defythemelody

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WHY did I have to push [redacted] away. I would’ve been just fine if I had some alone time for a couple of days but nooooooooo i had to do the same shit I’ve done every single time im [redacted] [redacted] with because people hurt me a little too much in the past and I am Grieving

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Tumblr stop telling me to blaze my vent posts the world does NOT have to see that

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This is so fucking embarrassing I want to be held and soothed and told everything’s gonna be okay just so I can ignore my current reality it’s really fucking me up. Nooooooooooooo don’t show vulnerability nooooooooooooo

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Me wanting to talk to someone vs my crippling traumatic experiences that kill me anytime anything reminds me of them. Fight

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I feel so extremely pitiful i feel like im like 11 again. I’m assuming it’s a type of regression but not the fun kind (traumatic). Literally stayed home today bc i didn’t think I’d be able to go to school and Live. Anyways who wants to shotgun with me

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i miss my wife tails

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fuck my stupid Baka life (bpd)

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i forgot there are people on this planet that like cave diving and i think i just found the most fear inducing youtube channel ever

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l

leaveme alone in my bath igh

'this edible aint shit' Are you sure about that.

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LEAVE ME THE BATALONE IN MY BATHIGH

'this edible aint shit' Are you sure about that.

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Sleeping at a decent time SUCKS I want to talk to my buddies

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KIN DISCOVERY

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woahhh... character development?

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hmavrger munch

WHAT DO YOU DO WITH A LOVING FEELING ❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️

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NOSHUT IP IM ACTUALLY REELING IM KSSO STONED

IIM RECIPROMANTIC?

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IIM RECIPROMANTIC?