dekustowel

[dekustowel]

holy fuck? NMNL just hit 1000 notes.

i’ve never written anything worth 1000 anything.

i just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart for watching me make up scenarios in my head and turn it into a story for you. thank you for enjoying my nonsense.

thank you. thank you. thank you.

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"maybe he did. but the moon and the stars? that's all you. some of us prefer the nighttime anyway." I AM CRYINGGGGG🥹

ugh 🥹 yeah i had to drive and get myself a little sweet treat when i wrote that section.

im glad you liked it!!!!

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holy fuck, that chapter took 4 months to write. i had the first 2 paragraphs written down for 4 fucking months.

the sun came out for 2 seconds this weekend and i wrote the entire thing in 2 days.

REMIND ME TO STOP STARTING SERIES SO CLOSE TO WINTER.

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PPAAUUUSEEEE.

He doesn't like coffee and he drank it anyway because WE made it for him? SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

JEN BABY IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU BACK.

it's good to be back.

and right? he's so downbad, it's almost sad. brother choked down a cup of coffee cause he liked y/n.

whatta cutie.

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OH MY FOD. WAKING UP TO SEEING NMNL WAS MOTTTT ON MY BUCKET LIST I LOST ALL HOPE MY SWEET SWEET SMAU OMGMG

AHHH i'm sorry i left for so long!!! winter is not my season!

there's nothing i hate more than an unfinished story. come hell or highwater, this story will be finished!

[dekustowel]

"but like wasn’t the right word. it felt too small, too simple, too weak for the way your chest tightened just looking at him. like didn’t explain the way your breath caught, or how his presence felt less like a person standing in front of you and more like gravity itself, pulling you in whether you wanted it or not. like didn’t account for the way his gaze burned, how it made something deep in your stomach twist, threatening to unravel you completely."

you are Shakespeare in a room full of people still learning how to spell their names. every word that was written in this update was poetry like the kind that should be printed out on diamonds and hung in a museum. while everyone else is struggling to form basic sentences, you’re out here suddenly BACK FROM THE DEAD (ILY I MISS YOU SO MUCH) and just causally writing masterpieces. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JENN OMG WE ARE FEED WELL

I WANTED TO BASH MY HEAD AGAINST A ROCK. THIS ENTIRE PARAGRAPH HAD ME GNAWING AG MY FIST IN ANTICIPATION. My stomach was doing back flips, I was a teenager in love again. It was SO beautiful OMG

AHAHAHAHA YOU ARE SUCH A BABE. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH MORE.

thank you so much, i am so so so happy you liked it. i literally have to snuggle up right away here and see what you've been up to while I've been gone.

thank you. i love you. i missed you. mwah mwah.

[dekustowel]

i missss nmnl so badddd

it’s back!

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aaaa i miss nmnl sooo fcking muchhh, come back soon and good luck for finals!!

thank you so much, they went pretty good actually!

it’s out now!

[dekustowel]

come back home pls the kids keep crying 🥹💋💋💋💋

you’re so cute 😂❤️

i hope they stopped.

[dekustowel]

Babyyyy I need more of nmnl where’d you go 😞

i’m sorry! i’m one of those people whose brain doesn’t do well during winter.

it’s up now though.

[dekustowel]

HEYY!! hope you’re having a great day<33

i was wondering when are we getting a new chapter for nmnl?? 😭😭

out right this very second.

[dekustowel]

hi wasnt it ur birthday yesterday? happy birthday

awe, yes, it was.

thank you so much. ❤️

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happy vday jen mwuah

AHHHHHHHHH SO FUCKING CUTE. ❤️

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jen 💔💔 i miss u 💔💔💔💔 i feel like a housewife waiting for her husband to return home from war

you’re the cutest fucking thing ❤️

i missed you so much. sorry for going mia. i don’t do well with winter.

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Where’d you go baby ☹️

winter has a crazy affect on my want to do… literally anything.

i think war is over for now anyway.

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So where is bro

lmfao very fair question.

i’m here!

[dekustowel]

i just binged all of nmnl and it was amazing. I can’t wait for the next chapter. that’s it! thank you for filling the void in my heart with the smau i didn’t know i needed😋

oh gosh, nothing actually makes me happier than when people enjoy my work.

i really appreciate you, thank you so much reading. there’s a new chapter up right now. i hope it fills that void, even if it’s for a moment.