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Hi, it’s been a while.

I’m absolutely gutted that I’m posting one of my favourite pics of this guy due to these circumstances. What started off as mindless watching during the second season of Euphoria, turned out to be a pocket of my life that I will never forget. It’s where I made such great bonds and spent almost day in and day out chatting and connecting with people of all walks of life for months. All because of Fez & Lexi, Maude & Angus, and Euphoria. I haven’t been active in the Fexi fandom for well over what feels like a year, but I’ve met some great people because of it.

But this isn’t about me, the fandom, or the show.

It’s about, Angus or shall I say Conor (let’s use his real name because he was just about as real as a person as you can get). It’s about a young soul who lived for the human experience and connecting with others. It’s about not giving a fuck as long as you’re being authentic and true to yourself. It’s about how much he impacted everyone he met with his energy and all those who were following and supporting him from afar. It’s about how short this life can be when sometimes everyday can feel like a lifetime. It’s about always being loyal to your day 1’s and never forgetting where you came from. It’s about showing up for the people you love and love you back, no questions asked.

Check up on your people. Love your people.

Fly high wherever you are, Conor. Bless bless one love.

Also, to anyone in the Fexi fandom that wants to chat. My DM’s are always open. 🤍

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after dark by myfemininedivine

Part 1/2: dusk (OUT NOW)

Rumors of valedictorian Lexi Howard hooking up with rowdy school drug dealer Fezco O’Neill in a library spread like a wildfire.

Which, by the way, is TOTAL bullshit.

(It was in a hallway.)

Chapter preview:

She blinks at it, blank in her gaze and with a flush ensuring her face, Lexi grabs onto the phone feeling loose jawed.

She's right: people are looking at her.

HIGHLAND UNHINGED

???: Lexi H and Fez were fucking in the library lol

???: whaaaat

???: someone get fez in the chat lmfaoo

???: Lexi Howard? Are you sure? She’s kind of a prude haha

???: is she in this chat

???: they fucked? omfggggg

big big sexual tension and big big smut.

I'm going to go pray now like fr literally I went off the rails do not look at me like that I just dead ass wrote the sluttiest shit I ever laid my fingers to what's wrong with me .

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hi dee! i love your art so much! if you are stil looking for prompts, could i request something with rollerskater!lexi and skater!fez? thank you!

YES, I'm always looking for prompts! I need more ways to stay creative outside of work so THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PROMPT!

I hope I do this justice and am really sorry this is late... I've been contemplating between going the 70's or 90's route while creating this - but the 90's kid in me won over. 😅

Yes, the title is 100% from the popular song that's in every 90's rom-com movie; Two Princes by the Spin Doctors.

1994. This was Lexi's first summer in East Highland.

Her parents had divorced when she and her sister were just babies and they had agreed to split custody between both daughters. Lexi had spent her life growing up in West Mountains with her father and her sister stayed in East Highland with her mother. She had always wondered why she had never visited her sister and mother while growing up.

After a tumultuous and tragic end of the school year, she packed her bags and moved in with her mother and sister. This had been a big adjustment on both their ends. So much was unspoken of and she had felt like a stranger in their home. As much as her mom made her feel welcome, her sister on the other hand was standoffish and kept her distance.

Going to the roller skating rink was the only thing keeping Lexi sane. She had spent her days at Moonlight Rollerway and getting lost in the lights and music for hours on end, only to exit and go home at sunset.

"Yo Lex!" A deep voice called out from behind.

Turning around she watched as a guy casually pushed himself towards her on his skateboard. He was tall, had a ginger beard, and was cute. Very cute.

Stopping in front of her, he smiled mysteriously at her like he was keeping a secret. Ok scratch that, he was fucking hot.

"Uh, hi? Do I know-" Two hands wrapped around her head before she could finish her sentence and the mysterious guy's lips came down on hers in a quick but chaste kiss.

Before she could process what was even happening, his lips were gone.

"Payback's a bitch!" the guy yelled as he skated away laughing, his friends watching from afar laughing also.

It wasn't until she was a block away from home that she realized the guy must've mistaken her for Alexandria.

Her twin sister.

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hiiiiiiii!!!! can you make a poster based on lover by taylor swift??

This was their first serious fight.

After 2 years together, Lexi finally moved in with Fezco. Into the house where they shared their deepest thoughts and most intimate moments. The house he grew up in, the house he created with the circumstances he had, the house where he watched both of the people he loved unconditionally die in.

Grief wasn't always apparent.

The first weeks were the walls built around him that she patiently chipped at to break down. The next couple of months were the late nights spent in his bedroom, losing his thoughts in her.

Now she realized his grief stood still like a hummingbird. It was the memories and reminders of the people he loved sprinkled throughout the house.

It was Ashtray's computer desk that was still scattered with random wrappers and papers and his grandma's bedside table still full of her medication. It was the way he kept his brother's favourite cereal in the cupboard even though the expiry date was last year.

The frustration was apparent in his eyes when she started shuffling things around. The old clothes were being put into boxes, the bedsheets were finally being made, and the medication getting thrown out. She was also getting impatient with his silent brooding.

One thing led to another today. The snippy tones turned into yelling, and the yelling turned into the door slamming.

Here Lexi was, alone in the house she thought was a new beginning. One where there was no more yelling. No more tears. No one leaving. No more feeling alone.

Hearing the door open quietly and footsteps shuffle in a hurry, she felt his hands slide around her waist and his long arms embrace her from behind. His nose in her hair breathing in deeply, his lips reaching out to the spot behind her neck he knew she loved.

"I'm sorry, ma. Shouldn't have done that. You're right."

They weren't perfect. They still both had a lot to work through, but they also knew they had full control of the lives they wanted to build.

They made the rules now.

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Sooooo, I poured all my creative juices into this one and I added a drabble because this was my only ask 😅 Sorry for the angst! 😂

Ask me anything! Request something! Say helllooooo!

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feeling creative (finally)

Feel free to drop a prompt, song, or AU and I'll either create a poster, short fanvid, mood board, write a short drabble, or create whatever based on it!

Or ask me a question!

It's honestly been 10 years since I did this, lol.

ASK AWAY

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Let's say Fezco takes Lexi to McDonald's and shows her his McGangbang creation! What do you think are Lexi's thoughts about it?

LOL I can imagine Lexi asking Fez, “sooo is this what your Uncle Carl showed you?” As she watches him with a mix of disgust and amusement because he’s so enthusiastic and cute about it, along with the fact that she can’t help but think of all the 90’s McDonalds characters in a gang bang when she first heard what it was called. 😂💀

She doesn’t object when he offers her a bite and low-key likes it but will never admit it. 😂

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We need more dark Queenpin Lexi fics.

Where Fez is stuck in jail for a while and Ash lives, Lexi still visits him every weekend to help him take care of everything with the store, etc... So while Lexi checks up on Kitty and Ash, she finds Kitty's old suits which leads to Fez telling her Kitty and his mom's backstory and how he got to where he was today. Lexi is lowkey fascinated and obsessed with how powerful and strong Kitty was. So when Rue comes to her in need of help because Laurie is finally after her, she decides to step in.

THUS QUEENPIN LEXI (boss ass suits and all) IS BORN.

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If you haven't read this yet, what are you doing with your life?

a gift for our friend

Pt 1 of @deepspacedust and I’s collaborative gift for our friend @birthdau has just been posted!

Part 1 is authored by me and Part 2 will be authored by @deepspacedust

If you like smut, dom!Lexi, and sub!Fez, you’ll like this one. Please feel free to let us know what you think in the comments and kudos/bookmark/subscribe for pt 2!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/40280760/chapters/100895940

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iHellooooo Tumblr, it's been a while 😅 Hope everyone is doing well!

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CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT THE RANDOM SONG LYRICS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FICS AND WRITERS MAKING CHARACTERS SING THE SONG WHENEVER THEY'RE SLOW DANCING

full offense but none of you would have ever survived fanfiction.net in 2009

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Oh, I was reckless, once was breathless Running from that day I snapped But I've got a feeling and keep believing I'm never gonna give this back

"Are you?" he asks. "Happy?"

I lift a shoulder. "I could be happier, I guess. Couldn't we all?"

He reaches a hand out, his fingers sliding through my hair, thumb brushing against my temple. I shiver. Not from the cold.

"I could make you happy," he says.

I swallow. Hard.

"Yeah?" I ask. "Yeah," he says.

"Show me," I say.

Yes. Yes. Yes. I know. My brain couldn't help it. Both of my hyper fixations into one. If you're into light easy romance reads, I highly suggest it! I loved the non-linear format with all the articles in between. I literally could not stop reading the book.

ALSO, READ THE FEXI AU FIC THAT INTRODUCED ME TO THE BOOK! i'd do the stars with you any time by followyouintothedark

It's amazing so far and I love how she's interwoven Lexi and Fexi with Gabe and Chani's story!

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I'm convinced they brushed pinkies and bumped knees during this scene.

their complete lack of personal space while being in their own little world is very pleasing to me.

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Ask me why my current micro-obsession is ‘Funny You Should Ask’ and I’ll say “WHY THE FUCK NOT!? DID YOU READ THE DAMN BOOK???”

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you can hear it in the silence: chap 4.

Lexi watches him carefully, hands fiddling on her lap before she reaches over and takes her hand in his. Her thumb brushes against his knuckles, and a sigh falls from his lips. His head rests on the headrest, tilting to look over at her. She sees the indecision in his eyes before he looks away again, as if trying to build up the courage to say something.

“Ash isn’t mine.” His steady voice breaks through the quiet around him, his eyes flickering over to see her reaction before glancing over towards the backseat as if to check that Ash is truly asleep.

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think i’m getting too comfortable in this fandom cause i almost left a comment on ao3 about how i needed to take a break from my quesadilla cause the smut was too good

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you can hear it in the silence by @fearlexx

fez : nah he trying to embarrass me in front of a pretty girl. doesn’t want me to steal his girl.

Lexi smiled to herself, perfectly white teeth nibbling down on her lip, fingers hovering over her keyboard. She felt that same build of anticipation in her chest that she first felt when she’d been invited to the winter formal her freshman year of high school. 

lexi : are you trying to steal his girl?  fez : damn ma what you think i been doing this whole time? i ain’t be texting teachers all day. 

This fic is currently WIP but I'm in love already. This fic is so soft and full of fluff plus the sexual tension Fez and Lexi have so far. I mean Lexi being Ashtray's first-grade teacher and Fez being the hot single dad. I just can't-🥺😭 Josie is just the sweetest also so show her some love and read her fics!

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You were riding your bike to the sound of "It's No Big Deal" and you're trying to lift off the ground on those old two wheels. Nothing 'bout the way that you were treated ever seemed especially alarming 'til now. So you tie up your hair and you smile like it's no big deal.