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bye babe, see ya in 28 days. on my period, pregnancy fear, and an unintentional encounter with blackout poetry.

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where’s my wife?

(marrickville, syd)

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was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality

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series of alternate realities in which i still get hurt: on optimistic outcomes, pessimistic outcomes, and realistic outcomes

(tw: sa, rape, child abuse, suicide. take care of yourself, love you. you’re not alone)

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"THE WORST IS YET TO COME" STEVE SCHAPIRO | NYC, 1968 [gelatin silver print | 16 x 20"]

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“The First Bird Was Ugly” - on evolution, bodies, and a pest in my backyard

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on delusion, detachment, and bathroom ornaments that probably shouldn’t be in there

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Much Love- The Horse Has Turned Carnivorous, Please Come Home.

(on family pleading, predation, and picket fences)

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Your writing is so enchanting, but in a macabre way! (A good way, actually). You are truly gifted! 💗 your poems are so satiating! It’s exactly what I am looking for!

ah thank you so much!! this is so sweet 😭 i’ve taken a look at your own works and i think the same of yours! you’re an extremely talented writer yourself <33

i hope my work continues to be valued in the way you seem to value it!

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Seaglass Is Known to Crack Against The Rocky Cliffs of the Lighthouse

(on surveillance, my mother, and dismissal)

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TW: SA

Doctor’s office/Play fight

(on SA, audacity, and brownies)

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after the sunset.

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WRITER IN THE DARK

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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look what my friend got me!! i’ve been searching for this for years…