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Makeover in the corpse field

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jin guangyao fans, i have a question for you

feel free to provide your reasons in the tags if you want.

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Post-it Note Jin Guangyao

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me reading about how shamans in ancient Siberia believed to be able to resurrect people: oooh would be nice xiyao plot

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I’ll never be over the fact that when the present timeline resumed in The Untamed there was no mention of LXC for several episodes and I was worried sick that he might have died in the course of those 16 years, only for him to casually show up all smug few episodes later and be like:

“I just spent a whole month with JGY where we engaged in deep, long, and thorough ahh… conversations every single night. Also, A-Yao is sooo fit. Every inch of his body is absolutely flawless and perfect.”

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I'm super out of it but hopefully I can word this well...

Idk I just feel like tumblr danmei is heavily dominated by mxtx readers who haven't read much else (I'm not judging, you do you) and I got curious if that was true.

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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...

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J'adore XiYao. Genre. Wow !! XiYao

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wanted to joke "I'll send it to LXC" but in truth I would never introduce him to this fandom

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i wish you guys could read the amazing fic i haven't written and probably will never write, it's fire

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Rewatching the Untamed and there was this one shot where Jin Guangyao walks past in the foreground and it looks exactly like this.

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Help I wanted to draw him with that heart-shaped forget-me-not but I made him 1) sad 2) shirtless

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Rewatching the Untamed and there was this one shot where Jin Guangyao walks past in the foreground and it looks exactly like this.

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For the @thescarlettempress ! Thank you so much for the prompt! I think he picked up writing really quickly, if he wanted to get any work done with the notes at least.

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if you see something no you don't

really need to talk about xiyao or post jpgs of them or something