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“Wallahi sometimes the heart desires something so intensely, it becomes so hard to wait patiently for it. Sometimes we make dua for something endlessly and wake up everyday waiting for it to be accepted and it's very easy to forget that Allah has his own perfect timing.

But remember, if you had so much passion and have begged for something in dua so much, it's only because Allah decreed for you to want that and to make that dua. And never would He make you put your hands up and beg for something that He won't give you. I pray today's the day that you all get what you have asked for from Allah, and if it's not, may Allah reward you for as long as you wait. Ameen.”

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“i wanted to feel something real. the world pierced my heart.”

gerçek bir şeyler hissetmek istedim. dünya kalbimi deldi.

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In this era of attention, to remain hidden & known by only a few is a blessing

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wish i can live here 🥹

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i am aware of the problems. however. i would rather be comfy in my bed. good night.

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i seek refuge in God from the crazy scenarios i make up in my head

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sometimes u gotta ask yourself

1. is it really that deep 2. do i need to make a situation out of this 3. if i do make a big deal out of this, what would be accomplished

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“I will teach my children that sadness is a garden, part of the house, the home we are building. We go there and sit down, first together, have talks. On some days we will eat there, take afternoon naps there, but we do not solely live or sleep in our garden. We sleep in our beds, still, the garden is there and if we tend to it, plant seeds, grow fruit and vegetables, we can live from our garden and grow big and strong from it. I will never tell my children not to be sad, or stop crying. Instead, I will teach them to go into the garden and tend to it, and there’s a big chance the sun will be there, too.”

— r.iver excerpt from ‘a different kind of monster’

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i like it when the sky looks like the world is going to end

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you know when like. its an evening in mid spring and you can hear birdsong outside your window and realize how much you’ve missed that sound over the winter. and your entire being just blossoms a little. yeah

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the smell of the wind, rain, and earth all at once is so overwhelmingly calm and gives me so much serotonin it’s unimaginable

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in love with the sun and the warmth it brings

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my heart goes out to anyone who was made to feel stupid for caring too much. anyone who was laughed at or "cringed" at for being themselves. anyone who cried silently so they don't be a burden. anyone whose love was taken for granted. anyone who feels unsafe in their own bodies. to anyone who felt devastated because others failed to be humane enough. it's not you, it's them. i hope you find a way to love yourself again. you're not alone. you're important.

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I know God is real because I see Him in the small things: the way the sun rises and sets every day, the way birds know to migrate, our fingerprints, the way the leaves change colors, the way caterpillars turn into butterflies. Nature is too perfect to be created unintentionally.

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thankful for the real ones in my life