azusa, no more. You’re already at level 15!”
“More . . . pain . . . .”
“Nooo!”
It honestly wouldn’t unless one of his brothers came in and stopped, and luckily one did before the machine would short-circuit.
Shin & Carla:
Now, there’s a reason why they’re grouped together here.
It’s because they actually did it together with their girlfriends (like the guys in the vid coming up).
At first they thought it was silly because they’re Founders, what pain couldn’t they take?
Or so they thought.
They were at level five and Carla lost composure first, kinda like the guy in the white pants here (@ 8:14 if the video doesn’t work).
And as King of the Founders, you can imagine how funny this looks on Carla right now xDD.
And to Carla’s surprise, Shin could take more pain than him but he was also dying.
Shin eventually got to level 10, but that’s when he couldn’t take it and ripped the simulator off.
Carla hit his limit at level 10 as well, but ended up fainting as a result.
It literally took hours to get him to wake up.
And now, Shin won’t let Carla live down the fact that a period simulator took the king out.
Bonus~
Karl:
Okay, to your surprise, he was actually remaining composed and pretty unmoved.
And as you cranked up the levels, you kept asking him what it felt like and he just kept telling you it was nothing.
Like at one point, the dude was on level 10 and felt little to no pain, kinda like this dude (@ 7:04 if the video doesn’t work).
And like the guy in the vid, he asked if there were any more levels and when you said no, he was just shocked that that was the limit. Damn Karl.
It literally was a piece of cake to him xDD.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Hey, can I please have some headcanons of the S brothers treat a bride that is very young (such as being around 10 years old?”
How would the Sakamakis treat a very young bride
Hi there!
Thank you so much for requesting! I made this in the sense that they only view her as a child and she will become their bride when she is of age so the subject of pedophilia is avoided here. Hope you like it. Feel free to request again anytime. :))
Note: Had so much fun writing this with you, bestie (@murasakiplum). I swear Ayato's is my fav here. xDD
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Shu:
Doesn’t think of her too much, especially since she’s still a child.
He might find her annoying if she’s too noisy or throws fits over something silly since she’s so young.
The fact that she will end up being their bride one day just weirds him out since he sees her as a child.
“Huh, to think she’ll be married to us one day. Sounds troublesome.”
If he’s feeling up for it, or his music just isn’t sustaining his boredom, he might teach her how to play the violin.
Shares his earbuds with her every once in a while.
Doesn’t snitch if he sees that she and Ayato are planning something troublesome.
In fact, he finds it amusing.
If she asks for money, he gives it to her no questions asked.
She also asks him for permission on certain things since she knows Reiji will say no.
“Thanks, Shu.”
“Yeah.” He’d yawn. “Just don’t let Reiji find out.”
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Reiji:
Oh boy, mama Rei activated.
Like, there isn’t a day where he isn’t scolding her about something or lecturing her about playing too many video games with Ayato.
He is literally all over her, making sure she’s constantly behaving and not doing anything foolish.
Since she’s still so young, he will discipline and teach her manners so that when she’s of age to become their bride, she’ll be “ready”.
Is easily triggered if she slouches or if she refuses to study.
“It is impolite to sit without such care. Adjust yourself or shall I have to take away your video games for a month?”
He’s also really triggered if she touches his science equipment or his tea sets.
“Hey Reiji, what is this?”
“Put. That. Down.”
Irons her clothes and tries to teach her.
However, one time she ended up burning one of Reiji’s shirts.
When Ayato found out about this, he was in hysterics.
“Heh, that prick deserved it.”
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Laito:
Is pretty friendly towards her.
Will try to teach her sex ed, but ends up getting scolded by Reiji since she’s too young to know such things.
I mean, she’s only ten for cryin’ out loud.
“Oh, lighten up, Reiji. I was only telling her a few things.”
“That won’t be necessary as she’s far too young to indulge herself in such activities . . . like you.”
Will allow her to wear his hat because he thinks she looks cute.
Teaches her piano if she’s interested.
Has dart matches with her and Ayato, and occasionally with Subaru.
During dinner, he’s offered to feed her a few times.
Yeah, cuz that’s so not creepy.
This has always led to provoking an argument with Subaru however.
And as expected, it results in Reiji having to break them up to avoid further confrontation.
“That’s enough, you two. It is highly impolite to behave that way in front of her.”
Plays tag with her in the courtyard with Ayato, Kanato, and sometimes Subaru.
Loves chasing her around and they honestly have a little too much fun.
They will all go easy on her because of their speed.
However, if Laito is it and he tags Subaru, he’ll just end up getting punched.
He gives her piggyback rides if she’s really tired.
He’d probably give her the answer to homework questions.
Likes to go shopping with her and always buys her new clothes.
But of course, Reiji doesn’t like the
“Stop spoiling her. She’ll end up just like that good for-,”
“Ah Reiji, don’t be like your mom.”
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Kanato:
Invites her to tea parties with him and teddy.
Lets her hold teddy sometimes.
Likes to see her dressed up in cute Lolita-like outfits because he thinks she looks cute.
Likes to bake cookies with her.
Is willing to share his cake with her.
Will even dye her hair purple if she likes it.
Which is bound to drive Reiji insane 😂
“Dying hair isn’t a crime, Reiji . . . She’s expressing herself after all.”
Hates it when she’s too busy to play with him.
After all, he acts like a little kid himself when he isn’t getting attention.
“Why are you always playing with everyone else? You're our friend, right? If you value that, you should at least start hanging out with us more.”
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Ayato:
Acts like a total big brother.
Likes to play video games with her and sometimes lets her win.
He would probably plan pranks towards his brothers with her--especially towards Reiji.
“Heh, the guy’s a total stick in the mud. Let’s give him a little fun.” He’d grin.
To be honest, from how many pranks they pull on Reiji, he’s always chasing them around the house.
Which is quite chaotic to say the least 😂
Has a hard time believing that she’ll be everyone’s bride one day considering he’d probably grow super attached to her.
He loves taking selfies with her.
Is like the little sister he never had.
Teaches her how to make takoyaki.
But this always ends up being a disaster since he’s quite clumsy and makes a mess of everything, which leads Reiji to scold him for it.
“Honestly, the nerve of you and this dish. If I didn’t know any better, I swear you’d even get engaged to it if it were legal.”
“Aw, shut up, Reiji.”
Loves sharing his takoyaki with her tho.
Encourages her to vandalize things with or without him.
Which really ends up driving Reiji crazy.
Ayato doesn’t mind getting in trouble with her, in fact, he tries to take all the blame.
Awww :’))))
With all of this chaos, it leads Reiji to ground her, that is, not allowing her to hang out with Ayato so no more trouble could be caused.
After not seeing her for a few days, Ayato would knock on her door, and upon opening it, he would ask, “Yo! What happened to you? I haven’t seen you in a few days.”
“Reiji said I can’t hang out with you anymore.”
“Eh screw Reiji, c’mon let’s go to that arcade that’s in town.” He’d say dragging her out of the room.
Likes making breakfast with her.
Pancakes, waffles, you name it, it’s happening.
And Reiji’s not having it.
“Only one thing. This isn’t a buffet.”
Ignoring him, he’d signal towards y/n holding a bowl of batter, “Throw it in.”
Jams out to music with her, but at a VERY loud volume.
And of course, Reiji is going to scold them for it.
Having dance-offs in the living room, maybe with Laito too.
Skateboarding after curfew, only to be yelled at by Reiji when they get back.
“She’s not supposed to be out that late. That is highly-,”
“Ah, c’mon Reiji. Don’t be so uptight.”
Loves celebrating her birthday and goes all out for her.
Especially when it comes to gifts.
And yes, takoyaki is the party’s the main dish.
He videotapes her when she’s imitating Reiji.
Ayato makes TikToks with her too.
He has a secret handshake with her too.
Which Reiji finds to be totally childish.
“Honestly, can’t you act like you age, Ayato?”
“Heh, at least I don’t act like an old man.”
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Subaru:
Acts like he’s always annoyed by her, but honestly, he finds her very cute.
Will sometimes allow her to sleep in his coffin with him.
Listens to punk rock music with him.
Protects her, seriously he does.
For example, if Laito says or hints at something perverted in front of her, Laito will be the replacement for wall-chan that day.
He does get annoyed when she calls him a ‘car’, and considering this is insinuated by Ayato most of the time, things definitely get a bit hectic.
“Tell her to call me a car again, I dare you!”
“Ah, whatever. I thought all Subarus had love, I guess this one doesn’t.”
After she comes home from school, he secretly pulls her aside and asks her if she’s having any problems with bullies.
Cuz remember, he acts like he doesn’t care, right? 😂
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Sakamaki brothers + Yui Komori with a S/O who has ADHD [Hcs]
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🏀Ayato Sakamaki:
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● He wouldn't really care until your disorder goes extreme.
● He will have patience with you if you forget to do something that 'He' has told you to do.
● He will defend you when you forget to do something that his brothers have told you to do. His brothers will most likely get annoyed at you for it or they might give you punishment for forgetting something they told you to do. Ayato would appear suddenly infront of you and would defend you when this happens.
● I know it's hard to believe that this man has patience 🥲. If he gets annoyed at his S/O for forgetting he will bite them really hard or just scold them. If they don't understand why they are getting yelled at he will sigh and explain it to them with his patience running out....
🧸Kanato Sakamaki:
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● ....He will get annoyed very fast if you forget anything he has told you to do Or if your not listening to him speaking as your mind is on something else.
● He will throw tantrums and get violent with his S/O. “How about if I turn you into a doll or a teddy bear? Then you'll be forever listening to me, you'll never forget anything.” He will say as he squeezes your neck tightly... His brothers will always be there near you both if anything bad is about to happen to you.
● He will eventually learn how to deal with a S/O who has ADHD. Though it will take months or even years for him to fully learn.
● He wouldn't really care if you forget anything that his brothers told you to do Or so.
🎭Laito Sakamaki:
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● Laughs when his S/O forgets stuff or isn't paying attention.
● He's very cool about it. He will help his S/O to remember things she forgets but they'll have to give him back something in return...their body..
● He's the sweetest among them all and one of the most understanding one as well. But if his S/O forgets something Very Important then he will punish them.
🌹Subaru Sakamaki:
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● He will get annoyed really fast.
● When he gets angry at them for them forgetting or not paying attention he will choose violence unintentionally and then instantly regret it. He knows it's not their fault.
● He will also help his S/O to remember what they forgot just like Laito but without wanting anything back from them.
● He will try to understand his S/O alot which helps him to deal with them.
● He will defend his S/O from Ayato, Laito and Kanato the most. He's fine with Reiji and Shu but would be against Reiji giving them punishments.
🍷Reiji Sakamaki:
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● “Did you even hear what I said (y/n)?” he would ask after he finished talking and knowing that you weren't paying attention.
● He would keep a close eye on you just incase.
● He will understand you the best. He would actually study about ADHD and within hours he would know every single thing about the disorder.
● He will defend you too like Ayato and Subaru would.
● He won't give you any severe punishments knowing that it's not your fault 'Completely'.
● He would help you to remember things and pay attention. Though, paying attention was difficult for you to learn.
🎻Shu Sakamaki:
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● He's cool about it too like Laito.
● He wouldn't care if his S/O isn't paying attention or forgetting to do something his brothers told her to do.
● If They unintentionally don't pay attention to him or forget to do something he told them to do then he wouldn't spare his S/O one bit.
🩷Yui Komori:
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● She is very calm, understanding etc etc with her S/O's disorder.
● She is very sweet with her S/O, always helping them out with remembering stuff that they forget.
● She will repeat her sentences and other people's sentences again and again if her S/O was not paying attention to them talking.
★✿★AN:Um... My main content will be Diabolik lovers.Ofc I will also stick up with other fandoms. I apologize for any errors.🤍
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Yk what would be sad. A Vil x GN!reader who keeps changing themselves because Vil keeps insulting everything about them (not on purpose) but he doesn’t realize what’s happening until they just stop talking to him all together because being with him hurts them too much. Nice ending maybe? (I’m a baby and can’t handle angst endings😭)
Hi! So sorry this took a while! Hope you've been well!
First time writing for Vil, but I tried my best lol. Hope you like it!
TW: self-esteem/image issues
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"Straighten up"
"That color doesn't look good on you. Try something ligther."
"Hm. That clothing style isn't right. This just won't do."
"No. No. No. It's all wrong."
As you walked down the halls of NRC, you kept a couple of style magazines pushed up against your chest as your once bright eyes seemed darker and less happy.
Vil Schoenheit was someone you always admired, and when you were able to become a part of the rare few people who he considered a friend, you couldn't have been happier. You knew being next to someone like Vil wasn't going to be easier, but you never expected something on this level.
At first, it started with little words of improvement. Ones that you gladly took to help improve yourself, but over time, that's all you heard. Negative words on how you could do better. Look better. Nothing was very good enough, and now it was starting to ware you down. Suddenly, it felt like Vil was saying "you" weren't good enough.
At that thought, you came to a stop as you looked down at the magazines in your hands. It was all too much, and it was getting to the point that you couldn't even look at yourself in the mirror anymore. With a sigh, you turned and walked towards the nearest trash bin before you threw away the very magazines that had become your life.
A month had passed, and Vil was starting to wonder what was going on with you. You had slowly stopped coming by his room, attending meetings, and just having lunch together. At first, he figured it was because you got busy since he understood time restrictions and all, but after a couple of weeks, he felt like something was off.
The few times Vil saw you in the hallways the moment you caught his gaze, the model watched as you would turn and head in the opposite direction. It almost felt like you were avoiding him, but that couldn't be right?
......could it?
Over the last couple of weeks, you felt like you could breathe again, but despite that, you didn't feel happy. You couldn't bring yourself to talk to Vil, so you did the next best thing you could think of.
You avoided him.
And that alone was painful. You missed his voice, his company, and when you saw that look of surprise in his eyes when you obviously avoided him cause pain to shoot through your chest.
Despite all of these feelings, you knew the relationship you had with Vil wasn't healthy. You couldn't constantly keep up with his approval, and you wanted him to accept you for who you were.
Faults and all.
"Y/N."
Hearing the very voice you were thinking of calling out your name caused you to freeze. In that small moment, your fight or flight senses went off, but before you could make up your mind, you felt Vil grab your hand.
"Do you have a moment? I need to talk with you." Vil asked as he had noticed that look in your eyes that you might run, so he did his best to cut off your options to do so.
You paused as you considered his question. While you weren't ready to talk about this, you got the feeling you never would be, so you decided to just nod your head as the popular model led you towards his room for some privacy.
Once alone in Vil's room, you glanced around the familiar setting and scent.
"What's going on?" Vil asked, getting to the point.
At the question, you turned to look back at him without answering the question. You could feel that nasty and unpleasant bubble building up in the center of your chest. Did he really not know?
"You've been avoiding me, and I think it's only fair that you explain why." Vil said in his usual confidence.
Feeling that tightness in your chest, you wrapped your arms around yourself as you lowered your head.
"Y/N, if you slouch like that, it will be bad for-" Vil had started to say but stopped when he heard you mutter something. "Speak up. Muttering is very unbecoming."
"This!" You snapped, which caused the blonde to jump as he was startled by your sudden outburst. "The constant complaining and everything!"
Vil froze as he watched your beautiful [colored] eyes glare at him as fresh tears welled up in them.
"I'll never be good enough for you! Why can't you just accept me for who I am? I can't keep being with you as you constantly put me down!"
"Putting you down? I-" Vil said, surprised, but his words got cut off in his throat when he watched you storm over towards him.
"Maybe think a bit harder before you finish that sentence." You said as you told yourself you wouldn't apologize for getting your feelings out. "Not everyone is perfect, Vil. Not everyone can be like you....."
The model just started at you for a moment, but before he could speak, he watched as you walked past him and out of the room. Now alone, Vil just frowned. He had never seen you like this before, and your words echoed in his head.
He didn't put you down. He would never do something like that to you....right? You were the only person (outside of Rook) who he could be himself around. He adored your company...
Taking a deep breath, Vil left his room as he headed towards his vice housewarden room. If anyone could help him right now, it would be Rook.
The next day, you decided not to go to classes as you stayed crawled up on your bed. While you did feel better getting your feelings out, you felt sad at the fact that you might lose your friendship with Vil.
It was weird how the world "friendship" had changed for you over time as you started to notice a change in your feelings, but it wasn't something you were ready to drive into it.
Hearing a knock on your door, you let out a moan as you pulled your blankets over your head. "Go away." You called out as you figured it was one of your friends checking up on you. After a couple of seconds of silence, you thought they had left, but instead, you heard your door open. Holding back another groan, you kept yourself hidden, hoping your friend would get the message that you weren't in the mood to talk.
"Staying in and resting is important."
Instead of your friends voice, you heard Vil's as you suddenly sat up in your bed and removed the blanket from your head.
Standing in the room was Vil as he closed the door behind him.
"What are you doing here?" You ask as even you could hear the coldness in your tone.
"I came to talk." Vil said as he just smiled softly. "And to apologize."
At this, you gripped the blanket that was resting in your lap. Vil apologizing? That didn't sound right.
Noticing that you weren't moving to kick him out, Vil decided to continue. "I want to apologize for my words. I know it's not an excuse, but I didn't even notice I was saying those....things to you. Or how often."
While Vil was a proud man, he also wasn't that proud to lose someone important to him due to his own mistakes. After talking with Rook, he finally had a good understanding of how he had been treating you. "Perfection..." Vil said with a sigh as he looked off to the side of your room. "...is something that has been pushed on me since a young age, and it appears I've picked up a rather nasty habit. I never meant for my words to make you think you weren't good enough." He said as he walked over towards your bed and took a seat on the side of it. "You're already perfect enough. Just knowing I can be myself around you and knowing you won't judge my imperfections..." Vil said as he reached out and placed his hand over yours that was gripping your blanket.
"...It means the world to me, and I'm sorry for making you feel like you weren't good enough. I understand if you don't want to be around me anymore, but I wanted you to know I never once thought you weren't good enough."
At Vil's words, your eyes widen before you glance down at his hand resting over yours. It was like a weight had been lifted from your chest. "It hurt..." You whispered as you closed your eyes. "I just want to be with you and not to embarrass yo-"
Before you could finish your sentence, you felt Vil gently hand on the back of your head as he slowly pulled you forward into an embrace.
"You've never embarrassed me. I was just wanting what was best for you, and that ended up turning into nagging stepmother's territory." Vil said with a small smile as he tried to lighten the mood. "And I'm sorry I hurt you...."
With your forehead resting against Vil's chest, you let out a long sigh as you took in his warmth. Something about his scent and being next to him always helped you to relax.
"Do you forgive me?" The model asked bearly above a whisper. The longer the silence went, the more he was starting to worry you wouldn't.
"I do...." You said before pulling back to look at Vil. "...but I hold the right to punish you if you make me feel like this again." You said with a playful smile.
"Deal." Vil replied as he mirrored your smile. "I've already spoken with Rook, and I plan on being more mindful. I don't make the same mistake twice."
Taking in a deep breath, you nodded your head.
"Now." Vil said as he suddenly stood up from your bed. "I've cleared my schedule for the rest of the day. How about we watch a movie and catch up a bit?" He asked before holding out his hand to you.
Surprised that Vil cleared HIS schedule for you made that familiar warmth spread through your chest again as you smiled. How you've missed it. "Who am I to turn you down?" You teased softly as you reached out and placed your hand in his.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Not me remembering that time in middle school I was a big Creepypasta fan.
So much so I doodled hearts and shit like that around the word, and always had folders of fics I created and never posted online. Alot of folders, in every thing. Even on my grandma's computer. I wrote it down everywhere and talked about it all the time.
But that's not the cringe part.
I didn't like how long the name was so I just shortened it. To 'CP'.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Laito's Sensitivity
I think what really kills me about Laito's character is that you can tell that beneath it all, he's a sensitive guy. This is not to say he's a good guy. If we must weigh his soul against the feather of Ma'at, Sobek's eating him, okay? I cannot recommend a relationship with this man. But setting that aside, I believe that we see hints as to his character having a 'sensitive' nature throughout the series - that he's not just intelligent in a logical sense, but able to pick up on things, and lives in that awareness in a way which is probably hard to turn off. One of the first things we see him doing with Ayato as a kid is advising him that Cordelia is not interested in his castle. He's sort of laughing about it, but I think that this is because, even at this age, he knows it's kind of futile, and he has that water-like quality where he doesn't batter at a problem but goes at it more subtly. He doesn't yell at Ayato, he knows that wouldn't do anything and would lead to a confrontation that (especially at that age) he wouldn't want. He just wants to plant the seed - but why does he do this? I do think he wants to support Ayato in some small way against his own obsession with impressing her, because Ayato's energy might affect Laito's. We see him quick to console and protect Kanato, too, in ways he never talks about and never tries to take credit for. I have to believe this is because it's instinctual, part of his natural character. Kanato is sensitive, but he's not able to control himself well, and Laito is sensitive, too, so he sort of cares, and tries to regulate the both of them. Even when he's teasing Kanato about needing to (frankly) use sex to add some honey to the trap he's keeping Yui in, he's essentially helping him keep his prey (while simultaneously threatening to take it away.) What really kills me about this, though, is that he was probably trying to 'take care of' Cordelia in whatever way he could, too. He seems to have been keenly aware of how much she wanted Karlheinz and longed for him. One of the things that absolutely sucks about being 'the sensitive one' in a family system is that you are often relegated to be the caretaker of others' emotions - including parents. Look at how Laito relates to Yui. "I know what women want. You all want the same thing. You want me to take care of you, don't you?" Cordelia is the woman he compares every other woman to, and his relationship to her is the model for every other relationship he has with women. Cordelia didn't just corrupt the word 'love' for Laito. She corrupted the natural way he connects to others - through his sensitivity, and his desire to take care of them. Beyond showing him, (possibly in the most literal way,) that the way to 'take care of' her when she was lonely was through sex, she also belittled and degraded him constantly as soon as she was done using him or the second he asked for anything real in return, teaching him that any sort of deep relationship was just asking to get tossed away and hurt. I'm poly by nature, so I don't really understand the nature of the pain monogamous people feel when they see their partners cheating on them, so I'd love thoughts from monogamous people on ways that her doing that in front of him must have affected him. (Besides the obvious - using him as basically a fetish object while he was in prison so that she could feel her own power as she had sex with Richter, or literally telling him she was bored with him so she'd be using other men instead.) My stomach flips a little as I think about this, but one of the things I hate about the things survivors of sexual abuse have to deal with is that a lot of the time, people are completely overwhelmed by feelings when they just think about the notion of sexual abuse. And this stops them thinking about what it must really be like. What I keep concluding as I think about it is that Laito is an essentially sensitive-natured guy, but everything in his life twisted that into the uniquely painful sort of weapon he uses to control girls like Yui.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Pampered and worship
Jamil Viper x reader
Genre: FLUFFY
Warnings- Jamil being a little pissy in the beginning. Nudity (not sexual at all), he cries because he’s not used to being cared for and pampered
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It’s no doubt that he needs atleast a week off from work. Although he is very dependent now on his work considering that it’s been his whole life, slow steps make him appreciate you and himself a lot more. After he basically blew his damn lid because of a certain man that started with a k and ended in a alim.
He had pushed him to the brink of insanity and it was actually surprising he didn’t lose his temper. Luckily you were nearby when you saw an angry Jamil that was monitoring kalim talking about nonsense. You shake your head with a chuckle before going over to Jamil. You smiled brightly at kalim as you put your hands on jamils shoulders, slightly rubbing them to soothe the tension in them. His scowl worsens when he notices how kalim smiles back at you, that is before you speak in a soft but slightly demanding tone.
“I will be borrowing Jamil for a day or two, I trust you can take care of yourself until then? He needs some relaxation.”
Kalim seems a bit shocked but his happy demeanor doesn’t falter, even though you pulled Jamil away before he could respond. He was too irritated to understand what was going on until he was on the couch of ramshackle dorm. “What are you doing? Get off me!” He snips at you to which you give him a lighthearted glare… disappearing into the kitchen for around ten minutes before you re-emerge with a tray of food along with a milkshake with a cherry on the top. He’s still scowling but it softens when you place the tray in front of him. “It’s not good to overwork yourself, you deserve to be your own person too… after you eat I’ll help bathe you, you like the herbal shampoos right? If you want I can also set up the bubble bath-” he cuts you off with a quiet whimper along with heavy breathes. “I…that would…that would be lovely…”
He eats slowly with heavy breathing, it’s clear he’s not used to this and is in shock. His previous anger isn’t there in his tone anymore, it’s just full of love and affection… after he’s done he allows you to carry him up the creaky stairs. The feeling of your arms around him leaves him breathless and shuddering… you undress him carefully to not overstep any boundaries, but either way he melts under your touch, the warm water enveloping him. Your fingers dig into his shoulder muscles in a circular motion along with your light kisses being pressed onto his face. He couldn’t hold back the sobs anymore, it was just too much. He was supposed to be strong, but look at him now, he’s being vulnerable in your arms.
Your eyes widened at the unfamiliar sounds coming from him, the mask on his face had slipped along with his need to be strong. The bubbles around him flew through the air, you blow a few into his face. “Do you want me to stop?” He shakes his head violently in response. Like he will die right here if you stop. Drying him off was harder than expected when he clings to you in fear of being left behind.
This didn’t last long, his facade was put back on soon after, but he made sure to show his vulnerability more often to you, knowing he would be shown with love and affection instead of mockery to take advantage of him. He felt safe with you… and now this was going to be a regular thing. You have been chosen to show him what it’s like to be cared for…
Please be gentle with his heart.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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MC: *confused why they didn't burn themselves when their hand accidentally knocked over the pot*
Grim: ...
Grim: Are you okay?
MC: Yes, but I know I shouldn't be after that.
Grim: ...
Grim: Maybe the soup isn't hot- *sees the steam*- Nevermind.
Grim: Anyway, you should still go to the infirmary and have yourself checked.
MC: Yeah, I'll do just that.
MC: *is experiencing subtle changes but is not aware of them*
The baby dragon: Krrr...
MC: Shaaa...
The baby dragon: Krrr! *flaps his wings excitedly*
Ace, Deuce, and Epel: ...
Ace: What was that sound you just made?
MC: Sound?
Deuce: You said 'Shaa' or something.
MC: ...
MC: I told the baby to shower before they hunt for food.
Epel: Huh?
Ace: That's a whole ass sentence-
MC: *pets the baby dragons and kisses each of their foreheads*
The baby dragons: *yawns*
MC: Sweet dreams.
The baby dragons: Krrr...
MC: *chuckles*
Malleus: Diligent as always, child of man.
MC: *turns to look at him* *smiles* You're here again, Mal.
Malleus: ...
MC: *their eyes seem different*
MC: What's wrong?
Malleus: ...
Malleus: Have you checked yourself in the mirror lately?
MC: Not yet. Why?
Malleus: ...
Malleus: *chuckles*
Malleus: Please wait here. I'll get you a mirror.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Orientation was busy as ever.
Ko-fi | Shop
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Idia: You look cranky.
Vampire MC: I'm craving fresh human blood.
Idia: ...
Idia: Just go ahead and hunt.
Vampire MC: Tch. None of them looks appetizing.
Idia: ...
Idia: Lol.
Lilia: Don't be shy. You can drink from me.
Vampire MC: *tries to push him off* YOU WOULD TASTE GROSS!
Lilia: Hm? But I look ravishing.
Vampire MC: I SAW YOU EAT FROG STRAIGHT FROM THE POND!
Vampire MC: I DON'T TRUST YOU TO TASTE GOOD!
Lilia: ...
Lilia: *pouts* You're so picky.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Heartslabyul x Yuu hits different. With every other dorm, I think Yuu’s connection to them is debatable as the main story usually only focuses on the conflict between the boys with Yuu being a vehicle to drive the main plot forward and let us watch it happen.
But, with Heartslabyul, even though the same thing could be argued here, because of Yuu’s connection to Ace and Deuce - who are the main focuses of the first chapter along with Riddle - it makes their connection to Heartslabyul as a whole more compelling.
It’s implied through Ace and Deuce’s voice lines(really the voice lines of pretty much all five of them) that Yuu regularly gets invited to their frequent Unbirthday parties. This plus the fact that Heartslabyul was the first dorm they ever had a proper encounter with just makes me think that Yuu is almost like an honorary Heartslabyul member.
Hell, one of Riddle’s dorm uniform voice lines is him instructing Yuu to respond to him with “Yes, Housewarden,” you can’t tell me he doesn’t unconsciously see Yuu as one of them.
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Jamil doodles for warmup (it’s 2 am)
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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Yuu: ...And that's why sharks are cuter than dolphins. Yuu: Hey, are you okay? You've been really quiet for the past few minutes. Malleus: Malleus: Oh, don't worry about me, I'm just really overstimulated right now. Yuu: I am so sorry! I didn't mean to overstimulate y- Malleus: No, I like hearing you speak. You speaking is good, everything else is bad. Yuu: But- Malleus, grabbing Yuu's face: Now listen here, child of man. The world has been far too loud, and far too bright, and the only thing keeping me sane is you talking at me. I may not be absorbing anything, but I am hearing it. And the drone of your voice talking about what you love and care about is the only thing soothing me right now. Do you understand me, you FOOL?! Yuu: Um... Okay...? Malleus: Now you were infodumping about how you think sharks are cuter than dolphins? Yuu: ...Yes? Malleus: KEEP TALKING!
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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some jamil emotions (I love to see him smiling)
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he is my world guys 😔
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darlinggrrl · 1 year ago
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TWST characters getting jealous when you spend more time with Stitch than with them🌺 Part 2
Part 2 of the TWST boys being jealous of Stitch as requested by y'all ^^
You can read Part 1 here. Enjoy!
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Azul Ashengrotto
Azul might initially put on a facade of indifference, acting as though your affection for Stitch doesn’t faze him. However, the fleeting glances and subtle signs of displeasure says otherwise.
Rather than confronting his jealousy directly, Azul employs a more subtle and calculated approach. He’d insinuate himself into your activities, claiming curiosity about Stitch and wanting to learn more about the blue alien. This guise allows him to stay close to you, all the while observing Stitch.
But Azul wouldn’t stop there. His tactical mind would concoct subtle schemes to divert your attention away from Stitch. He'd craftily orchestrate situations to divert your attention from Stitch, devising scenarios where you would require his expertise or assistance. By showcasing his intelligence and skills, he could prove that his presence is far more valuable and captivating than that your blue, furry friend, reasserting his place in your affections.
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Jack Howl
Jack felt a twinge of jealousy but tried to suppress it, deeming it beneath him to be envious of such a small creature like Stitch. He'd keep his feelings to himself, choosing to quietly observe from a distance, trying to understand what makes Stitch so special and why you're so engrossed in him.
When you invite Jack to play with you, he joins in, albeit a bit stiffly at first. Gradually, he began to relax, revealing a softer side as he interacts with both you and Stitch. Jack then became more curious about Stitch, asking questions and learning about him while you all hang out together, seeing this as a chance to spend more time with you as well.
As the three of you played on the beach, Jack's competitive nature would occasionally kick in. He would find himself playfully challenging Stitch in games, striving to win your attention by showcasing his strength and skills, all in an effort to impress you.
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Lilia Vanrouge
Lilia might display a touch of jealousy, but it would be in a playful and exaggerated manner. He would never be truly upset, merely craving your attention.
He would pretend to be jealous in a dramatic way, pouting and lamenting about how he's being replaced by a cute alien as your favorite. He'd ask you in a mock-serious tone who you like more, him or Stitch, and perhaps even throw in a few fake tears for effect, just to see your flustered reaction. His antics were more for his amusement than out of real jealousy.
In truth, Lilia was genuinely happy to see you and Stitch having fun and becoming such good friends, his heart warming at the sight. He would even be thrilled to join in on your fun, turning the situation into a playful competition. Of course, he wouldn't miss the chance to cause some harmless mischief to get your attention. Playing pranks or playful tricks with Stitch, he'd see who could entertain you or make you laugh the most, reveling in the shared joy and laughter.
Of course I'd never forget our jelly cat Grim. I had to write one for him too.
His part's much longer than the others tho ^^;
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Grim
Grim couldn't fathom why Ace and the others thought he and Stitch were alike. To him, they were completely different. Stitch might be clever and good at making stuff, but he was far cooler and more impressive. After all, he was destined to become a great mage, so it made no sense to him why you kept hanging out with that alien.
He didn't even make any effort to hide his displeasure, constantly grumbling about how you fawned over Stitch. In his eyes, he was more interesting and better company. You were his henchman! Your attention should be on him, not some creature you just met a few days ago. Your affection should be solely for him!
Grim would frequently act out, always inserting himself between you and Stitch. He'd interrupt any interaction, insisting that as your boss, he should be involved in whatever you were doing. A boss and his henchman should always stick together, he reasoned. He would even engage in petty competitions with Stitch at every chance he got, trying to prove that he was better than him, be it in cuteness, cleverness, or usefulness. But Stitch wasn’t one to back down without a fight. The more Grim intervened, the more Stitch clung to you, a smug smirk on his face as he snuggled up to you, which only infuriated Grim more.
No matter how many times he denied it, it was clear Grim was jealous of Stitch. His possessiveness over you, the way he pouted and sulked, his bright blue eyes glaring at the other furry creature—it was all so obvious. You found it adorable watching Grim and Stitch bicker, biting your lip to suppress a smile. You would have loved to snap a picture of them, but you knew it might aggravate Grim even more. You had to deal with Grim before he causes trouble for you and the other students while they're trying to find a way off the island and back to school.
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