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lcvespclls​  --  ft.  sodapop  curtis.

𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐒 , 𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐏 breaks past the final wall he had plastered up hastily with sandy , shattering it as he reassures his words . “ yes .” his hands are moving , fully intent on expression how serious he was about this . “ you think i just acted like an idiot for no reason ? no . i was jealous , maeve . this entire time i thought i was being obvious , but you’re so hard to read . “ this is true and had been quite difficult for sodapop , he had felt as the feeling was mutual some days where others were like there was nothing there at all . “ yeah , i love you a lot . it’s fuckin’ scary , and i get it , i was was scared to risk it too . but i don’t care anymore , i need you to know i do because i don’t want you thinkin’ i’m some asshole of a friend who doesn’t want you to be happy . but for me , it’s not a friend kinda love . “ his brown eyes are soft , genuine . “ i really love you . “

𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃  𝐓𝐎  𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐃  𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅  𝐎𝐍   even  now,   as  she  fought  against  a  smile  that  defied  all  her  resistance  &  settled  warmly  on  her  expression  with  every  passing  word,   the  measure  of  elation  she  feels  isn’t  half  of  what  shows.   &  still,   there’s  fondness  in  her  eyes  as  she  pays  close  attention,   mapping  over  his  features.  hoping  to  find  a  single  crack,   a  sign  that  tells  her  some  part  of  it  isn’t  true,   but  it  never  comes.    “  you  idiot.  ”   she  remarks  affectionately,  letting  her  own  walls  come  crashing  down.  a  new  willingness  to  try  overcomes  her,  &   she  doesn’t  hide  from  it.   not  this  time.    “   you  really  shouldn’t  have  said  that.  ”

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lcvespclls​  --  ft.  sodapop  curtis.

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇 𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 , 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 the frustration vibrated within his tone . “ i said the same thing . okay ? i get it . i’ve been there but there comes a point where you can’t keep yourself closed up anymore . there is so much that is worth the risk out there , i’d rather feeling something than NOTHING at all . “ but the certainty that takes over , pushing out any unsettled nervousness , because there was nothing sodapop was more serious about . “ maeve . it’s not going to change at any time , i can tell you that . i know it won’t . i love you , alright ? it doesn’t go away . real love , it doesn’t really change . “

𝐒𝐇𝐄'𝐒  𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓  𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐄𝐂𝐇𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒  𝐀𝐒  𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒  𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓'𝐒  𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃.   he  loved  her  ?   that  was  more  than  maeve  had  expected.   she  was  underestimating  his  affections.   at  most,   she  thought  this  was  an  infatuation.  a  crush  that  would  pass.   but  she  knows  right  then,   in  the  second  it  takes  her  to  realise  it’s  truth,   that  he  meant  it.    “  what  ?  ”    maeve  finally  catches  herself  enough  to  speak  up,   voicing  her  surprise  with  a  dumbfound  expression  that  only  softens.   “  you -   you  love  me  ? ”

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thisrepair​  --  ft.  hayden  mcclaine.

 he’s  missing  the  point  &  it  is  infuriating.  “i  know  they’re  real  !  were  real  ,  whatever,”  hayden  snaps.  “i  meant  that  they’re  not  here  now.”  stressed  fingers  move  frizzy  strands  of  her  from  brushing  against  her  eyelashes  .  it  only  adds  to  the  irritation  she  feels  trying  to  hold  a  conversation  with  dj.  “vampires  are  real  ,  i  know  it.”  as  for  ghosts  ,  well  ,  you’re  either  a  believer  or  you  aren’t.  those  things  are  rarely  based  on  facts  ;  she’d  never  expected  death  to  be  quite  like  this.

𝐇𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋  𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒  𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘  𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄  𝐇𝐀𝐘𝐃𝐄𝐍  𝐒𝐍𝐀𝐏𝐒  𝐀𝐓  𝐇𝐈𝐌,   regardless  of  how  amicable  he  thinks  their  conversation  is.   dj  wouldn’t  count  this  as  their  worst,   but  no  matter  what  she  keeps  him  on  his  toes.   still,   he’s  persistently  galling.   “   history  always  has  a  way  of  repeating  itself.  ”   he  iterates  matter  -  of  -  fact  &  unabashedly  satisfied  with  himself.   his  arms  cross  over  his  chest,   expression  riddled  with  what  can  only  be  described  as  lack  of  conviction.   “  say  they  were  real,   how  would  you  of  all  people  know  that  ?  how  would  anyone  know  unless  they  were  one  ?   it  doesn’t  make  any  sense.   ”    

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Monster House (2006)

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thisrepair​  --  ft.  hayden  mcclaine.

(  @decayent​  )  “all  i’m  saying  is  that  jurassic  park  could  happen!“  hayden  &  dj  !

 everyday  this  guy  pushes  another  one  of  hayden’s  buttons.  with  someone  with  a  temperament  such  as  hers  ,  it’s  hard  to  believe  she’d  last  more  than  a  day  without  throwing  him  into  one  of  the  rivers.  she  turns  on  him,  exasperated.  “no  it  can’t  !  here’s  a  tip  for  you  dj  ,  maybe  you  should  looking  into  things  that  are  real  &  hiding  right  under  your  nose.  like  vampires  !  and  ghosts.”

𝐇𝐄  𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄  𝐈𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐂𝐀𝐍  𝐍𝐎  𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑  𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓  𝐇𝐈𝐌,   or  more  likely  those  that  won’t  come  around  for  a  very  long  time.   &  by  the  time  it  happens,  he’ll  be  gone  !   it’s  a  win  -  win.  there  are  enough  things  that  frighten  him  as  is,   with  hayden  usually  being  on  the  top  of  that  list.   “  wha-   you  don’t  think  dinosaurs  are  real  ?   were  real,  i  mean.  have  you  never  been  to  a  museum  ?   there’s  proof  dating  back  centuries.   ”   vampires,  ghosts . . .   that  he  finds  little  to  no  reason  to  believe  in.   as  cool  as  it  would  be.

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thisrepair​  --  ft.  rue  bennett.

(  @decayent​  )  “i’m  one  call  away  ,  okay  ?  just  one  call.”  rue  &  maeve  !

 arms  cross  ,  one  over  the  other  on  the  table  in  front  of  her.  across  from  her  ,  maeve.  “i  know.”  rue  wonders  if  maeve  knows  how  hard  even  one  call  could  be.  every  muscle  that  requires  it  ,  the  cooperation  of  her  brain  and  her  limbs.  the  pressure  on  her  eyes  to  stay  open  as  they  seek  out  maeve’s  name.  convincing  herself  ,  somehow  ,  that  she  is  worth  being  helped  when  she  needs  it.  rue  rests  her  head  down  on  her  arms,  glances  at  her  friend.  “i  think  i’m  good  though.“

𝐌𝐀𝐄𝐕𝐄  𝐈𝐒  𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐋𝐘  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐃.  but  she  knows  when  not  to  push  too  hard,   to  not  become  overbearingly  concerned.  most  of  the  time,  she  knows  the  opposite  is  necessary.   even  maeve  has  difficulty  listening  to  herself  sometimes,   right  now  seems  to  be  one  of  those  cases.   she  rests  her  elbows  on  the  table’s  surface,   chin  perched  on  her  right  hand.   “  you  think  ?  ”

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lcvespclls​  --  ft.  sodapop  curtis.

𝐈𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 time passes by so slow , ages as he waits for her response with a clenched jaw . it felt as though it was all or nothing , that his moment would reflect their dynamic . though soda knew , even if maeve rejected him , he would still request to be her friend no matter how awkward it could become . she was his best friend , there was no denying that . thought the HONESTY that comes with her response is even MORE shocking and actually not what he was expecting whatsoever . sodapo’s tone changes completely , doing a full 180 in order to let this information sink in . “ maeve , what are you talking about ? how is that a problem ? i’ve been tellin’ you this whole time i’m into you , i don’t understand . is that not what you want ? “ hands moving as he speaks , sodapop attempts to find the reasoning , though there’s no hiding out confused he is over the outcome . “ if all this is true , why would you not want to risk it ? we keep using that word and it’s not even true – “ and , for once , he uses advice DALLAS WINSTON has given him . “ lets say it all goes to shit , you really think i’m going anywhere ? i’m still gonna be your best friend . i’m not leaving . “

𝐈𝐓'𝐒  𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑.  as  she  takes  it  in,   maeve’s  initial  surprise  dissolves  into  another  case  of  denial.  not  that  she  doesn’t  trust  him,  she  does.  but  after  hearing  promises  like  that  before,   from  sean  to  her  mother,  her  immediate  response  is  to  doubt  it’s   sincerity.  she’s  been  abandoned,   drove  people  away  without  knowing  it.   either  way  it  ends  badly.  “  because  i  told  myself  i  wouldn’t  do  this  again.  ”  the  thought  of  him  hating  her,  really  hating  her  when  all  is  said  &  done  only  further  provokes  her  apprehension.   “   you  can’t  be  sure  how  you’ll  feel  in  a  week,  or  a  month,  or  however  long  it  takes  before  --   before  it  all  goes  tits  up.  things  can  change.  ”

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@lcstbcys​  sent  :   “ i’ll just live in the forest as a goblin. ”

𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃  𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐍  𝐇𝐄  𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐒  𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒  𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄  𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓  𝐓𝐎  𝐁𝐄  𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃.   he  understands  the  sentiment,   he  does  (  more  than  most  would  ),   but  understanding  &  accepting  are  two  very  different  things.   “  c’mon,  man.   it’s  not  that  bad.   you  don’t  have  to  turn  into  a  hermit  over  assholes  like  that.  ”  they  sucked,  he  couldn’t  deny  that.  bullies  always  did.  “   besides,   if  you  leave,   who  else  is  gonna  hang  out  with  me  ?  ”

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@glcryxx​  sent  :    “  i’ve never fallen in love before … what’s it like ? ”

𝐌𝐀𝐄𝐕𝐄  𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐃  𝐓𝐎  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑  𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓  on  the  pages  of  books  she  swore  she  never  read.   too  vulnerable  for  her  liking,   more  inviting  than  she’d  ever  admit.   but  something  she  couldn’t  afford  to  get  caught  up  in.   jackson  was  a  leap  of  faith,   suffocating  in  the  best  &  worst  ways.   she  completely  drowned  with  otis,   &  he  secured  the  anchor.  but  with  sodapop  --    “  it’s  alright,  i  guess.  ”   her  shoulders  lift  in  a  half  -  hearted  shrug.    “  scary.  ”

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@glcryxx​  sent  :    “  you want to hear a story ? oh uh …  well …  uh …  i  —  let me tell you all about how this boy’s life got flipped turned upside down—  ”

𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃  𝐎𝐔𝐓  𝐅𝐎𝐑  𝐀  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.    small  talk,   twenty  questions,   anything  that  he  could  use  to  deter  his  train  of  thought.   silence  was  a  killer   &  dustin  liked  living  --    for  the  most  part,   at  the  very  least  with  only  the  typical  complaints  of  a  boy  his  age.   but  that  wasn’t  exactly  what  he  expected  to  hear.    “  let  me  guess . . .   west  philadelpia  born  &  raised  ?  ”   fresh  prince.   catchy  tune.   definitely  a  sufficient  diversion.

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random sentence starters

random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.

“ who do you think you are? “

“ wait , did you just say you love me? “

“ please just … leave me alone. “

“ i’m so happy! “

“ is this a gift for me? “

“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “

“ i love you. “

“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “

“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “

“ w — what? “

“ … i’m sorry. “

“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “

“ bitch , guess what? “

“ oh my god … “

“ fuck you to fucking hell! “

“ man … go to hell. “

“ what did you just send me? “

“ what did you just say? “

“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “

“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “

“ are you jealous? “

“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

“ you’re so stupid. “

“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “

“ you don’t want me. “

“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “

“ let me take you out on a date. “

“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“ no! don’t tickle me! “

“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “

“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “

“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “

“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “

“ so what will it be tonight? “

“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “

“ i don’t love you. “

“ you don’t love me. “

“ … is there something you want? “

“ you know , you’re really cute. “

“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “

“ shh … don’t cry. “

“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “

“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “

“ hello darkness my old friend … “

“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “

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random situations

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random sentence starters: the third

change around as you see fit!

“ i want to be like you. “

“ that is … literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. “

“ what’s the plan here ? “

“ please just … come home. “

“ all i’m saying is that jurassic park could happen ! “

“ jeez , who pissed in your cornflakes this morning ? “

“ i’m a simple person. i see a cool rock , i pick it up. “

“ you’re so cute and i literally can not handle it right now , so i have to go— “

“ hey , uh , what do you got there ? “

“ we’re not friends. “

“ so , do you come here often or … ? “

“ slow down , i just want to get to know you … “

“ i’m angry at you ! i’m upset ! and you … you don’t even care ! “

“ will you promise to marry me in the future ? “

“ what are your thoughts on having kids ? “

“ oh , come on ! they were literally holding hands and becoming self aware of their own mortality ! it was a sad moment— stop laughing at me ! toy story 3 didn’t have to do us like that ! “

“ you’re my best friend. i’ll always have your back. “

“ … do you want to do something stupid with me ? “

“ you don’t have to be jealous , you know~ “

“ sing me a song. “

“ did you do this ? “

“ for once can you please be honest with me ? “

“ lets run away together. anywhere. i’m tired of this life. “

“ are you binge watching that show on netflix again ? “

“ how much britney spears i’ve listened to in the last 72 hours is none of your business ! “

“ god … i can’t look away , it’s like my eyes are drawn to it. “

“ why are you leaving ? “

“ admit it … i drive you wild. “

“ you’re so infuriating. “

“ i hate this town. “

“ i’m one call away , okay ? just one call. “

“ you want me so bad , don’t you ? “

“ i’ll just live in the forest as a goblin. “

“ you don’t know what i’m capable of. “

“ you want a tattoo of what now ? “

“ i can’t believe i’m confessing this but … i really really like you. “

“ look me in the eye when you’re breaking my heart ! you don’t get to look away , dammit ! “

“ i can’t believe we’ve just sat here for four hours and have done nothing. “

“ hey , hey , hey … guess what ? “

“ you are my platonic soulmate. “

“ someone thought we were a couple so like , we totally just hit best friend goals. “

“ the bigger the boobs , the stronger they are. that’s anime logic , at least. “

“ i can’t believe i fell in love … like an idiot. “

“ i’ve never fallen in love before … what’s it like ? “

“ hello ? 911 ? i’d like to report a murder of my remaining brain cells …. “

“ wow , look who remembered my existence. “

“ you want to hear a story ? oh uh … well … uh … l — let me tell you all about how this boy’s life got flipped turned upside down— “

“ … not many people really talk to me … “

“ tell me all about you. anything. everything. “

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lcvespclls​  --  ft.  sodapop  curtis.

𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍'𝐓 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐈𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐍'𝐓 bring a sense of relief to hear , there was nothing sodapop wished more than for maeve to have trust with him especially when it came to H O N E S T Y . but the conversation has taken a new path with soda coming to a stand , his hands growing slippery as the nervousness sets in . “ i think you’re scared you’re gonna fuck up because if that happens , we can’t go back to being friends . you told me yourself , you think i’m different . that it’s different with me . “ his tone is on the edge of PLEADING as he attempts to get the entirety of his point across , practially pacing over the concrete floors as the words flow out in an unorganized fashion .  “ but i don’t understand . i’m basically telling you that i’m not worried about that , that i’m willing to take the risk . but you just shut me down . if you don’t want me , maeve . you can just tell me . ‘cause clearly we’re on different pages about how we feel . “

𝐒𝐇𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓  𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐋𝐄  𝐀  𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇  at  how  right  he  was,   but  so  terribly  wrong  all  at  once.   she  was  afraid.   maeve  didn’t  want  history  to  repeat  itself  after  everything  that  happened  the  last  time  she  fell  for  someone  she  cared  so  deeply  about.  she  could  say  it  didn’t  matter  to  her  now,  that  it  was  in  the  past,   but  otis’  words  still  repeat  in  her  head.   &  what  was  worse  ----   she  believes  it.   that  she  was  selfish,  unfair  to  him.   she  knows  that  she’s  being  unfair  to  sodapop  now  by  pushing  him  away,   but  she’s  trying  not  to  make  the  same  mistake.   she  couldn’t  lose  him  like  that.  thinking  on  it  now,   maybe  that  makes  her  just  as  selfish.  a  constant  battle  between  keeping  him  close,  &  not  at  all.   her  eyebrows  furrowed  together  as  she  slowly  turned  to  face  him,  &  the  truth  she  owed  him.   the  least  she  could  give  him  was  that.  “  you  don’t  understand  at  all,  do  you  ?  ”   her  voice  is  soft,   careful,   muttered  for  only  the  two  of  them  to  hear  as  her  expression  becomes  pained.     “  i  do  want  you.  that’s  the  problem.  ”   

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closed  starter  for  @antiherioned​.

𝐈𝐓  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒  𝟓 : 𝟎𝟎 𝐏𝐌  𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄.  that’s  what  callie  reminds  herself  every  time  she  has  a  glass  before  mid  -  day  is  anywhere  near  over.   in  this  case,   a  glass  during  brunch  was  acceptable.   something  she  could  treat  herself  to,   even  if  it  was  the  cheapest  wine  on  the  menu.   “   thank  you  for  coming  at  the  last  minute.   you  have  no  idea  how  much  i  really  needed  this.   ”