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okay apparently some people still need to be told this: using "would anyone say this to a person with [x chronic physical condition]?" to make a point abt being mentally ill or otherwise ND doesn't work because the answer to that is usually "yes."

more often than not, what you're doing by saying this is downplaying the ableism physically disabled people experience on a regular basis that often results in years of medical abuse and sometimes even death. here's my advice: don't do that.

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As a chronic pain patient who has seen 40+ doctors - I wish this were true. No you get called a drug seeker and a faker. They don't lose their liscences you just get pushed on with no help and no closure. Obviously severe cases this is true! Not for doctors that treat people like attention seekers.

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I finally found my favourite thinspo from like 6 years ago!! Yay 💖

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fav thinspo rn

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Day 9

55.6kg

15 Hour fast 6:30pm - 9:30am

1458 calories in

1342 base rate

- 28

I guess I'll call this my 'metabolism day'. My husband got KFC and gave me a large chips. If I refuse he'll know immediately that I'm restricting again and it will be back into 'recovery' where I just eat and hate myself. I prefer to starve and hate myself.

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My husband just took nudes of me laying down and all my fat is pooling around my ass and I just feel so fat. My boobs are just half empty sacks because I made them so fucking big when I was fat and now they are just gross af. I look like I've had 4 kids but I can't even have kids. I'm so disgusted in myself.

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Some people’s 500 calories is fruits and veggies.

Others eat a piece of cake and a couple fries for the day.

Some people drink green tea or coffee to keep them going.

Others drink nothing because they desperately don’t want to break a fast.

Some people tell themselves it’s okay to eat over 1000 calories every now and then, it’s healthy even.

Others cry their soul out for going one calorie over.

Some people exercise regularly, keeping in mind what exercise will best help them get to their “goal.”

Others exercise constantly, because they need to be in the negative calories.

Some people were bullied once or twice or maybe even never for their weight.

Others are bullied relentlessly.

Some people fast no longer than 15 hours.

Others fast for days on end.

Some people start already in the normal range.

Others start in the overweight range.

Some people have never gone to rehab.

Others are in and out of inpatient care constantly.

Some people have tried recovery, and are striving to reach recovery status every day.

Others never want to recover.

But you know what?

All of them have a valid ed.

All of them deserve love, support, and help.

Ed’s do not give a shit about your background, age, gender, weight, race, religion, habits, grades, bringing-up, family, or anything else.

All they care about is controlling you.

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picking up disorders like i’m at a grocery store for mental illnesses

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reblog to tell the person you reblogged this from that they are deserving of love and affection

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Day 8

55.8kg

19 Hour fast from 7pm - 2pm

821 calories in

1342 base rate

- 521

I slept all day so no exercise but my chronic pain is flaring up crazily and I'm feeling dizzy when I lay down. I doubt I'm restricting enough to cause the dizziness though. Maybe left over from covid.

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Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors