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coming back to this post to say whatever the hell tommy’s doing with his sexuality, if he ever does a proper coming out video, no matter what label he lands on it’s gonna be so funny

if he’s bi? he was in a poly relationship with a man and a woman before figuring that out

if he’s gay? he was known as the “i love women” guy for years

if he’s straight? he had to come out as straight

if he comes out as ace i don’t even know what would happen but i feel like it’d complete his label collection so i think that’d be the funniest option

tommy’s such a fascinating case of allyship and the fact that there might be more cishets like him in the future with queer people being more accepted is hilarious to me

like how the hell does a cishet man get legally married to a gay man, refuse to get a divorce, write fanfic about them being together, then get attacked by terfs who thought he was trans

whether you like tommy or not you have to admit that’s a hilarious way to be an ally, his mom really raised him right

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i’ve been so mentally ill about steam powered giraffe recently, if no one’s gonna make the leo valdez connection i will

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how do trans people with common deadnames survive because in one of the fandoms i’m in one of the new actors has my deadname with identical spelling and everything and i’m suffering right now

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toby rogers is filipino send tweet

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nothing has made me feel more autistic than trying to edit a solo episode i made of my podcast T-T

why does it sound like i’m in physical pain when i’m talking. how am i stumbling over something i had a damn script for. i didn’t even know i had those stutters what’s happening

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i’m writing a comedy script for a short film we have to make for class and realizing that more of my humor’s been influenced by tomska than i thought

i don’t know how to feel about this

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new gamer set up

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MLAndersen0 is sooooo important to me, especially with how it displays the sibling relationships at play. It’s messy, they hurt each other, they get mad, they leave, they boomerang back. They have the highest hopes and the deepest despairs together. They are family, and despite everything they love each other. That’s so important to me. They love each other because they are siblings and in spite of the pain that brings.

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cursed to forever think about ticci toby

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seeing people just as confused about the gaffer in the let’s play credits is so validating lol

i know markiplier is definitely not a close comparison with differences in subscribers, mark’s a gaming channel and watcher isn’t etc. etc.

but a lot of mark’s most recent lets plays have literally just been him sitting on the ground in a pitch black room, the shittiest lighting you’ve ever seen, recorded in some sort of nightmare dimension

i guarantee you do not need a gaffer watcher

as someone who’s a very casual watcher viewer (i don’t think i’ve watched any videos in months) as well as being a media major, this situation is so fascinating to me

ghost files costing $50k per episode??? 25 employees??? what do you need a director for to make survival mode? it’s literally just a lets play

seeing people break down their expenses with flight costs, rooming, etc. is really interesting too, i need to ask my professor about this situation, it’s just so wild to me

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plus i’ve wanted to do a show like ghost files before if i had any sort of budget/time and like

i get wanting a movie-quality production, if i could afford the equipment like they can i’d want movie-quality too

but for a ghost hunting show…isn’t a smaller on-site crew better? i remember watching ghost files before and being so confused that there was just an entire crew behind the camera

isn’t part of the entertainment being mostly alone and getting freaked out by being alone? without a crew to save you if a ghost does come out and kill you? i get like 2-3 people aside from ryan and shane, but it seems like they have at least like 5-8 people on set every time

as someone who’s a very casual watcher viewer (i don’t think i’ve watched any videos in months) as well as being a media major, this situation is so fascinating to me

ghost files costing $50k per episode??? 25 employees??? what do you need a director for to make survival mode? it’s literally just a lets play

seeing people break down their expenses with flight costs, rooming, etc. is really interesting too, i need to ask my professor about this situation, it’s just so wild to me

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as someone who’s a very casual watcher viewer (i don’t think i’ve watched any videos in months) as well as being a media major, this situation is so fascinating to me

ghost files costing $50k per episode??? 25 employees??? what do you need a director for to make survival mode? it’s literally just a lets play

seeing people break down their expenses with flight costs, rooming, etc. is really interesting too, i need to ask my professor about this situation, it’s just so wild to me

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my english professor has been having us do song analysis for the entire semester, where we all analyzed one song and each week one of our analyses would become an assignment we’d have to comment on

it was interesting the first few weeks but my god

some of these people have such boring basic-ass song choices, like please give me something interesting i can’t stand this top of the charts shit

the one person that did doom crossing eternal horizons you were so iconic, there needs to be more of you in this world

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I regret to inform you that Discord's new Terms of Service includes an arbitration clause. You can find it here https://discord.com/terms/#16. This clause includes an opt-out, which I have transcribed here:

You can decline this agreement to arbitrate by emailing an opt-out notice to arbitration-opt-out@discord.com within 30 days of April 15, 2024 or when you first register your Discord account, whichever is later; otherwise, you shall be bound to arbitrate disputes in accordance with the terms of these paragraphs. If you opt out of these arbitration provisions, Discord also will not be bound by them.

These clauses are underhanded ways that corporations seek to deprive you of your right to participate in class-action lawsuits and your right to a jury trial. (This does only apply to us users ,other people still spread the word though )

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I hate how so many fans in the PJO fandom made the whole “McDonalds” bit Nico’s entire personality. I only remember it being mentioned in TBOTL and then never again.

It was also never explicitly mentioned that he actually liked eating it himself. It’s only ever described as meals he used to summon the dead and that was it. It’s assumed he did consumed some of it to some extent while in the labyrinth but that’s it?

But aside from that, did people ever stop to think that McDonald’s was probably all Nico could effort? Yk as an 11-year old kid who was homeless + constantly on the run?

I think that if anything, it’s likely that his pallet became sick of eating it so often, but probably thought to himself that “eating something is better than nothing.”

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i’m finally free, no one responded to this so fuck it i’ve been editing for 5 hours straight, my head’s been hurting for at least 3 of those, i feel like my filming team and gods have abandoned me, im gonna drop my hottest pjo take that i have

nico wouldn’t like mcdonald’s and i’ve honestly grown to hate the meme

nico was raising the dead with mcdonald’s because either A) it was cheap enough for a homeless child like himself to afford, or B) the workers at mcdonald’s aren’t paid enough to care if some kid jumps the counter and steals a happy meal

also he was getting happy meals at his lowest point in his life (at least by that point) so if anything he would probably associate mcdonald’s with nothing but that point in his life

so my belief is that he actually hates mcdonald’s, he has something like a trauma response towards it

i’m in editing hell right now using premiere pro on a computer with dogshit cpu

if anyone wants to drop any of their random ass creepypasta or pjo headcanons for when i’m released i’ll give you all the internet hugs