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In his eyes PT 7
Joel Miller fanfic
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Tlou
Summary: When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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It had been a while since you got a good rest. Usually you're the first person to be up and getting things going but your going through a tough moment. A few months ago you injured yourself after running away from clickers at night. It confirmed your suspicion that raiders had been in this town recently but you just weren't sure how close they were to you. The aches on your body were strong enough for you to groan as you stood up, but not loud enough to wake up Sarah, who was curled next to you. You made your way outside to get some air and enjoy the pretty show of stars. Lost in your thoughts, and in the show of stars, you still managed to hear Joel approach you.
"We're leaving tomorrow morning" he quietly said standing next to you. Your heart clenched at those words you knew were coming, but it felt nice to have someone there. The silence was loud, it was hurting you. "I've got some things you can take" was all you said before both of you walked back down.
Joel was double checking his pack when you walked over to him with the pack you made him. "Here" you said as you gave them to him. "It's a bit hard for us to carry all these things, I think you guys can make better use for it" you continued to explain.
"Thank you" he quietly mumbled. He graciously took the packs from you, making room in their backpacks to carry. Sitting next to him, you felt comfortable. No tension, no urge, just calm. "What's next for you?" he asked, breaking the silence. "I honestly do not know. I've been to a town over, found a place near a lake but I'm still a bit hurt and wont be able to travel far " you explained, playing with your fingers.
Joel's' mind instantly ran to the thought of him kicking you off of Ellie and hurting you. "How about you guys?" you asked back. He then told you about his brother in Wyoming and how they planned to get there. Joel thought about asking you to join them but he didn't even know where he was going to go exactly or what was next.
"Thank you for letting me rest. I've been scouting for the last couple weeks. Found raiders and clickers, both times I got hurt. I can't express how thankful I am for you guys sparing my life" you said quietly.
Watching you crawl to Sarah was one of the most horrific things he's seen in all his years. It hit too close to home. Is that what Tommy saw as he crawled to his Sarah? The cries you let out were worse than hearing someone get hurt.
Joel stayed quiet. He wasn't sure how to respond.
You said your good nights and fell asleep..
Next morning.
You stood at the doorway with Sarah, watching Joel and Ellie getting ready to walk away. Your heart felt a little empty, but it was for the best. Missing the touch of humanity. From the corner of your eye, you could see Sarah being fidgety, but she' probably feeling the same right now.
"Ellie invited us to go with them y/n' "Sarah, I don't think that's a good idea. "
"I hate it here. I hate this life we carry. Its unfair to me, all we do is sit in one place and then leave when we get too comfortable. If you don't want to go, ill go. Everyone we love died because you couldn't keep them safe. I don't want to be the next one to die because of you!" you gasped in horror of the words that came out of her mouth. Where did all of these words full of hatred come from? Your throat started to burn but you wouldn't let the tears fall. Joel looked away but Ellie watched it all unfold in front of her.
"don't you dare mention them to me. I have done nothing but kept you safe for all these years. Do you need me to remind you of what happened a couple days ago? You couldn't even run. You're not going and that's final!" you yelled back "You're not my mom. You don't get to make these choices for me anymore. How are you going to keep me alive with your bad knee and back? that's right, you wont. " said Sarah as she ran to get her stuff. You looked at Joel and Ellie.
Joel was scolding Ellie for inviting Sarah with them, but in a second Sarah was already next to them. She looked back at you with anger in her eyes but you didn't know what to do. "I won't be here if you come back, Sarah" you yelled to her as she walked away. It was all you could say. You were too hurt to say anything else.
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A/N Hi everyone, thank you for reading! New chapter will be up 05-12-2023
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In his eyes PT.6
Joel Miller fanfic
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Tlou
Summary: When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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After Joel laid you down, he slept on the floor next to Ellie. Nobody got a good night rest that night. Sarah held you close, Ellie couldn't stop thinking about the dreadful goodbye approaching, and Joel, was too busy overthinking this whole situation.
Once morning time came around, everyone except you, was gathered at the little table eating some jerky. Sarah saved some pieces for you and was about to deliver them but Joel stopped her.
"Eat all your food, I've got plenty in my bag. I think its best that she sleeps all she can" he said quietly. Ellie nodded in agreement. Sarah sat back down next to Ellie to eat all of her food. "Your moms a badass" said Ellie, wiping her mouth on her sleeve. "She's not my mom, but I see her as my mom" explained Sarah as she continued to chew her food. "Well Joel here, is not my dad either" she responded back. Both girls broke into a giggle of the coincidental fact.
For the time they've known you, Joel thought you were Sarah's mom but it turn out he was wrong. He kept his mouth quiet because he did not want to learn more about you guys. As time passed, Ellie and Sarah talked about their hopes for the future and learned a little more about each other. They talked about the incident last night but either way, Joel heard amazing things about you. You weren't a bad person but you could be when you needed to be. He understood your journey because he would have done the same if his Sarah was still alive. Now that he cares for Ellie, its almost the same.
"Do you know where you guys are going next? " asked Ellie. Sarah shook her head no. " she's in charge of what's next. She says jump, I jump. I say run and we walk" answered Sarah, shrugging her shoulders. Joel chuckled at that. "I'm sure there is a good reason for that" said Joel. He looked up and saw her eyes, immediately feeling guilty for shooting at her. Joel cleared his throat and looked away from her.
after the girls talked for a while, Sarah went to go take nap with you but Ellie stayed with Joel. "They're good people Joel" said Ellie, breaking the comfortable silence. "I know" he responded. "Are you sure shes not dead because shes been sleeping for a really long time" joked Ellie. "Elllie" Warned Joel.
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In his eyes PT.5
Joel Miller fanfic.
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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"Why isn't the top part of the house covered or protected?" asked Joel. He wasn't looking at you, but you were looking at him and he knew it. "Well, protection means someone is there, people always try to open what is closed" you responded back. Your mind flashes back to the first time someone tired to break into the house you were staying at. You both stayed quiet for a few more minutes until you started slurping on the syrup left in the can.
Joel can't look at you. Not that he can't, he just won't. The damage to your face, is there because he thought you were going to kill Ellie, but you were just protecting your family. Just like he was. All his mind can play back to, was you sobbing on the ground. Yet, Ellie slept safely with a stomach filled with food, in YOUR place. How did the day end like this?
Joel thanked you for the peaches and headed to his room with Ellie. You stayed up for a while more but stayed at the table, the day you had just gone through was going to take more time to process. Letting your head rest on the table,
You don't know when or how you got to the store again but you were there, the coldness in your hands was now traveling to your face. There was a clicker that was screeching but it was screeching too loud, you couldn't pinpoint its exact location. Running towards the exit, you encountered your worst fear. Sarah was now on the ground and a clicker was on top of her, ripping her apart. No matter how fast you ran, you were running in place. The air in your lungs felt like fire, that only made you want to yell out. No matter what you did, you never got to Sarah. The pain you felt was enough for your legs to give up. The clicker turned its attention to you, but fighting it was not your priority anymore. The sobs that came out of your mouth started to become yells of angonizing pain.
Suddenly the pain stopped and you had a set of arms around you. You opened your eyes and scanned the room. Ellie and Sarah stood in front of you. Your heart broke seeing their face filled with fear and concern. "I can't do this" you sobbed into your hands. "Joel's arms were still wrapped around you, but all you couldn't hold it in anymore. "Ellie, take her away" Yelled Joel to Ellie. Sarah shouldn't have to see her protector in this light.
As Ellie took Sarah away, you leaned into Joel and let everything out. Everything finally caught up to you. As you calmed down, you started to fall asleep. Joel stayed in the same positions for a few hours, until he placed you in Sarah's bed. Sarah climbed in bed with you, and everyone slept the remaining hours of the night.
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A/N Hi everyone! Expect a new chapter Saturday night or Sunday morning!! Hope everyone is liking the story so far. Friendly reminder, request are open =)
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In his eyes PT3
Joel Miller fanfic
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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You frantically searched your body for any bite you might have happened during the fight but it was clear you were not. After quickly nodding no, you ran past him to Sarah. You ran to the spot where you left Sarah, where you found her being comforted by the teen you once tired to hurt. Just by seeing she was okay you stopped to catch your breath. Maybe stopping was a bad idea because all you could feel your legs starting to give out and your eyes started to feel heavy.
The punches to your face, the tears you cried, and all of emotions finally got you. you started to walk to her, as she ran to you. Sarah put your arm over her shoulder to help you walk out of the store while the man and the teen followed you. After getting outside of the store, you felt a bit better but noticed that they only had a small pack with them to carry. If you had a knife, you would be able to cut the tension that was building each second. "I'm sorry for hurting you" you said looking at the teen. "uh, its okay, no harm no foul. right Joel? Im Ellie and this is Joel" mentioned Ellie as she extended her arm to shake yours. "its not okay. You saved my life. Im Y/N, and this is Sarah. " you responded by returing the shake while pointing at Sarah.
"Its getting late, we should go" you told Sarah. Both of you started to go your separate ways but Sarah started mumbling about inviting them to your temporary place but you knew it was probably not a good idea. "She's my age. " said Sarah gently. That's all it took for you to turn and run to Joel and Ellie. "HEY GUYS, WAIT" you yelled. Joel continued walking but Ellie stopped. "We have a place that is safe and it has food. Your welcomed to join us. " you said, waiting for Joel's answer. Ellie looked at Joel for a response, slightly nodding yes with notable hesitation.
All of you began to walk towards your secret place. Ellie and Sarah walked in front of you, giggling and talking while you and Joel walked in silence. Joel still had his gun on his hands, making you feel like threat. Sarah started to speed her walking, causing her ankle to roll a bit but she jumped back up quickly. She started laughing and so did Ellie. It brought a smile to your face but you couldn't help call out for her safety. "Sarah, be careful please" you yelled.
Giving a quick glance to Joel, you decided to start conversation.
"Were actually a few minutes from arriving. You and your daughter can take my room. Ill bunk with my kid." you said, trying to not look at him for a response.
"She's not my kid" he said back with no emotion or contribution to the conversation.
__________________________________________________________ A/N Hi guys thank you for reading! New chapter will be up tomorrow night!
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In his eyes pt.2
Joel miller fanfic
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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But then it hits you. You search her body and see nothing, there's no blood, she just fainted. "Please help me" You begged the man. He didn't move, he just stared at you like a deer in the headlights. "PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU. Give me water or anything cold, please" You begged "Joel " said the younger teen you had tackled. But he continued to stay still. Instead the girl frantically looked in her bags for anything that can help.
You took off Sarah's ski mask, to let her face feel the wind you blew her but even the air in your lungs was not enough for her, and it pained you more. All of you freeze to the sound that you all knew very well. "We have to go" said the man while pulling the teen away from the scene. "Joel, we can help them" she yelled out but she was still forced to leave.
You tired to carry Sarah over your back but you could not do it. Your packs were heavy and the beating in you got was not helping at all, instead you grabbed her under her arms and tried to hide with her behind a stand. You knew that the possibility of you both of you getting out was slimming by the minute. The clicker got closer each minute, trying to find your location but you were one step ahead. Throwing anything you could get your hands on to throw the clicker off from your location .It worked for what felt a minute but it stopped working when Sarah started to moan in pain.
You covered her mouth but her moans of pain changed into yells of fear. You knew this was your end, you could hear the clicker coming your way. The sob that was caught in your throat ached every second you held it in. The plan was always to keep Sarah safe and alive for as long as you could, and that all seems to de due today.
Your lips touched her forehead and her arms wrapped around your neck, trying to hold on to you, but you knew the sacrifice you had to make. Gently pushing her away, you stood up and yelled as loud as you could and started running the opposite direction from Sarah.
Your plan worked smoothly until you ended up in a corner. No protection, no weapons, just you and a clicker. Its screeching noise scared you more than when it lurched onto you but you were not going without a fight. You tired to keep it from biting you in the face but you were starting to lose the fight.
It was close to biting your face when a gunshot went though it, almost hitting you. It jumped off you and went to the man who had the gun in its hand. The gun went off three more times before the clicker died. As it fell you looked at the man who was now pointing the gun at you
"Were you bit?" he asked.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N Hi guys! thank you so much for reading :) Sorry for another cliffhanger ;0 tune in for the next chapter to find out the answer!
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In his eyes.
Joel miller fanfic
A/N Hello everyone, this is my first fic, I hope you like it :) this will be a mini series.
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The stores had always been the worst place to get supplies at the end of the world but desperate times call for desperate measures. Most stores had been ransacked and some filled with clickers but you had been observing this store for a week. No signs of clickers but it sure had seen better days.
Once you entered the store, you went straight to business. "You need to be more quiet Sarah" you said as your scolded your niece for knocking over a couple of cans. Sure, it was a little thing, but of course, noise was the way clickers could find you. "Sorry" she mumbled under her breath. Your sister and her husband had lost their life when Sarah was 3 and you were 25. Since then, you had to care for Sarah. That was 9 years ago. Now your 34, and on the constant go for a safe place. Keeping Sarah alive and safe was always the goal. It has always been your priority. That's what you promised your sister, before you had to kill her to get away. To keep you safe, you both wore ski masks to make it seem like you were two cold men.
You looked over at Sarah and you could see her frowned eyes. "Hey, we can kick it around outside. Just not in here" You whisper. She happily grabs a couple of cans and puts them into her backpack but before you know it, your bump into somebody else. Your instincts kick in to hurt the other person, so you do. You pull the the small figure over you, getting on top of her while choking the person. Everything in you stops when the eyes of a teenager meet yours but you feel the air get kicked out of you.
A fist comes in contact with your face. You quickly glance around to look for Sarah but she was no where in sight, relief meeting you but then everything stops. The man pulled your mask off, that was now red to the touch. A groan of pain escapes your mouth as you turned to lay on your side. Your eyes meet with Sarah's eyes, filled with panic and watery eyes.
"RUN" you yell. But her feet cannot leave the floor, and her eyes cannot seeing the horrific site. "RUN NOW" you yell again. This time, Sarah does start to run but the man pulls out his gun. He points his gun at her ready to shoot her but you pick yourself up and tackle him to the ground, but it still wasn't enough.
The gun still went off and Sarah was now on the ground. "SARAH" you yelled. You didn't know when the tears started to come out or when you started to forget the pain in your face but the pain in your heart was greater than any you have felt before.
"Sarah, baby" you sobbed, tears and blood falling on the ground. You saw her laying on the ground, and you did not want to approach her. You knew you had to though. "Sarah, baby, you got to get up" you continued to sob. All you had worked for was now laying on the ground. You continued to crawl to her, dreading each step towards her. Until you reached her. You grabbed her body and flipped her over to you, just like you would when she napped when she was a baby. You couldn't help but yell. You held her tight, and sobbed her name over and over again.
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In his eyes PT.4
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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You werent sure how to responde to his blunt answer. " were here" you heard Sarah say. Joel and Ellie shared looks at the house in front in front of them. It was clearly abounded, no protection on the doors or windows, just a plain old house that had been worn over time. "Are you sure this is safe?" asked Joel, holding is gun a little tighter. You and sarah shared a laugh. You had created a system that kept you alive for years.
You stepped in the house first and Sarah followed you. Joel was about to walk in but you gently put your arm on his chest, stopping him from entering. He looked confused, but your eyes motioned down to a small wire that was connected to a string. His eyes followed the string, that was connected to pans and pots on the ceiling. "It lets us know if someone is here" You mentioned quietly. "Smart" he mumbled back.
Once everyone entered the house, you led them to a room that was fully furnished. Sarah pushed the bed over, revealing a small hole that led to a bigger room. "Its the basement" said Sarah, casually jumping in. Ellie jumped in next but Joel hesitated jumping in at all. "Holy shit, Joel, you need to see this" said Ellie. That's all Joel need to hear to get in and you followed next. After closing the slot, you made yourself comfortable.
Joel looked around at your setting. there were two makeshift rooms, a small kitchen and a small living room. you had a shelf filled canned goods, and it seemed cozy to live in.
"Feel free to take whatever is on the shelf to eat." you said while walking away to Sarah's room. you could hear Ellie and Sarah talking about what to eat but you still needed to take care of your face, along with a couple stiches on your eyebrow. "Sarah Get me the kit!" you yelled from her room, but she was too busy interacting with someone that wasn't you. You heard a heavy footsteps coming your way. "She's uh, talking with Ellie. You can use mine" he said as he handed you their kit.
"Thank you. Its been a while since something like this happened. " you responded. Taking the kit from his hands, you started off by trying to stich your wound. It was going unsuccessful. "let me do it" said Joel, taking the needle from you. You flinched a little at his touch, but couldn't help but stare at his face. "Sorry for attacking Ellie. I didn't know she was a teen. not that it matters but, at the same time, I'm doing everything I can to keep Sarah alive." you explain with caution, considering he has a needle in your face. "I get it. Sorry about your face " he responded. Its clear that he doesn't want to keep the conversation going, so you stop. "Its a nice set up you have here. its .. cozy' he said while finishing the stich.
"Yeah, I'm trying to give her a good life. At least as good as it gets. Wherever we go, I try to make wherever were staying homey. We have been at this house for 6 months now, but were leaving soon. " you said back to him. He wiped his hands on his jeans, putting everything back in the kit.
Night time approached and you made sure to double check that the slot would be closed tightly. The girls had fallen asleep but you stayed awake. The pain on your face was barley bearable, but that was not your worry. Your next worry was where were you going next? What if the bullet would have hit Sarah? Will you be able to keep her safe?
Your thoughts were interrupted when Joel appeared next to you.
"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you" he said, turning around to walk away. "wait" you called out. Grabbing four cans of peaches, you gave him two and motioned him to sit. You both ate them in silence until he spoke first.
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Hi everyone,
here is a masterlist :) Will be adding on as we move forward.
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In his eyes - Ongoing series
Tlou
Summary: When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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Hi everyone!
I will be posting a new chapter of In his eyes tonight!
If there is something you would like to see in the upcoming chapters, please let me know!
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Joel Miller fanfic
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You frantically searched your body for any bite you might have happened during the fight but it was clear you were not. After quickly nodding no, you ran past him to Sarah. You ran to the spot where you left Sarah, where you found her being comforted by the teen you once tired to hurt. Just by seeing she was okay you stopped to catch your breath. Maybe stopping was a bad idea because all you could feel your legs starting to give out and your eyes started to feel heavy.
The punches to your face, the tears you cried, and all of emotions finally got you. you started to walk to her, as she ran to you. Sarah put your arm over her shoulder to help you walk out of the store while the man and the teen followed you. After getting outside of the store, you felt a bit better but noticed that they only had a small pack with them to carry. If you had a knife, you would be able to cut the tension that was building each second. "I'm sorry for hurting you" you said looking at the teen. "uh, its okay, no harm no foul. right Joel? Im Ellie and this is Joel" mentioned Ellie as she extended her arm to shake yours. "its not okay. You saved my life. Im Y/N, and this is Sarah. " you responded by returing the shake while pointing at Sarah.
"Its getting late, we should go" you told Sarah. Both of you started to go your separate ways but Sarah started mumbling about inviting them to your temporary place but you knew it was probably not a good idea. "She's my age. " said Sarah gently. That's all it took for you to turn and run to Joel and Ellie. "HEY GUYS, WAIT" you yelled. Joel continued walking but Ellie stopped. "We have a place that is safe and it has food. Your welcomed to join us. " you said, waiting for Joel's answer. Ellie looked at Joel for a response, slightly nodding yes with notable hesitation.
All of you began to walk towards your secret place. Ellie and Sarah walked in front of you, giggling and talking while you and Joel walked in silence. Joel still had his gun on his hands, making you feel like threat. Sarah started to speed her walking, causing her ankle to roll a bit but she jumped back up quickly. She started laughing and so did Ellie. It brought a smile to your face but you couldn't help call out for her safety. "Sarah, be careful please" you yelled.
Giving a quick glance to Joel, you decided to start conversation.
"Were actually a few minutes from arriving. You and your daughter can take my room. Ill bunk with my kid." you said, trying to not look at him for a response.
"She's not my kid" he said back with no emotion or contribution to the conversation.
__________________________________________________________ A/N Hi guys thank you for reading! New chapter will be up tomorrow night!
#joel miller x reader#joel miller fic#joel miller x female reader#joel miller angst#joel miller fanfiction#tlou hbo
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In his eyes pt.2
Joel miller fanfic
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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Chapter 2
But then it hits you. You search her body and see nothing, there's no blood, she just fainted. "Please help me" You begged the man. He didn't move, he just stared at you like a deer in the headlights. "PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU. Give me water or anything cold, please" You begged "Joel " said the younger teen you had tackled. But he continued to stay still. Instead the girl frantically looked in her bags for anything that can help.
You took off Sarah's ski mask, to let her face feel the wind you blew her but even the air in your lungs was not enough for her, and it pained you more. All of you freeze to the sound that you all knew very well. "We have to go" said the man while pulling the teen away from the scene. "Joel, we can help them" she yelled out but she was still forced to leave.
You tired to carry Sarah over your back but you could not do it. Your packs were heavy and the beating in you got was not helping at all, instead you grabbed her under her arms and tried to hide with her behind a stand. You knew that the possibility of you both of you getting out was slimming by the minute. The clicker got closer each minute, trying to find your location but you were one step ahead. Throwing anything you could get your hands on to throw the clicker off from your location .It worked for what felt a minute but it stopped working when Sarah started to moan in pain.
You covered her mouth but her moans of pain changed into yells of fear. You knew this was your end, you could hear the clicker coming your way. The sob that was caught in your throat ached every second you held it in. The plan was always to keep Sarah safe and alive for as long as you could, and that all seems to de due today.
Your lips touched her forehead and her arms wrapped around your neck, trying to hold on to you, but you knew the sacrifice you had to make. Gently pushing her away, you stood up and yelled as loud as you could and started running the opposite direction from Sarah.
Your plan worked smoothly until you ended up in a corner. No protection, no weapons, just you and a clicker. Its screeching noise scared you more than when it lurched onto you but you were not going without a fight. You tired to keep it from biting you in the face but you were starting to lose the fight.
It was close to biting your face when a gunshot went though it, almost hitting you. It jumped off you and went to the man who had the gun in its hand. The gun went off three more times before the clicker died. As it fell you looked at the man who was now pointing the gun at you
"Were you bit?" he asked.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N Hi guys! thank you so much for reading :) Sorry for another cliffhanger ;0 tune in for the next chapter to find out the answer!
#joel miller x you#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller x reader#joel miller x female reader#tlou hbo#joel miller angst
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In his eyes.
Joel miller fanfic
A/N Hello everyone, this is my first fic, I hope you like it :) this will be a mini series.
PT.2
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When your sister and her husband died, your left in charge of your niece. What happens when you encounter a man and another teen on a quick supply run?
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The stores had always been the worst place to get supplies at the end of the world but desperate times call for desperate measures. Most stores had been ransacked and some filled with clickers but you had been observing this store for a week. No signs of clickers but it sure had seen better days.
Once you entered the store, you went straight to business. "You need to be more quiet Sarah" you said as your scolded your niece for knocking over a couple of cans. Sure, it was a little thing, but of course, noise was the way clickers could find you. "Sorry" she mumbled under her breath. Your sister and her husband had lost their life when Sarah was 3 and you were 25. Since then, you had to care for Sarah. That was 9 years ago. Now your 34, and on the constant go for a safe place. Keeping Sarah alive and safe was always the goal. It has always been your priority. That's what you promised your sister, before you had to kill her to get away. To keep you safe, you both wore ski masks to make it seem like you were two cold men.
You looked over at Sarah and you could see her frowned eyes. "Hey, we can kick it around outside. Just not in here" You whisper. She happily grabs a couple of cans and puts them into her backpack but before you know it, your bump into somebody else. Your instincts kick in to hurt the other person, so you do. You pull the the small figure over you, getting on top of her while choking the person. Everything in you stops when the eyes of a teenager meet yours but you feel the air get kicked out of you.
A fist comes in contact with your face. You quickly glance around to look for Sarah but she was no where in sight, relief meeting you but then everything stops. The man pulled your mask off, that was now red to the touch. A groan of pain escapes your mouth as you turned to lay on your side. Your eyes meet with Sarah's eyes, filled with panic and watery eyes.
"RUN" you yell. But her feet cannot leave the floor, and her eyes cannot seeing the horrific site. "RUN NOW" you yell again. This time, Sarah does start to run but the man pulls out his gun. He points his gun at her ready to shoot her but you pick yourself up and tackle him to the ground, but it still wasn't enough.
The gun still went off and Sarah was now on the ground. "SARAH" you yelled. You didn't know when the tears started to come out or when you started to forget the pain in your face but the pain in your heart was greater than any you have felt before.
"Sarah, baby" you sobbed, tears and blood falling on the ground. You saw her laying on the ground, and you did not want to approach her. You knew you had to though. "Sarah, baby, you got to get up" you continued to sob. All you had worked for was now laying on the ground. You continued to crawl to her, dreading each step towards her. Until you reached her. You grabbed her body and flipped her over to you, just like you would when she napped when she was a baby. You couldn't help but yell. You held her tight, and sobbed her name over and over again.
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