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Who am I outside of my relationship?

Who am I without my partner? Does he dictate my happiness? Is he slowly becoming my world? Are my dreams and aspirations still intact? I have to remind myself dearly that I am just a part of his world and vice versa. Please self. Save yourself and you are more than this relationship. Honestly, this relationship has been affecting me immensely that I find it hard to function. I should work on that.  I know.... also,,, send help :3 i think i’m inlo-

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You don’t need another human being to make your life complete, but let’s be honest. Having you wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their love into is the most calming thing in this world.

Emery Allen (via perfectquote)

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6+3 = 9 but so does 5+4. The way you do things isn’t always the only way to do them. Respect other people’s way of thinking.

Unknown (via thoughtkick)

amen. period!

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“You make me weak.”

My man told me this. I gasped, paused and gasped again. Not the type of weak you are thinking, but weak emotionally. I can’t happen to fathom what to feel. He said he was vulnerable for me and only me. Shit! Things just got real. LOL. But man, how could love be so powerful and destructive at the same time? Maybe that’s just how it works? I’d like to think it that way.  And to my guy, you have no idea how badly you make me weak and alive at the same time. It’s like a sort of drug in my system that I badly want out but also want to rush through my veins all day. I just can’t explain it!

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LANY

Still quite amazes me how one LANY song could describe the exact way I feel. Happy? there’s a LANY song for that. Sad? There’s a LANY song for that. In love? There’s a LANY song for that. I could go on and on. I think we underestimate our emotions, how vast it can get and how songs could dictate them. And honestly? I refuse to die without seeing these guys LIVE! Soon, I’ll sing my heart out, to every LANY song I know, I don’t know and will know. 

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2017 Badian, Cebu

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Private twitter = Tumblr

Today I made a private twitter. But it ain’t it... and I remembered Tumblr and to my surprise.. IT’S VERY MUCH ALIVE. Yas. Mini blog is waving. Anyways, there’s just something about Twitter nowadays that would make you re-think a couple of times if you should tweet this or that. Waaay different than the old twitter. No second thoughts. No worries of whoever has access. Remember the jgh, jwu and good morning tweets? Yeah. Yeah.

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June 1st 2021

This is my virtual journal. Let’s see how long I can keep this up lol. I just wanna reflect on my day and find a shot in dealing with my anxiety. Last night, I cried of over a minor inconvenience that lasted for 15 mins. In the freaking bathroom. I’m always shy when people see my cry, why? I don’t prefer being pitied. I curdle upon this facade I put; a tough, unbreakable woman. Well, I used to be.. until life gets along the way. LOL. Anyways the only good thing about this day is the rain.... bow

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For You I Will

Hold up. This ain’t a cheesy post, this is a classic song by Monica that I am 100% sure you know but have forgotten what title it is. Do yourself a favor and play this song, remember the good old days. Only the good old days, please.