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lol i forgot this account even existed....

Beau is over  @iinsidehishead

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Im sorry ive been so MIA. Again, my husband leaves soon and im trying to spend as much time with him as I can before he might be gone for over a month depending on the station he has to go to and then there’s the fact that i’ll be moving soon also once things get settled down. 

Depending on which way things go with everything, I could easily be back to normal soon or things might get more chaotic. I’ll be over on @dreamofrosegardens probably for the majority of the time. between that account and possibly @x-agreetodisagree. That’s where you can find me for the time being and even then my time on there is very limited. 

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   Christ alive, but this was far more awkward than she would have ever imagined it would be. Granted, she hadn’t thought that running into him after what had happened that morning would be particularly painless, but she hadn’t anticipated it being quite this gross.

   She hated it, pure and simple. She hated feeling so hurt, hated just how awkward it all was. If she could turn back time, turn down the invitation that had brought her there, she would in a fucking heartbeat. 

   Anything to spare her the awkward, deafening silence.

   Thankfully, that silence was eventually broken. A little girl had come running up, asking Beau if he’d help her get something to drink.

   Oh…His little girl, it seemed. He hadn’t mentioned a daughter, but then again, there hadn’t exactly been much talking the last time they were together. Wynter studied the pair, quietly sipping at her drink as he excused himself and headed off towards the kitchen.

   Fucking hell, what had she gotten herself tangled up in? This was exactly why she didn’t usually do shit like that, didn’t just fall into bed with just anyone. Needless to say, it wasn’t going to happen again, if for no other reason than to spare herself from a repeat of this bullshit.

   It wasn’t until he’d returned and spoken to her once more, that Wyn was broken from her thoughts. “Wasn’t like it was something that was going to naturally come up the last time we saw each other.” she reasoned. 

   Ah, now there was the million dollar question.

   “Honestly? No idea.” she confessed, her gaze fixing on the mostly empty glass in her hands. She wished that she did have an answer for him, that she knew what would magically solve all of this, but she didn’t and she hated that she didn’t.

“Right, of course.” Guilt washes over his facial features, eyes diverting and head lowering some. He should have expected that at the very least. “Honestly, I don’t do that shit often. I guess I freaked out. I should’ve called and I’m an asshole for not.” Beau began to speak what sounded like a self-deprecating apology, looking up at her with a half smile. He wished that he had a more understandable excuse in this situation but with everything going on around him, this had been the best one he could give. A shitty excuse but one nonetheless. 

“I’ll be honest. A lot of my time goes to my daughter. I try not to bring too many people around her unlike her mother over there.” A direct stab at Antoinette and a very truthful one if anyone really knew her. She’d bounced man to man, including between Beau and his now passed away friend Landon. They’d been pure and wholesome once before but it ended just as it had with everyone else. 

“But I’d love to start over again and actually do things properly. The whole sleeping with strangers thing just isn’t me and I hate the idea of anyone thinking otherwise.” A half smile given once more to the raven-haired woman. 

“If you’re willing to give me a chance, of course. I understand if I fucked it up.” 

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“Really? can it?” Beau chuckles lightly, wrapping an arm around the male’s waist and pulling his tired frame closer to him. “What if I said it couldn’t?”

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“Whatever it is, it can wait until the morning”

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I apologize for being MIA. My husband is going to the army next month and i’m trying to spend as much time with him as possible. I’m not ignoring anyone, Im just very busy.

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            GABRIELLA CULLEN ● INDEPENDENT TWILIGHT OC                 MUTUALS ONLY / HIGHLY SELECTIVE (x)

                     ❝  gabriella was always an enigma to me. i had never                                found a human to take so much compassion into                               her heart that she could dissuade the fact that her                                                  family were vampires …❞

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                                    “Says the guy who suggested we get away from the party.” Gabriella retorted in a matter of fact tone. She gave Beau a raised look, though the twitch of her lips as she tried - and failed hopelessly - to hold back her smirk indicated that she was merely teasing (mostly anyway), “Seems like a fun-sucker to me.” Of course, perhaps if she had been sober she would have appreciated the gesture a bit more: been able to put herself into Beau’s shoes if he was the one drinking and she was concerned … but she didn’t. 

Even so, Gabriella still made her way out of the party: pushing her way past the crowds of people until she got outside and the cold air of the night hit her. She wasn’t entirely sure where they were going, where Beau had intended they go instead of the party, so she just followed beside him. It was a lot quieter outside: Gabriella was surprised to be able to actually hear herself think. “I’m sure I could’ve taken care of myself.” She rolled her eyes again at Beau’s comment, her hand reaching up to fix up her hair that he had messed up, her smile now spread freely across gentle features. “I have three older brothers - I’m tougher than I look." 

A smile spread itself a cross his facial features even wider than the one before.  “You’ll appreciate it later,” he tells her with a small laugh, nudging the woman in return to her statement. At the mention of her taking them on herself, Beau allows his eyes to roll in response. “Yeah, because you’re r e a l intimidating right now, Princess.” a chuckle leaves his lips before looking away from the woman. Eyes close for a moment, taking a deep breathe in. The air was crisp, a welcomed chill compared to the compact heat inside due to the amount of bodies present at tonight’s party.  Finally, he could hear himself think at least a little bit. As blue eyes reveal themselves once more, Beau carded a set of tattooed fingers through dark locks. 

“I heard there’s a hot tub back here. Wanna try and find it?” Since she so insisted that she be rebellious, Beau could at least makes things more interesting than a room full of stupidly drunk frat-boys. Instead of waiting for an answer, Beau begins his search and almost instantly becomes satisfied with this adventure. Tucked away in a corner bubbled a hot tub just waiting to be used and seemed to have been  rather recently. The male suspects the potential couple had already wandered off somewhere. “Ha, found it. Over here.” He calls out to her, already stripping himself down  to his boxers and slipping himself inside. “Come on, miss takes-care-of-herself.” 

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Connections that Beau needs: 

–  Platonic best friend (Male & Female) 

– The Crush from his childhood (female, mutual feelings or not, up to ship partner. Would like one that ends up being mutual)

– unrequited love for a female friend (He likes her, she knows and doesn’t seem him like that)

– double crush. (Beau has a crush, doesn’t say anything, Your character has a crush and keeps quiet as well. lots of yearning :3 Could possibly end up being full blown romantic ship.)

– bitter ex that he keeps falling into a vicious cycle with.( Lots of bad decisions, mischief, break up - make up type.)

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💤Dreaming of scraping nails gainst the window glass, and waking to still hear it

The sound echoed, causing actual twitching to occur from the sound. Jaw clenches, eyes remain shut for a few moments longer before Beau is finally able to roll onto his stomach to stare at the window in question. Eyes are locked on, focused, as he tries to silently tell himself that it was only a dream. 

Yet…why would he still hear it? 

Outside noises tend to influence ones dreams at times and the more he stared at the window, Beau realizes it’s storming outside. Heart begins to calm, mentally noting that he needs to cut that branch outside his window so he doesn’t have this issue in the future. 

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Eerie Atmospheric Settings: Plot Starters

Instead of a specific plot to work around, here’s a list of settings that all feature a melancholy, moody, or creepy atmosphere. Simply send me a symbol for a setting you want to RP in, and I’ll either make a starter or approach you to plot!

🌕A full moon night with wind whistling through the trees

🌊The seashore late at night, with lightning over the water in the distance

🏤Stepping into a house that gives off all the wrong vibes

🍁A cold day in late autumn, which is silent and deeply lonely

🎹Nighttime in an ancient house/manor, with the tinkling of piano keys from the next room

💧 Rain in the early morning, so dark that there’s hardly a sunrise

⛪A church right after a funeral, a small handful of people dressed in black hanging their heads in silence

🌳A maze-like forest at dusk, with a sense of anxiety as the sun disappears

⛵On the beach before dawn as remnants of a ship wreck wash onto shore

🍂A chilly, overcast autumn afternoon

🌃Midnight in a busy city, sirens blaring a few blocks away

🎃After dark on Halloween night after trick-or-treating ends

🚘Sitting with a popped tired on the side of a long stretch of road, waiting

⚡Distant thunder from a massive storm headed straight this way

🥀An overgrown garden of nothing but poisonous (or dead, dry) plants

🌾An eerie plot of farmland with seemingly no one around for miles

🐊Murky swampland with posted warnings to keep people away

🔥 A roaring bonfire in the distance on a pitch black night, with dark silhouettes crowded or dancing around it

🚧Standing near old, abandoned train tracks when the bell starts to ring

🐟Taking a swim on an uninhabited plot of beach, noticing ripples in the water

🌿An old-fashioned plantation with secretive locals and a bitter history

💀A cemetery full of dead, dry flowers as if all of the plots have been forgotten, some of the stones cracked or sinking into the dirt

🚇A dingy old subway station, walls chipped to pieces, while waiting for a ride home

🌈The sad silence after a violent storm, debris and wreckage everywhere

👗An attic full of musty clothes and antiques belonging to someone long-dead

❄ A snowstorm locking everyone in their homes, with electricity flickering

🍄An enchanting plot of forest or stream, tiny whispers cutting the silence

🌑Inside of a re-occurring nightmare had time and time again

☔Taking a long walk with an umbrella, struggling with a low, low mood

☕At a quiet cafe, but unfamiliar folk are whispering and staring

🌵A winding road through the desert with only one dingy hotel, its ‘vacancy’ light flickering red

💤Dreaming of scraping nails gainst the window glass, and waking to still hear it

🐕A quiet night, the only sound being the call of coyotes/wolves in the woods

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sometimes I like to look back at who i used to have as beau’s fc and chuckle a little at myself. 

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Connections that Beau needs: 

--  Platonic best friend (Male & Female) 

-- The Crush from his childhood (female, mutual feelings or not, up to ship partner. Would like one that ends up being mutual)

-- unrequited love for a female friend (He likes her, she knows and doesn’t seem him like that)

-- double crush. (Beau has a crush, doesn’t say anything, Your character has a crush and keeps quiet as well. lots of yearning :3 Could possibly end up being full blown romantic ship.)

-- bitter ex that he keeps falling into a vicious cycle with.( Lots of bad decisions, mischief, break up - make up type.)

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me: excited to write  beau: zZzZzZzZz me: stares at screen blinking

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❝ You have no power over me. ❞

             “----Let me guess.... You’re a strong independent woman who don’t need no man?”

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