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[dearest-penny-blog]

Dear Penny,

It’s been long since I last wrote to you. A lot has happened and even though I know you won’t reply, I have to tell you.

First of all, how are you? How is your life? What has happened since we last talked? You never send me any letter and you stopped calling. I miss you. Did I do something wrong?

I wish you were here. I wish you knew everything about my life and that I knew everything about yours. I remember when we used to talk every day and now all the choices are on me. No one gives me advice like you used to. No one knows me like you.

I’m in a bit of a rough patch. That is why I needed to write to you. No one understands me, but you. Only you can help me.

School is over. Remember when we used to go to school together? Every morning, or afternoon, we would meet at out bus stop. If we missed the bus, we would just walk, but I never minded because we never ran out of topics to discuss. How did that all change? Who do you talk to nowadays? Who did you replace me with?

I need your help. Now that school is over, I need to decide what to do next and I have no idea! I thought about it a lot, I really did. However, here I am, still with no answers. I decided where I want to go to college. I still need to decide what to study.

My biggest problem is actually my fear of failing. What if I fail those exams and never even get a chance at college?

Can you, please, talk to me? I need you, I really do.

Forever yours.