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I could die right now and nothing would change. Nobody would mourn me. Life would still continue with or without me in it.

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No one understands how much I hate myself. I hate myself so fucking much I can’t even look on the mirror without feeling absolutely disgusted. I want to die.

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Knowing I’ll never be anybody’s first choice breaks me not even my own pets choose me first

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How many times are you supposed to restate your boundaries before you admit to yourself that these people don’t love you or care about you the way you do them?

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I wish I was loved

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I’m sick of going to bed and knowing things won’t be better tomorrow

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I thought I had finally surrounded myself with people who were different and truly cared about me but suddenly there I am again in my teenage hood bedroom wondering why I’m nobody’s first choice and why I’m trying so hard to make friends when it doesn’t seem to make a difference whether I’m around or not

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I don’t why I bother trying so hard when all I’ve ever end up being is sad and alone anyways

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suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?

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I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral

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not pictured: how red and puffy my eyes are and the new forming headache from hours of crying and just having a really bad low while telling everyone i’m okay/good (:

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Feeling lonely being a trigger

🤝🏼 isolating yourself being a side effect

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it hurts knowing I’ll never be anyone’s first choice

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“Nothing hurts more than being hurt by the person you never thought would hurt you.”

— Unknown

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What Mods Do I Use?

Every time I go live on Tiktok or Twitch, people ask about what Mods I use for my game. The simple answer is “a lot”. Definitely too many to try and remember on a whim when someone asks me mid livestream, so I thought the best thing to do would be to compile a list of mods here that I can update when I try new mods and decide I’m going to continue to use them! 

I will do my best to keep this list updated, as it will also serve dual purposes by making it easier for me to check my mods for updates when the game has a big update!

Here we go!

Big Mods - These are mods that affect the entire game

MC Command Center

Carl’s Sims 4 Gameplay Overhaul Mod

Relationship & Pregnancy Overhaul (aka WoHoo Wellness)

The Mood Pack Mod

Preteen Mod

Education System Bundle Mod

Realistic Childbirth Mod by PandaSama

Better Build/Buy by TwistedMexi

Talents & Weaknesses

Small Mods - These are mods that add something small or affect limited parts of the game

LittleMsSam Mods (I use SO MANY I can’t list them all, just check out what she has and I guarantee you’ll find some you want!)

Ding & Ditch Smart Doorbell

Scumbumbo - Evolve All Plants

Extreme Violence Mod by Sacrificial Mods

Sims 4 Pose Player/Andrew Pose Player

TELEPORT ANY SIM

Functional Broom (Base Game & BtD supported)

Unlimited Likes and Dislikes

No CL/IL/SE names

Have First Dance At Wedding

More Columns in CAS

More Traits in CAS

Bug Fixes - As the name says, these are mods I use to fix bugs that EA still hasn’t fixed in the game

ECO LIFESTYLE INTERACTIONS FIXES

Traits - I use a LOT of Trait packages to make my Sims more interesting so I have tried to list all of the ones I use here

Mega 16 Personalities Trait Pack

Traits by jessienebulous

Traits & Preferences by Kuttoe (multiple small mods)

Baby/toddler trait bundle

Simularity Traits

Snowiii95 Traits

Triplis Child Traits Pack

100 Base Game Traits Pack v1.5

There may be things I use that aren’t listed here at any given time, either because I’ve just started using it and haven’t decided if it’s something I want to promote yet, or I may have simply just forgotten, but for the most part, this list is pretty much all of the mods I use.  Please don’t ask me about custom content though, I have over 6,000 CC files for CAS items alone, lol. Most of my CC comes from TheSimsResource.com and Yes I have a VIP membership, but only because I was gifted a 2 year subscription. I would be downloading slow and tediously, for free, if I hadn’t been gifted that. 

The majority that I download that is from anywhere besides TSR is mostly from posts I see here on Tumblr, and I try to share my favorites, so if you follow me here you’ll see those!

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It truly is amazing how much your mental health will get better once you cut toxic people out of your life and find friends who love you for who you already are and not who they want you to be

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this is the least birthday feeling birthday ever.