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though the world be sundered and our souls set adrift, where you walk, my dearest friend, fate shall surely follow.
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damn can't believe i found a picture of myself on the internet how rude
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nothing that a haircut and a wardrobe update and a detox and a sex change and a fake ID and getting medicated and selling all my stuff and faking my death and moving country can't fix
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Luka.. my son boy... I miss spending time with him. It's mildly hilarious how many adults the poor dude managed to get adopted by despite being a (admittedly very) young adult by the time we met him but... heh.

He's son shaped, what can I say?
#0 -- experiences#for reference#the other adults were oleg (obviously) but also boothill topaz riney ratio mydei prob and mmm i want to say feixiao#maybe robin too#+ jing yuan gets a special mention. v sweet father in law#but holy moly you ok lad?#you sure we weren't overwhelming you?
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Why is seal slammers that uh seal slammy splashy game the bus driver now, and why has it been the bus driver for the past day or so ;-;
#0 -- experiences#no but seriously though#like actively working with aglaea & later striking a deal with cipher about it#for seals#this is insane
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Phainon shift & this school year entering its death throes got my mind inventing new emotions 'cause huh. what. what is even occurring in here. is there a word for any of this.
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”kevin” this “khaos” that
his real name is clearly Yearnmaster 3000



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Me & the squad!
Well this was super self indulgent haha. Not sure how to feel about the process -- I like playing with the colors, at least! Maybe I'll do more of these in the future. Who knows.
#0 -- personal works#0 -- moodboard#<- in case I ever make more :p#on an unrelated note why are they all different sizes#even phainon & mydei despite being from the same “update”#sighs#god this is making me consider the system edit blog for real tho#ruan mei & ana have been thinking about it on and off but now that sir fronts-a-lot is invested...#if we somehow get a few friends on board#perhaps#also the sequin fabric tho#holy shit#its beautiful#if I had money I would be figuring out a way to use the fabric so I could throw money at the seller
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And nowww I'm getting the urge to make some moodboards. Expect lots that soon -A-
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Seeing how important music tends to be for me, and how much I enjoy curating playlists for both kin & non-kin reasons; I thought it would be fun to share a little about some of the more.. emotionally evocative parts in my playlist. Idk- maybe you all will find it interesting?(´∇`'')I plan to more of these in the future either way! But for my first one--
#23 -- Shine On
This is one of the songs that initially inspired me to do this & the one I'm listening to right now! It's admittedly something of a comfort song to me currently.
" When darkness falls / You are my light / You take my hand / And hold it tight / You are my home / I know it now / Don't let me go / We're safe and sound " -- It feels a bit cheesy saying this, but this is Okhema for me. It is both literally bathed in eternal light, and also the home to the family that found me after the destruction of Aedes Elysaie. This intro feels like a soft hug whenever I hear it.. makes me wanna cry happy tears.
" Shine on / And feel my heart / We're never lost / Even when I'm gone / Life circles on / From near and far / Above the flower bed / As / we watch the stars / And we'll never be lost! " -- As someone who has experienced multiple rounds of Amphoreus's "cycles" (Long story I'm afraid - I've been calling em loops, but considering the more mobius strip-esque behavior of time in my canon, maybe there is something more appropriate out there) this is such a gentle framing of events so tragic, it's a massive relief. Again, like a hug. The Aglaea and Anaxa of my "loop one" will probably never exist in quite the same capacity again but this is a reminder that they still live on through their respective successors and.. idk. It makes me happy. The flower bed -> nether realm and stars -> fake sky evoking the "original" Amphoreus (long story) are a nice bonus. That it wasn't just a prison or tool for some selfish mans desires, that all those cycles following the flame chase weren't for naught. (Longer story.)
" You are my homе / You feel my pain / My soul is yours Two souls the same / With you, I am evеrything / You never ask me to change a thing / They set our world on fire / But our hearts will burn for miles " -- Call me gay but this almost feels like Mydei comforting me. My wife <3
" I see your beauty shine / You radiate with light / Our hearts dance in time / You're one of a kind— // Stars shining with us / Your fire is contagious / I feel the moon on our skin / Love glows out, love streams in / Your eyes shining through me / Light the way so we can see / And feel the warmth of my love " -- This one is just. Overwhelming with emotion /pos Like- I feel it so viscerally. It's almost triggering a memory, so that may be a concern, but at the same time I don't mind. Really, the whole thing just sounds like I'm returning somewhere loving, and I'm all ajkshkdsf about it.
Home is where the heart is, yeah?
#0 -- experiences#0 -- music journal#<- uh general kin discussion tag & music subsection respectively for my own sorting pleasure#I have more of these I wan to do... maybe soon#If anyone wishes to request a specific topic/genre - wants to submit a song - or even pick a random one from my playlist for me to discuss#you are very welcome to! As I implied earlier I <3 music#I am not too sure what else to talk about sadly#hmmm do I put I put a mainstream tag on this#uh#honkai star rail kin#yeah ykw good enough
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