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I ain't a wimp when I get writers block I STRESS ABOUT IT FOR A WEEK STRAIGHT, and not to ChatGPT like a coward. I face writers block like a man, laying in bed hours crying.

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the thought of being forced to ballroom dance with your enemy is really doing something to me

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wasting the summer days away with iwaizumi; the room is silent except for the quiet whirl of the fan and his soft hums when you trace his tanlines on his back with your fingertips and press tender, sticky kisses to his nape. all windows of the apartment are wide open, the curtains swaying gently from the breeze. the air smells like nostalgia; stolen grief from the future and borrowed love from the past, something you will miss dearly in a few years from now.

you have nowhere to be and nothing to do and it's bliss; just you, your lover and the plate of cut watermelon next to you on the floor. iwaizumi rolls on his back, letting you slot yourself between his spread thighs, sinking down on top of him, your face nestling in the crook of his neck. it's sticky and sweaty but you made a home in there; all your secrets live behind the curve of his jaw, whispered against his skin like a confession. his adam's apple bops slightly with every bite of fruit he takes and you think he has no business being this irresistible.

iwaizumi's kisses linger longer than usual during these hollow days, as if to make sure you'll always remember what his love tasted like. it's not that he's leaving, just clinging to this life with you in case he doesn't find you right away in the next one. summer is harsh and unforgiving but iwaizumi is anything but that; tenderly spelling out his adoration for you until it's engraved into your being, with fingertips still stained from blueberry picking and his heart carved out for you.

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the week is almost over lock in guys. we gotta hit the horny quota.

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i'll defend fanfic for my whole life. like the joy it brings is genuinely transformative and indulgent in a way unique to the genre. it isn't meant for a market, it isn't meant to be sold or marketed. it is born out of such care and passion for a media that one must write and must share it, so other folks can enjoy it to. for no other reason than love and joy. do you know how special that is? especially in our current social and political climate.

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Behind the scenes of Call of duty: modern warfare I & II and Call of duty: modern warfare II live action teaser comercial

Part 5/?

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grabs your hand. you've had enough plot and exposition and character development lately im taking you to the beach episode

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what that song say?? oh yeah SAVE A HORSE RIDE A COWBOY

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"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god

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when the lewis pullman summer brain rot is so real i’m rereading my own drabbles and ramblings just to satisfy the craving … LOL

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mel i need you to know that your tags haunt me (incredibly /pos) because it's been 24 hours and i've been thinking about it nonstop omggg

girl thank GOD for that because your original post has literally not left my mind either i’m not even kidding!! i’m stuck on it 😭😭 it’s such a subtly sexy reaction to u running for the door like??!! i’m unwell 😵‍💫😵‍💫

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I think monsterfucking is about vulnerability. When you think about it

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anyway something about fucking around on a cramped little couch is soooooo woof. all bent knees and elbows, large man hunched over you, legs kicked all the way out to make room for him, how close you're squished up against each other, the tell-tale rhythmic creaking YEOW

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blog goals: making someone feel a little more horny

blog goals: making someone feel a little less sad

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agh i'm so excited for my graphic i've made for lale's hq x reader summer fic exchange it's so fun LOL !! the writing is a bit slower going though, and i think i've bitten off more than i can chew again hehe. it's more challenging because i'm not too confident with the character i'm writing for. BUT we move 🫡 it will be okay 🫡 please send some writing motivation my way if yous have any spare mwah mwah <3

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liking the mutuals posts is not enough, i need to sit with them in monobloc chairs during a warm summer night after midnight and smoke cheap cigarettes while we discuss the excruciating weight of being alive and which 2d man we'd like to see oiled up

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7 days until we can watch Thunderbolts over and over