deejaysrad

[deejaysrad]

Tonight I am dying To feel you Once more Before you're gone.

[deejaysrad]

Even time can't destroy us; the only change is you're sadder, I'm emptier, and we both drink more.

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If you knew, if you only knew the pain I'm going through everyday. But it would come as no surprise, because you'd walk on out if you did. And baby you're gone, so maybe you know how deep the pain goes.

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I’m working on poetry and short stories. I can’t tell if I’m a hack or I’m really onto something.

[deejaysrad]

Sunday Brunch

We may have never had it all Or much to begin with But you as the artist and me as the architect, We built a home. And in it we sang From eyes of frustration Exaggerated lips And faint cries whining for safety. From those eyes so peacefully sound There I find you. Asleep in the same bed I spent years wishing For someone to be asleep in that same bed. Lazy sunday morning's reveal Your unconscious beauty and here I kiss you Like I have it all.

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One day you'll look back at the world we made when we threw the world we knew away, and you'll ask yourself why you ever walked away from everything we created. And while I spend these nights mourning the death of a life we both created, when your heart feels this loss, it will be too late and time will have condemned us to the past.

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Weight settles safely In the cavity where hearts Once beat and bled dry.

[deejaysrad]

If I could survive Long enough to understand What happens in hell

[deejaysrad]

Depression is a bitch, music is not.

[deejaysrad]

Man

Apologetic Inevitable negate Deny my only word

[deejaysrad]

The smallest man in the world dancing with his pet cat.

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Ten minutes before tomorrow and I'm consumed in the change of heart you displayed today. Text won't take us far but I sent a message out of desperation. Bitter is a better choice, but nonetheless I reconsider where we stand, I prepare for the absence again and hold my breath for your resolution.

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I’ve grown fond of the chaos inside. I can now understand the depth in what I wished to construct, how time would not permit, and to what do I owe this gratitude?

What should I expect from these feelings, these seeds that blossomed into my archaic misery I once thought, but an overwhelming presence of invigoration takes flight in me. 

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LA, you're not so bad when you look like this. #venice #beach #sunset #california #socal #life

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Even on a cloudy day. #sandiego #beauty #westcoast #love

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It was fun while it lasted. #fog #sandiego #morning #winter #yeahright

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I can't seem to tire of this view. #clairemont #green #sandiego #beauty #wednesday