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Holy SHIT guys I commissioned Kevan Brighting to say some comforting things as the narrator and it’s giving me LIFE. He did such an incredible job. Please give this a listen. AAAAAAAAAA

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Personal Message From The Narrator FAQs

Heya! really happy to see the positive response I got to posting the commission I got from Kevan Brighting. Many people have been asking similar questions, so I thought I could group them in one spot.

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sWord - the super Word. means of samurai action. the protective speech action and behaviors. Speech which upholds our health - PEACE

waiting room / fortress and game_pod walks up to HELP DESK mythos

you may think of my monk-samurai profession as a nomadic justice defender who constructs player housing wheresoever we may choose to gather. my art IS the fortress, and it cannot exist without ur voices. the help desk mythos converges zen beliefs, warrior mind, and liberation commerce / mental health (also called Sanity Repair in my story) to show us a process of Slow conversation, crafted unity, a game world / work of art that is made of all of our voices. What is ur message?

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waiting room / fortress and game_pod walks up to HELP DESK mythos

you may think of my monk-samurai profession as a nomadic justice defender who constructs player housing wheresoever we may choose to gather. my art IS the fortress, and it cannot exist without ur voices. the help desk mythos converges zen beliefs, warrior mind, and liberation commerce / mental health (also called Sanity Repair in my story) to show us a process of Slow conversation, crafted unity, a game world / work of art that is made of all of our voices. What is ur message?

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battle shout perpetuity

we are in a realization of how the abuse behaviors hurt everyone, and the sole action of a Free society is to do this allying action to battle Abuse.

opposing abuse is literally identical to the core premise of democracy and intelligent commerce meaning merciful exchange within a single organism.

i have a circle where the battle shout swings around to describe the bad trip mythos, 2nd person mode for a viewer and also a maker, the liminal entryway, and the holy secret room - it rounds that corner back into itself.

Allying against Abuse so that each person can

][ Tell Me who YOU are []

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Let’s write a new Page 1 who is -

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Title

- aum is home -

we are standing upon the message.

Q: what is the most private secret you’re willing to admit?

Sanity itself is willingness to admit our inner turmoil. That’s what makes you human. To be grounded in the world. Vices. Desires.

Here is my inner most private reality.

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I am a writer

And I have to write.

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Over the past 2 years of general crisis, “I’m a writer and I have to write" basically became my tool to refuse abusive behavior. Once you understand exactly what constitutes the abuse - the disregarding of your personness - you can defend it. You become the wellbeing attorney. You can shut down any claims that overwrite what you are saying / what you feel, and demand that your position be stated fully to person accuracy in order to be the begin point for responses - Jordan Peterson teaches this arguing technique but I’ve also read it in relationship counseling books.

Why this is important to me - a value I hold called the battle shout. Warrior mind is the idea that drives the concept of a wellbeing attorney, a defender for your overall person Liberty. It seems like an oversight that you only have legal defense when it comes to being charged by a ruling governmental entity with wrong doing.

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Tell me who you are - what do you wanna do and why do you wanna do that ?

That’s actually the beginning of authenticating your wellbeing. If you expect who YOU are to come from somewhere it doesn’t, you run into problems. It comes from you. Your hunger, your love. I am a writer and I have to write. I have to do it or I will not be well. Who are you? I need you to tell me, and this voluntary, ~I want you to know me~ exchange of our information is what constitutes a trusting commerce. No exchange of value whatsoever can take place until we refuse ruler infringement and tell each other who we are in the trust of merciful exchange.

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Merciful exchange is the belief That each one of us has something to do, an action that is uniquely individual, and can’t be substituted. If we all act out the belief in a way of life, then and only then do we witness democracy. Because we believe in sharing, in being beside one another sharing our deepest secret. The most secret thing I’m willing to admit is that I’m a writer and I have to write. It isn’t a secret. It’s my person activity. I have to make it known. No one can hide it from me. Now this brings us to the conclusion - what is transparency? Being sane enough to not be in your own way. Clarity of self, what I’m doing is going with a happening and the energy it already is. There’s no action but what already flows, all I do is look at it and swing how it’s swinging. Wu wei. My way of life is slow and instructional. I wanna teach about it but the first thing to learn is it’s impossible to hurry. That’s a waste of energy. Waiting is holy. At the end of my question path was the final question - how can I waste time properly - to accomplish my escape - escaping the clock and escaping the boss.

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Welcome to the title screen. I have comprehended the meaning of the world3 objects and information, so the entire work now feels fully elucidated, what this thing is that I contain / am bringing it forth.

[] This is a 5 panel Intro sequence that I found whilst querying the halls of my mind to try and figure out how to explain the slow cooked Conversation. The gameplay which is conversation that is not fast. []

You see something that someone saw, and then see a rising zoom to reveal meta feedback.

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“You play a role, you identify with that role. I play a role. It’s called Alan Watts. And I know very well that that’s a big act. I can play some other roles besides Alan Watts if necessary. But I find this one is better for making a living. But I assure you, it’s a mask, and I don’t take it seriously. The idea of my being a kind of messiah or guru or savior of the world just breaks me up because I know me. It’s very difficult to be holy in the ordinary sense. ——– And if you say, Well, naturally, I’m always moved by the past, that’s an alibi, and it completely fails to explain how you ever learn anything new. That’s why all the psychologists who are mostly behaviorists are completely bogged down in trying to find a theory of learning. Because, according to the theory of learning that we have, everything new that you assimilate is really only learned when translated into terms of what you already know. So in that sense, learning becomes like a library which increases only by the addition of books about books already in it. A lot of libraries are indeed like that. So that’s what we call scholasticism. So then, you become aware that this happening isn’t happening to you, because you are the happening. The only you there is is what’s going on. Feel it. And disregard the stupid distinctions that you’ve been taught—I mean stupid relatively speaking—and feel it genuinely. When you feel it genuinely—you get down to rock bottom—all that isn’t there. That’s a game that’s been erected on it. And it isn’t determined. In other words, you get this odd feeling of a synthesis between doing and happening, in which doing is as much happening as happening, and happening is as much doing as doing. And if you’re not very careful at that point, you’ll proclaim yourself God Almighty in the Hebrew Christian sense. Like Freud alleges babies feel that they’re omnipotent. And in a way they are. I am omnipotent in so far as I am the universe, but I’m not omnipotent in the role of Alan Watts. Only cunning.”

— Alan Watts, all but first passage from out of your mind part 5. In the Section titled the sensation of the happening. I don’t know where the first sentences come from yet. I like all the moments Alan Watts describes his character from 3rd person and explains it’s an exaggerated mask meant to be hilarious when thought of as a supposed savior or leader.

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Polarity concept rhyme

The pair wordings here - I can now see in their full light.

[]Dream death invokes unity of being and nonbeing

*MY death invokes unity of self and other

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Welcome to my meme

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“And so if someone, therefore, is always in his attitude to life detached and reserved, it indicates that there is still a primordial fear of getting involved. And I must say that I can’t understand that very well.”

— Alan Watts